Here, too, he could keep his watch, holding himself ready to counter the movements of his enemies, should any opportunity arise for action on his part, defensive or aggressive.
To this room he stealthily returned one brilliant summer morning as the clocks were striking six. He had been walking in the Bayswater Road, amidst all the pleasant stir and bustle of early morning. Waggons coming in from the country, milkwomen setting forth on their daily rounds, clamorous young rooks cawing among the topmost branches of the elms, song-birds chirruping and gurgling their glad morning hymn; and over all things the glory and the freshness of the summer sunshine.
But to Philip Sheldon it was as if these things were not. For the last twelve or fifteen years of his life he had taken no heed of the change of the seasons, except insomuch as the pa.s.sage of time affected his bill-book, or the condition of that commercial world which was the beginning and end of his life. Now, less than ever, had he an ear for the carolling of birds, or an eye for the glory of summer sunlight, or the flickering shadows of summer leaves faintly stirred by the soft summer wind.
He re-entered his house with a half-dazed sense of the stir and life that had been about him in the high road. It was a relief to him to escape this life and brightness, and to take shelter in the gloom of his study, where the shutters were closed, and only a faint glimmer of day crept through a c.h.i.n.k in the shrunken woodwork.
For the first time since the beginning of this dreary period of idleness and suspense he felt himself thoroughly beaten, and instead of going up to his dressing-room for his careful morning toilet, as it was his habit to do at this hour, he flung himself, dressed as he was, upon the low iron bedstead, and fell into a heavy slumber.
Yes, there they were--the familiar tortures of his slumbers, the shadows of busy, eager faces; and upon all one universal expression of mingled anger and surprise. The sound of a wooden hammer striking three solemn strokes; the faint tones of Tom Halliday"s voice, thanking him for his friendly care; the dying look in Tom Halliday"s face, turned to him with such depth of trust and affection. And then across the shadowy realm of dreams there swept the slow solemn progress of a funeral _cortege_--plumed hea.r.s.es, blacker than blackest night; innumerable horses, with funereal trappings and plumed headgear waving in an icy wind; long trains of shrouded figures stretching on into infinite s.p.a.ce, in spectral procession that knew neither beginning nor end. And in all the solemn crowd pa.s.sing perpetually with the same unceasing motion, there was no sound of human footfall, no tramp of horse"s hoof, only that dismal waving of black plumage in an icy wind, and the deep boom of a bell tolling for the dead.
He awoke with a start, and exclaimed, "If this is what it is to sleep, I will never sleep again!"
In the next minute he recovered himself. He had been lying on his back.
The endless pageant, the dreadful tolling of the funeral bell, meant no more than nightmare, the common torment of all humanity.
"What a fool I must be!" he muttered to himself, as he wiped his forehead, which had grown cold and damp in the agony of his dream.
He opened the shutters, and then looked at the clock on the mantelpiece.
To his surprise he found that he had been sleeping three hours. It was nine o"clock. He went upstairs to dress. There was an unusual stir in the corridor above. Ann Woolper was standing there, with her hand on the door of the sick-room, talking to Diana, who covered her face suddenly as he approached, and disappeared into her own room.
The beating of his heart quickened suddenly. Something had happened to disturb the common course of events. Something? What was likely to happen, except the one dread circ.u.mstance for which he hoped and waited with such horrible eagerness?
In Ann Woolper"s solemn face he read an answer to his thought. For the first time he was well nigh losing his self-possession. It was with an effort that he steadied himself sufficiently to ask the usual conventional question in the usual conventional tone.
"Is she any better this morning, Ann?"
"Yes, sir, she is much better," the Yorkshirewoman answered solemnly.
"She is where none can harm her now."
Yes; it was the usual periphrase of these vulgar people. He knew all their cant by heart.
"You mean to say--she--is dead?"
He no longer tried to conceal his agitation. It was a part of his duty to be agitated by the news of his stepdaughter"s untimely death.
"O, sir, you may well be sorry," said the Yorkshirewoman, with deep feeling. "She was the sweetest, most forgiving creature that ever came into this world; and to the last no hard or cruel word ever pa.s.sed her innocent lips. Yes, sir, she is gone; she is beyond the power of any one to harm her."
"All that sort of stuff is so much hypocritical twaddle, Mrs. Woolper,"
muttered Mr. Sheldon impatiently; "and I recommend you to keep it for the chaplain of the workhouse in which you are likely to end your days. At what time--did--did this--sad event--happen?
"About an hour ago."
In the very hour when, in his hideous dream, he had beheld the solemn funeral train winding on for ever through the dim realms of sleep. Was there some meaning in such foolish shadows, after all?
"And why was I not sent for?"
"You were asleep, sir. I came downstairs myself, and looked into your room. You were fast asleep, and I wouldn"t disturb you."
"That was very wrong; but it was of a piece with the rest of your conduct, which has been from first to last antagonistic to me. I suppose I can see my stepdaughter now," Mr. Sheldon added, with a grim smile.
"There is no further excuse--about headache--or sleep."
"No, sir, you cannot see her yet. In an hour, if you wish to come into this room, you can come."
"You are extremely obliging. I begin to doubt whether I am really in my own house. In an hour, then, I will come. Where is my wife?"
"In her own room, sir, lying down; asleep, I believe."
"I will not disturb her. How about the registration, by-the-by? That must be seen to."
"Dr. Jedd has promised to attend to that, sir."
"Has Dr. Jedd been here?"
"He was here an hour ago."
"Very good. And he will see to that," muttered Mr. Sheldon thoughtfully.
The event for which he had been so long waiting seemed at the last a little sudden. It had shaken his nerves more than he had supposed it possible that they could be shaken.
He went to his dressing-room, and on this occasion made a very hasty toilet. The event had been tardy, and he had no time to lose in discounting it now that it had come to pa.s.s. He went from his dressing-room back to his study, took the jacket containing the policies of a.s.surance and the will from the deed-box, and left the house.
CHAPTER VI.
CONFUSION WORSE CONFOUNDED.
A cab conveyed Mr. Sheldon swiftly to a dingy street in the City--a street which might have been called the pavement of wasted footsteps, so many an impecunious wretch tramped to and fro upon those dreary flags in vain.
The person whom Mr. Sheldon came to see was a distinguished bill-discounter, who had served him well in more than one crisis, and on whose service he fancied he could now rely.
Mr. Kaye, the bill-discounter, was delighted to see his worthy friend Mr.
Sheldon. He had just come up from his family at Brighton, and had quite a little court awaiting him in an outer chamber, through which Mr. Sheldon had been ushered to the inner office.
"It"s rather early for such a visitor as you," Mr. Kaye said, after a few commonplaces. "I have not been in town half an hour."
"My business is too important for any consideration about hours,"
answered Mr. Sheldon, "or I should not be here at all. I have just come from the deathbed of my wife"s daughter."
"Indeed!" exclaimed the bill-discounter, looking inexpressibly shocked. Until that moment he had lived in supreme ignorance of the fact that Mr. Sheldon had a stepdaughter; but his sorrow-stricken expression of countenance might have implied that he had known and esteemed the young lady.
"Yes, it"s very sad," said Mr. Sheldon; "and something more than sad for me. The poor girl had great expectations, and would have come into a very fine fortune if she had lived a year or two longer."
"Ha! dear me, how very unfortunate! Poor young lady!"
"Jedd and Doddleson--you know them by repute, of course--have been attending her for the last six weeks. There will be no end of expense for me; and it has been all of no use."