My next proposition came from a barber; and really if I did not take to the pole and basin, I own I was flattered at his praises of my skill.
He p.r.o.nounced my brush-hand as something bold and masterly as Rubens",--while my steel manipulation was more brilliant than bloodless.
Then there was a Jew spectacle-maker, a hawker of pamphlets, an Indian moccasin merchant, and twenty other of various walks,--all of whom seemed to opine that _their_ craft, whatever it might be, was exactly the very line adapted to my faculties. Once only was I really tempted: it was by the editor of the Kingston newspaper, "The Ontario Herald,"
who offered to take me into his office, and in time induct me into the gentle pastime of paragraph-writing. I did, I own, feel a strong inclination for that free and independent kind of criticism, which, although issuing from a garret, and by the light of a "dip," does not scruple to remind royalty how to comport itself, and gives kings and kaisers smart lessons in good-breeding. For a time, my mind dwelt on all these delights with ardor; but I soon felt that he who _acts_ life has an incomparable advantage over him who merely _writes_ it, and that even a poor performer is better, when the world is his stage, than the best critic.
"I"ll wait," thought I,--nothing within, no suggestive push from conscience, urged me to follow any of these roads; and so I journeyed away from Kingston to Fort George, thence to Niagara, where I amused myself agreeably for a week, sitting all day long upon the Table Rock, and watching the Falls in a dreamy kind of self-consciousness, brought on by the din, the crash, the spray, the floating surf, and that vibration of the air on every side, which all conspire to make up a sensation that ever after a.s.sociates with the memory of that scene, and leaves any effort to describe it so difficult.
From this I wandered into the States by Schenectady, Utica, and Albany, down the Hudson to New York, thence--but why recite mere names? It was after about three months" travelling, during which my wardrobe shared a fate not dissimilar to aesop"s bread-basket, that I found myself at New Orleans. Coming even from the varied and strange panorama that so many weeks of continual travelling present, I was struck by the appearance of New Orleans. Do not be afraid, worthy reader; you"re not "in" for any description of localities. I "ll neither inflict you with a land view nor a sea view. In my company you "ll never hear a word about the measurement of a cathedral, or the number of feet in height of a steeple. My care and my business are with men and women. They are to me the real objects of travel. The checkered board of human life is the map whose geography I love to study, and my thoughts are far more with the stream that flows from the heart, than with the grandest river that ever sought the sea. When I said I was struck with New Orleans, it was then with the air of its population. Never did I behold such a ma.s.s of bold, daring, reckless fellows as swaggered on every side. The fiery Frenchman, the determined-looking Yankee, the dark-browed Spaniard, the Camanche and the half-caste, the Mulatto, the Texan, the Negro, the Cuban, and the Creole, were all here, and all seemed picked specimens of their race.
The least acute of observers could not fail to see that it was a land where a quick eye, a steady foot, and a strong hand were requisites of every-day life. The personal encounters that in other cities are left altogether to the very lowest cla.s.s of inhabitants, were here in frequent use among every grade and rank. Every one went armed; the scenes which so often occurred, showed the precaution a needful one.
The wide-awake look of the Yankee was sleepy indifference when contrasted with the intense keenness of aspect that met you here at every step, and you felt at once that you were in company where all your faculties would be few enough for self-protection. This, my first impression of the people, each day"s experience served to confirm.
Whatever little veils of shame and delicacy men throw over their sharp practices elsewhere, here, I am free to confess, they despised such hypocrisy. It was a free trade in wickedness. In _their_ game of life "cheating was fair." Now, this in nowise suited me nor my plans. I soon saw that all the finer traits of my own astuteness would be submerged in the great ocean of coa.r.s.e roguery around me, and I soon resolved upon taking my departure.
The how and the whereto--two very important items in the resolve--were yet to be solved, and I was trotting along Cliff Street one day, when my eyes rested suddenly upon the great board, with large letters on it, "Office of the "Picayune."" I repeated the word over and over a couple of times, and then remembered it was the journal in which the reward for the Black Boatswain had been offered.
There was little enough, Heaven knows, in this to give me any interest in the paper; but the total isolation in which I found myself, without one to speak to or converse with, made me feel that even the "Picayune"
was an acquaintance; and so I drew near the window where a considerable number of persons were reading the last number of the paper, which, in a laudable spirit of generosity, was exposed within the gla.s.s to public gaze.
Mingling with these, but not near enough to read for myself, I could hear the topics that were discussed, among which a row at the Congress, a duel with revolvers, a steam explosion on the Mississippi, and a few smart instances of Lynch-law figured.
"What "s that in the "Yune print?" said a great raw-boned fellow, with a cigar like a small walking-cane in the corner of his mouth.
"It"s a Texan go," said another; "sha"n"t catch me at that trick."
"Well, I don"t know," drawled out a sleek-haired man, with a very Yankee drawl; "I see Roarin" Peter, our judge up at New Small-pox, take a tarnation deal of booty out of that location."
"Where had he been?" asked the tall fellow.
"At Guayugualla,--over the frontier."
"There _is_ a bit to be done about there," said the other, and, wrapping his mantle about him, lounged off.
"Guayugualla!" repeated I; and, retiring a little from the crowd, I took from my pocket the little newspaper paragraph of the negro, and read the name which had sounded so familiarly to my ears.
I endeavored once more to approach the window, but the crowd had already increased considerably; and I had nothing for it but to go in and buy the paper, which now had taken a strong hold upon me.
Cheap as was the paper, it cost me that day"s dinner; and it was with a very great anxiety to test the value of my sacrifice that I hastened to the little miserable den which I had hired as my sleeping-place.
Once within, I fastened the door, and, spreading out the journal on my bed, proceeded to search for the Texan paragraph. It was headed in capitals, and easily found. It ran thus:--
"WANTED--A few downright, go-ahead ones, to join an excursion into the One-Star Republic,--the object being to push a way down South, and open a new trade-line for home doings. Applicants to address the Office of the paper, and rally at Galveston, with rifle, pistols, ammunition, horse, pack, and a bowie, on Tuesday, the 8th instant."
I "m sure I knew that paragraph off by heart before bedtime, but just as I have seen a stupid man commit a proposition in Euclid to memory,--without ever being able to work it. I was totally at a loss what to make of the meaning of the expedition. It was, to say the least, somewhat mysterious; and the whole being addressed to "go-ahead ones,"
who were to come with rifles and bowie-knives, showed that they were not likely to be missionaries. There was one wonderful clause about it,--it smacked of adventure. There was a roving wildness in the very thought which pleased me, and I straightway opened a consultation with myself how I could compa.s.s the object. My stock of money had dwindled down to four dollars; and although I still possessed some of the best articles of my wardrobe, the greater portion had been long since disposed of.
Alas! the more I thought over it, the more hopeless did my hope of journey appear,--I made every imaginable good bargain in my fancy; I disposed of old waistcoats and gaiters as if they had been the honored vestments of heroes and sages; I knocked down my shoes at prices that old Frederick"s boots would n"t have fetched; and yet, with all this, I fell far short of a sum sufficient to purchase my equipment,--in fact, I saw that if I compa.s.sed the "bowie-knife," it would be the full extent of my powers. I dwelt upon this theme so long that I grew fevered and excited: I got to believe that here was a great career opening before me, to which one petty, miserable obstacle opposed itself. I was like a man deterred from undertaking an immense journey, by the trouble of crossing a rivulet.
In this frame of mind I went to bed, but only to rove over my rude fancies, and, in a state between sleep and waking, to imagine that some tiny hand held me back, and prevented me ascending a path on which Fortune kept waving her hand for me to follow. When day broke, I found myself sitting at my window, with the newspaper in my hands,--though how I came there, or how long I had spent in that att.i.tude, I cannot say; I only know that my limbs were excessively cold, and my temples hot, and that while my hands were benumbed and swollen, my heart beat faster and fuller than I had ever felt it before.
"Now for the "Picayune,"" said I, starting from my chair; "though I never may make the journey, at least I "ll ask the road."
CHAPTER XVIII. THE ORDINARY OF ALL NATIONS
Making my way with difficulty through the crowd which filled the hall of the house, and which consisted of purchasers, newsvenders, reporters, printers" devils, and others interested in the "Picayune," all eagerly discussing the news of the day, I reached a small back office, where, having knocked timidly twice, I was desired to enter.
A man seated at a coa.r.s.e deal table was cutting out paragraphs from various newspapers, which, as he threw them at either side of him, were eagerly caught up by two or three ragged urchins who were in waiting behind him. He looked up at me as I entered, and roughly asked what I wanted.
"I have seen an advertis.e.m.e.nt in your paper, headed, "Expedition to Texas "------"
"Upstairs,--No. 3,--two-pair back," said he, and went on with his labor.
I hesitated, hoping he might add something; but seeing that he had said all he intended or was likely to say, I slowly withdrew.
"Upstairs, then,--No. 3,--two-pair back," said I to myself, and mounted, with the very vaguest notions of what business I had when I got there.
There was no difficulty in finding the place; many others were hastening towards it at the same time; and, in company with some half-dozen very ill-favored and meanly clad fellows, I entered a large room, where about forty men were a.s.sembled, who stood in knots or groups, talking in low and confidential tones together.
"Is there a committee to-day?" asked one of those who came in with me.
"Business is over," said another.
"And is the lottery drawn?"
"Ay, every ticket, except one or two."
"Who"s won Butcher"s mare?"
"Tell us that if you can," said a huge fellow, with a red worsted comforter round his throat; "that"s exactly what we want to know."
"Well, I"m whipped if it ain"t among those numbers," said a pale man with one eye, "and I "ll give fifty dollars for one of "em."
"You would, would you?" said another, jeering. "Lord, how soft you "ve grown! Why, she"s worth five hundred dollars, that "ere beast!"
"Butcher gave a mustang and two hundred and seventy for her," cried another.
"Well, she broke his neck, for all that," growled out he of the red neckcloth; "you"ll see that some chap will win her that don"t want a beast, and she "ll be sold for a trifle."
"And there"s a free pa.s.sage to Galveston, grub and liquor, in the same ticket," said another,--"an almighty sight of luck for one man!"
"It ain"t me, anyhow," said red cravat; and then, with a tremendous oath, added: "I"ve been a putter in at these Texas lotteries for four years, and never won anything but a blessed rosary."
"What became of it, d.i.c.k?" said another, laughing.
"The beads fitted my rifle-bore, and I fired "em away when lead was scarce."
Various discussions followed about luck and lotteries, with anecdotes of all kinds respecting fortunate winners; then came stories of Texan expeditions in former times, which I began to perceive were little else than speculations of a gambling kind, rarely intended to go farther than the quay of New Orleans.