Jack started coughing again, like an old cow with the pleuro.
"That cough will kill you, Jack," said Thomas. "Let"s put a drop of brandy in your coffee, that won"t start you, anyhow; it"s real `Three Star."" And he reached a bottle from the side-table.
I should have stood up then, for my manhood, for my mate, and for little Clara, but I half rose from my chair, and Jack laughed and said, "Sit down, Joe, you old fool, you"re tanked. I know all about your seeing about the horses and your ginger-ales. It"s all right, old man. Do you think I"m going on the booze? Why, I"ll have to hold you on the horse all day."
"Here"s luck, Joe!" said Jack, laughing, and lifting up his cup of coffee with the brandy in it. "Here"s luck, Joe."
Then suddenly, and as clearly as I ever heard it, came Clara"s voice to my ear: "Promise me, whatever you do, that you will never have a drink with Jack." And I felt cold and sick to the stomach.
I got up and went out. They thought that the drink had made me sick, but if I"d stayed there another minute I would have tackled Thomas; and I knew that I needed a clear head to tackle a bullock like him. I walked about a bit, and when I came in again Jack and Thomas were in the bar, and Jack had a gla.s.s before him.
"Come on, Joe, you old bounder," said Jack, "come and have a whisky-and-soda; it will straighten you up."
"What"s that you"re drinking, Jack?" I asked.
"Oh, don"t be a fool!" said Jack. "One drink won"t hurt me. Do you think I"m going on the booze? Have a soda and straighten up; we must make a start directly."
I remember we had two or three whiskies, and then suddenly I tackled Thomas, and Jack was holding me back, and laughing and swearing at me at the same time, and I had a tussle with him; and then I was suddenly calmer and sensible, and we were shaking hands all round, and Jack was talking about just one more spree for the sake of old times.
"A bit of a booze won"t hurt me, Joe, you old fool," he said. "We"ll have one more night of it, for the sake of Auld Lang Syne, and start at daylight in the morning. You go and see to the horses, it will straighten you up. Take the saddle off and hobble "em out."
But I insisted on starting at once, and Jack promised he would. We were gloriously happy for an hour or so, and then I went to sleep.
When I woke it was late in the afternoon. I was very giddy and shaky; the girl brought me a whisky-and-soda, and that steadied me. Some more shearers had arrived, and Jack was playing cards with two of them on top of a cask in the bar. Thomas was dead drunk on the floor, or pretending to be so, and his wife was behind the bar. I went out to see to the horses; I found them in a bush yard at the back. The packhorse was rolling in the mud with the pack-saddle and saddlebags on. One of the chaps helped me take off the saddles and put them in the harness-room behind the kitchen.
I"ll pa.s.s over that night. It wouldn"t be very edifying to the great, steady-living, sober majority, and the others, the never-do-wells, the rovers, wrecks and failures, will understand only too well without being told--only too well, G.o.d help them!
When I woke in the morning I couldn"t have touched a drink to save my life. I was fearfully shaky, and swimming about the head, but I put my head over a tub under the pump and got the girl to pump for a while, and then I drank a pint of tea and managed to keep it down, and felt better.
All through the last half of the night I"d kept saying, in a sort of drink nightmare, "I"ll go for Peter M"Laughlan in the morning. I"ll go for Peter as soon as I can stand!" and repeating Clara Barnes"s words, "Ride for Peter if anything happens. Ride for Peter M"Laughlan."
There were drunken shearers, hors.e.m.e.n and swagmen sleeping all over the place, and in all sorts of odd positions; some on the veranda with their heads on their swags, one sitting back against the wall, and one on the broad of his back with his head on the bare boards and his mouth open.
There was another horse rolling in its saddle, and I took the saddle off. The horse belonged to an English University man.
I went in to see how Jack was. He was lying in the parlour on a little, worn-out, horse-hair sofa, that might have seen better days in some clean home in the woman-and-girl world. He had been drinking and playing cards till early that morning, and he looked awful--he looked as if he"d been boozing for a month.
"See what you"ve done!" he said, sitting up and glaring at me; then he said, "Bring me a whisky-and-soda, Joe, for G.o.d"s sake!"
I got a whisky-and-soda from the girl and took it to him.
I talked to him for a while, and at last he said, "Well, go and get the horses and we"ll start."
I got the horses ready and brought them round to the front, but by that time he"d had more drink, and he said he wanted to sleep before he started. Next he was playing cards with one of the chaps, and asked me to wait till he"d finished that game. I knew he"d keep promising and humbugging me till there was a row, so at last I got him aside and said:
"Look here, Jack, I"m going for Peter M"Laughlan----"
"Go to h.e.l.l!" said Jack.
I put the other horses back in the yard, the saddles in the skillion, got on my horse and rode off. Thomas and the others asked me no questions, they took no notice. In a place like that a man could almost do anything, short of hanging himself, without anyone interfering or being surprised. And probably, if he did hang himself, they"d let him swing for a while to get a taste of it.
Comesomehow was about fifteen miles back on a track off the main road. I reckoned that I could find Peter and bring him on by the afternoon, and I rode hard, sick as I was. I was too sick to smoke.
As it happened, Peter had started early from his last camp and I caught him just as he was turning off into Comesomehow track.
"What"s up, Joe?" he asked as I rode up to him--but he could see.
"Jack Barnes is on the booze at Thomas"s," I said.
Peter just looked right through me. Then he turned his horse"s head without a word, and rode back with me. And, after a while, he said, as if to himself:
"Poor Clara! Poor little la.s.sie!"
By the time we reached the shanty it was well on in the afternoon. A fight was stopped in the first round and voices lowered when the chaps caught sight of us. As Peter walked into the bar one or two drunks straightened themselves and took off their hats with drunken sentiment.
"Where is Jack Barnes, Thomas?" asked Peter, quietly.
"He"s in there if you want to see him," said Thomas, jerking his head towards the parlour.
We went in, and when Peter saw Jack lying there I noticed that swift, haunted look came into his eyes, as if he"d seen a ghost of the past. He sat down by the sofa to wait until Jack woke. I thought as he sat there that his eyes were like a woman"s for sympathy and like a dog"s for faithfulness. I was very shaky.
Presently Thomas looked in. "Is there anything I can do for you, M"Laughlan?" he asked in as civil a tone as he could get to.
"Yes," said Peter, "bring me a flask of your best whisky--your own, mind--and a gla.s.s.
"We shall need the whisky for him on the track, Joe," said Peter, when the flask came. "Get another gla.s.s and a bottle of soda; you want a nip." He poured out a drink for himself.
"The first thing we"ve got to do is to get him away; then I"ll soon put him on his feet. But we"ll let him sleep a while longer. I find I"ve got business near Solong, and I"m going down with you."
By and by Jack woke up and glared round, and when he caught sight of Peter he just reached for his hands and said, "Peter! Thank G.o.d you"ve come!" Then he said, "But I must have a drink first, Peter."
"All right, Jack, you shall have a drink," said Peter; and he gave him a stiff n.o.bblerq. It steadied Jack a bit.
"Now listen to me, Jack," said Peter. "How much money have you got left?"
"I--I can"t think," said Jack. "I"ve got a cheque for twenty pounds here, sewn inside my shirt."
"Yes; but you drew thirty-six in three cheques. Where"s the rest?"
"Thomas has ten," said Jack, "and the six--well, the six is gone. I was playing cards last night."
Peter stepped out into the bar.
"Look here, Thomas," he said quietly, "you"ve got a ten-pound cheque from Barnes."
"I know I have."
"Well, how much of it does he owe you?"