Any day you will find them there.
Yours ever affectionately,
VIVEKANANDA.
x.x.xVII.
To Miss Mary Hale
CAMBRIDGE,.
21st December, 1894.
DEAR SISTER, I had not anything from you since your last. I am going away next Tuesday to New York. You must have received Mrs. Bull"s letter in the meanwhile. If you cannot accept it, I shall be very glad to come over any day - I have time now as the lectures are at an end, except Sunday next.
Yours ever affectionately,
VIVEKANANDA.
x.x.xVIII.
To Miss Isabelle McKindley
528, 5TH AVE., NEW YORK, 24th Jan., 1895.
DEAR MISS BELL,.
I hope you are well. . . . My last lecture was not very much appreciated by the men but awfully so by vemen. You know this Brooklyn is the centre of anti-women"s rights movements; and when I told them that women deserve and are fit for everything, they did not like it of course. Never mind, the women were in ecstasies.
I have got again a little cold. I am going to the Guernseys. I have got a room downtown also where I will go several hours to hold my cla.s.ses etc. Mother Church must be all right by this time, and you are all enjoying this nice weather. Give Mrs. Adams mountain high love and regard from me when you see her next.
Send my letters as usual to the Guernseys.
With love for all,
Ever your aff. bro.,
x.x.xIX.
To Mr. Francis Leggett
NEW YORK,.
10th April, 1895.
DEAR FRIEND, It is impossible to express my grat.i.tude for your kindly inviting me to your country seat [Ridgely]. I am involved in a mistake now and find it impossible for me to come tomorrow. Tomorrow I have a cla.s.s at Miss Andrews" of 40 W. 9th Street. As I was given to understand by Miss MacLeod that that cla.s.s could be postponed, I was only too glad at the prospect of joining the company tomorrow. But I find that Miss MacLeod was mistaken and Miss Andrews came to tell me that she could not by any means stop the cla.s.s tomorrow or even give notice to the members, who are about 50 or 60 in number.
In view of this I sincerely regret my inability and hope that Miss MacLeod and Mrs. Sturges will understand that it is an unavoidable circ.u.mstance, and not the will, that stands in the way of my taking advantage of your kind invitation.
I shall only be too glad to come day after tomorrow, or any other day this week, as it suits you.
Ever sincerely yours,
XL.
To Mr. E. T. St.u.r.dy
54 W. 33RD STREET,.
NEW YORK,.
24th April, 1895.
DEAR FRIEND, I am perfectly aware that although some truth underlies the ma.s.s of mystical thought which has burst upon the Western world of late, it is for the most part full of motives, unworthy, or insane. For this reason, I have never had anything to do with these phases of religion, either in India or elsewhere, and mystics as a cla.s.s are not very favourable to me. . . .
I quite agree with you that only the Advaita philosophy can save mankind, whether in East or West, from "devil worship" and kindred superst.i.tions, giving tone and strength to the very nature of man. India herself requires this, quite as much or even more than the West. Yet it is hard uphill work, for we have first to create a taste, then teach, and lastly proceed to build up the whole fabric.
Perfect sincerity, holiness, gigantic intellect, and an all-conquering will. Let only a handful of men work with these, and the whole world will be revolutionised. I did a good deal of platform work in this country last year, and received plenty of applause, but found that I was only working for myself. It is the patient upbuilding of character, the intense struggle to realise the truth, which alone will tell in the future of humanity. So this year I am hoping to work along this line - training up to practical Advaita realisation a small band of men and women. I do not know how far I shall succeed. The West is the field for work if a man wants to benefit humanity, rather than his own particular sect or country. I agree perfectly as to your idea of a magazine. But I have no business capacity at all to do these things. I can teach and preach, and sometimes write. But I have intense faith in Truth. The Lord will send help and hands to work with me. Only let me be perfectly pure, perfectly sincere, and perfectly unselfish.
"Truth alone triumphs, not untruth; through truth alone stretches the way to the Lord" (Atharva-Veda). He who gives up the little self for the world will find the whole universe his. . . . I am very uncertain about coming to England. I know no one there, and here I am doing some work. The Lord will guide, in His own time.