He stood leaning upon his hoe, very handsome, very stern in his attention to her, and, as she could see, entirely surprised. The child in her, that rare, ingenuous part she kept in hiding, came out and spoke:--
"Why, Oliver, we never had any fun! You were awful good to me. You"d worry yourself to pieces if I was sick; but we never had more"n one or two good times together, long "s it lasted, and them I planned. And I got terrible tired of it, and I says to myself, "If it"s so now, when we"re only goin" together, it"ll be a million times worse when we"re married." And then when you took a fancy to "Delia, I was real pleased.
I says to myself. "Maybe she"ll know how to manage him. Maybe "twas somethin" in me," I says, "that made him not want to have a good time with me, and maybe now "twon"t be so." And when I see you goin" on the same old way, workin" from mornin" till night, I says to myself, "Something" "s got to be done. I ain"t goin" to have "Delia put upon like this." "Tain"t because it"s "Delia. I ain"t so terrible fond of "Delia, only we went to school together. But don"t you see, Oliver, I couldn"t say it for myself? No girl could. But I can for "Delia."
"Well," said Oliver, "well." He was entirely amazed. Then as he looked at the field, a general maxim occurred to him, and he remarked, "The farm"s got to be carried on."
"No, it ain"t, either," said Isabel, with a pa.s.sionate earnestness, "not as you do it. Other folks don"t work themselves to death the way you do, and you"re forehanded too. It"s because you like it. You like it better"n anything else. You were born so, and it"s just as bad as bein"
born with an appet.i.te for drink or anything else."
"I never knew you felt so, Isabel," he said gravely. "I don"t see why you didn"t speak on "t before when--old times."
"I"d rather have died," she declared pa.s.sionately. "Any girl would.
"Delia would. Maybe she"ll cry all the afternoon if she finds she ain"t goin"; but if you call over there Sat.u.r.day night, b.u.t.ter won"t melt in her mouth. She won"t tell you how "shamed she is before folks to think you didn"t take the trouble to go with her. Anyways, she won"t if she"s any kind of a girl."
Oliver had plucked some wisps of gra.s.s from the edge of turf under the tree, and he was wiping his hoe thoughtfully. Isabel began to laugh. She was trembling all over from old angers and the excitement of her new daring, and she kept on laughing.
"One thing," she said, as she brushed away the tears with an impatient hand, ""Delia"s mother"s got her spy-gla.s.s on us this very minute. What under the sun she thinks I"m here for I don"t know and I don"t much care. You can tell her anything you"re a mind to. Only you come. Come now, Oliver, you come!"
Oliver quite meekly hung up his hoe in the branches and waited for her to lead the way.
"I"ve got to ketch the colt," he said. "Mother took Dolly to go after aunt Huldy. Mother"s always made a good deal o" the picnic."
There was a beat of hoofs upon the road, and Isabel, her present mission stricken from her mind, turned to see. It was Jim Bryant, driving by to call for her.
"My soul!" she said, under her breath.
"What is it, Isabel?" Oliver was asking her, with concern.
She had caught herself up, and she laughed in a sorry mirth.
"Nothin"," she said. "You catch the colt."
They walked out of the field in silence. At the stone wall he paused.
"Isabel," he said solemnly,--and with that double sense she had had all through the interview, she thought this was the look she had seen on his grandfather"s face when he led in prayer,--"Isabel, you"d ought to spoke to me before. Why, I"ve been tryin" to get ahead so "s to make her comfortable, when--we set up housekeepin"."
Isabel was not sure whether he meant her or Ardelia. At any rate, it was the woman to whom he was determined to be loyally kind. She also paused and looked at him with earnest eyes. It was the last moment in all her life to convince and alter him.
"Don"t you see, Oliver," she urged, "that"s what folks are together for, chiefly, to have a good time. I don"t mean they"ve got to be on the go from mornin" till night. They"ve got to work hard, too. Why, what"s "Delia marryin" you for, anyways. "Tain"t to stay at home and work, day in, day out. She can do that now, right where she is. "Tain"t so "s she can see you workin". She can take her mother"s spy-gla.s.s and have that, too, till she"s sick to death of it. You go along, Oliver, and catch the colt."
He looked at her very kindly, gratefully, too, perhaps, and turned away toward the live-oak field. But Isabel, hurrying homeward, stopped and called him.
"Oliver, you say your mother"s gone?"
"Yes."
"She lay your things out?"
"No, I guess not. I told her I wa"n"t goin"."
"Well, I"ll see to it as I run along."
Laying out the things of the men folks of the family was rigidly observed in this household, where Oliver was regarded as the cherished head. He had been brought up to a helpless lack of acquaintance with his best clothes. He knew them only as lendings apt to constrict him a little when he got them on, and to rouse in his mother a tendency to make unwelcome remarks about his personal charms. Where they lived, between those times of warfare, he scarcely knew.
Isabel laughed a little to herself, in a rueful fashion, as she hurried along the road. Her own swain was waiting for her, but not for that would she abjure the quest. She ran up Oliver"s driveway and, without pausing, opened the blind where the key, she knew, was hidden, and s.n.a.t.c.hed it forth. She unlocked the door and crossed the kitchen, rigid in its order, with Oliver"s cold luncheon set out on the table under wire covers. She made her way upstairs, and in his room, also in beautiful array, stood for a moment looking about her. Isabel gave a little laugh. "I should think I was crazy," she said to herself; and then she opened bureau drawers until she found the careful display of bosomed shirts she knew were there. She laid one on the bed, his collar and necktie beside it, and took down his best suit from the closet. She gave the collar of the coat a little unnecessary brush with her hand. It seemed almost a wifely touch, and she was angry with herself. Yet it was only that this was mating-time, and the tender and the maternal strove blindly in her, and brought forth a largess great enough to touch other lots besides her own.
Then she sped downstairs and went away to her own home. Her mother--a little woman, all energy--met her at the gate. She had on her best bonnet and carried her Paisley shawl. She was shading her eyes with her hand and looking tense in a way Isabel declaimed against, for it made wrinkles in her mother"s nice forehead.
"For mercy sake, where you been?" she called. "Ain"t you seen Jim?"
"No," said Isabel lightly. "Where is he?"
"Well, I dunno where he is," said her mother reprovingly. "He come here after you, all dressed up, an" I told him you was gone down to Ellen"s to carry the cake. So he said he"d go along down an" fetch you up, an" I told him he better stop to Ardelia"s an" see if you wasn"t there. An"
then he come back, ridin" like the wind, an" he said I could tell you Mis" Drake said you"s goin" to the picnic with Oliver. She see you through the spy-gla.s.s, an" Oliver"d gone to ketch the colt."
"There"s father," said Isabel steadily. "He"s drivin" out the carriage-house now. You got the cake in the buggy?"
"You do worry me "most to death," said Mrs. Wilde. Her face had tied itself into a snarl of knots, from which the kindly eyes looked angrily.
"Who you goin" with, Isabel? You ain"t been an" took up with Oliver again, after all"s said an" done?"
Isabel laughed, but her voice shook a little, and not with mirth.
"I"m all right, mother. Don"t you say anything to anybody. That"s all.
Here comes father. Take care your dress. You"ll get wheel-grease on it."
Her strong hands were lifting the little creature, and Mrs. Wilde found herself driven away. She was turning a glance over her shoulder to the last, and calling, "Isabel, you tell me--" But father, who had Isabel"s masterful purpose, whipped up, and they were gone.
Isabel, still smiling, as if the sun itself could judge her and it was desirable to keep up some appearance before it, went into the house and closed the door behind her. She took off her hat and hung it on its nail in the front hall. Then her muscles seemed to weaken in a strange way, and she went into the darkened parlor where no neighbor would find her, and sat down by the centre-table. She bowed her head upon the great picture-Bible, and unmindful of the cross and anchor in perforated paper below and the green wool mat with its gla.s.s beads, began to cry. Isabel hated tears with a fiery scorn. She liked to stand on her two feet and face the world as her father did; yet here she was, sobbing over the centre-table and drawing quick breaths of misery. Even then, in the pa.s.sion of her grief, it did occur to her that in all the anger she had felt toward Oliver in times past, she had never wanted to cry. Something now had hurt a deeper heart than she knew she had.
She had got over the first tempest of her grief, and sat drying her eyes with a wondering shame, and suddenly there was a sound of a horse driven rapidly. Hope flooded her face with color. She sprang up and slipped to the window and peered out at the side of the curtain. But it was not he.
It was Oliver, erect and handsome in his best clothes, and Ardelia beside him. Oliver glanced up at the house as they went by; but he bent to Ardelia again in a way that looked fondness and protection at once.
And Ardelia was openly in paradise. She was looking up to him with no eyes for any face at the window, and as they whirled out of sight Isabel saw her lift a hand and with an intimate, pretty motion brush something from his coat. Then they were gone, and immediately the neighborhood seemed to settle into a quiet. All the town was at Poole"s Woods, and Isabel was left behind.
For a long time, it seemed to her, she sat there, trying to still her breath and school herself into her old serenity. Then, with her handkerchief, a little wet ball, tight in one hand, she rose, went to the gla.s.s that even in the darkened light showed her a miserable look, made a little face at herself, and walked out into the kitchen. There she stood idly for a moment, debating what she should do. Jim Bryant had not lived long in the town, but she knew him well from these few weeks of intimacy. He was tempestuously devoted to her, in a way that stirred her blood. There was plenty of fire and pa.s.sion in him; he had a temper, and he would not come back. Isabel set her lips. "I guess," she said to herself, "I"ll have the burnfire." She thought of baking pound-cake, but all the day before they had made cake for the picnic. She might wash the blankets, or begin quilting, or clean the cistern. These dramas were hardly exciting enough. The bonfire was better. She tied on her father"s hat and kilted her skirts. Then she brought out the iron rake from the barn and settled the brush-heap anew. It was on the square of land where she had had her perennial bed for three years, and now she had decided to sow it down to gra.s.s. The litter of the garden was there, with splinters of shingle and dried weeds, and next week her father meant to burn it.
Isabel touched her match and stood by, watching, while the flames curled and crept. Then they crackled among the brush, and she held them down and got excited over it, and for an instant forgot Poole"s Woods. It was a good little fight out-of-doors in the hot sun, with a stream of fire when it caught something dry, and then a column of smoke that made a tang in the air and stirred her blood deliciously. Isabel was like a creature of the earth combating something for the earth"s good, and getting hotter and more breathless every minute.
"What you doin" there?" called a voice from the gate.
She forgot the bonfire, remembering her father"s hat and her kilted skirts. Jim Bryant threw the gate shut with a clang and came striding across the yard. He was tall and brown and st.u.r.dy. Isabel knew exactly how he looked with his brow set and his blue eyes blazing.
"I"ve got a burnfire," she said, and raked the harder.
Jim came up and took the rake out of her hand. It seemed to be for no purpose save that he had to do something. Isabel put up her head and looked at him. There was hostility in her glance, but it was the challenge of s.e.x that meets and measures.
"I see the smoke comin" up over this way, an" I thought there was the devil to pay," he said harshly. "What you carryin" on like this for?"
"I ain"t carryin" on," said Isabel, from tense lips. "This is our land, and I guess I can have a burnfire if I want to."