"I don"t care who says you can have it," Josie Fifer"s shrill voice was saying. "It"s mine, and I"m going to keep it. Mr. Hahn himself gave it to me. He said I could cut it up for a dress or something if I wanted to. Long ago." Then, as Sid Hahn himself appeared, she appealed to him.
"There he is now. Didn"t you, Mr. Hahn? Didn"t you say I could have it?
Years ago?"
"Yes, Jo," said Sid Hahn. "It"s yours, to do with as you wish."
Sarah Haddon, who never had been denied anything in all her pampered life, turned to him now. Her bosom rose and fell. She was breathing sharply. "But S.H.!" she cried, "S.H., I"ve got to have it. Don"t you see, I want it! It"s all I"ve got left in the world of what I used to be. I want it!" She began to cry, and it was not acting.
Josie Fifer stood staring at her, her eyes wide with horror and unbelief.
"Why, say, listen! Listen! You can have it. I didn"t know you wanted it as bad as that. Why, you can have it. I want you to take it. Here."
She shoved it across the table. Sarah reached out for it quickly. She rolled it up in a tight bundle and whisked off with it without a backward glance at Josie or at Hahn. She was still sobbing as she went down the stairs.
The two stood staring at each other ludicrously. Hahn spoke first.
"I"m sorry, Josie. That was nice of you, giving it to her like that."
But Josie did not seem to hear. At least she paid no attention to his remark. She was staring at him with that dazed and wide-eyed look of one upon whom a great truth has just dawned. Then, suddenly, she began to laugh. She laughed a high, shrill laugh that was not so much an expression of mirth as of relief.
Sid Hahn put up a pudgy hand in protest. "Josie! Please! For the love of Heaven don"t _you_ go and get it. I"ve had to do with one hysterical woman to-day. Stop that laughing! Stop it!"
Josie stopped, not abruptly, but in a little series of recurring giggles. Then these subsided and she was smiling. It wasn"t at all her usual smile. The bitterness was quite gone from it. She faced Sid Hahn across the table. Her palms were outspread, as one who would make things plain. "I wasn"t hysterical. I was just laughing. I"ve been about seventeen years earning that laugh. Don"t grudge it to me."
"Let"s have the plot," said Hahn.
"There isn"t any. You see, it"s just--well, I"ve just discovered how it works out. After all these years! She"s had everything she wanted all her life. And me, I"ve never had anything. Not a thing. She"s travelled one way, and I"ve travelled in the opposite direction, and where has it brought us? Here we are, both fighting over an old black velvet rag.
Don"t you see? Both wanting the same--" She broke off, with the little twisted smile on her lips again. "Life"s a strange thing, Mr. Hahn."
"I hope, Josie, you don"t claim any originality for that remark,"
replied Sid Hahn dryly.
"But," argued the editor, "you don"t call this a cheerful story, I hope."
"Well, perhaps not exactly boisterous. But it teaches a lesson, and all that. And it"s sort of philosophical and everything, don"t you think?"
The editor shuffled the sheets together decisively, so that they formed a neat sheaf. "I"m afraid I didn"t make myself quite clear. It"s entertaining, and all that, but--ah--in view of our present needs, I"m sorry to say we--"
II
THE GAY OLD DOG
Those of you who have dwelt--or even lingered--in Chicago, Illinois (this is not a humorous story), are familiar with the region known as the Loop. For those others of you to whom Chicago is a transfer point between New York and San Francisco there is presented this brief explanation:
The Loop is a clamorous, smoke-infested district embraced by the iron arms of the elevated tracks. In a city boasting fewer millions, it would be known familiarly as downtown. From Congress to Lake Street, from Wabash almost to the river, those thunderous tracks make a complete circle, or loop. Within it lie the retail shops, the commercial hotels, the theatres, the restaurants. It is the Fifth Avenue (diluted) and the Broadway (deleted) of Chicago. And he who frequents it by night in search of amus.e.m.e.nt and cheer is known, vulgarly, as a Loop-hound.
Jo Hertz was a Loop-hound. On the occasion of those spa.r.s.e first nights granted the metropolis of the Middle West he was always present, third row, aisle, left. When a new loop cafe was opened Jo"s table always commanded an un.o.bstructed view of anything worth viewing. On entering he was wont to say, "h.e.l.lo, Gus," with careless cordiality to the head waiter, the while his eye roved expertly from table to table as he removed his gloves. He ordered things under gla.s.s, so that his table, at midnight or thereabouts, resembled a hot-bed that favours the bell system. The waiters fought for him. He was the kind of man who mixes his own salad dressing. He liked to call for a bowl, some cracked ice, lemon, garlic, paprika, salt, pepper, vinegar, and oil and make a rite of it. People at near-by tables would lay down their knives and forks to watch, fascinated. The secret of it seemed to lie in using all the oil in sight and calling for more.
That was Jo--a plump and lonely bachelor of fifty. A plethoric, roving-eyed and kindly man, clutching vainly at the garments of a youth that had long slipped past him. Jo Hertz, in one of those pinch-waist belted suits and a trench coat and a little green hat, walking up Michigan Avenue of a bright winter"s afternoon, trying to take the curb with a jaunty youthfulness against which every one of his fat-encased muscles rebelled, was a sight for mirth or pity, depending on one"s vision.
The gay-dog business was a late phase in the life of Jo Hertz. He had been a quite different sort of canine. The staid and hara.s.sed brother of three unwed and selfish sisters is an under dog. The tale of how Jo Hertz came to be a Loop-hound should not be compressed within the limits of a short story. It should be told as are the photo plays, with frequent throwbacks and many cut-ins. To condense twenty-three years of a man"s life into some five or six thousand words requires a verbal economy amounting to parsimony.
At twenty-seven Jo had been the dutiful, hard-working son (in the wholesale harness business) of a widowed and gummidging mother, who called him Joey. If you had looked close you would have seen that now and then a double wrinkle would appear between Jo"s eyes--a wrinkle that had no business there at twenty-seven. Then Jo"s mother died, leaving him handicapped by a death-bed promise, the three sisters and a three-story-and-bas.e.m.e.nt house on Calumet Avenue. Jo"s wrinkle became a fixture.
Death-bed promises should be broken as lightly as they are seriously made. The dead have no right to lay their clammy fingers upon the living.
"Joey," she had said, in her high, thin voice, "take care of the girls."
"I will, Ma," Jo had choked.
"Joey," and the voice was weaker, "promise me you won"t marry till the girls are all provided for." Then as Joe had hesitated, appalled: "Joey, it"s my dying wish. Promise!"
"I promise, Ma," he had said.
Whereupon his mother had died, comfortably, leaving him with a completely ruined life.
They were not bad-looking girls, and they had a certain style, too.
That is, Stell and Eva had. Carrie, the middle one, taught school over on the West Side. In those days it took her almost two hours each way.
She said the kind of costume she required should have been corrugated steel. But all three knew what was being worn, and they wore it--or fairly faithful copies of it. Eva, the housekeeping sister, had a needle knack. She could skim the State Street windows and come away with a mental photograph of every separate tuck, hem, yoke, and ribbon. Heads of departments showed her the things they kept in drawers, and she went home and reproduced them with the aid of a two-dollar-a-day seamstress.
Stell, the youngest, was the beauty. They called her Babe. She wasn"t really a beauty, but some one had once told her that she looked like Janice Meredith (it was when that work of fiction was at the height of its popularity). For years afterward, whenever she went to parties, she affected a single, fat curl over her right shoulder, with a rose stuck through it.
Twenty-three years ago one"s sisters did not strain at the household leash, nor crave a career. Carrie taught school, and hated it. Eva kept house expertly and complainingly. Babe"s profession was being the family beauty, and it took all her spare time. Eva always let her sleep until ten.
This was Jo"s household, and he was the nominal head of it. But it was an empty t.i.tle. The three women dominated his life. They weren"t consciously selfish. If you had called them cruel they would have put you down as mad. When you are the lone brother of three sisters, it means that you must constantly be calling for, escorting, or dropping one of them somewhere. Most men of Jo"s age were standing before their mirror of a Sat.u.r.day night, whistling blithely and abstractedly while they discarded a blue polka-dot for a maroon tie, whipped off the maroon for a shot-silk, and at the last moment decided against the shot-silk in favor of a plain black-and-white, because she had once said she preferred quiet ties. Jo, when he should have been preening his feathers for conquest, was saying:
"Well, my G.o.d, I _am_ hurrying! Give a man time, can"t you? I just got home. You girls have been laying around the house all day. No wonder you"re ready."
He took a certain pride in seeing his sisters well dressed, at a time when he should have been reveling in fancy waistcoats and brilliant-hued socks, according to the style of that day, and the inalienable right of any unwed male under thirty, in any day. On those rare occasions when his business necessitated an out-of-town trip, he would spend half a day floundering about the shops, selecting handkerchiefs, or stockings, or feathers, or fans, or gloves for the girls. They always turned out to be the wrong kind, judging by their reception.
From Carrie, "What in the world do I want of a fan!"
"I thought you didn"t have one," Jo would say.
"I haven"t. I never go to dances."
Jo would pa.s.s a futile hand over the top of his head, as was his way when disturbed. "I just thought you"d like one. I thought every girl liked a fan. Just," feebly, "just to--to have."
"Oh, for pity"s sake!"
And from Eva or Babe, "I"ve _got_ silk stockings, Jo." Or, "You brought me handkerchiefs the last time."
There was something selfish in his giving, as there always is in any gift freely and joyfully made. They never suspected the exquisite pleasure it gave him to select these things; these fine, soft, silken things. There were many things about this slow-going, amiable brother of theirs that they never suspected. If you had told them he was a dreamer of dreams, for example, they would have been amused. Sometimes, dead-tired by nine o"clock, after a hard day down town, he would doze over the evening paper. At intervals he would wake, red-eyed, to a s.n.a.t.c.h of conversation such as, "Yes, but if you get a blue you can wear it anywhere. It"s dressy, and at the same time it"s quiet, too." Eva, the expert, wrestling with Carrie over the problem of the new spring dress. They never guessed that the commonplace man in the frayed old smoking-jacket had banished them all from the room long ago; had banished himself, for that matter. In his place was a tall, debonair, and rather dangerously handsome man to whom six o"clock spelled evening clothes. The kind of man who can lean up against a mantel, or propose a toast, or give an order to a man-servant, or whisper a gallant speech in a lady"s ear with equal ease. The shabby old house on Calumet Avenue was transformed into a brocaded and chandeliered rendezvous for the brilliance of the city. Beauty was here, and wit. But none so beautiful and witty as She. Mrs.--er--Jo Hertz. There was wine, of course; but no vulgar display. There was music; the soft sheen of satin; laughter. And he the gracious, tactful host, king of his own domain--
"Jo, for heaven"s sake, if you"re going to snore go to bed!"
"Why--did I fall asleep?"