It happened in Easter week that I camped out disconsolately, and rose anxiously, having lost my way overnight. I had spent Easter Day in a cathedral, or pro-cathedral, town, and was now on my way to a certain mission. I had hoped to make it that last night the third night of the journey but had somehow missed it in the dark after a big effort. There seemed to be no native village near, and no pa.s.sers-by. My carriers were strangers to that neighborhood, and I was afraid of going far past the house in benighted wanderings, so I bent my resolution and lay down. I rose just before the sun did. It was April and the dews were very heavy.
From a rocky hill above me the baboons were barking. Just below us was a fair stream with a rich grove of native trees on the further bank. Some native gardens showed on the slope above. The white path wound through them, then away among boulders, some of them very big ones. While I watched the stream I saw a white body of mist mounting up. Just at that moment the sun showed. As I looked on the sacred sight I saw somebody coming down the path.
It was the man whose mission station I had been looking for. He was coming through the long gra.s.s in a hurry. Soon he splashed through the drift. After that he caught sight of me, and rushed up to our camp, glowing. It was Leonard Reeve. He looked much the same as he did that day in London three years before--dark, pale, slight, earnest. I had been to his sendoff and gone down to Victoria Docks with him. I had written to tell him; I was most likely coming his way after Easter. He seemed ever so glad to see me.
"But where were you off to?" I said.
"It"s only a mile on that I"m going," he answered. "There"s a little chapel on that hill over there with some native villages near by. I want to have an Easter service there."
"Let me come," said I. "You can be back to breakfast here, can"t you, when we"ve done?"
He said he could. Even as he nodded I felt a little anxious when I remembered that we had no meat of any sort left. I took Jack, my head carrier, aside and asked him to do what he could while we were gone. Couldn"t he buy some eggs for salt, or do something useful in the way of foraging? He said three words in kitchen Kaffir that sounded hopeful.
Then I went on with my chill, damp little friend. One of the coldest ways surely of taking a bath is to tramp through the long gra.s.s (it is very long in that country) when it is drenched with dew or rain. However it is all right if you are st.u.r.dy and in good heart, and keep going a stirring pace, and never sit down till you are dry again. My companion did not seem very buoyant, though he made no complaint and trudged on without flagging. We had a glorious service in a quaint church of wattles and earth and gra.s.s on a hill-top. One way it looked over a great spread of village gardens I think there were at least three villages in sight. The other way it looked on some well-wooded uplands that the eastern sun lighted tenderly. There were only a few people in church at the end of the rite, though a great crowd was there at the outset, and the "Kyrie" and first two hymns raised the hill echoes.
There was no sermon. When the unbaptized were gone the tiny church, that had seemed so thronged and stifling, grew to be roomy and cool.
That was to me a very beautiful rendering of the Liturgy. Yet I only understood a word here and there. I could follow the action of the Divine Pageant throughout, and I would not have had the mystery and aloofness of the words one whit lessened.
After it was over Reeve took me across to the native teacher"s house, where we found a very shy wife and a very composed baby to greet us. Meanwhile the husband bustled about and gave us tea. I liked his laugh and his boyish face, as well as his Biblical English. He did not stint the tea in his blue pot. Soon we were on our way back to my camp.
Jack had got a real good fire now in the shelter of the rocks, and a hearty smell of fish frying rea.s.sured me as we drew near.
Reeve, who had seemed a little tired and washed out as we came away from the church, now brightened up marvelously.
"I declare," he said, "it"s just like old times. You know the Tooting Road, where I used to work? It"s just like the fried-fish shop there, next door to the Surrey Arms. If we"d only got the fog and the trams and a few of the old people here how fine it"d be!"
We had found a subject that interested us both and lasted most of the breakfast-time. His enthusiasm struck me as a little too emphatic. I remarked that I thought he was well out of the Tooting Road and out under blue sky on an African moorland.
"Look up there!" I said. "That makes the Tooting Road seem rather monstrous when one comes to think of it." I pointed to the many cattle and sheep and goats coming down to the stream at a swinging pace through the gleaming woodland.
Two little boys were mounted on bulls; two or three others came rushing behind. There was a barking of dogs and an ecstasy of shouting.
"Oh, it"s all very well," he said, and his eyes flashed a little scornfully.
Afterwards he took me to his home. His church stood out n.o.bly as we came up the path towards it. Within it was beautifully kept, but I confess I was disappointed. It was all very neat, but it suggested the skill of the church-furnishing firm too strongly. I sighed a little as he showed me four enormous brazen vases of a too familiar type. I longed for the two or three little red and black earthen vases that I had seen on his teacher"s altar; but I kept my longing to myself.
He was a marvelous man for method, Leonard Reeve. He seemed to me to organize cla.s.ses with real talent anybody who came to the Mission at all habitually was pigeon-holed as "Inquirer,"
"Hearer," "Catechumen," "Under a cloud," or something else, and dealt with accordingly. His work, as I watched it day by day, and evening by evening in church and school and villages and Mission farm seemed to me well-considered and painstaking. On the other hand he seemed to me not so happy, and not so very well.
The mail came in on the Monday.
I was to start the following Thursday for the railroad on my way to my home again. We gloated over the letters and papers that evening it was really a superb mail. The native boy with the bag (I remember he was lanky and handsome and wore a rose-and-blue zephyr) came up just as we stood in the avenue leading to the house. We were smoking our pipes and arguing. The sun was almost down.
What were we arguing about? Oh, he was arguing rather recklessly about the glories of town-work. I retorted with few words, but strong ones, in favor of work out in the country. Once I pressed him rather inquisitively and mischievously as to his present work on the veld. "How can you hold such views and do it?" I asked him point-blank. Thereat the fine side of the man showed.
His face flushed and his lips quivered. "It"s my job," he said, "and I"m not going to talk against it. I was arguing about country-work in the abstract over there in England." Then it was that the boy came in sight with the letters. Reeve looked up and watched him with real pleasure and grat.i.tude. He said something to him in the native language that seemed to amuse the boy very much. I had thought his manners towards his flock very courteous, but cold. I noticed a new tenderness now and from this night forward.
I could read him like a book, this town-lover so I thought. He had said too much to me, he had avowed to me his want of affection for his work in so many words, and now he was on the watch against himself, and burning to render reparation to a very quick conscience.
He had a big mail, but he was not communicative about it. Indeed we had not much time for our letters just then. We had Evensong soon after sunset, then there was a cla.s.s for catechumens that I attended. I could not understand much, but it was good to watch how they listened, all but the vigorous mail-boy, who nodded at whiles unless I am mistaken. Afterwards we had a meal. It was by mutual agreement that we read our letters over our bread and tea and cheese. I read one of my letters with some indignation. It was a letter from my schoolmaster, who was not very encouraging on the subject of my loc.u.m tenens" industry.
"I thought I had got a first-rate man in Cochrane," I said aloud.
"Cochrane of Peckham Downs?" asked Reeve, looking up and eyeing me. "What about him? Yes, I should say he was in his way quite first-rate."
"I"m glad to hear it, but I wish he would find country work more congenial. My correspondent says he"s quite got the hump about our village."
Leonard smiled. "Some villages do tend to give people like Cochrane and me the hump," he said. "But of course yours is different." "Of course it is. Come and see it some day." His mouth twitched. "If I get home-leave in two years" time," he said. "I don"t want to spend it in the country, not any of it, thank you all the same. I like the town much too well."
"The smell of the shop you named attracts you just like thyme does me."
"Yes," he said, with a rather wry smile and a very real sigh.
Then we went on reading till bed-time. In the morning Lorenzo, his house-boy, knocked me up just as the sun was rising. "The father is very sick," he said. So he was very bad indeed with fever, at least so it seemed to me. But I am not used to nursing that malady. I think his temperature was 103 that day, which may seem a modest figure to a pioneer, but struck a chance visitor as none too rea.s.suring. However, I kept my anxieties to myself, and looked after him quietly. He said there was no need to worry about a doctor. That night he seemed to be delirious, and talking at large. I made up my mind I would send for the doctor in the morning if his symptoms should last. But they did not. He appeared to be quiet and sensible at sunrise, and his temperature was a normal one. The morning after that, again, he seemed so well that I left him with a fairish conscience on my return journey for England. I want to tell you about that anxious night.
He gave himself away then. I don"t think he remembered much of what he had said next morning. It seemed sad to me his self-revelation. He said he did not know what in the world to do, he felt so ill and anxious. He was a c.o.c.kney born, and he had loved his South London work. He really wanted to tackle the job in front of him here. But the romance was there behind him in that English city the unique sense of being in the right place the great adventure the gleam.
Oh! why had he caught the fever? Not this fever, but the malaria of Imperialism, and felt drawn to go so very far afield. He didn"t abuse the veld, the camping-out, the foot-slogging, the primitive people. He was a very chivalrous person even in his delirium.
But he spoke ecstatically of the streets, the tram-roads, the lights of the town, the smartness of his flock, the delights of their up-to-date humor.
The tragedy thickened. He told me of her who had promised to marry him by Eastertide next year. Cecilia was her name.
She was a Londoner, and shared his views. "Whatever will she think of this place?" he asked. My eyes wandered to the iron roof, to the floor-boarded walls, to the candle in a bottle that fought the draught so bravely. He told me about a letter of hers he had got by this mail. She had been working as a governess these last few months at a country rectory in the Berkshire moors. She found the village, and the neighborhood, and the life there in general very flat indeed. They bored her; yet she was keen, he said, on "the work," "the work" as she had known it when she worked for him in London. "Whatever will she think of this place?" he repeated. I looked at the floor, freshly treated with cow-dung, and thought again for an answer, but I could think of no very suitable one.
"I"ll give you her letter to read," he said, in a burst of confidence. "That puts it far more plainly than I can. My head"s so bad." He looked worried, and I thought I had better leave him.
"No," he said; "do read to me a bit before you go."
"What shall I read?"
He looked at me meditatively. "You"ll find something to the point in there," he said. He reached up to the little candle-box bookcase over his head, and showed me a little crimson book. It was an anthology. I should think it might be commendably put on the "Index Expurgatorius" of upcountry missionaries.
It was called "The Cheerful City," and dwelt on the delights of civilization and urbanity. Doubtless it may serve a useful purpose, thought I, in reconciling Londoners to their wen; but, here, what does it spell for my delirious c.o.c.kney save only desiderium?
I read him two or three selections obediently, but without enthusiasm. Were they from Herrick and Charles Lamb? I rather think they were.
Afterwards he asked me for a few verses of the Gospel. I cheered up.
"What would you like?"
"Oh, that story at the end of St. John. I"ve often thought of it since I was so cold and wet; and got to your camp-fire. "The fire of coals, and fish laid thereon, and bread," that"s it."
I read with a will, but rather sadly.
"That"s it," he said. "It seems to bring back the fog, and going to early Service past that coffee-stall, and the smell of that shop next to the Surrey Arms."
I thought of his homely comparison after I had left him for the night. It moved me strangely. I read the letter he had lent me the letter of Cecilia, who found the Berkshire moors so ba.n.a.l.
Yes, she promised to prove a very undesirable help-meet on the veld, so far as I could judge. I thought over things generally that night, and I made up my mind to make a Quixotic offer in the morning. I would offer to take on Leonard"s work. Let him go home and be happy in his scented town, with his intolerantly urban (or suburban) Cecilia. He was splendid stuff. He might do much, surely, in that quaint atmosphere of light and locomotion and fragrance that his sense of romance demanded. Here Cecilia would surely be either impossible or a very great nuisance. While, even without Cecilia, Leonard did not seem well suited in his sphere, and I judged that he would soon be rotten with fever and wouldn"t last.