"Yes, my Lady. It does. I have lived all my life as my own man, free to decide for myself and for those placed under me. I would not willingly give it up."
He smiled. "Besides, my lady, I think you have found me skilled enough as a free man, not to wish to exchange me for a slave." He slipped into the water and swiftly embraced the Lady.
She struggled, or at least pretended to do so. But Muhbaras"s lips were on hers, and even when she poured her wine over his head, he did not take them away. At last she went limp in his arms-then grappled him like a mating she-leopard with a great cry of triumph and delight.
Presently they lay in the pavilion, as a soft scented magical breeze dried their bare skins. The Lady shook her head. "I would never change you, Muh-baras. This I pledge, by-"
Muhbaras did not recognize the names of half the G.o.ds (if they were G.o.ds) that the Lady invoked. He was glad of this. The Lady had delved far too deep into ancient and forbidden knowledge that he had no wish to share.
"I also call them to witness that if I changed you, I would be sorry for it."
"Sorrow has not seemed part of you."
The Lady of the Mists turned her face away. With her head m.u.f.fled in a pillow, she said, "I have not allowed sorrow near me in many years. Not since I came to womanhood and my powers at the same time."
Muhbaras did not have to wait long for the story. He heard it gasped out between barely m.u.f.fled sobs. Long before it was done, he lay spoon-fashion with the Lady, her head against his chest, cradling her as he would have done a hurt child.
Horror seethed within him, at the tale. Revenge would have heated his blood, except that the men re-sponsible were all long dead. The Lady had taken that vengeance into her own hands, and done thorough work.
So how an Aquilonian n.o.ble"s daughter came to be the Lady of the Mists was answered. What was not answered was another, far more urgent question (at least in Muhbaras"s eyes).
How was a common man to endure long enough as consort to a sorceress, to heal her from her wounds and make her whole as both woman and witch?
Conan"s band hugged the foot of the mountains for the next two days. Once more they rode by night to hide themselves from any human watchers who might be lurking either among the rocks or among the dunes.
"To be sure, the Lady"s magic may have given her a clear sight of us since we fought the loosefeet," Omyela said cheerfully. "And if it has, she has doubtless prepared for us hospitality that we will not be able to refuse. But she may find me a more awkward guest than she antic.i.p.ated when she sent the invitations."
The thought of being watched through magic was one of the few things in the world that could make the Cimmerian uneasy. However, he had gone on this quest knowing that there was magic at the end of it, and too many followed him to let the uneasiness show. "I"ve been the same kind of guest to a good few witches and wizards," Conan said. "Spells against steel do not always go the way the spellcaster wants it, if the steel"s in good hands."
"Just as long as you do not think I am one whom you can cut down before I can bespell you," Omyela said. She was smiling, but the smile did not reach her eyes, and Conan heard no warmth in her voice.
"You need not fear me even trying," he said evenly. "Not unless you give me cause."
They rode on in silence.
In the heart of the peak at the far end of the Valley of the Mists, there was discontent.
That is applying a term suited for living creatures, even intelligent ones, to something that was neither living nor dead, neither intelligent nor mindless. It merely was.
But it could feed, and when the essence of living beings was offered to it, it did so in a way that might be called eager. Feeding had become a habit, and it had gained the notion that this would continue if it obeyed certain commands that seemed to come at regular intervals.
Now the commands no longer came as often. Nor did the feedings. The discontent grew.
There also grew what might be called an idea. If the life essences no longer came to the ent.i.ty, could it not go to them?
The problem was where.
It began to seem that the commands had come from a particular place. It gave cause for the ent.i.ty to wonder.
If it found the place where the commands had come from, would it then be able to feed?
At least this gave some direction to the search- and the ent.i.ty below the mountain had begun to be able to distinguish what had direction from what did not.
The Lady of the Mists had labored and sacrificed for years to bring the Mist to this point, but when the Mist finally reached it, she did not know until it was much too late.
Fifteen.
The mountains lunged skyward and dawn was tinting the distant snowcaps as Conan reined in. His sense for danger told him that they should ride on, and not make camp here. His other senses told him that the danger was being seen if they rode on in daylight.
He dismounted and studied the ground, seeking a sign of hostile presence to justify his unease. The ground was too hard in most places to show tracks, and during the night the wind had blown hard, with nearly a sandstorm"s strength. On the softer ground any tracks left before dawn would have long since been obliterated.
Voices broke into Conan"s study of the ground, coming up behind him.
"-old crone"s fancies," came in Farad"s voice.
"Old crone? Is that what you see when you look at me?" That could only be Omyela. "With my eyes, yes. We Afghulis are not much for magic."
"Hmmp. We call that "stone-brained" among my folk. I see a stone-brained young warrior who loves his chief"s woman."
Only Farad"s trying to choke back an angry retort broke the ensuing silence.
That, and Conan"s swift feet as he hurried back to the others.
"What Bethina is to me, and I to her, and what Farad may be toward both of us, is not for spreading on the desert wind like camel-stink," Conan said sharply.
He did not look at either Omyela or Farad, but saw out of the corner of his eye that both took the chiding to heart.
"Now, Omyela, you had some-what Farad called by a rude name-to speak of to me?
True?"
The old woman inclined her head with almost regal grace. "That is so, Cimmerian.
My "fancies" tell me where lies the Valley of the Mists."
That silenced even Farad, and the two men listened with great attention as Omyela explained. Conan had no more love for sorcery than ever, but in his years of adventuring, magic-wielders had sometimes been more help than hindrance.
Omyela was looking to be one such.
He hoped she was. The Kezankian Mountains were full of valleys, some known only to the mountain folk who lived in or about them, others hardly visited at all by mortal men. It would take longer than they could afford, climbing among the peaks and peering into each valley-and perhaps learning that they had found the Valley of the Mists when its witch-Lady hurled her magic at them.
"You say you have sensed what is both alive and dead, and can guide us to it?"
Conan said, by way of prodding Omyela into brevity.
"Yes, with some help," Omyela said. "One of those who goes to the valley must be a woman. What I will be using is woman"s magic."
Farad and Conan looked at each other, then at Omyela. Neither could imagine her climbing up mountains and down into valleys where both armed warriors and potent spells awaited. Neither could doubt that the woman she meant to send against those perils was Bethina.
Fortunately for the peace of the quest, neither of them said a word against it.
They knew Bethina-and a moment later she appeared from behind a rock, as if Omyela had conjured her out of the air.
Farad and Conan could only exchange looks again, and then listen as Omyela finished her explanation of how to fight the menace of the Valley of the Mists.
"I will wear one amulet, Bethina the other. All that either of us knows, the other will know too. My power can pa.s.s into Bethina, so if she is with you, it will be as if I were."
"You say that you have sensed the Mist, and from that sensing, you know where the Valley lies," Conan said. "What of the Mist sensing you, and where you are?"
"The Mist does not yet have that power by itself," Omyela said-rather complacently, Conan thought. He hoped Omyela would not be numbered among those adepts of sorcery who had trusted old knowledge too much when they faced new foes. That was a bad habit among the breed, he"d discovered, and one reason why they were often no match for a well-taught warrior.
"The Lady of the Mists has that power, if she chooses to wield it," Omyela continued. "But I have not sensed her using it. One wonders if her power weakens, or if she has grown lazy in guarding herself and her valley."
"The more she has, the better for us," Farad said. "A witch is a foe I"ll gladly take when her back is turned."
"Ah, that may be your hope," Omyela said. "But it should not be. The less the Lady of the Mists binds her creation, the more it will seek power for itself.
The more power it finds, the wider it can spread, feeding as it comes. If it grows enough, the Mist will be the doom of all who face it."
Silence followed, broken only by the piping of the wind among distant peaks, and by a bird cry that to Conan"s ears did not sound quite natural.
Conan divided his band before they plunged into the Kezankians on the trail of the Valley of the Mists. This was not much to his liking-dividing your strength just before you closed with the enemy was no way to gain victory. But if one could neither take old Omyela into the high mountains nor safely leave her alone, what else was a man to do?
Nor was it much to the liking of the men left behind. Tales of the valley"s warrior women had grown with the retelling, like mushrooms in the dark, and every man dreamed of grappling a Maiden of the Mists.
Conan came down on those dreams with a heavy boot. "If they"re coming at you with swords, use yours and not some other weapon, or you"ll be vulture-fodder. I won"t sing a death-song for you, either. I"ve no breath to waste on fools.
"If they don"t fight, they"re lawful prisoners and they"ll have lawful treatment from any man who wants to keep his head on his shoulders."
The Cimmerian"s demeanor was so ferocious that the men immediately swore potent oaths to do as he wished. He doubted all of them swore without some inward doubts, but that was why his Afghulis were going with him. They sometimes wondered at Cimmerian ways, but they always obeyed the chief to whom they were blood-sworn. They would cheerfully skewer any of Bethina"s tribesfolk who went against their chief"s command. Surprisingly, Omyela herself was none too pleased at a division of the band intended to protect her. "I can deal with any foe likely to come upon me quite well without you keeping a dozen good warriors idling," she snapped.
"How?" he asked. "By making yourself invisible?"
"It is within my powers to do that," Omyela said, complacently. "Also, guards cannot protect me if the Lady of the Mists strikes at me with her magic. They can only be fresh prey for her."
"Yes, but if you are hiding from loosefeet, can you also fight the Lady? How many spells can you cast at once, Omyela?"
"Enough."
"I think not, lady."
"Who are you to tell me the extent of my powers?"
"Someone who has come alive out of battles with a good many sorcerers because they thought they could do everything. The one thing they could not do allowed me to escape, sometimes to kill them into the bargain.
"You"ve spoken of this Mist being the doom of us all. If you can"t fight it, another dozen or score or ten score men in the mountains won"t help. If you can-"
Omyela held up a hand. "Indeed, I see that Bethina sings the praises of your wisdom with good reason. Also other aspects of you. Have you thought of wedding her?"
A dagger thrust at his ribs could hardly have surprised the Cimmerian more. "I have not."
"Well that you should do so, Cimmerian. If she had a consort of your prowess in battle, those who follow her brother would swiftly leave his banners. Her father would have a son worthy of him, and in time the Ekinari a chief worthy of them." "I will think on it, Omyela. But first, let all of us come back down the mountains alive."
"There is that, to be sure."
Conan left Omyela hoping that she would not remember this conversation, but fearing otherwise. She had weighty reasons behind her, but the Cimmerian had his own as well.
Plainly, the first was Farad"s regard for Bethina and hers for him. Wedding her would be taking another man"s woman, and a surer way to make enemies, neither G.o.ds nor men had yet devised.
The second was the Turanian price on Conan"s head. Yezdigerd would never tolerate seeing a desert tribe so close to his borders under the chieftainship of an enemy of Turan.
The last was Doiran"s followers. Not all of them would turn their coats, nor would all of the rest flee. Too many would remain within stabbing distance of the new chief for Conan ever to take easy sleep-or for Bethina and her kin to do so, either.
It would have been less perilous to stay in Afghulistan, and there was an end to the matter!
The first person the Mist fed on of its own will was a half-witted girl-born so, not turned into one of the Lady"s creatures by magic. She had the wits to wield a small knife, and to avoid falling from high places, so she was often sent up the sides of the valley to cut brush for the cookfires.
She had done her work so well in days gone by that she had cleared the brush from all the lower slopes in the area given to her. So she climbed higher than ever, holding her knife between her teeth-her single garment had no belt or pockets.
She finally ended her climb on a ledge where several bushes were growing. She cut all the branches that were thin enough for her knife, then looked around for more before she bundled them up to carry back down the hill.
In a crack in the rock she saw what looked like another bush growing, with yellow berries and thin branches that would cut easily. She had to reach very far in to even touch the branches, and she soon realized that she would not in truth be able to cut them easily.
She was trying to decide what to do next, and meanwhile reaching in over and over again, when her fingers touched something cold. It felt as cold as ice or springwater, but it was not solid or liquid. It felt like a wind blowing on her fingers.
Then her fingers began to hurt. The pain grew so fierce that she cried out. She tried to pull her hand out, to see if her fingers were all right. But the crack in the rock seemed to be holding not just her hand now, but her whole arm.
Then the cold covered the arm, and after it came more pain. This time she screamed loud enough to raise echoes, and pulled with all her strength, trying to free herself.
It was useless. No one heard her screams, thinking they were bird cries. She could not pull free, and a moment later the Mist found a blood vessel and darted up through it to the girl"s brain. The life went out of her eyes, although she did not fall, but remained sitting while her body slowly shrank in on itself, turning blue, until nothing remained but a trifle of powder to fall to the ground or blow away on the breeze.
The girl was the first. She would not be the last.
Conan and Bethina were once again well ahead of the rest of their band. But there was no water in sight, let alone pools for bathing or beds of lichen for taking their pleasure.