Emily was clinging to Jo. She was mumbling something, over and over. "I can"t. I can"t. Don"t ask me to. I can"t let him go. Like that. I can"t."
Jo said a queer thing.
"Why, Emily! We wouldn"t have him stay home, would we? We wouldn"t want him to do anything different, would we? Not our boy. I"m glad he enlisted. I"m proud of him. So are you glad."
Little by little he quieted her. He took her to the car that was waiting, a worried chauffeur in charge. They said good-bye, awkwardly.
Emily"s face was a red, swollen ma.s.s.
So it was that when Jo entered his own hallway half an hour later he blinked, dazedly, and when the light from the window fell on him you saw that his eyes were red.
Eva was not one to beat about the bush. She sat forward in her chair, clutching her bag rather nervously.
"Now, look here, Jo. Stell and I are here for a reason. We"re here to tell you that this thing"s got to stop."
"Thing? Stop?"
"You know very well what I mean. You saw me at the milliner"s that day.
And night before last, Ethel. We"re all disgusted. If you must go about with people like that, please have some sense of decency."
Something gathering in Jo"s face should have warned her. But he was slumped down in his chair in such a huddle, and he looked so old and fat that she did not heed it. She went on. "You"ve got us to consider. Your sisters. And your nieces. Not to speak of your own--"
But he got to his feet then, shaking, and at what she saw in his face even Eva faltered and stopped. It wasn"t at all the face of a fat, middle-aged sport. It was a face Jovian, terrible.
"You!" he began, low-voiced, ominous. "You!" He raised a great fist high. "You two murderers! You didn"t consider me, twenty years ago. You come to me with talk like that. Where"s my boy! You killed him, you two, twenty years ago. And now he belongs to somebody else. Where"s my son that should have gone marching by to-day?" He flung his arms out in a great gesture of longing. The red veins stood out on his forehead.
"Where"s my son! Answer me that, you two selfish, miserable women.
Where"s my son!" Then, as they huddled together, frightened, wild-eyed.
"Out of my house! Out of my house! Before I hurt you!"
They fled, terrified. The door banged behind them.
Jo stood, shaking, in the centre of the room. Then he reached for a chair, gropingly, and sat down. He pa.s.sed one moist, flabby hand over his forehead and it came away wet. The telephone rang. He sat still. It sounded far away and unimportant, like something forgotten. I think he did not even hear it with his conscious ear. But it rang and rang insistently. Jo liked to answer his telephone, when at home.
"h.e.l.lo!" He knew instantly the voice at the other end.
"That you, Jo?" it said.
"Yes."
"How"s my boy?"
"I"m--all right."
"Listen, Jo. The crowd"s coming over to-night. I"ve fixed up a little poker game for you. Just eight of us."
"I can"t come to-night, Gert."
"Can"t! Why not?"
"I"m not feeling so good."
"You just said you were all right."
"I _am_ all right. Just kind of tired."
The voice took on a cooing note. "Is my Joey tired? Then he shall be all comfy on the sofa, and he doesn"t need to play if he don"t want to. No, sir."
Jo stood staring at the black mouth-piece of the telephone. He was seeing a procession go marching by. Boys, hundreds of boys, in khaki.
"h.e.l.lo! h.e.l.lo!" the voice took on an anxious note. "Are you there?"
"Yes," wearily.
"Jo, there"s something the matter. You"re sick. I"m coming right over."
"No!"
"Why not? You sound as if you"d been sleeping. Look here--"
"Leave me alone!" cried Jo, suddenly, and the receiver clacked onto the hook. "Leave me alone. Leave me alone." Long after the connection had been broken.
He stood staring at the instrument with unseeing eyes. Then he turned and walked into the front room. All the light had gone out of it. Dusk had come on. All the light had gone out of everything. The zest had gone out of life. The game was over--the game he had been playing against loneliness and disappointment. And he was just a tired old man. A lonely, tired old man in a ridiculous, rose-coloured room that had grown, all of a sudden, drab.
III
THE TOUGH GUY
You could not be so very tough in Chippewa, Wisconsin. But Buzz Werner managed magnificently with the limited means at hand. Before he was nineteen mothers were warning their sons against him, and brothers their sisters. Buzz Werner not only was tough--he looked tough. When he spoke--which was often--his speech slid sinisterly out of the extreme left corner of his mouth. He had a trick of hitching himself up from the belt--one palm on the stomach and a sort of heaving jerk from the waist, as a prize fighter does it--that would have made a Van Bibber look rough.
His name was not really Buzz, but quotes are dispensed with because no one but his mother remembered what it originally had been. His mother called him Ernie and she alone, in all Chippewa, Wisconsin, was unaware that her son was the town tough guy. But even she sometimes mildly remonstrated with him for being what she called kind of wild. Buzz had yellow hair with a glint in it, and it curled up into a bang at the front. No amount of wetting or greasing could subdue that irrepressible forelock. A boy with hair like that never grows up in his mother"s eyes.
If Buzz"s real name was lost in the dim mists of boyhood, the origin and fitness of his nickname were apparent after two minutes" conversation with him. Buzz Werner was called Buzz not only because he talked too much, but because he was a braggart. His conversation bristled with the perpendicular p.r.o.noun, and his pet phrase was, "I says to him--"
He buzzed.
By the time Buzz was fourteen he was stealing bra.s.s from the yards of the big paper mills down in the Flats and selling it to the junk man.
How he escaped the reform school is a mystery. Perhaps it was the blond forelock. At nineteen he was running with the Kearney girl.
Twenty-five years hence Chippewa will have learned to treat the Kearney-girl type as a disease, and a public menace. Which she was. The Kearney girl ran wild in Chippewa, and Chippewa will be paying taxes on the fruit of her liberty for a hundred years to come. The Kearney girl was a beautiful idiot, with a lovely oval face, and limpid, rather wistful blue eyes, and fair, fine hair, and a long slim neck. She looked very much like those famous wantons of history, from Lucrezia Borgia to Nell Gwyn, that you see pictured in the galleries of Europe--all very mild and girlish, with moist red mouths, like a puppy"s, so that you wonder if they have not been basely defamed through all the centuries.
The Kearney girl"s father ran a saloon out on Second Avenue, and every few days the Chippewa paper would come out with a story of a brawl, a knifing, or a free-for-all fight following a Sat.u.r.day night in Kearney"s. The Kearney girl herself was forever running up and down Grand Avenue, which was the main business street. She would trail up and down from the old Armory to the post-office and back again. When she turned off into the homeward stretch on Outagamie Street there always slunk after her some stoop-shouldered, furtive, loping youth. But he never was seen with her on Grand Avenue. She had often been up before old Judge Colt for some nasty business or other. At such times the shabby office of the Justice of the Peace would be full of shawled mothers and heavy-booted, work-worn fathers, and an aunt or two, and some cousins, and always a slinking youth fumbling with the hat in his hands, his glance darting hither and thither, from group to group, but never resting for a moment within any one else"s gaze. Of all these present, the Kearney girl herself was always the calmest. Old Judge Colt meted out justice according to his lights. Unfortunately, the wearing of a yellow badge on the breast was a custom that had gone out some years before.
This nymph it was who had taken a fancy to Buzz Werner. It looked very black for his future.
The strange part of it was that the girl possessed little attraction for Buzz. It was she who made all the advances. Buzz had sprung from very decent stock, as you shall see. And something about the sultry unwholesomeness of this girl repelled him, though he was hardly aware that this was so. Buzz and his gang would meet down town of a Sat.u.r.day night, very moist as to hair and clean as to soft shirt. They would lounge on the corner of Grand and Outagamie, in front of Schroeder"s brightly lighted drug store, watching the girls go by. They were, for the most part, a pimply-faced lot. They would shuffle their feet in a slow jig, hands in pockets. When a late comer joined them it was considered _au fait_ to welcome him by a.s.suming a fistic att.i.tude, after the style of the pugilists pictured in the barber-shop magazines, and spar a good-natured and make-believe round with him, with much agile dancing about in a circle, head held stiffly, body crouching, while working a rapid and facetious right.