"No," said Treffy, "I don"t suppose it would."
"Yet this is just what you are doing to the Lord Jesus, Treffy. He is holding out His gift to you, and He wants you to take it at once, yet you hold back and say, "No, Lord, I can"t believe what you say, I can"t trust Thy word, I can"t believe the gift is for me, I can"t take it yet."
"Treffy," said the clergyman, earnestly, "if you can trust me, oh, why can"t you trust the Lord Jesus?"
The tears were running down the old man"s face, and he could not speak.
"I am going to ask you another question, Treffy," said the clergyman.
"Will you trust the Lord Jesus now?"
"Yes, sir," said Treffy, through his tears; "I don"t think I can help trusting him now."
"Now, Treffy, remember Jesus is in this attic, close to you, close to me, very, very near, Treffy. When we speak to Him, He will hear every word we say; He will listen to every sigh; He will read every wish.
"But, before you speak to Him, Treffy, listen to what He says to you,"
said the clergyman, taking His Bible from his pocket. "These are His own words, "Come, now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord, though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool," for "The blood of Jesus Christ, His Son, cleanseth us from all sin." Treffy, will you trust the Lord Jesus? Do you think He would tell you a lie?"
"No," said old Treffy; "I"m sure He wouldn"t."
"Very well, Treffy, then we will tell Him so."
The clergyman knelt down by Treffy"s side, and Christie knelt down too, and old Treffy clasped his trembling hands whilst the clergyman prayed.
It was a very simple prayer; it was just taking the Lord at His word.
Old Treffy repeated the words after the clergyman with the deepest earnestness, and when he had finished the old man still clasped his hands and said, "Lord Jesus, I do trust Thee, I do take the gift, I do believe Thy word."
Then the clergyman rose from his knees and said, "Treffy, when you had taken my gift, what did you do next?"
"I thanked you for it, sir," said Treffy.
"Yes," said the clergyman, "and would you not like to thank the Lord Jesus for His gift of forgiveness?"
"Oh!" said old Treffy, with tears in his eyes, "I should indeed, sir."
So they all knelt down again, and in a few words the clergyman thanked the dear Lord for His great love and goodness to old Treffy, in giving him pardon for his sin.
And again old Treffy took up the words and added:--
"Thank you, Lord Jesus, very much for the gift; it cost Thee Thy life; oh! I do thank Thee with all my heart."
"Now, Treffy," said the clergyman, as he rose to go, "if Satan comes to you to-morrow and says, "Old Treffy, do you feel you"ve got forgiveness?
perhaps after all it"s a mistake," what shall you say to him?"
"I think I shall tell him my text," said old Treffy, ""The blood of Jesus Christ, His Son, cleanseth us from all sin.""
"That will do, Treffy," said the clergyman; "he can"t answer that. And remember, the Lord wishes you to _know_ you are forgiven, not to _feel_ you are forgiven. There is a difference between feeling and knowing. You _knew_ you had taken my gift, and you did not know what I meant when I asked you if you _felt_ I had given it to you. It is the same with the Lord"s gift, Treffy. Your _feelings_ have nothing to do with your safety, but your _faith_ has a great deal to do with it. Have you taken the Lord at His word? Have you trusted Him? That is the question."
"Yes, sir," said Treffy, "I have."
"Then you _know_ you are forgiven," said the clergyman, with a smile.
"Yes, sir," said Treffy, brightly, "I can trust Him now."
Then Christie walked up to Treffy, and put the bunch of white snowdrops in his hand.
"Miss Mabel gave me them," he said, "and she said I was to say a little prayer whenever I looked at them: "Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.""
"Whiter than snow," repeated the clergyman; "whiter than snow; Treffy!
that is a sweet word, is it not?"
"Yes," said old Treffy, earnestly, as he looked at the flowers, "whiter than snow, washed white in the blood of Jesus."
Then the clergyman took his leave, but, as he was crossing the court, he heard Christie running after him. He had a few of the lovely snowdrops and a sprig of the dark myrtle in his hand.
"Please, sir," said Christie, "would you like a few of them?"
"Thank you, my boy," said the clergyman, "I should indeed."
He carried the snowdrops carefully home, and they taught him a lesson of faith. The seed he had sown in the mission-room had not been lost.
Already two poor sin-stained souls had come to the fountain, and had been washed whiter than snow. The old man and the little boy had taken the Lord at His word, and had found the only way into the bright city, into "Home, sweet Home." G.o.d had been very good to him in letting him know this. Surely, he would trust in the future.
CHAPTER VIII.
MADE MEET FOR HOME.
How different everything seemed to Treffy after his doubts and fears had been removed! The very attic seemed full of sunshine, and old Treffy"s heart was full of brightness. He was forgiven, and he knew it. And, as a forgiven child, he could look up into his Father"s face with a smile.
A great load was taken off little Christie"s heart, his old master was so happy and contented now; never impatient at his long absence when he was out with the organ, or fretful and anxious about their daily support. Old Treffy had laid upon Jesus his load of sin, and it was not hard to lay upon Him also his load of care. The Lord who had borne the greater burden would surely bear the less. Treffy could not have put this feeling of trust into words, but he acted upon it. There were no murmurings from old Treffy now, no forebodings. He had always a bright smile and a cheerful word for Christie when the boy returned tired at night. And whilst Christie was out he would lie very still and peaceful, talking softly to himself or thanking the dear Lord for His great gift to him.
And old Treffy"s trust was not disappointed. "None that trust in Him shall be desolate."
The clergyman"s gift was not the only one they received that week.
Christie had come home in the middle of the day, to see how his old master was, and was just preparing to start again on his rounds when they heard a gentle rustling of silk on the stairs, and a low knock at the door. Christie opened it quickly, and in walked little Mabel, and little Mabel"s mamma. They had brought with them many little comforts for old Treffy, which Mabel had great pleasure in opening out. But they brought with them also what money cannot buy,--sweet, gentle words, and bright smiles, which cheered old Treffy"s heart.
The lady sat down beside Treffy, and they talked together of Jesus. The old man loved to talk of Jesus now, for he was able to say, "He loved me, and gave Himself for me."
And the lady took a little blue Testament from her pocket, and read a chapter to Treffy. She had a sweet, clear voice, and she read so distinctly that he could understand every word.
Little Mabel sat quite still whilst her mamma was reading, then she got up, and ran across the attic.
"Here are my snowdrops," she said, with a cry of joy, as she caught sight of them in the window-sill. "Do you like them, Master Treffy?"
"Ay! little missie," said the old man, "I do indeed, and me and Christie always think of the little prayer when we look at them."