"Y-your f-father was k-killed on the Wall that year. Wh-when Cra.s.sus was born. You must have been gone most of the time after that. F-fighting." She nodded to herself. Of course he would have had to be gone. Learning how to command, proving himself to his troops. It would have taken enormous effort and dedication to do so.
"You w-were in the field when Septimus died. And when Max"s mother died."
"Isana, stop," Raucus said. He pulled himself from the mud.
The cold grew deeper, but somehow less unpleasant. Isana laid her head on one outflung arm and tried to keep her eyes open. "And you knew Max suffered at Dorotea"s hands. But there was nothing you could do. You couldn"t acknowledge him over Cra.s.sus. You couldn"t cut yourself off from Dorotea to wed his mother. You must have t-tried and been denied by Gaius." She smiled faintly. "He"d never have let you v-violate the traditional laws of legitimacy. Kalare would have raised a crowstorm over it in the Senate. And you were young. And Septimus"s friend. Easier to ignore you."
"Stop talking," Raucus said.
Isana let out a small laugh. "No wonder you challenged him over Valiar Marcus. He"d not dare dare to deny you that acknowledgment, one that was within your rights to grant. And you"d have been too happy for an excuse to fight him if he did." to deny you that acknowledgment, one that was within your rights to grant. And you"d have been too happy for an excuse to fight him if he did."
Raucus grasped the hilt of his sword.
Isana put her hand on his wrist, gripping it as hard as she could. "And then, after denying you, he acknowledges Septimus"s son by a freeman. A son without furycraft to his name. And after he"s already manipulated Maximus into being friends with him, to boot. You must have been so angry."
She leaned up, seeking his eyes desperately. The grey sky had begun to turn black. "I"m sorry. I"m so sorry that happened to you. That the Realm made your life this way. That you lost the woman you loved and were forced to keep one you hated. It"s unjust, Raucus. Septimus would never have allowed it to go on.
"But he"s gone gone. And if there"s going to be a future, for your friend"s son, for your sons, for the Realm, you have to set that a-anger aside."
She couldn"t see anything at all by then.
"Please, Raucus," she said. She knew her voice wasn"t coming out in more than a whisper. "I"m asking you to take a horrible chance. But without it, there won"t be anything for any of us. Please. Help us."
There was a wrenching burst of fire in her belly. She didn"t move, though. It was easier not to. She could hear footsteps somewhere.
"Aria!" Raucus screamed, his voice anguished.
Cold. And blackness.
CHAPTER 39
Shuar was dying.
As they rode toward the ships, Tavi realized that the roads of the last free nation of Canea had become charnel houses. Though the majority of the Vord emerging from the tunnels had flowed toward the north and west, to a.s.sault the fortifications from their unprotected rear, thousands more had spread out to haunt the roads of the land. There, they had found easy pickings in fleeing Canim families as panic descended upon the countryside. Corpses of the Canim makers-their farmers and artisans-lay exposed to the weather, untended. Their cattle had been slaughtered beside them.
The Canim had not died easily. Corpses of Vord attackers were heavily mingled with the fallen wolf-people, and in places it seemed that larger groups had managed to fend off their attackers. In others, what had probably been mounted patrols from the fortification had attacked the Vord, pursuing them off the roads, leaving trails of crushed chitinous forms into the rolling landscape. All the same, the previous few days had been a nightmare of blood and death for the Shuarans.
Without the steady reinforcements from the Vord"s tunnel or the coldly logical will of the Vord queen to guide them to where they were needed, the roads had become less deadly. The Vord still lurked across the countryside, but they were fewer in number, their movements random and unfocused-if no less deadly for anyone caught outnumbered in the open or by surprise. Of course, if the second Vord queen commanding the enemy forces at the Shuaran fortifications changed position, the Vord"s lack of coordination could change in an instant. Tavi"s group raced along the roads, pressing the taurgs to their best pace.
Twice, they were attacked by small groups of wandering Vord, but Max"s firecrafting and Varg"s and Anag"s balests shattered the armor and wills of the Vord before they could close to combat, and once they had traveled far enough from the site of the Vord emergence, encounters with the enemy and their handiwork declined abruptly.
They rode for the night and the rest of the day, stopping only occasionally to water the taurga. An hour or so before sundown, they came across a small stream where perhaps two hundred Canim had stopped to rest and drink. None of them wore armor, though many carried the sickle-swords that were, for them, simple harvest tools. Several of the makers were wounded, some badly so. Though Canim were never a particularly noisy people, the silence that fell on the group as they came riding up was tangible. Tavi could acutely feel the weight of their stares.
He wondered, for an amused moment, if they found the Alerans as strange and intimidating as he had found Varg and the guards of the Canim emba.s.sy in the Citadel, the first time he had encountered them.
"Let me speak to them," Anag said. The golden-furred Cane slipped off his taurg, and it spoke of the weariness of the beast that it didn"t make even a desultory effort to bite or gore him as he dismounted. Anag strode over to the refugees, heading for a tall, grey-and-golden furred Cane who seemed to be their leader.
Tavi got his taurg down to the water and led Max"s beast as well. The big Antillan, weary from the intensive crafting and fighting he"d done at the hive, simply flung himself down on the ground and slept.
Tavi found himself alone at the side of the stream, except for several taurga too tired and thirsty to cause trouble, and the lone Hunter who had survived the attack on the Vord queen.
"Thank you," Tavi told him quietly. "You and your people saved my life." "Thank you," Tavi told him quietly. "You and your people saved my life." The Hunter looked up at him, ears quivering in surprise that he quickly suppressed. He bowed his head, Aleran-style. The Hunter looked up at him, ears quivering in surprise that he quickly suppressed. He bowed his head, Aleran-style. "What were their names?" Tavi asked. "What were their names?" Tavi asked. "Nef," growled the Hunter. "And Koh." "Nef," growled the Hunter. "And Koh." "And yours?" "And yours?" "Sha." "Sha." "Sha," Tavi said. "I am sorry for their loss." "Sha," Tavi said. "I am sorry for their loss." The Hunter became very still for a long moment, staring down at the stream. The Hunter became very still for a long moment, staring down at the stream.
"It is the way of your people to sing over the fallen," Tavi said quietly. "I"ve heard it before. Is there anyone to sing for Nef and Koh?"
Sha moved one paw-hand in a negative gesture. "Their kin sang their blood song long ago. When they became Hunters."
Tavi frowned and tilted his head.
"We are as the dead," Sha said. "Our purpose is to dedicate our lives to the service of our lord. And, when it is necessary, to surrender those lives. When we become what we are, we lose our lives-our names, our family, our homes, and our honor. All that remains is our lord."
"But their sacrifice may have saved thousands," Tavi said. "Is it the way of your kind to let such courage go unmourned?"
Sha studied him in silence for a long moment.
Tavi thought about the Cane"s words, then nodded slowly, understanding. "They served well, and they died well and with meaning," he said. "What is there to mourn?"
Sha bowed his head again, more deeply this time. "You understand." The Cane"s eyes gleamed as he looked at Tavi. "You were ready to die in that place as well, Tavar. We Hunters know what it looks like."
"I hadn"t intended it to work out that way," Tavi said. "But I knew it was a possibility. Yes." "I hadn"t intended it to work out that way," Tavi said. "But I knew it was a possibility. Yes." "Why?" "Why?" Tavi blinked at him. "What?" Tavi blinked at him. "What?"
"Why lay down your life?" Sha said. He gestured at the makers. "Varg is not your lord. These are not your people. They will not serve as soldiers if your plan to use our warriors against the Vord comes to pa.s.s."
Tavi thought about his answer for a moment before giving it. "It is my purpose to defend those who cannot defend themselves," he said finally.
"Even if they are your enemy."
Tavi smiled at Sha, showing his teeth. The Hunter had used the Aleran word, not one of the many Canim variants on the term. "Perhaps I wish your people to be gadara gadara to mine. Perhaps I wished to tell you so in such a way that would leave no doubts as to my sincerity." to mine. Perhaps I wished to tell you so in such a way that would leave no doubts as to my sincerity."
Sha"s ears quivered with surprise again, and he stared hard at Tavi, his head tilted to one side. "That is . . . not a thought I have heard given voice before."
"His mind is strange," came Varg"s rumbling voice, "but capable." The dark-furred Canim Warmaster had approached in silence. He checked the straps on his mount"s saddle. "There is news on the roads. Couriers have pa.s.sed by."
Tavi straightened. "And?"
"The fortifications have fallen," Varg said. "When Lararl sent a portion of his strength back to attack the Vord in the interior, the heaviest a.s.sault he had yet seen fell on the fortress."
Tavi frowned. "Then the pressure that had been put on the fortress for the past weeks-it was a ruse."
Varg nodded. "Convincing Lararl of the strength of his defenses. Causing him to send away more troops than he would have were he not confident that those remaining could hold. They waited for him to weaken himself, then . . ." Varg smacked his paw-hands together.
Tavi shook his head. It had cost the Vord untold numbers of their creatures to maintain the charade-but then, they had had bodies enough to spare. Mathematics had decided the war, probably months before the attack on Shuar began. "How bad?" Tavi asked.
"Lararl sent out couriers to spread the warning and dug in to hold the Vord for as long as possible. But the last couriers to leave saw the Vord entering the city at the top of the cliffs. What warriors escaped are fighting to slow the enemy-but a queen commands them."
Tavi nodded. "She"ll drive for our only means of escape-Molvar. And she"ll be gathering more and more troops to her as she heads this way."
Varg flicked his ears in a.s.sent. "We must return to the ships at once. The Shuarans may already have seized them." Varg flicked his ears in a.s.sent. "We must return to the ships at once. The Shuarans may already have seized them." "No," Tavi said. "We head for the hills west of Molvar." "No," Tavi said. "We head for the hills west of Molvar." Sha glanced up sharply at Tavi at this blatant contradiction of Varg"s words. Sha glanced up sharply at Tavi at this blatant contradiction of Varg"s words.
"Tavar," Varg said quietly, "there is no winning a battle against the Vord on this ground. And there is not room on the ships for a tenth of those who will wish to flee Shuar. To do other than reach the ships and sail away is death."
Tavi stared at Varg, smiling. Tavi stared at Varg, smiling. Varg looked up from his saddle. "You meant it when you told Lararl you could get his people away?" Varg looked up from his saddle. "You meant it when you told Lararl you could get his people away?" "How many times have I lied to you?" Tavi asked. "How many times have I lied to you?" Tavi asked.
"I have never taken you prisoner," Varg replied, his tone pensive. "Lararl had. And some of your folk are truthful only in preparation for the day when they need one critical lie to be believed."
"If that is the case," Tavi said, "then that day has not yet come." He nodded at the camp of miserable-looking makers. Maximus had risen from his near stupor on the ground and was standing with Anag over one of the worst-looking of the wounded, supervising moving the injured Cane into the stream for a watercrafting. "We"re getting them away from here."
Varg looked at Tavi, then at the makers. "Tavar, I sometimes think you are insane." Varg looked at Tavi, then at the makers. "Tavar, I sometimes think you are insane." "Are you coming with me?" "Are you coming with me?" Varg glanced at him, and Tavi swore he could see something offended in the big Cane"s body language. "Of course." Varg glanced at him, and Tavi swore he could see something offended in the big Cane"s body language. "Of course." Tavi showed him his teeth again. "Glad I"m not the only one." Tavi showed him his teeth again. "Glad I"m not the only one."
By a few hours after midnight, they had reached the Aleran defenses.
A rising moon, nearly full, and the mercurial nature of Canean weather had swept the sky clean of clouds and bathed the land in silver light. A line of hills west of Molvar had been transformed by several days of furious labor on the part of the Narashan Canim and both Legions, aided by Aleran furycraft. Where there had been only gently rolling land, the combined forces had erected an earthworks twenty feet high, faced by freshly cut stakes of pine, in front of a trench very nearly as deep as the wall was high. Only a few narrow pa.s.sages had been left through the defenses, which arched in a line nearly five miles long around Molvar. Refugees from the invaded territory had flooded the area inside, and the interior of the hastily erected, enormous fortress was already filling with Canim.
Even with all of Nasaug"s troops and both Aleran Legions, the defenses around the town were spread thin, though it was clear that the Shuarans had thrown what forces they had into the same effort. More were arriving at every moment, as well-stragglers, Tavi supposed, who had been separated from their battlepacks, and what looked like the occasional wayward company who had been cut off from the larger portion of their command and had found themselves nearby. The wounded, too, were pouring in, as were the Shuaran taurg cavalry, whose riders came and went in constant activity.
Max brought his mount up beside Tavi"s as they approached the earthworks, and whistled. "There"s a lot of work. That"s what the Legion"s been up to?"
Tavi nodded. "We need a defensible position. It"s going to take time to move this many Canim and all the supplies onto the transports."
"Transports?" Max asked. "What transports?"
Tavi shook his head.
Max sighed wearily. "Tavi, I"m tired. We know there were only two queens on the whole continent. You and Varg diced one of them, and the other one is busy leading an army toward us. We don"t need to worry about anyone"s mind being picked over. So talk."
"Max," Kitai said from behind Tavi on their shared taurg. "What we do not not know is the location of those two queens" mother." know is the location of those two queens" mother."
"Oh." Max was quiet for a moment. Then he grunted, and said, "Good point. Shut up, Calderon." "Oh." Max was quiet for a moment. Then he grunted, and said, "Good point. Shut up, Calderon." "Durias," Tavi called. "Durias," Tavi called. Durias nudged his weary taurg forward. "Highness?" Durias nudged his weary taurg forward. "Highness?"
"Ride ahead and let the Legion know we"re coming," Tavi said. "I"ll need to speak to Marcus, Nasaug, and Magnus immediately. See if Cra.s.sus can be there as well. Oh, and Demos."
Durias saluted and kicked his mount into a lumbering trot.
"Did you see that, Maximus?" Kitai asked. "He just helped, without whining or indulging in foolish questions. Perhaps when you grow up, you will be more like Durias."
Max glowered at Kitai, then saluted Tavi, and said, "I think I"ll just go help him now." He nudged Steaks into a trot and caught up with Durias. Tavi heard him muttering darkly under his breath as he went.
"That wasn"t very nice," Tavi said quietly, once Max had gone.
Kitai sighed. "You weren"t looking at him when you spoke to Durias. He"s so tired he was about to fall off his taurg. Now he"s grumpy enough to get back to camp while awake-and more quickly."
Tavi let himself lean back against Kitai, feeling the weight of his own fatigue. "Thank you."
"I know how important he is to you," she said quietly. "And I love him, too, chala chala."
Tavi nudged his own mount into a walk. "So you manipulated him into doing what you thought was in his best interests." Tavi nudged his own mount into a walk. "So you manipulated him into doing what you thought was in his best interests." "I did what was necessary to protect him. Yes." "I did what was necessary to protect him. Yes." Tavi glanced over his shoulder and met her intent green eyes. "You deceived me." Tavi glanced over his shoulder and met her intent green eyes. "You deceived me."
She didn"t even blink. "You lied to me, Aleran. When you promised me we would be together. You knew you were about to go out on your own. That you could die."
"This is about more than you and me. You shouldn"t have decided to kill the queen without talking to me about it." "This is about more than you and me. You shouldn"t have decided to kill the queen without talking to me about it." "Only speed and surprise could enable us to succeed. If you had known-" "Only speed and surprise could enable us to succeed. If you had known-" "That isn"t the point, and you know it." "That isn"t the point, and you know it." Her eyes narrowed. "The Vord are not to be reasoned with. They are to be killed." Her eyes narrowed. "The Vord are not to be reasoned with. They are to be killed." "You didn"t know that for certain. We couldn"t, until we made the attempt." "You didn"t know that for certain. We couldn"t, until we made the attempt." She sighed and shook her head. "Aleran. You are a good man. But in some ways, you are a fool." She sighed and shook her head. "Aleran. You are a good man. But in some ways, you are a fool." "Swords and fire don"t solve every problem." "Swords and fire don"t solve every problem."
"And some can be solved no other way," she replied, her voice fierce. "The Vord all but destroyed my people in the past. They are gutting the corpse of what is left of the Canim now. Open your eyes."
"I did did," Tavi said, and suddenly he felt so weary that it was hardly worth speaking. He turned back to the front, and his head felt too heavy to hold up. "And I feel like I"m the only one who can see the truth."
Kitai was quiet for a moment, and when she spoke again, her voice was more gentle. "What do you mean?"
"Chala," he said quietly. "Look at what the Vord have done to the Canim. If the only option we have is to fight . . . I don"t think Alera could do any better. How am I supposed to lead people into a fight I know they can"t win? Ask them to die in vain? he said quietly. "Look at what the Vord have done to the Canim. If the only option we have is to fight . . . I don"t think Alera could do any better. How am I supposed to lead people into a fight I know they can"t win? Ask them to die in vain? Watch Watch them d-" them d-"
His vision blurred for a moment, and his throat felt tight.
Kitai"s arms tightened around him, and he suddenly became intensely aware of her love for him, her faith, her trust, wrapping around him as tangibly as her embrace. "Oh, chala chala," she said quietly.
Several moments pa.s.sed before he could speak. "What do I do?"
Her hand touched his face. "I know that you feel as if you need to find some clever alternative. Some way to overcome the Vord, to save lives, to avoid bloodshed. But this is not an enemy who might live with you in peace for a time. The Vord want nothing but to destroy. And they will will destroy you if they can. They will use your desire for peace against you." destroy you if they can. They will use your desire for peace against you."
She gently turned his head until he could meet her eyes again. "If you truly want peace, if you truly wish to save lives, you must fight them. Fight them with everything you have. Fight them with everything you are. Fight until there is not a breath left in your body." She lifted her chin. "And I will fight beside you."
She was right, of course. He knew that. When the Vord finished with the Canim, they would come for Alera. The advantage of numbers they had was formidable, but it wasn"t impossible. Not if all of Alera worked together.
That was the problem. There were too many divisive elements in play at home. Oh, certainly, once Alerans at large realized the danger, they would respond together-but by the time they did, it might already be too late. His uncle had been trying in vain to warn Alera about the Vord for years. Many Alerans regarded the Canim as little more than animals with weapons. His countrymen would never believe that the Canim civilization had been so large, so developed, and consequently its destruction would lack credibility as a warning of the danger to come.
Worse, he himself represented another enormous element of division. Many Citizens had tacitly refused to recognize his legitimacy as heir to the Crown. He had escorted Varg"s people back to Canea precisely because his presence was such a potent disruption. Crows, he"d felt fortunate to avoid any encounters with a.s.sa.s.sins before he left.
Gaius was wise and powerful, but he was also aging. Fighting a campaign of the scale of this one would be would be taxing even on a young man-and it was the kind of fight the old First Lord was not suited to in the first place. He was a master of politics, of manipulation, of the critical strike delivered at precisely the right instant with precisely the force needed. He was used to being thoroughly in control.
But war wasn"t like that. You never thought of all the possibilities. Something always happened to throw off your plans. Supplies could be delayed or lost. Soldiers could encounter sickness, bad terrain, parasites, faulty gear, hostile weather, and a million other factors that would prevent them from performing as expected. Meanwhile, the enemy was doing everything in his power to kill you. No one could control that kind of chaos. All you could hope to do was keep your eyes open, make sure everyone was working together, and stay a couple of steps ahead of disaster.
A united Alera would have a chance. Probably not a good chance, but if led correctly, they could make a fight of it. Oh, certainly Gaius had the training, but the study of books and the stories of old generals and models on a sand table were a far cry from war"s horrible reality. Could Tavi"s aging grandfather change his thinking as quickly and drastically as this war would demand?
The first step, Tavi supposed, was to believe. Believe that victory was possible. Believe that he could make it happen. Then bring that same belief to others. Because sure as crows on a corpse, anyone who fought believing they would lose had lost already. He had to trust in his grandfather, the single most formidable person Tavi had ever known, to guide the Realm through this storm. And if he was to trust and serve the First Lord, then he had to give the fight everything he had.
There would be no surrender.
"All right," he said quietly. He looked up at the earthworks and nodded. "Let"s get inside. There"s a lot of work to do, and not much time to do it in."