"That"s why I would need your help," she said. "After we get the tent up, though, I"d be fine on my own."
And then she remembered. She hadn"t seen her pack since she woke up.
Her expression must have changed because he frowned.
"My pack," she said. "Did you manage to lever it off the ledge as well?"
His frown eased. This time he seemed pleased with himself. "Your pack is in my living room. It seems no worse for wear."
She let out a small sigh. She had spent more money than she had spent on her first racing bike to outfit that pack. Even though she wasn"t going to finish this hike, she didn"t want to lose all the equipment--the lightweight pots and pans, the dehydrated food, the tiny fold-down tent and air mattress. She had even splurged and gotten herself a Palm Pilot so that she could read at night. All of it had been in that pack.
"Great," she said. "If you don"t mind, I"ll finish cleaning up and then we can set up the tent."
"No."
The word seemed a bit harsh. "No?"
He shook his head. "You don"t have to leave. I"ve got the extra bed and I"ve made dinner. I"d feel terrible if you were outside, injured like you are. I think you need someone to keep an eye on you."
For some reason that phrase made her bristle. She"d never needed anyone in her life. Ever. "I"m fine."
He raised his eyebrows and looked at her ankle. "You"re not fine, and we"re still not sure about the extent of your injuries. The last thing I want is for the plane to arrive and find you in even worse shape than you are now."
She bowed her head. Even that movement hurt. It was amazing that nothing else seemed to be broken. She didn"t feel weak either, which would happen with internal injuries. And she hadn"t peed blood. But he was right: It was better to have someone around, just in case.
"Whatever you"re making does smell heavenly," she said.
He smiled. It was a relaxed, joyful smile, and it transformed his face. If she had thought he was as handsome as a man could be before, she had been wrong. He was even more handsome now.
"I"ll get you something for that ankle," he said. "I think we should try to splint it and then ice it."
His hand extended again, and then he clenched it into a fist. She wondered what that movement meant.
She bit her lower lip. He was right, of course. She had helped splint a tri-geek"s leg at her early races--the small ones without any backing or medical facilities. The splint always prevented the injury from getting worse, but putting it on was extremely unpleasant for the injured.
"I think I have something," he said, before she could respond. Then he hurried into the hallway.
"Um--" she started to call after him, then stopped herself. She didn"t even know his name. He had risked his own life rappelling down a cliff face to save her, and she hadn"t even asked him who he was. Maybe she was hurt worse than she realized.
A light flashed in the hallway, almost as if a flashbulb had gone off. Then he returned, carrying bandages and small pieces of wood. "This should work."
It certainly looked like it would. She stared at all of it, wrapped in his long fingers.
"Are you a doctor?" she asked again.
"No," he said as he knelt beside her leg. "I just play one on TV."
Her eyebrows rose. She never watched those doctor shows. That would explain everything: his looks, the house, the need for privacy.
He glanced over his shoulder. "It was a joke."
"Oh," she said. "It"s just that you"re--"
She stopped before she embarra.s.sed herself by saying he was gorgeous enough to be an actor.
"I"m ... ?"
She shrugged. "Familiar somehow."
"You were sort of conscious when I brought you up here."
"That must be it then," she said. But it wasn"t. It didn"t explain that sense of duality she"d felt from the moment he entered the bathroom, the way he seemed to say one thing-- convincingly--when she thought he was going to say another.
They were staring at each other again. She felt like an awkward schoolgirl.
"I"m sorry," she said. "You"ve done all this for me and I never even asked your name."
He smiled, his gaze not leaving her face. "My name is Darius."
And then the smile faded, just a bit, as if he had surprised himself.
"That"s unusual," she said. "I don"t think I"ve ever heard the name before."
"It"s Greek." And with that, his smile fled completely, as if his words had chased it off his face.
She nodded. "I"m pleased to meet you, Darius."
"Dar," he said.
She raised an eyebrow. "What?"
"Dar. Call me Dar. It"s less of a mouthful."
"Dar." She tested it. The shortened version suited him better. The fact that he had an unusual name fit him. He seemed like an unusual man. "I"m Ariel."
"You don"t seem ethereal to me," he said.
Had he misheard her? "What?"
"Your name," he said. "It"s Hebrew for ethereal."
"Actually," she said, "my aunt had a dictionary with name meanings in the back. That said my name was Hebrew for divine feline."
"Divine feline." He grinned. "You like that better?"
"I"ve always hated it. I don"t even like cats."
His grin faded. "You don"t?"
She shook her head. "Why? Is there one here?"
"No," he said, "but there should be."
She frowned. "What do you mean?"
"Never mind." He laid out the bandages and the pieces of wood. "I think you should trust me on this one. The name means ethereal, not divine feline."
It took all her strength not to pull her leg away from him. "And you"re sure of this because ... ?"
"Because names are a hobby of mine."
"So what does Darius mean?" she asked.
"It means incredibly stupid and arrogant."
She laughed. "Surely no parent would name anyone that knowing the meaning."
"Who says they knew?" He looked up. "I have a hunch sitting on the side of the tub while we do this is a bad idea."
She looked behind her. The medical kit sat in the middle of the porcelain like a portent of things to come. She didn"t want to fall for a second time that day, third if she counted the way she crumpled out of the log bed.
With a sigh, she raised herself on her hands and was going to lever herself off the tub edge when he said, "No."
She froze.
"Let me." He came over to her and braced her leg as he eased her down. Even that hurt. She couldn"t imagine how it would have felt to do it on her own.
Still, his arms were as strong as she had remembered, his embrace as wonderful as it had been in her dreams. Her face was only inches from his, and for a moment, she thought he was going to kiss her.
Then he set her on the tiled floor and moved his face away as if she had burned him.
"All right," he said with false heartiness. "This should only take a moment."
He set up the wood around her ankle. A piece brushed her skin, sending rivers of pain up her leg. She gasped, and he gave her another guilty look.
"This would probably be easier if you closed your eyes," he said.
She shook her head. "I"ve been injured before. I can watch."
"Yeah, but you might antic.i.p.ate my movements and flinch. I"m sure real doctors are used to that, but I"m not. So let"s just see how quickly we can get this done, all right?"
She usually didn"t trust anyone so readily. But he had already seen her unconscious and he hadn"t done anything untoward. He hadn"t even known she had sc.r.a.pes under her blouse.
"All right." She closed her eyes and leaned against the tub, listening to him move in the small enclosed s.p.a.ce. The bandages rustled, the wood shifted, and he cursed once, softly. Then she didn"t hear anything at all.
She didn"t feel anything either. The room was eerily silent. In the distance, she thought she heard violins. How strange was that? Violins in the wilderness?
Then she felt a pressure on her leg, some pain that magnified and receded before settling down to a dull throb.
"There," he said. "You can open your eyes."
Her leg was beautifully splinted. His work had been so delicate that she hadn"t even felt his touch.
"You"ve got a gift," she said.
He smiled. "Yes, and I only ply it on female hikers."
They stared at each other for another moment, then he eased himself off his knees.
"I, um, should get you some ice," he said.
She nodded.
"And maybe move you off the bathroom floor."
"Find me a cane," she said, "and I"ll move all by myself."
"I think I might be able to do better than that," he said, and hurried out of the room.
Again, she saw flashing lights. She pressed the back of her hand to her eyes, wondering what was causing that, and hoping it was nothing too serious.
He was back a moment later with ice packs and a pair of crutches.
"Crutches?" she said. "Are you sure you"re not a doctor?"
He smiled. "I"m sure."
"Then why--?"
"I"m a klutz," he said.
But she didn"t believe it. He was too graceful for that.
He moved like a professional athlete. He was built like one too, all muscle and sinew.
Maybe that was why she recognized him. Maybe he played for some pro team somewhere and she"d seen him on television. Or maybe she had run with him in the handful of charity races she"d run last year.
"Let me help you," he said, bending down to pick her up.
"No, I"ve got to learn to do this myself." Without waiting for his response, she levered herself onto the tub. She didn"t want to become too dependent on his help.
On anyone"s help.
Other people"s help usually disappeared when she needed it most.
He handed her the crutches, then put his hand on her back to lever her upward. She didn"t protest this time, but she would in the future. This was something she was going to have to get used to.
He was still holding the ice. "We forgot this."