She would not think of his hands. That way led to weakness. She would remember instead the humiliation of crawling weakly from her own bed when the barbarian fell at last to slumber, slinking like a thief for fear of waking him, of waking the desire that would bloom in him when his eyes touched her. On the floor of her secret chamber she had slept, curled on the hard marble with only the cloak for covering and lacking even the mat the meanest of her slaves would have, too exhausted to think or dream. Remember that, she told herself, and not the pleasures that sent tendrils of heat through her belly even in remembrance.
A ragged cry broke from her throat, and she staggered to her feet to pace the room. Her eye fell on the silver plate, black tallow hardening at its edges, the ash of blood and hair lying on its surface. The spell was altered. Not again would she have to face a night where she was a mote caught in the stormwind of the giant barbarian"s desires. Her breathing slowed, grew more normal. He was still hers, he would still bring her to rapture, but his l.u.s.ts would be more controllable.
Controllable by her, that is.
"Why did I fear it so long?" she laughed softly. Taken altogether, this thing of men was quite wonderful. "They must simply be controlled, and then their vaunted strength and power can avail them nothing."
That was the lesson women had not learned, that she had only just come to. If women would not be controlled by men, then they must rather control men. She had always coveted power. How strange and beautiful that power should be the key to safety in this as well!
A knock at the door shattered her musings. Who would dare disturb her there? The rapping came again, more insistent this time. Gathering her cloak across her b.r.e.a.s.t.s with one hand, she flung open the door, tongue ready to flay whoever had violated her sanctorum.
A surprised, "You!" slipped out instead.
"Yes, me," Taramenon said. His face was tight with barely controlled anger. "I came to speak to you last night, but you were ... occupied."
Laying a hand gently on his chest, she pushed him back-how easily he moved, even in his rage-and closed the door firmly behind her. No man, not even he, would ever enter that chamber.
"It is well you are here," she said as if he had had no accusation in his words. "There are matters of which we must speak. A woman must be found-"
"You were with him," the tall n.o.bleman grated. "You gave that barbarian swine what was promised to me."
Synelle drew herself to her full height, and flung cold fury at him like a dagger. "Whatever I gave was mine to give. Whatever I did was mine to do, and none with right to gainsay me."
"I will slay him," Taramenon moaned in anguish, "like a dog in the dirt."
"You will slay whom I tell you to slay, when I tell you to slay them."
Synelle softened her voice; shock had driven anger from Taramenon"s face. There was still uses for the man, and she had long since learned means of controlling him that had naught to do with sorcery. "The barber will be useful for a time. Later you may kill him if you wish."
The last had been a sudden thought. Conan was a wonderful lover, but why limit herself to one? Men did not limit themselves to one woman.
Yet the young giant would always hold a place in her affections for the vistas of pleasure he opened to her; when she was Queen of Ophir she would have a magnificent tomb erected for him.
"I found the brigand you wanted," Taramenon muttered sullenly. "A woman."
Synelle"s eyebrows arched. "A woman bandit. A hardened trull, no doubt, with greasy hair and gimlet eye."
"She is," he replied, "the most beautiful woman I have ever seen."
Synelle flinched, and her jaw tightened. Why had the fool forced his presence on her before her tire-maids could see to her toilet? "So long as she brings me the scrolls from Inaros" library, I care not what she looks like." He chuckled, and she stared at him.
Suddenly he was more relaxed, as if he thought he was in command. "If you think to make sport of me," she began dangerously.
"I did not send her after Inaros" scrolls," Taramenon said.
Words froze in her throat. When she found speech again she hissed at him. "And pray tell me why not?"
"Because I sent her after the image of Al"Kiir that you speak. She knows where it is. She described it to me. It will be I who provide you with what you so desperately need. Did you think you could hide your impatience, your eagerness beyond that you"ve ever shown for all the parchments and artifacts you have gathered placed together? I bring it to you, Synelle, not that barbar animal, and I expect at least the reward that he got."
Her pale, dark-eyed beauty became icy still. She let her cloak gap open to the floor; Taramenon gasped, and sweat beaded his forehead. "You will come to my bed," she began softly, but abruptly her words became lashes of a whip tipped with steel, "when I summon you there. You will come, yes, perhaps sooner than you dream, certainly sooner than you deserve, but at my command." Slowly and calmly she covered herself once more. "Now when will the image be delivered to your hand?"
"The signal that she has it," he mumbled sulkily, "will be a man in my red surcoat standing before the main gate of the royal palace at noon.
That night at dusk I will meet her at a hut in the forest."
Synelle nodded thoughtfully. "You say this woman is beautiful? A beautiful woman who does what men do, who leads men rather than belonging to them. She must have great pride. I shall be at that meeting with you, Taramenon." From the corner of her eye she saw a slave creeping down the corridor toward them, and rounded on him, furious at the interruption. "Yes?" she snapped.
Falling to his knees, the man pressed his face to the marble tiles. "A message, my gracious lady, from the n.o.ble Aelfric." Without lifting his head he held up a folded parchment.
Synelle frowned and s.n.a.t.c.hed the message. Aelfric was Seneschal of Asmark, her ancestral castle, a man who served her well, but who liked as well the fact that she seldom visited or troubled him. It was not his way to invite her attention. Hastily she broke the lump of wax sealed with Aelfric"s ring.
To My Most Gracious Lady Synelle,
With pain I send these tidings. In the day past have vile brigands most cowardly struck at my Lady"s manor-farms, burning fields, touching barns, driving oxen and cattle into the forests. Even as your humble servant writes these dire words, the night sky glows red with new fires. I beseech my Lady to send aid, else there will be no crops left, and starvation will be the lot of her people.
I remain obediently, your faithful servitor, Aelfric
Angrily she crumpled the letter in her fist. Bandits attacking her holdings? When she held the throne she would see every brigand in the country impaled on the walls of Ianthe. For now Aelfric would have to fend for himself.
But wait, she thought. With the power of Al"Kiir she could seize the throne, overawe both lords and peasants, yet would it not be even better had she some incident to point to that showed she was more than other women? Did she take Conan"s warriors into the countryside and quell these bandits herself ...
She prodded the slave with her foot. "I am leaving for the country.
Tell the others to prepare. Go."
"Yes, my lady," the slave said, backing away on his knees. "At once, my lady." Rising, he bowed deeply and darted down the hall.
"And you, Taramenon," she went on. "Set a man to watch for this woman"s signal and bring me word, then ride you for Castle Asmark. Await me there, and this night your waiting will be ended." She almost laughed at the lascivious antic.i.p.ation that painted his visage. "Go," she said, in the same tone she had used with the slave, and Taramenon ran as quickly as the other had.
It was all a matter of maintaining proper control she told herself.
Then she went in search of writing materials, to send a summons to the barbarian.
Chapter XIII.
Conan straightened from checking his saddle girth and glared about him at the a.s.semblage pausing for yet another rest at Svnelle"s command.
Three and twenty high-wheeled carts, each drawn by two span of yoked oxen, were piled high with what the Countess of Asmark considered necessary for removing to her castle in the country, rolled feather mattresses and colorful embroidered silk cushions casks of the rarest wines from Aquilonia and Corinthia and even Khauran, packages of delicate viands that might not be readily available away from the capital, chests upon chests of satins and velvets and laces.
Synelle herself traveled in a gilded litter, borne by eight muscular slaves and curtained with fine silken net to admit the breeze yet keep the sun from her alabastrine skin. Her four blonde tire-women crouched in the shade of a cart, fanning themselves against the midday heat.
Their lithe sleekness drew many eyes among the thirty mercenaries surrounding the carts, but the women were attuned only to listening for the neat command from the litter. Nearly three score other servants and slaves hunkered out of the sun or tended to errands, drivers for the oxen, maids, seamstresses, even two cooks who were at that moment arguing vociferously over the proper method of preparing hummingbirds"
tongues.
"Watch the trees, Erlik take you!" Conan shouted. Abashedly the mercenaries tore their eyes from the blondes to scan the forest that ran along two sides of the broad, gra.s.sy meadow where they had halted.
The Cimmerian had opposed halting; he had opposed each stop they had made thus far. Slowed by the ox-carts, they would not arrive at Synelle"s castle until the following afternoon did they make the best speed the lumbering animals were capable of. Even one night in the forests with this strange cortege was more than he might wish for, much less risking a second such camp. A pavilion would have to be erected for Synelle to sleep in, another in which she would bathe, and yet a third for her tire-women"s mats. There would be a fire to warm Synelle, fires for the cooks, fires to keep the maids from becoming affrighted of the night, and all no doubt large enough to announce their presence and location to anyone with eyes.
Machaon led his horse over to Conan. "I"ve word of Karela, Cimmerian,"
he said. "I crossed paths last night at the Blue Bull with a weedy scoundrel, a panderer who lost his women, and thus his income, to another, and whose tongue was free after his third pitcher of ale. I meant to speak of it earlier, but what with our patron"s summons arriving hard on your heels this morn I forgot."
"What did you hear?" Conan asked eagerly.
"She uses her own name again, for one thing. She has not been long in Ophir, but already some twenty rogues follow her, and she is making reputation enough that Iskandrian has put twenty pieces of gold on her head."