Serai gave her a sharp glance. Except for her eyes, the courtesan"s smile was a firm and impenetrable mask. "Darling, you must contain your emotions. Very nearly everyone here has at least as much skill at watercraft as you. And while some feelings are better when shared with others, rage really isn"t one of them-particularly when very nearly everyone here is hideously skilled at firecraft as well."
Isana felt her lips press tightly together. "His ambitions killed some of my friends, my holders, my neighbors. But for good fortune, they would have killed my family as well."
Serai"s eyes widened with apprehension. "Darling," she said, voice emphatic. "You must not not. There are doubtless a dozen windcrafters listening to everything that they can. You must not say such things in public, where they might be overheard. The consequences could be dangerous."
"It"s only the truth," Isana said.
"No one can prove that," Serai replied. Her hand tightened on Isana"s arm. "And you are here in your capacity as a Steadholder. That means that you are a Citizen. And it means that if you slander Aquitaine in public, he will be forced to challenge you in the juris macto juris macto."
Isana turned to blink at Serai, startled. "Duel? Me?"
"If you fought him, he"d kill you. And the only way out of the duel would be to retract your statement in public-which would be an excellent way to help make sure that he can never be effectively accused." The courtesan"s eyes became cold and hard as stones. "You will will control yourself, Steadholder, or for you own good I will knock you senseless and drag you back to Nedus"s manor." control yourself, Steadholder, or for you own good I will knock you senseless and drag you back to Nedus"s manor."
Isana could only stare at the tiny woman, her mouth open.
"There will be a time of reckoning for those who have sought to undermine the authority of the Crown," Serai continued, iron in her eyes. "But it must be done properly if it is ever to be done at all."
In the face of Serai"s reasoned determination, Isana forced her bitter anger aside. She"d had a lifetime of practice, resisting the influence of the emotions she could sense from others, and it afforded her some small advantage in containing her own. "You"re right. I don"t know what got into me."
The courtesan nodded, and her eyes softened to match her smile. "Furies, look what you"ve done. You"ve made me threaten you with physical violence, darling, which no proper lady would ever do. I feel so brutish."
"I apologize," Isana said.
Serai patted her arm, and said, "Fortunately, I am the most gracious and tolerant woman in the Realm. I will forgive you." She sniffed. "Eventually."
"Who should we talk to in the meanwhile?" Isana asked.
Serai pursed her lips thoughtfully, and said, "Let us begin with Lady Placida. She is the annalist of the Dianic League, and her husband has made it a point to remain rather distant from Kalare or Aquitaine."
"He supports the Crown, then?" Isana asked.
Serai arched a brow. "Not precisely. But he pays his taxes without complaining, and he and his sons have served terms in the Shieldwall Legions of Antillus. He"ll fight for his Realm, but he"s mostly concerned with managing his lands with as little interference as possible. So long as he has that, he is unconcerned with the ident.i.ty of the next First Lord."
"I shall never understand politics. Why would he help us?"
"He likely wouldn"t, on his own," Serai said. "But there"s a chance his wife will. I suspect the Dianic League will be most interested in establishing relationships with you."
"You mean, they want me to owe them favors as rapidly as possible," Isana said in a dry voice.
"Your understanding of politics seems sound enough to me," Serai replied, her eyes sparkling, and she led Isana over to meet Lady Placida.
Lord Placida"s wife was an exceptionally tall woman with a thin, severe face and heavy-lidded brown eyes that bespoke the exceptional intellect behind them. She wore the single, deep color of the ruling house of Placida, a rich, deep emerald green whose dye was derived from a plant found only in the high reaches of the mountains near Placida. She wore golden jewelry set with emeralds and amethyst, each piece beautiful in its elegant simplicity. She looked no older than a girl in her midtwenties, though her medium brown hair, like Isana"s, was touched lightly with silver and grey. She wore it bound up in a simple net that fell to the base of her neck, and she smelled of rose oil.
"Serai," she murmured, and smiled at the courtesan as she approached. Her voice was surprisingly light and sweet. She came forward, hands held out, and Serai took them, smiling. "It"s been too long since you"ve visited us."
Serai inclined her head in a bow of deference to Lady Placida"s station. "Thank you, Your Grace. And how is your lord husband, if I may ask?"
Lady Placida rolled her eyes the tiniest bit, and drily murmured, "He was not feeling well enough to attend tonight"s festivities. Something in the air, no doubt."
"No doubt," Serai replied, her voice grave. "If I may be so bold, would you convey my best wishes to him for a speedy recovery?"
"Gladly," the High Lady said. She turned her face to Isana and smiled politely. "And you, lady. Would you happen to be Isana of Calderon?"
Isana bowed her head in reply. "If you please, Your Grace, just Isana."
Lady Placida arched a brow and studied Isana with intent, alert eyes. "No, Steadholder. I"m afraid I must disagree. Indeed, of all the women in the Realm, it would seem that you might be the one who most deserves the honorific. You"ve done something no other woman in all the history of Alera has ever done. You"ve earned rank and t.i.tle without resorting to marriage or murder."
Isana shook her head. "The First Lord deserves the credit, if anyone. I had little say in the matter."
Lady Placida smiled. "History seldom takes note of serendipity when it records events. And from what I have heard, I suspect an argument could be made that you very much did earn the t.i.tle."
"Many women have earned t.i.tles, Your Grace. It doesn"t seem to have been a factor in whether or not they actually received them."
Lady Placida laughed. "True enough. But perhaps that is beginning to change." She offered her hands. "It is a distinct pleasure to meet you, Steadholder."
Isana clasped the other woman"s hands for a moment, smiling. "Likewise."
"Please tell me that Serai is not your guide here in the capital," the High Lady murmured.
Serai sighed. "Everyone thinks the worst of me."
"Tut, dear," Lady Placida said calmly, her eyes shining. "I don"t think think the worst of you. I happen to the worst of you. I happen to know know it. And I shudder to think to what kinds of shocking experiences the good Steadholder is about to be exposed." it. And I shudder to think to what kinds of shocking experiences the good Steadholder is about to be exposed."
Serai thrust out her lower lip. "Few enough. I"m staying at Sir Nedus"s manor. I"ve got to be on my best behavior."
Lady Placida nodded in understanding. "Isana, have any of the Dianic League"s council spoken to you yet?"
"Not yet, Your Grace," Isana replied.
"Ah," said Lady Placida. "Well, I"ll not bore you with a recruiting speech here at the party, but I should enjoy the chance to discuss matters with you before the conclusion of Wintersend. I think there are many things that you and the League might have to offer one another."
"I don"t know what I could offer, Your Grace," Isana said.
"An example, for one," Lady Placida replied. "Word of your appointment has spread like wildfire, you know. There are thousands of women in the Realm who have been shown that there are doors that might now be open to them that were not before."
"Your Grace," Serai lied smoothly, "I am afraid that the Steadholder"s time is by and large accounted for, as a guest of the First Lord"s-but I happen to know the outrageously beautiful slave in charge of her calendar, and I should be glad to speak to her on your behalf to see if we can open up a time."
Lady Placida laughed. "My own time is somewhat limited, you know."
"I do not doubt it," Serai said. "But perhaps something might be arranged. What are your mornings like?"
"Filled with endless receptions for the most part, but for my lord husband"s audience with the First Lord."
Serai arched a thoughtful brow. "There is usually quite a bit of walking involved during the audience. Perhaps you might permit the Steadholder to accompany you for conversation?"
"An excellent notion," Lady Placida said. "But two days too late, I am afraid. My lord husband was first on the list this year." Her words were light and pleasant, but Isana saw something shrewd and calculating in her eyes for a moment. "I"ll have one of my staff contact you to find a time to take tea with the Steadholder-if that is all right with you, of course, Isana."
"Oh. Yes, of course," Isana said.
"Excellent," Lady Placida said, smiling. "Until we meet again, then." She turned away to take up a conversation with a pair of grey-bearded men, each wearing the deep purple sash of a Senator.
Isana"s stomach clenched in frustration and worry. She glanced at Serai, and said, "There must be someone else."
Serai frowned at the High Lady"s back for a moment, and murmured to Isana, "Of course, darling. If at first you don"t succeed, pick the next most likely course of action." The courtesan looked around the garden. "Mmm. Lord and Lady Riva probably aren"t going to be very interested in helping you, I"m afraid. They very much resent how the First Lord appointed your brother as the new Count Calderon without consulting them on the matter."
"Who does that leave?" Isana asked.
Serai shook her head. "We"ll keep trying until we"ve heard no from everyone. But let me go speak to Lord Rhodes."
"Shouldn"t I come with you?"
"No," Serai said, firmly. "Remember, I think he"s going to rather enjoy the look of you. I"d like to spring that on him as a surprise. It may warm him to the idea of taking you with him. Just watch me and come over when I wave, darling."
"All right," Isana said.
Serai glided through the attendees, smiling and exchanging courtesies as she went. Isana watched her, and felt suddenly vulnerable without the Cursor"s presence and guidance. Isana glanced around, looking for a place she could wait without jumping like a frightened cat every time someone walked behind her. There was a long stone bench beside a nearby fountain, and Isana settled lightly down on it, making sure that she could see Serai.
A moment later, a woman in a red gown settled on the other end of the bench and nodded pleasantly at Isana. She was tall, her hair dark though shot with silver. She had clear grey eyes and lovely, if remote features.
Isana nodded back with a smile, then frowned thoughtfully. The woman seemed familiar, and a moment later she recognized her from the attack at the windport. She was the woman Isana had stumbled into.
"My lady," Isana said, "I"m afraid I didn"t get the chance to beg your pardon at the windport this morning."
The woman arched a brow, expression quizzical, then she suddenly smiled. "Oh, on the landing platform. There were no broken bones-hardly a need to apologize."
"All the same. I left without doing so."
The woman smiled. "Your first time at the capital"s windport?"
"Yes," Isana said.
"It can be overwhelming," the woman said, nodding. "So many windcrafters and porters and litters. All that dust blowing around-and, of course, no one can see anything. It"s madness during Wintersend. Don"t feel bad, Steadholder."
Isana blinked at the woman startled. "You recognize me?"
"A great many would," the woman said. "You are one of the more famous women in the Realm this year. I am sure the Dianic League will be falling all over itself to welcome you."
Isana forced herself to smile politely, keeping a tight rein on her emotions. "It"s quite flattering. I"ve spoken to High Lady Placida already."
The woman in red laughed. "Aria is many things-but none of them are flattering. I hope she was pleasant to you."
"Very," Isana said. "I had not expected this kind of..." She hesitated, searching for a phrase that would not give the n.o.blewoman offense.
"Courtesy?" the woman suggested. "Common politeness uncommon in a n.o.blewoman?"
"I would not describe it using any of those terms, lady," Isana replied, but she couldn"t keep the wry humor out of her voice.
The woman laughed. "And I suspect that is because you have a conscience, whereas a great many of the people here would only be moved to it by their political ambitions. Ambitions are incompatible with consciences, you know. The two strangle one another straightaway and leave an awful mess behind them."
Isana laughed. "And you, lady? Are you a woman of conscience or of ambition?"
The lady smiled. "That"s a question rarely asked here at court."
"And why is that?"
"Because a woman of conscience would tell you that she is a person of conscience. A woman of ambition would tell you that she is a person of conscience-only much more convincingly."
Isana arched a brow, smiling. "I see. I shall have to be more circ.u.mspect in my questions, then."
"Don"t," the lady said. "It"s refreshing to encounter a new mind with new questions. Welcome to Alera Imperia, Steadholder."
Isana inclined her head to the lady, and murmured, with genuine grat.i.tude, "Thank you."
"Of course. It"s the least I can do."
Isana looked up to see Serai speaking to a hollow-cheeked man in gold and sable, the colors of the House of Rhodes. The courtesan was laughing at something the High Lord was saying as she glanced over at Isana.
The smile froze on Serai"s face.
She turned back to Rhodes, and said something else, then turned and immediately crossed the garden to Isana and the woman in the red gown.
"Steadholder," Serai said, smiling. She curtseyed deeply to the woman in red. "Lady Aquitaine."
Isana"s glance snapped from Serai to the woman in red, the heated anger she had felt before struggling to burst free. "You." She choked on the sentence and had to take a breath and begin again. "You are Lady Aquitaine?"
The lady regarded Serai with a cool glance, and murmured, voice dry, "Did I not mention my name? How careless of me." She nodded to Isana, and said, "I am Invidia, wife to Aquitainus Attis, High Lord Aquitaine. And I should very much like to discuss the future with you, Steadholder."
Isana rose to her feet and felt her chin lift as she glared down at Lady Aquitaine. "I don"t see what point there would be to that discussion, Your Grace," she said.
"Why ever not?"
Isana felt Serai step next to her, and the courtesan"s fingers tightened on Isana"s wrist, urging restraint. "Because in every future I can imagine, you and I have nothing to do with one another."
Lady Aquitaine smiled, a cool, self-contained expression. "The future is a winding road. It is not possible to foresee all of its turns."
"Perhaps not," Isana replied. "But it is is possible to choose one"s traveling companions. And I will not walk with a tr-" possible to choose one"s traveling companions. And I will not walk with a tr-"
Serai"s nails dug hard into Isana"s arm, and the Steadholder barely kept herself from saying the word "traitor." She took a deep breath and steadied herself before resuming. "I will not walk with a traveling companion I have small reason to like-and even less to trust."
Lady Aquitaine looked quietly from Isana to Serai and back. "Yes. I can see that your taste in companions and mine differ significantly. But bear in mind, Steadholder, that the road can be a dangerous one. There are many hazards both overt and unseen. It is wise to walk with someone who is able to protect you from them."
"And even wiser to choose companions who will not turn upon you when the opportunity presents itself," Isana replied. She lowered her voice to barely above a whisper. "I saw your husband"s dagger, Your Grace. I buried men and women and children who died because of it. I will never never walk willingly with such as you." walk willingly with such as you."
Lady Aquitaine"s eyes narrowed unreadably. Then she nodded once, and her gaze moved to Serai. "I take it, Serai, that you are the Steadholder"s guide within the capital?"
"His Majesty made a request of my master, who loaned me out to do so," Serai replied, smiling. "And if I happen to take in the new season"s fashion in the course of my duties, well, I shall simply have to bear it."
Lady Aquitaine smiled. "Well, it isn"t like our Midsummer ball, but it will have to do."