"I"m sorry for your loss, sire."
"Many are. For many reasons." He glanced over his shoulder. "Miles?"
Miles bowed his head to Gaius and backed for the door. "Of course. Shall I have someone bring you food?"
Tavi started to agree very strongly but held off, glancing at Gaius. The First Lord laughed, and said, "Have you ever known a young man who wasn"t hungry-or about to be so? And I should be eating more, too. Oh, and please send for those others I mentioned to you?"
Miles nodded, smiling, and retreated quietly from the room.
"I don"t think I"ve seen Sir Miles smile so much in the past two years as I have today," Tavi commented.
The First Lord nodded. "Eerie, isn"t it." He settled in one of the two chairs in the room and gestured for Tavi to take the other. "You want me to tell you about your aunt," Gaius said.
Tavi smiled a little. "Am I that predictable, sire?"
"Your family is very important to you," he replied, his tone serious. "She is unharmed, and spent the entire night sitting beside your sickbed. I"ve sent word to her that you"ve woken. She"ll come up to the Citadel to visit you shortly, I should imagine."
"To the Citadel?" Tavi asked. "Sire? I had thought she"d be staying in guest quarters here."
Gaius nodded. "She accepted the invitation of Lord and Lady Aquitaine to reside in the Aquitaine manor for the duration of Wintersend."
Tavi stared at the First Lord in shock, "She what what?" He shook his head.
"Aquitaine"s scheme nearly destroyed every steadholt in the Calderon Valley. She despises him."
"I can well imagine," Gaius said.
"Then in the name of all the furies, why why?"
Gaius twitched one shoulder in a faint shrug. "She did not speak to me of her motivation for such a thing, so I can only conjecture. I invited her to stay here, near you, but she politely declined."
Tavi chewed on his lower lip in thought. "Crows. It means more, doesn"t it?" His belly suddenly felt cold. "It means she"s allied herself with them."
"Yes," Gaius said, his tone neutral and relaxed.
"Surely she... Sire, is it possible that she has been coerced in some way? Furycrafted into it?"
Gaius shook his head. "No such thing was affecting her. I examined her myself. And that kind of control is impossible to hide."
Tavi racked his mind frantically to find an explanation. "But if she was threatened or intimidated into it, then couldn"t something be done to help her?"
"That is not what has happened," Gaius said. "Can you imagine fear moving your aunt to do anything? She showed no signs of that kind of fear. In fact, in my judgment she traded her loyalty as part of a bargain."
"What kind of bargain?"
There was a polite knock at the chamber door, and a porter entered pushing a wheeled cart. He placed it near the chairs, opened its sides into the wings of a table, and began placing silver-covered dishes and bowls on the table, until he had laid out a large breakfast, complete with a ewer of milk and another of watery wine. Gaius remained silent until the porter took his leave and shut the door again.
"Tavi," Gaius said, "before I tell you more, I would like you to go through everything that happened in as much detail as you can recall. I don"t want my explanations to muddy your own memories before you"ve had the chance to tell them to me."
Tavi nodded, though it was frustrating to be forced to wait for answers. "Very well, sire."
Gaius rose, and Tavi did as well. "I imagine you"re even hungrier than I am," he said with a small smile. "Shall we eat?"
They piled plates with food and settled back down into the chairs. After the first plateful, Tavi went back for more, then started recounting events to the First Lord, beginning with his confrontation with Kalarus Brencis Minoris and his thugs. It took him most of an hour. Gaius interrupted him a few times to ask for more details, and in the end he leaned back in his chair, a cup of mild wine in his hand.
"Well," he said. "That explains Caria this morning, at any rate."
Tavi"s cheeks flushed so hot that he thought they must surely blister at any moment. "Sire, Max was only-"
Gaius gave Tavi a cool look, but he could see the smile at the corners of the First Lord"s eyes. "In most of my life, I would not have minded a lovely wife inviting herself to join me in my bath. But this morning was... I was taxed enough. I"m nearly fourscore years, for goodness sake." He shook his head gravely. "I adjusted to the demands of my station, of course, but when you speak to Maximus, you might mention to him that in the future, should this situation arise again, he should seek some course other other than to fondle my wife." than to fondle my wife."
"I"ll let him know, sir," Tavi said, his own voice solemn.
Gaius chuckled. "Remarkable," he murmured. "You acquitted yourself rather well. Not perfectly, but you might have done a great deal worse, too."
Tavi grimaced and looked down.
Gaius sighed. "Tavi. Killian"s death was not of your making. You needn"t punish yourself for it."
"Someone should," Tavi said quietly.
"There was nothing you could do that you had not already done," the First Lord said.
"I know," Tavi answered, and was surprised by the bitter anger in his own voice. "If I wasn"t a freak, if I"d had even a little skill at furycraft-"
"Then, in all likelihood, you would have relied upon your crafting rather than upon your wits, and died because of it." Gaius shook his head. "Men, good soldiers and good crafters alike, died in fighting these foes. Furycraft is a tool, Tavi. Without a practiced hand and an able mind behind it, it"s no more useful than a hammer left on the ground."
Tavi looked away from the First Lord, staring at the floor to one side of the fireplace.
"Tavi," he said, deep voice quiet, "I owe you my life, as do the friends you protected. And because of your actions, countless others have been saved as well. Killian died because he chose a life of such service, to put himself between the Realm and danger. He knew what he was doing when he entered that fight, and the risk he was taking." Gaius"s voice became more gentle. "It is childishly arrogant of you to belittle his choice, his sacrifice, by attempting to take responsibility for his demise upon your own shoulders."
Tavi frowned. "I... hadn"t thought of it in those terms."
"There"s no reason you should have," Gaius said.
"I still feel as if I failed him somehow," Tavi said. "His last words to me were important, I think. He was trying so hard to get them to me, but..." Tavi remembered the last seconds of Killian"s life and fell silent.
"Yes," Gaius said. "It is unfortunate that he did not manage to reveal the ident.i.ty of the a.s.sa.s.sin-though I suspect that with Killian dead, Kalare"s agent will depart."
"Isn"t there any way for us to tell who it is before he-or she-leaves?"
The First Lord shook his head. "There is a great deal for me to do to repair some of the damages done. To exploit an advantage or two. So, young man, I"ll pa.s.s the search to you. Can you apply your mind as ably to finding this a.s.sa.s.sin as you did to stopping the attack? I should think Killian would like that."
"I"ll try," Tavi said. "If I"d only been a few seconds faster it might have helped him."
"Perhaps. But one might as easily say that if you had been a few seconds slower, all of us would be dead." Gaius waved a hand. "Enough, boy. It"s done. Remember your patriserus patriserus for his life. Not his death. He was quite proud of you." for his life. Not his death. He was quite proud of you."
Tavi blinked his eyes a couple of times, fought back tears, and nodded. "Very well."
"Upon the subject of your aunt," Gaius said. "You should know two things. First, that there was an attack of these creatures within the Calderon Valley. Your uncle and Countess Amara led a force against it, while your aunt carried word to me to ask for reinforcements."
"An attack?" Tavi said. "But... what happened? Is my uncle all right?"
"I dispatched two cohorts of Knights Aeris and Ignus to their aid about twelve hours ago, as well as informing Lord Riva of the issue and strongly suggesting that he take steps to investigate, but there hasn"t yet been time enough for word to reach us of what they found."
"Great furies," Tavi murmured, shaking his head. "When will you know?"
"Perhaps by tomorrow morning," Gaius said. "Certainly before tomorrow sunset. But I suspect that they have already received aid."
Tavi frowned. "But how?"
"The Aquitaines," Gaius said. "They control a formidable number of Knights Aeris and other Knight-quality mercenaries. I believe that was one of the things your aunt secured in exchange for her political support."
"One of them?"
"Indeed," Gaius said. "When the vord and the taken Canim attempted to storm the stairway, time had become a critical issue. The Royal Guard would have ultimately prevailed, but in the confusion it was unlikely that they could have done so in time. Until Invidia Aquitaine arrived, took command of the counterattack, destroyed most of attacking vord creatures, then broke the Canim rear guard so that the guards could descend the stairs."
Tavi blinked. "She was protecting was protecting yon yon?"
Gaius"s mouth quirked. "I suspect she was preserving me from death in order to prevent Kalare from attempting a coup of his own until she and her husband were ready for theirs. It"s remotely possible that she was concerned that a succession war could have erupted and left the Realm vulnerable to its foes." He smiled. "Or perhaps she was simply protecting you, as part of her bargain with your aunt. In either case it"s a winning tactic for her. By the crows, I"m going to have to give her a medal for it, right in front of everyoneuthe First Lord saved by a woman. The Dianic League may collapse in a fit of collective ecstasy at the opportunity."
"And she"ll use Aunt Isana to help rally the League around her, too." Tavi shook his head. "I just can"t believe it. Aunt Isana..."
"It isn"t hard to understand her, boy. She came to me to ask my help and protection. I did not give them to her."
"But you were unconscious," Tavi said.
"And why should that matter?" Gaius asked. "Her home was in danger. Her family was in danger. She was not able to reach me for help, so she took it where she could find it." He frowned down at his gla.s.s, his brow troubled. "And it was given to her."
"Sire," Tavi asked, "do you know who slew the vord queen? After the initial attack, I did not see her again."
Gaius shook his head gravely. "No. So far as we know, the creature escaped-as did the Canim chancellor. Miles already has the Crown Legion sweeping the Deeps, which I should think will put a large dent in the smuggling business for the year, but, I suspect, little else. All the shipping that has left in the past two days has been hunted down and searched, but to no avail."
"I think Sarl was using the courier ships and working with the vord."
Gaius tilted his head. "Oh?"
"Yes, sire," Tavi said. "Canim guards changed out every month. There were always a couple of them coming or going at least, and all of them in those big, heavy capes and hoods. My guess is that Sarl and the vord would take the largest and tallest men they could find, dress them up in a Cane"s armor, drape the hood over them, then take them to the ship, while the two Canim who were supposed to be going back home were taken instead, and stored at the vord nest in the Deeps. That"s how they built up that many Canim."
Gaius nodded slowly. "It makes sense. This information about factional struggles within the Canim nation is rather encouraging. It"s nice to know that our enemies can be as fractious as we are."
"Sire?" Tavi asked. "What of Amba.s.sador Varg?"
"He returned to the palace last night and surrendered his sword, accepting full responsibility for the actions of his chancellor. He"s under house arrest."
"But he helped us, sire, when he need not have done so. We owe him our thanks."
Gaius nodded. "I know that. But he"s also a war leader of a nation whose warriors just tried to openly murder the First Lord of Alera. I believe I can ensure that his life is spared, for the time being at any rate. But I can promise him little more."
Tavi frowned but nodded. "I see."
"Oh," Gaius said. He picked up an envelope and pa.s.sed it to Tavi. "I think you"ve very nearly outgrown your position as my page, Tavi, but this is a last message to deliver to the new Amba.s.sador, in the northern hall."
"Of course, sire."
"Thank you," he said. "I"ve arranged to take dinner with your aunt and your fellow trainees this evening, as well as with the Amba.s.sador. I"d like you to be there as well."
"Of course, sire."
Gaius nodded, the gesture one of dismissal.
Tavi turned to go to the door-but once there, he paused and turned. "Sire, if I may ask about Fade?"
Gaius frowned and lifted a hand to pinch the bridge of his nose between thumb and forefinger. "Tavi," he said tiredly, "there are some questions in life only you can answer for yourself. You have a mind. Use it." He waved a hand vaguely. "And use it elsewhere, hmm? I"m growing fatigued quite easily, and my healers tell me that if I am not cautious, I might have another episode."
Tavi frowned. Gaius hadn"t seemed to be getting more weary as they talked, and he suspected it was merely an excuse to avoid the subject. But what could he do? One didn"t try to pin the First Lord of Alera down in a conversation. "Of course, sire," Tavi said, bowing at the waist and departing.
He left the First Lord"s suites and walked slowly into the north hall. He paused to ask a pa.s.sing maid where the new Amba.s.sador"s quarters were located, and she directed him to a large set of double doors at the far end of the hall. Tavi walked down to them and knocked quietly.
The door opened, and Tavi found himself facing Kitai as he had never seen her before. She was dressed in a robe of dark emerald silk that fell to her knees and belted loosely at the waist. Her hair was down, brushed out into long and shining waves of white that fell to her hips. Her feet were bare, and fine, glittering chains of silver wrapped one ankle, both wrists, and her throat, where the necklace was set with another green stone. The colors were a perfectly lovely complement to her large, exotic eyes.
Tavi"s heart suddenly beat very quickly.
Kitai studied Tavi"s expression, her own face somewhat smug, and she smiled slowly. "h.e.l.lo, Aleran."
"Urn," Tavi said. "I have a message for the Amba.s.sador."
"Then you have a message for me," she said, and held out her hand. Tavi pa.s.sed the envelope to her. She opened it and frowned at the letter within, then said, "I cannot read."
Tavi took the letter and read it. "Amba.s.sador Kitai. I was pleased to hear from the crown guardsman you pa.s.sed on the way into the palace yesterday morning that Doroga had dispatched an envoy to Alera to serve as an amba.s.sador and emissary between our peoples. While I did not expect your arrival, you are most welcome here. I trust your quarters are satisfactory, and that your needs have been adequately attended to. You have only to inquire of any of the serving staff if you have need of anything else."
Kitai smiled, and said, "I have my own pool, in the floor. You can fill it with hot water or cold, Aleran, and there are scents and soaps and oils of every kind. They brought me meals, and I have a bed that could fit a mother gargant giving birth." She lifted her chin and pointed at the necklace. "You see?"
Tavi saw very soft, very fair skin, more than anything-but the necklace was lovely, too.
"Had I known of this," Kitai continued, "I might have asked to be an Amba.s.sador before now."
Tavi coughed. "Well. I, uh. I mean, I suppose you are are an Amba.s.sador, if the First Lord says so, but for goodness sake, Kitai." an Amba.s.sador, if the First Lord says so, but for goodness sake, Kitai."
"Keep your opinions to yourself, message boy," she said disdainfully. "Continue to read."
Tavi gave her an even look, then read the rest of the note. "In order to help you better understand your duties here, I suggest that you take the time and effort to learn to understand the written word. Such a skill will be an immense advantage to you in the long run, and enable you more accurately to record your experiences and knowledge so that you may pa.s.s it on to your people. To that end, I am placing at your disposal the bearer of this message, whose sole duty for the next several weeks at least will be to teach you such skills with words as he may possess. Welcome to Alera Imperia, Amba.s.sador, and I look forward to speaking with you in the future. Signed, Gaius s.e.xtus, First Lord of Alera."
"My disposal," she said. "Hah. I think I like that. I can have you do anything, now. Your chieftain said so."
"I don"t think that"s what he meant when-"
"Silence, errand boy!" she said, green eyes sparkling with mischief. "There are horses here, yes?"