Translator’s Note:
I didn’t split this chapter, the author split the day into 4 parts and each part is very very long.
Confined Life – Day 1 [Part 1]
「Nn……eh?」
This is, my room? I turn my neck. Bookshelf, desk, chair, closet. Just like my room.
However, it’s strange. I was talking with Saya after dinner and was suddenly a.s.saulted by a furious sense of drowsiness. Did Saya carry me to bed? A blanket was placed over my body to ward off the cold.
As expected, Saya is kind. A smile naturally forms on my face. Her previous stressed state was a little strange. I wish I had noticed how stressed she was before it became this bad.
My smile changes, as I bite my teeth in regret. Let’s go out and have parfait with Saya later. Let’s go to disney as onii-chan and imouto. Come to think of it, I’ve never really gone out with Saya as much as I thought. My mood begins to clear up.
I must apologise properly later. For now, I get up.
「Eh?」
I heard something like a chain nearby. Since a moment ago, I’ve noticed something cool on my wrists and ankles. Is this feeling due to a bad cold? No way…
I move the blanket away. Chains were stretched from all my limbs to the edge of the bed. I was restrained and could not move.
「Huh….What!?」
An unspeakable fear swirled in my heart. My body trembled, the warmth of the blanket was blown away in an instant. Why…..what….
Why was I suddenly so sleepy yesterday? Before eating, I didn’t even feel drowsy. I was so nervous about talking to Saya that there’s no way I could feel tired. Then why did I sleep….?
Then what if….sleeping pills were put in my dinner! My head hurt. I should have talked to her more at that time, she seems to have gone mad.
It’s probably my imouto Saya that made me into my current state. Restrained to the bed, not able to leave the room. Why would Saya do such a thing? Did I do something wrong?
I thought for a while, but Saya was not someone that would do something like this. An imouto who is cute, kind and caring. That was Saya. Was my impression incorrect?
……I guess so. There is no human that’s perfect. They’re always missing something. Prehaps this is what Saya lacks.
「There’s no way I can understand it like that….」
「Oh, you’re awake onii-chan」
I raise my face to look at Saya standing at the door. There is a tray in her hand. My heart beats faster as Saya draws closer and closer. I opened my eyes wide and could not take them off Saya who came closer.
「Onii-chan, it’s breakfast♪」
As she says so, Saya scoops up the pilaf with a spoon and brings it to my mouth. Her cheeks blush as she shows a smiling face, seeming happy. But the usual lovely black eyes seemed darker than usual.
「A..h」
I close my lips and refuse to eat the food.
「Whaaa, Saya this is, why….why are you doing this?」
「Onii-chan, the rice is getting cold」
「Saya, let’s speak for a little while」
「Isn’t it fine already?」
「Saya!! What!?」
Saya ignored my words and placed the rice in her mouth. She then pressed her lips against mine without chewing. Immediately afterwards, saliva and pilaf flow into my mouth. Whilst I was frozen in shock, Saya lifted my head so the pilaf would go down my throat. When I swallowed the food, Saya released her lips.
「Ahh, fuu~ Because onii-chan is selfish, I let you eat from my mouth. You prefer this way?」
「S, Saya? What are you going? Why…..?」
「Not yet onii-chan, there’s still rice left」
「…」
Saya ignored me. Even if I disobey, I can’t really do anything. With a smiling face, Saya put the pilaf into her mouth.
I have no choice but to accept the kiss from my imouto for now.
In the end, it was all eaten. I felt a little ill from eating a mixture of saliva and rice, but it wasn’t to the extent that I’d throw up, Saya is my imouto after all. Now that it’s done, maybe we can talk to each other.
「Nay, Saya」
「What is it? Onii-chan?」
「Do you know what you’re doing right now? This is too far for a joke….」
「This is not a joke, I’m serious. Because I’m serious, please stay confined」
「Why!?」
I tried to grab Saya. What on Earth is she thinking? This is insane. It’s a criminal act.
Saya has never done something I’ve hated before. The current Saya is too different to the one in my memories.
「Onii-chan, I know」
「What….?」
I frown at the words of Saya.
「My onii-chan has woman’s number on his cell phone」
「You saw? No wait, what’s wrong with that?」
「I can’t forgive….!!」
「Eh?」
「The insects who try to crawl on onii-chan!! I can’t forgive them!!」
「Saya…..?」
The Saya I’m looking at seems extremely angry,
「Why don’t you see only me!? Even though I only love onii-chan!? Can’t onii-chan be satisfied with only me!?」
I have no idea what Saya is talking about. However, I keep quiet due to her threatening att.i.tude.
「I don’t want someone else to take onii-chan!! I exist only for onii-chan! I want you to see just me…..I’ll do anything….I’ll do anything for you……but onii-chan won’t look at only me」
Saya’s tone of voice lowered.
「So that’s why I’ll keep onii-chan here, where no-one can steal him….Where no-one can touch him…..I think this is bad for onii-chan, but I can no longer hold in these feelings…..I can’t stop already……I know I’m doing something strange, but I don’t care about that, I love you, onii-chan….」
「Saya….」
Her tears fall as she clings to me repeating, sorry, sorry, she keep apologizing. From her speech I think I understand, it seems like Saya sees me as a love interest.
Even though we are brother and sister, to be honest I was delighted. I had thought before that if me and Saya weren’t blood related, I’d want to make her my lover. Even if that’s the case, why would she go so far?
She want to monopolise me? That would explain the confinement. Or maybe she’s suffering from something?….I don’t get it.
「Uuuh, huuh….onii-chan I’m sorry. Please forgive me, please. I will do anything onii-chan asks except removing the confinement. I will serve you a lot and won’t inconvenience you so please allow me to confine you, onii-chan」
「…..Saya no matter what you say. I can’t live like this」
I lift up the chain and show it to Saya.
「Alright. I’m already thinking about that. I’ll release you eventually, but I don’t know when. I’m sure onii-chan will reject this if I do it too early…..so I’ll tell you when the time comes」
「When the time comes….oi Saya!?」
「Well then, I will go to school, ah」
As if noticing something, Saya raised her voice and came towards me. Pata pata. She puts her hands on my shoulders and presses her lips against mine. A sweet scent peculiar to girls reaches my nose, her lips were soft. If she wasn’t my sister, I’d want to kiss her forever.
「Well then, I’ll come by later to see you. I’ll leave your lunch here. I’m leaving, I love you onii-chan!」
After putting lunch on the bed, Saya promptly left the room with a red face.
「Huh? School……?」
No reply came. My back felt stiff from laying on the bed. I was illuminated by a light bulb that I could control using my arm. Only the sound of a clock ticking filled the air.
As the thick needle changed, a chime rang out. I let out a sigh.
「How do I got to the toilet…..? Not much time has pa.s.sed, but I’m tired. I should sleep, whilst thinking」
Think. How to escape. This is wrong. I could get released later, but I can’t wait for that.
But I can’t just escape. I have to correct Saya properly. That’s my job as an onii-chan. I’ll make her happy.
I also have to think about how to respond to Saya’s feelings. I think it isn’t something I can dismiss just because I’m her onii-chan. If should give her a serious answer. But for now, let’s sleep.
The days from now will definitely be difficult. Hopefully when I wake up, everything will be a dream.