There was a heaviness upon her, and a weight of sadness such as comes out of the silent places of the night. It was such a wide and empty land for a young heart, and its prospect was such a waste of years! The thought of refuge and peace was sweet, but there is refuge to be found and peace to be won among men and the works of men; among books, and the softer ways of life.
At that hour she was ready to give it up, mount her horse, and ride away. If giving it up would save Dr. Slavens his hard-won claim, she would not hesitate, she told herself, to ride to Comanche that night and take the first train for the East. But flight would not put her out of the reach of the Federal officials, and if she should fly, that would only bring the spite of Boyle down upon her more swiftly and sharply than remaining there, facing him, and defying him to do his worst.
No; flight would be useless, because Jerry Boyle knew exactly where she would go. There was but one place; they would follow her to it and find her, and that would be carrying trouble to a home that had enough of it as it stood. There must be some other way. Was there no bond of tenderness in that dark man"s life which she could touch? no soft influence which she might bring to bear upon him and cause him to release his rapacious hold?
None. So far as she could fit the pieces of the past together she could fashion no design which offered relief.
Agnes brought up her horse and gave it a measure of oats near the tent for the sake of the companionship of its noise, and large presence in the lantern light. She thought that even after she had gone to sleep there would be comfort in the sense of the animal"s nearness.
And so, beside her stove, the lonely night around her, the dread ache of "the lonesomeness" in her heart, she sat watching the sparks run out of the stovepipe like grains of sand running in a gla.s.s. Distance and hope alike have their enchantments, she owned, which all the powers of reason cannot dispel. Hand to hand this land was not for her. It was empty of all that she yearned for; it was as crude as the beginning.
And out of the turmoil of this thought and heartache there came tears which welled copiously and without a sob, as one weeps for things which have not been and cannot be; as one weeps for hopelessness. And the whisperings of memory stirred in her heart, and the soft light of recollection kindled like a flame. Out of the past there rose a face--and flash!
A plan!
There was something to be done now; there was hot blood in the heart again. In one moment the way had straightened before her, and resolution had taken firm captaincy. With a pang of hunger she remembered that for a day she had subsisted princ.i.p.ally on coffee.
After a hasty supper, sleep was necessary, and rest. The horse had finished its oats, and was now watching her sudden activity with forward-thrown ears, its bright eyes catching the lantern-gleam as it turned its head. Satisfied, apparently, that the bustle included no immediate plans for itself, the animal lounged easily on three legs and went to sleep.
Agnes stopped to give it a caressing pat as she went in. Sleep was the important thing now, for her plan called for endurance and toil. But there was one little thing to be done tonight for which the early light of morning, in which she must be stirring, might not suffice--just a little writing. It was quickly done, her suitcase held across her knees serving for a desk.
CHAPTER XVIII
THE STRANGE TENT
"Do nothing until I return," ran her letter, which Dr. Slavens read by the last muddy light of day. "I will hold you to a strict account of your promise to me that you would not act in this matter without first returning here."
There was no word of where she had gone, no time fixed for her to return. He had found the envelope pinned to the tent-cloth when he rode up, weary and grim, from his journey to Meander.
Inside the tent all was in order. There stood her boxes of canned goods and groceries against the wall. There was her cot, its blanket folded over the pillow and tucked in neatly to keep out the dust. She had not left hastily, it appeared, although the nervous brevity of her note seemed to indicate the contrary. She had contrived herself a broom of greasewood branches, with which she swept the s.p.a.ce between stove and tent, keeping it clean down to hard earth. It stood there as she had left it, handle down, as carefully placed as if it were a most expensive and important utensil.
Slavens smiled as he lifted it. Even in the wilderness a true woman could not live without her broom, a greater civilizing influence, he thought, than the sword.
He did not go inside the tent, but stood holding up the flap, looking around the dim interior. Her lantern stood on a box, matches beside it, as if it had been left there ready to his hand in the expectation that he would come in and make himself at home.
It was not likely, he thought, that any of the neighbors could tell him where she had gone when she had not felt like giving him that much of her confidence. But he went down to Smith"s, making casual inquiry, saying nothing about the note which she had left, not taking that to be any of Smith"s concern.
As always, Smith had been astir at an early hour. He had seen her pa.s.s, going in the direction of Comanche. She was riding briskly, he said, as if she had only a short journey ahead of her, and was out of hail before he could push the pan of biscuits he was working over into the oven and open the door. It was Smith"s opinion, given with his usual volubility and without solicitation, that she had gone out on one of her excursions.
"More than likely," said the doctor. "I think I"ll go back up there and kind of keep an eye on her stuff. Somebody might carry some of it off."
This unmalicious reflection on the integrity of the community hurt Smith. There was evidence of deep sorrow in his heart as he began to argue refutation of the ingenuous charge. It was humiliating, he declared, that a man should come among them and hold them in such low esteem.
"In this country n.o.body don"t go around stealin" stuff out of houses and tents," he protested. "You can put your stuff down on the side of the road and leave it there, and go back in a month and find it. Sheepmen leave supplies for their herders that way, and I"ve known "em to leave their pay along with "em. Maybe it"d be a week or two before them fellers got around to it, but it"d be there when they got there. There"s no such a thing as a tramp in this country. What"d a tramp live on here?"
"I don"t question your defense of conditions as they were," the doctor rejoined; "but I"m looking at things as they are. There are a lot of new people in here, the country is becoming civilized; and the more civilized men grow the more police and battle-ships and regiments of soldiers they need to keep things happy and peaceful between them, and to prevent their equally civilized and cultured neighbors from stepping in from across the seas and booting them out of their comfortable homes.
You"ve got to keep your eyes on your suitcase and your hand on your wallet when you sit down among civilized people, Smith."
"Say, I guess you"re right about that," admitted Smith after some reflection. "I read in the paper the other day that they"re goin" to build three new battle-ships. Yes, I reckon things"ll change here in this part of Wyoming now. It"ll be so in a year or two that a man can"t leave his pants hangin" out on the line overnight."
"Yes, you"ll come to that," the doctor agreed.
"Pants?" pursued Smith reminiscently. "Pants? Well, I tell you. There was a time in this country, when I drove stage from Casper to Meander, that I knew every pair of pants between the Chugwater and the Wind River. If one man ever had come out wearin" another feller"s pants, I"d "a" spotted "em quick as I would a brand on a stray horse. Pants wasn"t as thick in them days as they are now, and crooks wasn"t as plentiful neither. I knew one old sheepman back on the Sweet.w.a.ter that wore one pair of pants "leven years."
"That"s another of the inconveniences of civilization."
"Pants and pie-annos," said Smith. "But I don"t care; I"ll put in a stock of both of "em just as soon as folks get their houses built and their alfalfa in."
"That"s the proper spirit," commended Slavens.
"And insurance and undertakin"," added Smith. "I"ll ketch "em comin" and goin"."
"If you had a doctor to hitch in with you on the deal," suggested Slavens.
"What"s the matter with you?" grinned Smith.
"I"ll be cutting a streak out of here before long, I think."
"Soon as you sell that claim?"
Slavens nodded.
"Don"t let "em bluff you on the price," advised Smith. "They"re long on that game here."
Slavens answered as Smith doubtless expected, and with a show of the deepest confidence in his own sagacity, no matter what feeling lay in the well of his conscience at that hour. He left Smith and went back to Agnes" camp, hoping to see a light as he drew near. There was none. As he carried no food with him, he was forced to draw on her stores for supper.
For a long time he lay upon his saddle, smoking beside the stove, turning over in his mind a thousand conjectures to account for her sudden and unexplained absence. He was not worried for her safety, for he believed that she had gone to Comanche, and that was a ride too long for her to attempt in a day. Doubtless she would set out on the return early in the morning, and reach home about noon.
It was well in the turn of the following afternoon when Slavens decided that he would wait in camp for her no longer. Fears were beginning to rise in him, and doubt that all was with her as it should be. If she went toward Comanche, she must return from Comanche; he might meet her on the way to his own camp. If not, in the morning he would go on to Comanche in search of her.
His horse, fresh and eager, knowing that it was heading for home, carried him over the road at a handsome gait. At the first stage-station out of Comanche, a matter of twenty-five miles, and of fifteen beyond his camp, he made inquiry about Agnes.
She had pa.s.sed there the morning before, the man in charge said, measuring Slavens curiously with his little hair-hedged eyes as he stood in the door of his shanty, half a cabbage-head in one hand, a butcher-knife in the other. Slavens thanked him and drew on the reins.
"I"m breaking in on your preparations for supper."
"No; it"s dinner," the man corrected.
"I didn"t know that you"d come to six-o"clock dinners in this part of the country," the doctor laughed.
"Not as I know of," the cook-horse-wrangler said. "This dinner that I"m gittin" ready, stranger, is for tomorrow noon, when the stage comes by from Comanche. I always cook it the day before to be sure it"ll be ready on time."
With that the forehanded cook turned and went back to his pot. As Slavens rode away he heard the cabbage crunching under the cook"s knife as he sliced it for the pa.s.sengers of the Meander stage, to have it hot and steaming, and well soaked with the grease of corned beef, when they should arrive at noon on the morrow.