And no doubt in one sense she is right. But how would she like the order in which places in heaven are a.s.signed?
"_The first shall be last, and the last first._"
"_He that is chief among you, let him be as he that doth serve._"
Among the peasants sometimes, on the other hand, Fritz is startled by the bitterness of feeling which betrays itself against the lords; how the wrongs of generations are treasured up, and the name of Luther is chiefly revered from a vague idea that he, the peasant"s son, will set the peasants free.
Ah, when will G.o.d"s order be established in the world, when each, instead of struggling upwards in selfish ambition, and pressing others down in mean pride--looking up to envy, and looking down to scorn--shall look up to honour and look down to help! when all shall "by love serve one another?"
_September_, 1523.
We have now a guest of whom I do not dare to speak to Dame Hermentrud.
Indeed, the whole history Fritz and I will never tell to any here.
A few days since a worn, grey-haired old man came to our house, whom Fritz welcomed as an old friend. It was Priest Ruprecht Haller, from Franconia. Fritz had told me something of his history, so that I knew what he meant, when in a quivering voice he said, abruptly, taking Fritz aside,--
"Bertha is very ill--perhaps dying. I must never see her any more. She will not suffer it, I know. Can you go and speak a few words of comfort to her?"
Fritz expressed his readiness to do anything in his power, and it was agreed that Priest Ruprecht was to stay with us that night, and that they were to start together on the morrow for the farm where Bertha was at service, which lay not many miles off through the forest.
But in the night I had a plan, which I determined to set going before I mentioned it to Fritz, because he will often consent to a thing which is once _begun_, which he would think quite impracticable if it is only _proposed_; that is, especially as regards anything in which I am involved. Accordingly, the next morning I rose very early and went to our neighbour, Farmer Herder, to ask him to lend us his old grey pony for the day, to bring home an invalid. He consented, and before we had finished breakfast the pony was at the door.
"What is this?" said Fritz.
"It is Farmer Herder"s pony to take me to the farm where Bertha lives, and to bring her back," I said.
"Impossible, my love!" said Fritz.
"But you see it is already all arranged, and begun to be done," I said; "I am dressed, and the room is all ready to receive her."
Priest Ruprecht rose from the table, and moved towards me, exclaiming fervently,--
"G.o.d bless you!" Then seeming to fear that he had said what he had no right to say, he added, "G.o.d bless you for the thought. But it is too much!" and he left the room.
"What would you do, Eva?" Fritz said, looking in much perplexity at me.
"Welcome Bertha as a sister," I said, "and nurse her until she is well."
"But how can I suffer you to be under one roof?" he said.
I could not help my eyes filling with tears.
"The Lord Jesus suffered such to anoint his feet," I said, "and she, you told me, loves Him, has given up all dearest to her to keep his words.
Let us blot out the past as he does, and let her begin life again from our home, if G.o.d wills it so."
Fritz made no further objection. And through the dewy forest paths we went, we three; and with us, I think we all felt, went Another, invisible, the Good Shepherd of the wandering sheep.
Never did the green glades and forest flowers and solemn pines seem to me more fresh and beautiful, and more like a holy cathedral than that morning.
After a little meek resistance Bertha came back with Fritz and me. Her sickness seemed to me to be more the decline of one for whom life"s hopes and work are over, than any positive disease. And with care, the grey pony brought her safely home.
Never did our dear home seem to welcome us so brightly as when we led her back to it, for whom it was to be a sanctuary of rest, and refuge from bitter tongues.
There was a little room over the porch which we had set apart as the guest-chamber; and very sweet it was to me that Bertha should be its first inmate; very sweet to Fritz and me that our home should be what our Lord"s heart is, a refuge for the outcast, the penitent, the solitary, and the sorrowful.
Such a look of rest came over her poor, worn face, when at last she was laid on her little bed!
"I think I shall get well soon," she said the next morning, "and then you will let me stay and be your servant; when I am strong I can work really hard and there is something in you both which makes me feel this like home."
"We will try," I said, "to find out what G.o.d would have us do."
She does improve daily. Yesterday she asked for some spinning, or other work to do, and it seems to cheer her wonderfully. To-day she has been sitting in our dwelling-room with her spinning-wheel. I introduced her to the villagers who come in as a friend who has been ill. They do not know her history.
_January_, 1524.
It is all accomplished now. The little guest-chamber over the porch is empty again, and Bertha is gone.
As she was recovering Fritz received a letter from Priest Ruprecht, which he read in silence, and then laid aside until we were alone on one of our expeditions to the old charcoal-burner"s in the forest.
"Haller wants to see Bertha once more," he said, dubiously.
"And why not Fritz?" I said; "why should not the old wrong as far as possible be repaired, and those who have given each other up at G.o.d"s commandment, be given back to each other by his commandment?"
"I have thought so often, my love," he said, "but I did not know what you would think."
So after some little difficulty and delay, Bertha and
Priest Ruprecht Haller were married very quietly in our village church, and went forth to a distant village in Pomerania, by the Baltic Sea, from which Dr. Luther had received a request to send them a minister of the gospel.
It went to my heart to see the two go forth together down the village street, those two whose youth inhuman laws and human weakness had so blighted. There was a reverence about his tenderness to her, and a wistful lowliness in hers for him, which said, "All that thou hast lost for me, as far as may be I will make up to thee in the years that remain!"
But as we watched her pale face and feeble steps, and his bent, though still vigorous form, Fritz took my hands as we turned back into the house, and said,--
"It is well. But it can hardly be for long!"
And I could not answer him for tears.
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Else"s Story.
WITTEMBERG, _August_, 1524.