Coniston

Chapter 60

"What did he tell you?" she asked with some concern.

"He said that you were here, visiting the Merrills, among other things, and said that you knew me."

The "other things" Mr. Browne had said were interesting, but flippant.

He had seen Bob at a college club and declared that he had met a witch of a country girl at the Merrills. He couldn"t make her out, because she had refused to see him every time he called again. He had also repeated Cynthia"s remark about Bob"s father not being quite the biggest man in his part of the country, and ventured the surmise that she was the daughter of a rival mill owner.

"Why didn"t you let me know you were in Boston?" said Bob, reproachfully.

"Why should I?" asked Cynthia, and she could not resist adding, "Didn"t you find it out when you went to Brampton--to see me?"

"Well," said he, getting fiery red, "the fact is--I didn"t go to Brampton."

"I"m glad you were sensible enough to take my advice, though I suppose that didn"t make any difference. But--from the way you spoke, I should have thought nothing could have kept you away."

"To tell you the truth," said Bob, "I"d promised to visit a fellow named Broke in my cla.s.s, who lives in New York. And I couldn"t get out of it.

His sister, by the way, is in Miss Sadler"s. I suppose you know her. But if I"d thought you"d see me, I should have gone to Brampton, anyway. You were so down on me in Washington."

"It was very good of you to take the trouble to come to see me here.

There must be a great many girls in Boston you have to visit."

He caught the little note of coolness in her voice. Cynthia was asking herself whether, if Mr. Browne had not seen fit to give a good report of her, he would have come at all. He would have come, certainly. It is to be hoped that Bob Worthington"s att.i.tude up to this time toward Cynthia has been sufficiently defined by his conversation and actions. There had been nothing serious about it. But there can be no question that Mr.

Browne"s openly expressed admiration had enhanced her value in his eyes.

"There"s no girl in Boston that I care a rap for," he said.

"I"m relieved to hear it," said Cynthia, with feeling.

"Are you really?"

"Didn"t you expect me to be, when you said it?"

He laughed uncomfortably.

"You"ve learned more than one thing since you"ve been in the city," he remarked, "I suppose there are a good many fellows who come here all the time."

"Yes, there are," she said demurely.

"Well," he remarked, "you"ve changed a lot in three months. I always thought that, if you had a chance, there"d be no telling where you"d end up."

"That doesn"t sound very complimentary," said Cynthia. She had, indeed, changed. "In what terrible place do you think I"ll end up?"

"I suppose you"ll marry one of these Boston men."

"Oh," she laughed, "that wouldn"t be so terrible, would it?"

"I believe you"re engaged to one of "em now," he remarked, looking very hard at her.

"If you believed that, I don"t think you would say it," she answered.

"I can"t make you out. You used to be so frank with me, and now you"re not at all so. Are you going to Coniston for the holidays?"

Her face fell at the question.

"Oh, Bob," she cried, surprising him utterly by a glimpse of the real Cynthia, "I wish I were--I wish I were! But I don"t dare to."

"Don"t dare to?"

"If I went, I should" never come back--never. I should stay with Uncle Jethro. He"s so lonesome up there, and I"m so lonesome down here, without him. And I promised him faithfully I"d stay a whole winter at school in Boston."

"Cynthia," said Bob, in a strange voice as he leaned toward her, "do you--do you care for him as much as all that?"

"Care for him?" she repeated.

"Care for--for Uncle Jethro?"

"Of course I care for him," she cried, her eyes flashing at the thought.

"I love him better than anybody in the world. Certainly no one ever had better reason to care for a person. My father failed when he came to Coniston--he was not meant for business, and Uncle Jethro took care of him all his life, and paid his debts. And he has taken care of me and given me everything that a girl could wish. Very few people know what a fine character Uncle Jethro has," continued Cynthia, carried away as she was by the pent-up flood of feeling within her. "I know what he has done for others, and I should love him for that even if he never had done anything for me."

Bob was silent. He was, in the first place, utterly amazed at this outburst, revealing as it did a depth of pa.s.sionate feeling in the girl which he had never suspected, and which thrilled him. It was unlike her, for she was usually so self-repressed; and, being unlike her, accentuated both sides of her character the more.

But what was he to say of the defence of Jethro Ba.s.s? Bob was not a young man who had pondered much over the problems of life, because these problems had hitherto never touched him. But now he began to perceive, dimly, things that might become the elements of a tragedy, even as Mr.

Merrill had perceived them some months before. Could a union endure between so delicate a creature as the girl before him and Jethro Ba.s.s?

Could Cynthia ever go back to him again, and live with him happily, without seeing many things which before were hidden by reason of her youth and innocence?

Bob had not been nearly four years at college without learning something of the world; and it had not needed the lecture from his father, which he got upon leaving Washington, to inform him of Jethro"s political practices. He had argued soundly with his father on that occasion, having the courage to ask Mr. Worthington in effect whether he did not sanction his underlings to use the same tools as Jethro used.

Mr. Worthington was righteously angry, and declared that Jethro had inaugurated those practices in the state, and had to be fought with his own weapons. But Mr. Worthington had had the sense at that time not to mention Cynthia"s name. He hoped and believed that that affair was not serious, and merely a boyish fancy--as indeed it was.

It remains to be said, however, that the lecture had not been without its effect upon Bob. Jethro Ba.s.s, after all, was--Jethro Ba.s.s. All his life Bob had heard him familiarly and jokingly spoken of as the boss of the state, and had listened to the tales, current in all the country towns, of how Jethro had outwitted this man or that. Some of them were not refined tales. Jethro Ba.s.s as the boss of the state--with the tolerance with which the public in general regard politics--was one thing. Bob was willing to call him "Uncle Jethro," admire his great strength and shrewdness, and declare that the men he had outwitted had richly deserved it. But Jethro Ba.s.s as the ward of Cynthia Wetherell was quite another thing.

It was not only that Cynthia had suddenly and inevitably become a lady.

That would not have mattered, for such as she would have borne Coniston and the life of Coniston cheerfully. But Bob reflected, as he walked back to his rooms in the dark through the snow-laden streets, that Cynthia, young though she might be, possessed principles from which no love would sway her a hair"s breadth. How, indeed, was she to live with Jethro once her eyes were opened?

The thought made him angry, but returned to him persistently during the days that followed,--in the lecture room, in the gymnasium, in his own study, where he spent more time than formerly. By these tokens it will be perceived that Bob, too, had changed a little. And the sight of Cynthia in Mrs. Merrill"s parlor had set him to thinking in a very different manner than the sight of her in Washington had affected him.

Bob had managed to shift the subject from Jethro, not without an effort, though he had done it in that merry, careless manner which was so characteristic of him. He had talked of many things,--his college life, his friends,--and laughed at her questions about his freshman escapades.

But when at length, at twilight, he had risen to go, he had taken both her hands and looked down into her face with a very different expression than she had seen him wear before--a much more serious expression, which puzzled her. It was not the look of a lover, nor yet that of a man who imagines himself in love. With either of these her instinct would have told her how to deal. It was more the look of a friend, with much of the masculine spirit of protection in it.

"May I come to see you again?" he asked.

Gently she released her hands, and she did not answer at once. She went to the window, and stared across the sloping street at the grilled railing before the big house opposite, thinking. Her reason told her that he should not come, but her spirit rebelled against that reason. It was a pleasure to see him, so she freely admitted to herself. Why should she not have that pleasure? If the truth be told, she had argued it all out before, when she had wondered whether he would come. Mrs. Merrill, she thought, would not object to his coming. But--there was the question she had meant to ask him.

"Bob," she said, turning to him, "Bob, would your father want you to come?"

It was growing dark, and she could scarcely see his face. He hesitated, but he did not attempt to evade the question.

"No, he would not," he answered. And added, with a good deal of force and dignity: "I am of age, and can choose my own friends. I am my own master. If he knew you as I knew you, he would look at the matter in a different light."

Cynthia felt that this was not quite true. She smiled a little sadly.

"I am afraid you don"t know me very well, Bob." He was about to protest, but she went on, bravely, "Is it because he has quarrelled with Uncle Jethro?"

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