REVENUE. Will he come?
LUKE. He"ll come if he"s a Crosby.
REVENUE. A brave family?
LUKE. They don"t make "em any braver--they"d be first-rate folks if they wuzn"t Crosbys.
REVENUE. If you feel that way why did you start fighting them?
LUKE. I never started no fight. My granddad had some misunderstandin"
with their granddad. I don"t know jes what it wuz about, but I reckon my granddad wuz right, and I"ll see it through.
REVENUE. You must think a lot of your grandfather.
LUKE. Never seen "im, but it ain"t no luck goin" agin yer own kin. Won"t ye have a drink?
REVENUE. No--no--thank you.
LUKE. Well, Mr. Revenue, I reckon we might as well have this over.
REVENUE. What?
LUKE. Well, you won"t get drunk, and I can"t be put to the trouble o"
havin" somebody guard you.
REVENUE. That"ll not be necessary.
LUKE. Oh, I know yer like this yer place now, but this evenin" you might take it into yer head to walk out.
REVENUE. I"ll not walk out unless you make me.
LUKE. Tain"t like I"ll let yer, but I wouldn"t blame yer none if yu tried.
REVENUE. But I"ll not.
LUKE. [_Rising._] Say, Mistah Revenue, I wonder if you know what you"re up against?
REVENUE. What do you mean?
LUKE. I mean I gotta kill you.
REVENUE. [_Rising, pauses._] Well, that lets me out.
LUKE. What do yu mean?
REVENUE. I mean that I"ve been trying to commit suicide for the last two months, but I haven"t had the nerve.
LUKE. [_Startled._] Suicide?
REVENUE. Yes. Now that you"re willing to kill me, the problem is solved.
LUKE. Why, what d"ye want to commit suicide fer?
REVENUE. I just want to stop living, that"s all.
LUKE. Well, yu must have a reason.
REVENUE. No special reason--I find life dull and I"d like to get out of it.
LUKE. Dull?
REVENUE. Yes--I hate to go to bed--I hate to get up--I don"t care for food--I can"t drink liquor--I find people either malicious or dull--I see by the fate of my acquaintances, both men and women, that love is a farce. I have seen fame and preference come to those who least deserved them, while the whole world kicked and cuffed the worthy ones. The craftier schemer gets the most money and glory, while the fair-minded dealer is humiliated in the bankruptcy court. In the name of the law every crime is committed; in the name of religion every vice is indulged; in the name of education greatest ignorance is rampant.
LUKE. I don"t git all of that, but I reckon you"re some put out.
REVENUE. I am. The world"s a failure ... what"s more, it"s a farce. I don"t like it but I can"t change it, so I"m just aching for a chance to get out of it.... [_Approaching_ LUKE.] And you, my dear friend, are going to present me the opportunity.
LUKE. Yes, I reckon you"ll get your wish now.
REVENUE. Good ... if you only knew how I"ve tried to get killed.
LUKE. Well, why didn"t you kill yerself?
REVENUE. I was afraid.
LUKE. Afreed o" what--hurtin" yourself?
REVENUE. No, afraid of the consequences.
LUKE. Whad d"ye mean?
REVENUE. Do you believe in another life after this one?
LUKE. I kan"t say ez I ever give it much thought.
REVENUE. Well, don"t--because if you do you"ll never kill another Crosby ... not even a revenue officer.
LUKE. "Tain"t that bad, is it?
REVENUE. Worse. Twenty times I"ve had a revolver to my head--crazy to die--and then as my finger pressed the trigger I"d get a terrible dread--a dread that I was plunging into worse terrors than this world ever knew. If killing were the end it would be easy, but what if it"s only the beginning of something worse?
LUKE. Well, you gotta take some chances.
REVENUE. I"ll not take that one. You know, Mr. Luke, life was given to us by some one who probably never intended that we should take it, and that some one has something ready for people who destroy his property.
That"s what frightens me.
LUKE. You do too much worryin" to be a regular suicide.
REVENUE. Yes, I do. That"s why I changed my plan.