LYCANTHROPY.
They drove him forth as beast and not as man Till seven times had pa.s.s"d. At last he came Back to his Babylon, but not the same.
Nay! For he now had learn"d of Lips on high, Herded with cattle, "neath a dewy sky, How patience cannot fail where pa.s.sion can.
But we, war"s wehr-wolves, we than wolves more fain.
(Grace-harden"d, deaf to Gospel, blind to Rood), Fain to seek night-long horrors of the wood Where the blood-trail is red, the blood-scent hot, Shall we return in time? G.o.d, were it not Best for Thy world we should not come again?
But he was to come again, for all his reluctance and shrinking from a return. He was to come through that campaign all right, and back to our part of Africa that he loved so dearly.
"We shall have him back, I hope, before the end of this month,"
the Superintendent of Missions told me. "The Bishop seems willing to ordain him before Christmas. He"s not likely to need a long diaconate, is he? Our Bishop agrees with me that he"s had just the kind of training for his priesthood that was most to be desired." I nodded dubiously.
We were sitting in the Superintendent"s well-ordered study, which he preferred to call his office. Its big window took a discreet peep at the veld, but it was not the untamed veld, only Rosebery Commonage. I searched in my pockets, and after uneasy gropings, unearthed a crumpled letter begrimed and tobacco-dusty. "This doesn"t look much like his coming up for ordination," I said. I read an extract: "Please give that Chinde boy in the College at Cape Town a message from me. I was glad to hear from you how well he was doing. I always liked that boy extraordinarily, and I think I had a sort of glimmer of his pastoral destiny quite early, soon after he came our way as a straying sheep. Now, from what you say, he bids fair to be a quite respectable candidate for the native ministry. Will you please offer him two or three more years at the College to enable him to qualify, should that be his own wish. I am quite prepared to be at charges for him.
It"s a happy augury that his baptismal name happens to be Solomon, even as it was rather a tragic one that mine happened to be David. I don"t see my way to building up G.o.d"s House on the old farm now, either literally or metaphorically, in the way a priest should.
I look on your boy at Cape Town as a likely subst.i.tute.
Vicariously I hope to offer by his hands, since mine are now too stained to offer to my own satisfaction. I"ll do David"s part, please G.o.d, and help him to build up the House, in both senses, the house I might have built with my own hands, had they been otherwise occupied than they have been these last months. I am quite resigned now. It is all for the best, doubtless."
"What does he mean?" The Superintendent"s rather a.s.sured face grew quite indeterminate and puzzled.
"What he says, probably," I hazarded. "He"s got a scruple an old-world scruple."
I picked up the Superintendent"s khaki-covered Bible, and turned over hastily the red, blue, and white edges.
"Here"s the pa.s.sage," I said. "Listen to what his namesake, the other David, said: "But G.o.d said unto me, "Thou shalt not build an house for My Name, because thou hast been a man of war, and hast shed blood.""
"Oh, that text!" said the Superintendent not very reverentially.
"I don"t think that it"s particularly relevant."
"Isn"t it what he thinks that matters?" I asked. "No, make your mind up to it. When he followed your own advice and went off to the war, he decided. He decided to remain a layman to the end of his earthly days. Some of us have got our scruples. His took shape that way."
"I don"t see why," said the Superintendent rather piteously. He was genuinely disappointed. I liked him for the unconscious tribute he was paying to him whom we discussed.
"Be consoled," I said with a twinkle. "His farm promises to be a real lay centre of Christian influence. May we not rest a.s.sured of that? Trust him to encourage native industries and native ideas; Trust him to believe in the veld. Trust him to read to his veld-dwellers the Sermon on the Mount; trust him to live it rather. Trust him to deprecate, by example, as well as precept, excessive care for food and raiment. Our missions are apt to be rather over-ecclesiastical, aren"t they? Far too much of an urban and Europeanized type, don"t you think? Be consoled, his lay settlement may be trusted to teach us a lot. G.o.d grant that his native priest-designate he has chosen to be his Solomon, may soon come along! Be consoled!"
The Superintendent looked slightly aghast. "I don"t see where the consolation comes in," he groaned.
FOR HIS COUNTRY"S GOOD
Percy Benson opened his eyes and looked around him. He was lying in a tiny gra.s.s-hut. How did he get there? He thought for a while slowly; his head was very hot and heavy.
Of course! This must be one of the hoppers" houses, and he had got back into Kent or East Suss.e.x somehow. Where had he been lately? Not in Kent, or even in England. He could remember only a confused medley of traveling by land and water, and a huge home-sickness. Never mind, all"s well that ends well. Here he was back in Kent surely, and in a hoppers" house. What time of year was it? That rather puzzled him. For was not that a ma.s.s of cherry-blossom not twenty yards from the tiny doorway? Why should they put up a hoppers" house before September? Why in the world should they put it up when cherries were in flower?
Never mind, he was in Kent; he would sleep ever so much better now for knowing that. He put the cup of water that he found beside him to his lips. Then he closed his eyes and slept anew.
When he woke again, hours after, a big man in flannel shirt and wide-brimmed grey hat was standing by a wood fire outside the doorway. It seemed to be just growing dark. The man was cooking something in a pan over the fire. As he turned, Benson knew his face. This was his old school and City friend John Haslar. He had not seen him for years he could not remember how many.
"Hullo, Jack!" he said.
"Hullo!" said John with a start. "That"s much better. You"ve slept well this last time! How do you feel now?"
"Oh, better, much better," said Benson. "But I"ve had it badly.
Influenza, isn"t it?"
John looked at him with a question in his eyes, but did not answer. "I think you"ll do now," he said. "You must take some nourishment and your medicine, and then try to sleep again. I"m your man for a talk in the morning, if only you get a good night.
I didn"t come eighty miles to see you for nothing, I can tell you."
Benson felt weak and weary, and did as he was told. Just as he closed his eyes he said, "I"m glad to be back in Kent ever so glad." He sighed a little sigh of relief. "I can"t think where I"ve been all this time. I am really back again, am I not?" He did not wait for an answer, but fell asleep.
He woke up once in the night, and saw John sitting by the fire and smoking his pipe.
"This is a hoppers" house, isn"t it?" he began.
John turned round and looked at him with interest and pity. "It looks very much like it," he said.
Benson gave a contented sigh, and turned over on his side again.
When he awoke in the morning his strength was really beginning to come again. He was hungry for breakfast. He caught sight of a dark, tall form by the fire on waking. But a minute or two after it was gone, and John was back again.
"Ready for breakfast?" he asked.
Benson was soon at his porridge, and debating as to whether he should finish with eggs or chops.
"You"d better have what you really care for," said John, and stepped outside and gave a call.
"Who"s that gypsy-looking fellow?" asked Benson.
"Oh, he helps me," said John. "He"s all right." He went out of the hut and received a dish from somebody as he spoke.
It was after breakfast that Benson made a request. "I believe I know where I am," he said. "Though I"m not quite sure, because my head"s still dizzy. I believe I"m back again in High Wood, just near Hawkenbury, not two miles from my old home. What do you think?"
"I don"t think I know that country," said John, looking uncomfortable. "And I"m sure I"ve never been here before."
"I remember," Percy Benson said, "there used to be a little grocer"s shop down in Hawkenbury Street, where they sold mixed biscuits, with lots of pink and white and yellow sugar, and gla.s.s-stoppered ginger-beer. I haven"t forgotten the taste, though it"s years ago. Do you think you could go down there, or send somebody, and get me a bottle of ginger-beer and a pound of biscuits. They"re just what I"d fancy."
John looked doubtful. "I know a place that isn"t so very far off, where they keep groceries," he said. "But I don"t know whether they keep ginger-beer in gla.s.s-stoppered bottles, or if they keep that particular sort of biscuits. However, we"ll try."
Benson slept a good deal that day. He talked between whiles rather feverishly about the place, and how glad he was to be back there again. John said very little, but that seemed not to matter. Benson was glad enough to ramble on and on. He did not appear to take much notice whether you answered his questions or not. He was ecstatic rather than curious.
The biscuits came and were a fair success.
"Not quite so good as they used to be, but very good," said Benson. "I like these sugar ones immensely; the ones with the pink sugar are the pick." But the ginger-beer was not of the time-honored brand. It was drinkable enough, but it had a cork tied, instead of a long cool mouth with a gla.s.s stopper.
"I must walk down and do some shopping for myself to-morrow,"