I listened to the rattling sovereigns as they dropped; and dearly I longed for some of that money, though I never longed for money before or since. Then suddenly reminded, I turned, to see whether that noticeable personage had left the smaller counter. He was there. I insensibly moved nearer to him,--so attractive was his presence. And as I believe in various occult agencies and physical influences, I hold myself to have been actually drawn towards him. He had a face upon which it was life to look, so vivid was the intelligence it radiated, so interesting was it in expression, and if not perfect, so pure in outline. He was gazing at me too, and this, no doubt, called out of me a glance all imploring, as so I felt, yea, even towards him, for a spark of kindliest beam seemed to dart from under his strong dark lashes, and his eyes woke up,--he even smiled just at the corners of his small, but not thin lips. It was too much for me. I ran across, and again took my stand beside him. I thought, and I still think, he would have spoken to me instantly; but another man stepped up and spoke to him. He replied in a voice I have always especially affected,--calm, and very clear, but below tone in uttering remarks not intended for the public. I did not hear a word. As soon as he finished speaking, he turned and looked down upon me; and then he said, "Can I do anything for you?"
I was so charmed with his frank address, I quite gasped for joy: "Sir, I am waiting to speak to the man inside over there about my ticket."
"Shall I go across and get it?"
"Why, no, sir. I must speak to him--or if you would tell me about it."
"I will tell you anything; say on."
"Sir, I am very poor, and have not a guinea, but I shall have enough in time, if you will let me buy one with the money I have brought, and pay the rest by degrees."
I shall never forget the way he laid his hand on my shoulder and turned me to the light,--to scrutinize my developments, I suspect; for he stayed a moment or two before he answered, "I do think you look as if you really wanted one, but I am afraid they will not understand such an arrangement here."
"I _must_ go to the festival," I returned, looking into his eyes, "I am so resolved to go; I will knock the door down if I cannot get a ticket. Oh! I will sell my clothes, I will do anything. If you will get me a ticket, sir, I will promise to pay you, and you can come and ask my mother whether I ever break my word."
"I am sure you always keep it, or you would not love music so earnestly; for you are very young to be so earnest," he responded, still holding me by the arm, that thrilled beneath his kindly pressure. "Will you go a little walk with me, and then I can better understand you or what you want to do?"
"I won"t go till I have got my ticket."
"You _cannot_ get a ticket, my poor boy; they are not so easily disposed of. Why not ask your mother?"
"My sister as good as did; but my mother said it was too expensive."
"Did your mamma know how very much you wished it?"
"We do not say mamma, she does not like it; she likes "liebe Mutter.""
"Ah! she is German. Perhaps she would allow you to go, if you told her your great desire."
"No, sir; she told Lydia that it would put her out of pocket."
My new friend smiled at this.
"Now, just come outside; we are in the way of many people here, and I have done my business since I saw that gentleman I was talking to when you crept so near me."
"Did you know I wanted to come close to you, sir?"
"Oh, yes! and that you wanted to speak. I know the little violin face."
These words transported me. "Oh! do you think I am like a violin? I wish I were one going to the festival."
"Alas! in that sense you are not one, I fear."
I burst into tears; but I was very angry with myself, and noiselessly put my whole face into my handkerchief as we moved to the door. Once out in the street, the wind speedily dried these dews of my youth, and I ventured to take my companion"s hand. He glanced down at mine as it pa.s.sed itself into his, and I could see that he was examining it. I had very pretty hands and nails,--they were my only handsome point; my mother was very vain of them. I have found this out since I have grown up.
"My dear little boy, I am going to do a very daring thing."
"What is that, sir?"
"I am going to run away with you; I am going to take you to my little house, for I have thought of something I can only say to you in a room. But if you will tell me your name, I will carry you safe home afterwards, and explain everything to the "liebe Mutter.""
"Sir, I am so thankful to you that I cannot do enough to make you believe it. I am Charles Auchester, and we live at No. 14 Herne Street, at a red house with little windows and a great many steps up to the door."
"I know the house, and have seen a beautiful Jewess at the window."
"Everybody says Millicent is like a Jewess. Sir, do you mind telling me your name? I don"t want to know it unless you like to tell it me."
"My name is not a very pretty one,--Lenhart Davy."[4]
"From David, I suppose?" I said, quickly. My friend looked at me very keenly.
"You seem to think so at least."
"Yes, I thought you came from a Jew, like us,--partly, I mean.
Millicent says we ought to be very proud of it; and I think so too, because it is so very ancient, and does not alter."
I perfectly well remember making this speech. Lenhart Davy laughed quietly, but so heartily it was delightful to hear him.
"You are quite right about that. Come! will you trust me?"
"Oh! sir, I should like to go above all things, if it is not very far,--I mean I must get back soon, or they will be frightened about me."
"You _shall_ get back soon. I am afraid they are frightened now,--do you think so? But my little house is on the way to yours, though you would never find it out."
He paused, and we walked briskly forwards.
FOOTNOTE:
[4] Lenhart Davy is supposed by some to have been intended for Ferdinand David, who was Mendelssohn"s concert-meister at the Gewandhaus in Leipsic and the teacher of Joachim and Wilhelmj. David never was in England, however, and the resemblance is too remote to be entertained.
CHAPTER IV.
Turning out of the market-place, a narrow street presented itself: here were factories and the backs of houses. Again we threaded a narrow turning: here was an outskirt of the town. It fronted a vast green s.p.a.ce; all building-ground enclosed this quiet corner, for only a few small houses stood about. Here were no shops and no traffic. We went on in all haste, and soon my guide arrested himself at a little green gate. He unlatched it; we pa.s.sed through into a tiny garden, trim as tiny, pretty as trim, and enchantingly after my own way of thinking. Never shall I forget its aspect,--the round bed in the centre, edged with box as green as moss; the big rose-tree in the middle of the bed, and lesser rose-trees round; the narrow gravel walk, quite golden in the sun; the outer edge of box, and outer bed of heaths and carnations and glowing purple stocks. But above all, the giant hollyhocks, one on each side of a little brown door, whose little latticed porch was arched with clematis, silvery as if moonlight "Minatrost" were ever brooding upon that threshold.
I must not loiter here; it would have been difficult to loiter in going about the garden, it was so unusually small, and the house, if possible, was more diminutive. It had above the door two tiny cas.e.m.e.nt windows, only two; and as my guide opened the little door with a key he brought out of his pocket, there was nothing to delay our entrance.
The pa.s.sage was very narrow, but lightsome, for a door was open at the end, peeping into a lawny kind of yard. No children were tumbling about, nor was there any kitchen smell, but the rarest of all essences, a just perceptible cleanliness,--not moisture, but freshness.
We advanced to a staircase about three feet in width, uncarpeted, but of a rich brown color, like chestnut skins; so also were the bal.u.s.ters. About a dozen steps brought us to a proportionate landing-place, and here I beheld two other little brown doors at angles with one another. Lenhart Davy opened one of these, and led me into a tiny room. Oh, what a tiny room! It was so tiny, so rare, so curiously perfect that I could not help looking into it as I should have done into a cabinet collection. The cas.e.m.e.nts were uncurtained, but a green silk shade, gathered at the top and bottom, was drawn half-way along each. The walls were entirely books,--in fact, the first thing I thought of was the book-houses I used to build of all the odd volumes in our parlor closet during my quite incipient years.
But such books as adorned the sides of the little sanctum were more suitable for walls than mine, in respect of size, being as they were, or as far as I could see, all music-books, except in a stand between the cas.e.m.e.nts, where a few others rested one against another. There was a soft gray drugget upon the floor; and though, of course, the book-walls took up as much as half the room (a complete inner coat they made for the outside sh.e.l.l), yet it did not strike me as poking, because there was no heavy furniture, only a table, rather oval than round, and four chairs; both chairs and table of the hue I had admired upon the staircase,--a rich vegetable brown. On the table stood a square inkstand of the same wood, and a little tray filled with such odds as rubber, a penknife, sealing-wax, and a pencil. The wood of the mantelshelf was the same tone, and so was that of a plain piano that stood to the left of the fireplace, in the only nook that was not books from floor to ceiling; but the books began again over the piano.
All this wood, so darkly striking the eye, had an indescribably soothing effect (upon me I mean), and right glad was I to see Mr. Davy seat himself upon a little brown bench before the piano and open it carefully.
"Will you take off your hat for a minute or two, my dear boy?" he asked, before he did anything else.
I laid the beaver upon the oval table.