""I hope I may teach at whiles," she said, "But I am sent first of all to heal."
"She told me about her hopes for her work.
""They tell me I have healing hands," she said. "I have a seed-grain of faith, I think, and that is the secret of them."
"I saw her only for a few moments. I will try to tell you or rather to show you what she looked like, when I have ended my story. She enlightened me not a little. I saw how lame a thing my own journey was my leisurely dawdling back to my work. This girl came as it were on wings, with power in her heart and will, that would take no denial but G.o.d"s. Her few words as we walked up and down the well-deck were words that burnt and shone in the cold dark. I am talking about things as I saw them just then. As a matter of fact, I believe it was a blazing night with a moon at the full, and stars dropping over one another. I remember that I slept on deck afterwards. I had a sort of Midsummer South African Christmas picnic feeling (up till c.o.c.k-crow, when the fever that had dogged me that month came again). It was really a consummate night. But as she talked, she made it seem cold and dark, her words were so radiantly kind.
"T think we talked about Saint Vincent of Paris mostly, and of men that had carried in their bodies the marks of the Lord Jesus; and of the imitation of Jesus in India and Africa. Then she said "Good night!" and was gone.
"Next day that return of fever blurred my new visions of the Light. Yet I was to see her again. An hour before we came off Chinde, she asked leave to come up on to our second-cla.s.s deck and to bid me "Good-bye."
"I was lying in a deck-chair, my hat tilted over my eyes, under the morning sun. She was suddenly beside me and speaking to me.
She gave me a watchword out of that confident ending of Saint Mark, to which, some people, who have their misgivings, attach so little credit. It was this, "They shall lay hands on the sick and they shall recover." Then she prayed for me, lifting up her healing hands. And she held out to me a tiny flask that I might anneal myself, "For that is your own office," she said.
"My head had defied sleep, but now sleep came apace. It seemed to me it came breathing about me with the light gusts of wind. I slept, nor did I know when she said "Good-bye."
"When I awoke the sun was westering. Some pa.s.sengers had trans-shipped for Chinde four hours or more ago, a man told me.
She was gone, and I was well. No, not well in one way, but mending.
That is all or almost all of my tale."
He had told it reverently. Towards the end of the telling, he himself seemed to wander as he told.
"What was she like?" I asked after a silence.
"She was much like that picture of Saint Lucy," he said.
"I found a man in the third cla.s.s, who had taken a really fine photo of her, not a little snapshot. I had helped him with a sketch of the voyage he was writing for some magazine, and he was pleased enough to print me another copy. I sent it home that month. A friend painted me that panel. I suggested that the name of the Saint should be Lucy, it was on Saint Lucy"s day she had said "Good-bye." The picture came a day or two before this Midsummer. He has done wondrously well, I think, if you remember that he never saw her."
"How do you know that he never saw her?" I asked.
"Yes, you may well say that," he said. "I sometimes think that he had seen her, even as I. He has painted something of her light and spirit. Look how she threads" that forest by night!" He held the candle near, then he pulled it away.
"Forgive me! How can you see her duly by this light? You must have a real session before her in the morning."
I awoke early, but not too early, as it seemed to me. Dawn was growing very bright, and spring seemed to be in the air that came from the doorway. I sprang up and looked out. Light that was already almost flame kindled the east. The leaves of the grove about me had their spring colors on. There was quite enough illumination to show how brilliant and tender they were ruddy and green and mauve, and bronze that was almost gold. Day was coming fast and so was Spring. I turned within and lit the candles on the Altar. The purple lamp was burning low. I knelt down, and saw Dawn and Spring, aye, and Summer too, in that picture. Eastern light was streaming from that lantern Saint Lucy held. It was of coral and silver set with pearls. Eastern light was in her happy face. You could see even in that c.o.c.k-crow dusk in the forest, how the fig-tree and all the trees were stirring for Spring and Summer. I took note now that Saint Lucy"s wreath was of orchard leaves and blossoms. I lifted up my thanksgiving there and then, as the first sunbeams shone about me, for the rest and the light that I had found, found at last for good as I hope in sultry and weary Africa.
Soon we were kneeling at the morning Sacrifice, then we went out and broke our fast in the sunshine, sitting on rocks by the wood fire. How hungry I was in that hill"s pure air!
When he had done, Greenwood showed me some of the workings of the Shrine. A young mother, filleted and stately, brought her baby to him. Almost naked but roped with beads, the boy hung in the pied sheep-skin at her back. Greenwood folded a handkerchief that he had brought from the Altar about his dusky head. It was of faded blue and silver. Then he said prayers to the Father and to Christ, and again to both of them, for the prayers of Saint Lucy and that other.
"It is not good to drug children so young, is it? He asked the question as though defending himself.
"I think this may soothe him better than a powder."
He told me how he had found that kerchief wrapped about his own head on a certain sunny day when he lay sick aboard ship. "It was hers," he said, "handkerchiefs and ap.r.o.ns are Bible remedies."
Other pilgrims or patients came to him after that mother with her child. He persuaded three or four of them to carry letters to the doctor in the town. But he prayed for these too, and signed them with oil from the Shrine lamp, ere he trusted them to his friend"s salves or surgery. By and by came three young men with a boy. He was stricken and mad, they said. He had come home from work in a distant town last month. Now he would stay speechless for hours. He would wander far by day, and brood over the fire by night.
"Let him stay if he will," Greenwood said. "Let him wait in peace here, and eat and sleep his fill, if he so desires. If he shall sleep in the Holy Place a few nights, who can say what wonder Christ may do?"
The boy seemed to be an old friend of his, and stayed quietly by him. His companions started off joyously down the hill, one of them playing on the marimba. "This is Merrie England come again,"
said I. "Did not an unburnt Lollard upbraid the bagpipe din or other music of pilgrims long ago? Wasn"t that "lewd losel" told by the Kentish Archbishop how useful such music might be say if a pilgrim struck his toe on a stone?"
"There are many pilgrims at this Shrine," said Greenwood smiling.
"I am glad about it. I think she would be glad if she knew."
"Where is she?" I asked. "Doesn"t she know?"
"I have tried hard to track her," he said. "Not a trace have I found. I have asked our missions, I have asked the White Fathers.
I have asked Africans and Scots and Dutch and Portuguese. But she has gone on her way out of sight."
"She has done some work here," I said.
"Yes," he said, "Angel or Saint, Faith Healer or Revenante from Paradise, she has worked wonders here. Do you know, there is a simple native cure I have ever so much faith in? It comes from the root of a tree. Have not some men and women the same sort of virtue in their wills and hands that trees have in their roots? I seem to see men and women such as Father John of Kronstadt and this my Saint Lucy of the Ship even as trees walking.
The outstanding virtue of my patroness was surely in her blossom, and in the fruit that blossom can yet bring forth. "As the apple-tree among the trees of the wood" I found her. I sat down under her shadow for those moments of time. And now, and all my days of grace, will her fruit be sweet to my taste."
THE BLACK DEATH
This is a story of a voyage home. The boat was one of the finest on the line and we were not overcrowded. We had wonderful weather that trip, brilliant sunshine relieved by a fresh little breeze that kept its place, doing its duty without taking too much upon itself, or making itself obnoxious. In the third-cla.s.s we were quiet on the whole, and what is called well-behaved, though neither with millennial serenity nor millennial sobriety.
A red-cheeked gentleman took a red-cheeked married lady and her child under his vigilant protection. Two or three Rhodesians and Jo"burgers enriched the bar with faithful fondness. Cards and sweeps on the run of the boat and the selling of sweep-tickets these all stimulated the circulation of savings. Hues of language vied with hues of sunset not seldom of an eventide.
Life was not so very thrilling on that voyage, the treading of "border-land dim "twixt vice and virtue" is apt to be rather a dull business.
There was no such incident as that which stirred us on another voyage the taking of a carving knife to the purser by a drunkard.
On the other hand there was no unusual battle-noise of spiritual combat such as may have quickened the pulses of one or two of the boats the year of the English Mission.
We were middling, and dull at that, on the "Sluys Castle," till we reached Madeira. Then the description I have given of our voyage ceases to apply. The two or three days after that were exciting enough to one or two pa.s.sengers at any rate.
James Carraway had come down from Kimberley, he told me. He was a spare, slight man, with a red moustache. He sought me occasionally of an eventide, and confided to me views of life in general, and of some of his fellow-pa.s.sengers in particular.
I remember one night especially, when the Southern Cross was in full view and the water about the keel splotched with phosph.o.r.escence. Carraway had a big grievance that night. He commented acridly on a colored woman that I had espied on board.
She was not very easily visible herself, but one or two faintly colored children played often about the deck, and she herself might now and then be seen nursing a baby. I had seen her on a bench sometimes when I had gone to the library to change a book.
I had seen her more rarely in the sunshine on deck, nursing the aforesaid baby.
"One man"s brought a Kaffir wife on board," growled Carraway.
I said, "I thought she might be a nurse."
"No, she"s his wife," contended Carraway. "It"s cheek of him bringing her on board with the third-cla.s.s pa.s.sengers."
I said, "Which is her husband?"
"He"s been pointed out to me," he said. "The other white men seem rather to avoid him. I don"t know what your opinion on this point may be," he said. "I consider that a man who marries a Kaffir sinks to her status."