"Well, "Melia," he said, "I"ve seen you. Now I"ll go."
Amelia stirred, too, recalled to service.
"I want to make you a cup o" tea," she said. "You get me a pail o" fresh water, Jared. "Twon"t take but a minute."
He followed her about, this time, while she set the table; and again they broke bread together. When he rose from his chair now, it was for good.
"Well, "Melia," he said; and she gave him her hand.
She went with him to the door, and stood there as he started down the path. Half-way he hesitated, and then came back to her. His eyes were soft and kindly.
""Melia," he said, "I ain"t told you the half, an" I dunno "s I can tell it now. I never knew how things were with you. I"ve laid awake nights, wonderin". You never was very strong. "Why," says I to myself many a night when I"d hear the wind blowin" ag"inst the winder, "mebbe she"s had to go out to work. Mebbe she ain"t got a place to lay her head.""
He was rushing on in a full tide of confidence, and she recalled him.
She leaned forward to him, out of the doorway of her beautiful house, and spoke in an a.s.suring tone.
"Don"t you worry no more, Jared. I"m safe an" well content, an" you ain"t got nothin" to regret. An" when we meet again,--I guess "twon"t be here, dear, it"ll be t"other side,--why, we"ll sit down an" have another dish o" talk."
Then they shook hands again, and Jared walked away. When he looked back from the top of Schoolma"am Hill, she was still in the doorway, and she waved her hand to him.
After that last glimpse of him, Amelia went soberly about the house, setting it in order. When her dishes were washed and she had fed old Trot, the cat, forgotten all day, she rolled up the fine tablecloth and left it behind the porch-door, where she could take it on her way home.
Then she sat down on the front steps and waited for old lady Knowles.
Amelia did not think very much about her day. It was still a possession to be laid aside and pondered over all the hours and days until she died. For there would be no other day like it.
The dusk fell and the sounds of night began to rise in their poignant summoning of memory and hope. The past and the present seemed one to her in a beautiful dream; yet it was not so much a dream as life itself, a warm reality. Presently there came the slow thud of horse"s feet, and the chaise turned in at the yard. Old lady Knowles was in it, sitting prettily erect, as she had driven away, and Ann was peering forward, as she always did, to see if the house had burned down in their absence.
John Trueman, who lived "down the road," was lounging along behind. They had called him as they pa.s.sed, and bade him come to "tend the horse."
Amelia rose and shook herself free from the web of her dream. She hurried forward and at the horse-block offered old lady Knowles her hand.
"Anything happened?" asked old Ann, making her way past to the kitchen.
Amelia only smiled at her, but she followed old lady Knowles in at the porch-door.
"We"ve had a very enjoyable day, Amelia," said the old lady, untying her bonnet-strings. "Suppose you lay this on the table. Ann must brush it before it"s put away. What is it? Child, child, what is it?"
Amelia had taken a fold of her old friend"s skirt. It would have seemed to her a liberty to touch her hand.
"Mis" Knowles," she said, "I"ve had company. "Twas somebody to see me, an" I got dinner here, an" supper, too, an" I used your best tablecloth, an" I"m goin" to do it up so "t Ann won"t know. An" I acted for all the world as if "twas my own house."
Old lady Knowles laughed a little. She had never been a woman to whom small things seemed large, and now very few things were of any size at all.
"Who was it, Amelia?" she asked. "Who was your company?"
There was a moment"s silence, and Amelia heard her own heart beat. But she answered quietly,--
""Twas Jared Beale."
There was silence again while old lady Knowles thought back over the years. When she spoke, her voice was very soft and kindly.
"You are a good girl, Amelia. You"ve always been a good girl. Run home, child, now, and come to-morrow. Good-night."
Amelia, out in the path a moment afterwards, the tablecloth under her arm, could hardly believe in what had surely happened to her. Old lady Knowles had bent forward to her; her soft lips had touched Amelia"s cheek.
HIS FIRST WIFE
It seemed to Lydia Gale that from the moment she met Eben Jakes she understood what fun it was to laugh. She and her mother and three sisters lived together in a comfortable way, and Lydia, although she was the youngest, had come to feel that she was declining into those middle years when beauty wanes, and though the desire to charm may raise an eager hand, no one will stay to look. She was a delicate blonde, and when she began to recognize these bounds of life she faded a little into a still neutrality that might soon have made an old woman of her. The sisters were dark, wholesome wenches, known as trainers at the gatherings they were always summoned to enliven; but Lydia seldom found their mirth exhilarating. Only when Eben Jakes appeared at the door, that spring twilight, a droll look peering from his blue eyes, and a long forefinger smoothing out the smile from the two lines in his lean cheeks, and asked, as if there were some richness of humor in the supposition, "Anybody heard anything of anybody named Eunice Eliot round here?" she found her own face creasing responsively. Eunice Eliot had been her mother"s maiden name, and it proved that she and Eben"s mother had been schoolmates. Eben"s mother had died some years before; and now, taking a little trip with his own horse and buggy to peddle essences and see the country, he had included his mother"s friend within the circle of his wandering.
Mrs. Gale had a welcome ready for him and for the treasured reminiscences of his mother"s past, and the three older sisters trained with him to their limit. Lydia sat by and listened, smiling all the time. She thought Eben"s long, lank, broad-shouldered figure very manly, and it shocked her beyond speech to hear one of the trainers avow that, for her part, she thought his thin, Yankee face, with its big features and keen eyes, as homely as a hedge-fence. Lydia said nothing, but she wondered what people could expect. She was a greedy novel-reader, and she had shy thoughts of her own. It seemed to her that Eben, who also had pa.s.sed his first youth, must have been a great favorite in his day.
Every commonplace betrayal in those intimate talks with her mother served to show her how good he had been, how simple and true. He had taken care of his mother through a long illness, and then, after her death, lived what must have been a dull life, but one still dutiful toward established bonds, with old Betty, the "help" of many years. Now Betty had died, and before beginning another chapter with some domestic expedient, he had allowed himself this limited trip, to breathe another air and see the world. Lydia felt that he had deserved his vacation. All the weary steps to it, she knew, could scarcely have been climbed so robustly save by a hero.
Eben had stayed a week, and on the morning set for his leaving, Mrs.
Gale and the three trainers harnessed in haste to drive over to Fairfax to see the circus come in. Lydia had refused to go, because, for some reason, she felt a little dull that morning, and Eben had soberly declared his peddling would take him another way. He meant to be off before the middle of the forenoon; and while he was in the barn, foddering his horse and greasing the wheels, Lydia bethought her how he had praised the doughnuts several nights before, and, with an aching impulse to do something for him before he should go, hastily made up a batch, judging that a dozen or so would please him upon the road. But she was left-handed that morning, and as she began to fry, the fat caught fire. Then Eben, seeing the blaze and smoke, dashed in, set the kettle safely in the sink, and took Lydia into his arms.
"Say," he whispered to her hidden face, "what if you an" me should get married an" go round some peddlin", an" make our way home towards fall?"
Lydia felt that this was the most beautiful invitation that could possibly have been given her, and she answered accordingly:--
"I"d like it ever so much."
Within the next week they were married, and set out on their enchanted progress, stopping at doors when they liked, and offering bottles whereof the labels sounded delicious and sweet; or if a house looked poor or stingy, pa.s.sing it by. Sometimes, when Lydia felt very daring, she went to the door herself to show her wares, and Eben stayed in the carriage and laughed. He said she offered a bottle of vanilla as if it were poison and she wanted to get rid of it, or as if it were water, and of no use to anybody. Once, when she had been denied by a sour-faced woman, he stopped under the shade of a tree farther on, and left Lydia there while he went back and, by force of his smile and persuasive tongue, sold the same bottle to the same woman, and came back chuckling in a merry triumph.
This was the day that Lydia"s summer happiness felt the touch of blight.
She remembered always just the moment when the wind of trouble touched her. They were driving through a long stretch of maple woods with a ravine below, where ferns grew darkly and water hurried over rocks.
Lydia was lying back in the carriage, swaying with its motion, and jubilant to her finger-tips. It was young summer now, and she answered back every pulse of the stirring earth with heart-beats of her own. Eben was laughing.
"That"s the way to do it," he was saying, in an exaggerated triumph.
"Why, you"ve got to talk to "em till they think that bottle o" vanilla"s the water o" life, an" they"ll have to knife ye if they can"t git it no other way."
"You"re a born peddler," smiled Lydia. Then she asked, "How"d you happen to start out?" She had heard the simple reason many times; but she loved his talk, and her idle mind preferred old tales to new.
Eben fell in with her mood, as one begins an accustomed story to a child.
"Well," he said, and he sobered a little, as memory recalled him, "you know, when mother died, old Betty stayed an" kep" house for me. An" when she died, this last spring, I kinder thought I"d git over it sooner if I traveled round a mite to see the sights. I didn"t want to git too fur for fear I"d be sick on "t, like the feller that started off to go round the world, an" run home to spend the first night. You sleepy now?"
He had shrewdly learned that she liked long, dull stories to lull her into the swing of a nap.
"No," said Lydia drowsily. "You go on. Then what?"
"Well, so I got Jim Ross to take over the stock an" run the farm to the halves. I took along a few essences to give me suthin" to think about, an" when I got tired o" rovin" I expected to turn back home an" begin bachin" on "t same"s I"d got to end. An" then I stopped at your mother"s to kinder talk over old times when my mother was little; an" you come to the door an" let me in."
"Eben," said Lydia, out of her dream and with all her story-book knowledge at hand, "don"t you s"pose "twas ordered?"
"What?"
"Don"t you s"pose "twas just put into your head to start out that way so "t you could come an" find--me?"