Though conscious of them, he had, in his abstraction, almost walked on them in the narrow road, making them turn instinctively. He knew he was trembling visibly as he stood face to face with Margaret, her figure flashing on him for a moment like a divine vision; then he saw nothing and felt a fire burning at his temples.
"Morgan," said Mrs. Medhurst"s sweet voice, and the cloud of things pa.s.sed away, and he became aware her arm was supporting him.
"So we know your hiding-place now," sang out Diana. "Why wouldn"t you let my old sweetheart tell me? I"m sure I"d have got it out of him all the same had he been in London."
"Morgan doesn"t even offer to shake hands with us," said Margaret in soft suggestion.
Now that the encounter had been made, he pulled himself together to face it. He felt shame-faced and altogether unstrung, and he knew that the instinct that had made him insist on isolation had been fully justified. He was over-conscious, too, of the stains on his hands as he held it out. And yet beneath all his discomfort there was a full tide of immeasurable happiness. He could not speak yet. His throat swelled--the emotion was too overpowering. Here again was Margaret, the real Margaret, by his side, talking to him!
His eyes took her in greedily. Under the large straw hat, with its poppies and corn, her face showed exquisite, a face that might float tantalisingly across a painter"s vision, and vanish after but allowing him the merest glimpse. Though she was clad in a simple dark blue serge dress, the grace of her figure seemed to him a revelation, and a ravishing sprig of cornflower peeped from her waistband. There was a repose, too, and a gentleness in her bearing that made him think, by contrast, of his Cleo, and of the uncouthness of Alice and Mary when they attempted to be stately.
Perhaps the very thought seemed to call out to him in warning, for, suppressing a sigh, he tore his eyes away from her.
"Why couldn"t you let us know?" persisted Diana, who had been evidently much put out by the failure of her artful letters to seduce Archibald into giving away the secret of Morgan"s whereabouts.
Mrs. Medhurst and Margaret both looked at Morgan and smiled, as if to convey to him that _they_ understood his motives, and to indicate that Diana was not in the secret. Diana"s quick eyes, however, noted the movement, though she said nothing just then.
"I had reasons," said Morgan, vaguely, feeling he must make some sort of an answer to so definite a question.
"We are staying at St. Margaret"s," explained Mrs. Medhurst, "and we have been taking a stroll along the cliff-path. It began to get too dangerous, so we climbed a fence and cut across somebody"s ploughed field, and then through a common, till at last we got on to this road.
And now we"re wending our steps homeward. You, Morgan, I suppose, are wandering after the labours of the day?"
He felt they were talking to him in as simple and natural a manner as if they had but parted the day before, under normal circ.u.mstances; and he was grateful for this delicacy that abstained from embarra.s.sing him and made the meeting an easy one for him.
"The beauty of the evening tempted me," he said, growing more at his ease.
"And shall not our beauty tempt you as well," suggested Mrs. Medhurst laughingly, "to come and see our humble cottage. It is a quaint place. Mr. Medhurst bought it and we furnished it ourselves."
"Do come, Morgan," put in Margaret persuasively, as if some instinct told her he was going to hesitate.
He knew that battling against the temptation would be hopeless. He seemed to be walking with angels in the last flood of the evening sunlight, and something of the divine calm of evening came over his spirit. He was borne along, gently, gently, till all the sense of the day"s toil behind him fell away. The cool air breathed on him, and fluttered the blades of gra.s.s on the common, and shook the purple wild-flowers that grew along the wayside. It was laden with the odour of the sheaves that were spread over the fields amid the brown stubble, and seemed to waft to him something of the elemental poetry of the great mother Earth, of the informing spirit of religions of antiquity, of the human joy in the harvest festival, of the symbolic cornucopia, of the grateful offerings of first-fruits.
With a rare understanding of his emotions, they referred no more to him or his work, but plunged at once into their holiday adventures, so that he also was carried away from himself. Diana was learning to swim, and was as full of the subject as she had once or twice, according to her own account, been of sea-water. Margaret"s enthusiasms were all for boating, and she took the others out whenever the sea was smooth enough to soothe her mother"s fears. The cottage, too, was such fun that they never grew tired of it. And then there was a field near at hand where they had a tennis-court marked out, and where Diana and Margaret kept the ball going between them.
It did not take them long to reach St. Margaret"s, and they entered their cottage just as the sun was on the point of sinking. Morgan, now abandoned to his adventure, was delighted with the curiously-built place, with its tiny hall, on one side of which was the little drawing-room, and on the other the dining-room. The walls were boarded and the ceilings were low, rough and whitewashed. Sketches and prints were hung in profusion, nooks were draped, and wicker and quaint chairs and knick-knacks were arranged in a charming disorder, whilst books were scattered everywhere. A piano loomed huge in the crowded little drawing-room. And all this had been achieved, whispered Mrs.
Medhurst confidentially in his ear, by the outlay of an incredibly few pounds.
Morgan had an enchanted couple of hours, handling the books, listening to Margaret"s playing, and admiring Diana"s skill with the mandoline, which her many-sided caprice had taken up of late. He joined them in their evening meal for, according to their rural regime, they dined at two and supped about nine. The dining-room opened direct into a third inner room, which mysterious place Morgan judged to be a kitchen; for the cottage was built long and low.
When eventually he rose to go, they bade him good-night with the same implication of normality. It almost seemed they were taking it for granted he would come again on the morrow. But he knew their omission to give him a definite invitation was dictated by their feeling for him; that they did not wish to seem to intrude on the life he had chosen, but were leaving it to him to decide.
He strode off through the gathering darkness on the hour"s walk that would take him back to Dover. The colour had not quite died out of the west, and, as he watched the violets and the cold blues and the pearl greys fading with the strange, lingering light on the distant horizon, his feeling of the evening just pa.s.sed brought back to him the echo of some lines in the poem, from which Helen had once quoted to him:
"It lies in heaven, across the flood Of ether, as a bridge.
Beneath, the tides of day and night With flame and darkness ridge The void..."
He had the sensation of being in the middle s.p.a.ces now, floating down towards earth again from some rare ethereal region, to which his spirit had mounted.
Perhaps, too, of Margaret might it be true, as of the Blessed Damozel:
"... she cast her arms along The golden barriers, And laid her face between her hands And wept."
He recalled now what his father had written in his first letter about her shutting herself up in her studio and her pretence of being at work on a ma.s.s of wax. The hint of her suffering had been almost intolerable to him then; and he knew that, in spite of all her gaiety to-night, the wound had not healed. He pictured the four of them sitting in the shaded lamp-light of the little drawing-room, and, as the echo of the music she had played surged again in his ears, he seemed to feel behind it a strange, ineffable sadness, as one might be conscious of the dark depths of a moon-lit stream. Her every movement rose before him again, giving him the sense of pain suppressed for his sake.
He had abandoned himself to the charm of the evening--it had been so wonderful to him! But now his vision seemed to have grown keener, to be piercing deeper. His memory of each moment was marvellously clear.
How vivid still was the picture of Mrs. Medhurst bending down into the light, when he had noticed how the gold was fading out of the still beautiful hair. In the haunting memory of her sweet face he seemed to see now an under-expression of anxious pity and love.
Perhaps now that the pressure was relaxed, Margaret had stolen up to her room and was sobbing pa.s.sionately to a silent world.
They seemed to beat through him, these sobs! And then Mrs. Medhurst"s face again seemed to be with him, and the knowledge that his father had loved her in the olden days seemed to bring her closer to his heart. He stood still and threw out his arms in the darkness, with the vain yearning fancy that perhaps she might be there, that perhaps she might take him to her.
"Morgan," sang out a voice by his side.
His arms dropped and his heart beat painfully, and, though in a moment he had perceived it was Diana had overtaken him in the gloom, he could not recover himself.
"Why, you"re crying!" she exclaimed, as her hand stole into his. "And so is she. That makes a pair of you. I"m sure I don"t know what it"s all about, but it"s enough to vex a saint. Something mysterious has happened and n.o.body will tell me a word about it. And I dare not ask Margaret. I tried it once, and it just started her off crying--I thought she"d never stop!"
He did not answer her. He but held her little hand tighter, aware that the contact made his own seem coa.r.s.er. They moved on together.
Suddenly he checked himself. "You must not come any further," he began. "I must see you back."
"Tell me first what has happened," she persisted; "Why have you become a workman?"
"I cannot and must not tell you. Besides, you could never understand."
"I understand a good deal more than you grown-up people think I do.
Why can"t you leave off being a workman? And why don"t you come and marry Margaret? She"s awfully in love with you, and so are you with her--you know you are!"
"Yes Diana, I know I am," fell from his lips, and immediately he regretted the words.
"Then come back now and tell her," said Diana, tugging at him as if to make him turn.
"But look at my hands," he said, half in jest, half in earnest. "See how rough and stained they are! I shall always be a workman, and I shall always be very poor."
"Margaret doesn"t care anything about that," she protested. "She"s not that sort of girl. Do come back, please, Morgan. Mamma"s reading downstairs. I"ll steal up to Marjy and tell her you"re waiting for her. If you stand under the window, I"m sure you"ll hear her crying.
Come along, Morgan, you can take ever such a nice walk together, and----"
"And,"--he echoed stupidly.
"Oh, I was going to say I"ll be glad to get the pair of you off my hands."
"I"m afraid that pleasure will have to be postponed indefinitely," he observed. "And now, Diana," he added, as sternly as he could, "you must be going back home without me--that is, I"ll see you safe to where the houses begin."
"Morgan, you"re a brute!" she answered with equal sternness. "But I mean to get to the bottom of this mystery all the same. I"ll make a bet with you. How long do you give me to find out?"
"Ten years," said Morgan. He had now turned back with her.