Crashing Into You

"Uhm.." He took a quick glance at her. 

"That girl that you supposed to marry before...where is she now?" 

Lu Jiaosheng was astounded. Why did this girl needs to remind him of the past that he has already forgotten?

"I don"t know where she is now...!"He casually answered. There was no bit of bitterness on his voice. 

"Have you forgotten her?" Lee Chin Mei asked. 

A smile formed on his lips. "Why do you want to know?" 

"I just thought of it. It was the last memories I had with you?" 

Lu Jiaosheng gave Lee Chin Mei a frown. 

Last memories she had with him? How about what happened between them in Hong Kong. Did she erase it from her memory? Was this girl really wanted to play a game with him?

"But it wasn"t the last memories I had with you..."He said in a cold voice and looked at Lee Chin Mei. "Do you want to know the last memory I had with you?" He saw her hands that were rested on her lap suddenly tremble. 

Lee Chin Mei smiled at him. Trying to act as casually as she can. "What is it then?" 

"You sure you don"t remember?" Lu Jiaosheng asked.

"I will not be asking you if I remember..." Lee Chin Mei snorted. 

Lu Jiaosheng laughed insanely. 

Lee Chin Mei felt annoyed with the way he laugh. Now she wanted to regret allowing this man to bring her home. 

"I just can"t believe that a first kiss can be easily forgotten." Lu Jiaosheng said after awhile.

"Who said that you"re my first kiss?!" Lee Chin Mei scoffed but realized that she had fall into his trap. 

Lu Jiaosheng curled up his lips. "Okay so I may not be your first kiss...but I am sure that your first time happened with me!" 

Her face suddenly felt hot. 

"But I just can"t believe I wasn"t your first kiss. If I remember it correctly you didn"t even know how to kiss that night..." Lu Jiaosheng continues. He wanted to make Lee Chin Mei furious so she could stop pretending and admit to him that she was the girl in Hong Kong. 

But to his surprise, Lee Chin Mei bounced back and acted like an innocent girl again. 

"You really have mistaken me for somebody else. I thought with all the woman that you"ve slept with, that girl has made an impact on you that"s why you tried so hard to insinuate that I was that girl whom you will never get and ever see again. But sorry to disappoint you Brother Lu, but it wasn"t me." 

Lu Jiaosheng was astounded. This girl was really something. 

"Now, I am now interested how does she look like. Do I really look like her?" Lee Chin Mei asked like she was really interested to know.

Lu Jiaosheng did not answer but looked at Lee Chin Mei with a frown. 

"I"ve read it somewhere that there are 7 people who look exactly the same as you. Maybe the girl that you met in Hong Kong was one of my doppelgängers.

"Let"s see if your theory is correct." Lu Jiaosheng lost his temper and suddenly pulled over. 

Once the car has put into abrupt stop, he pulled Lee Chin Mei from the pa.s.senger seat and gave her an earth shattering kiss. 

Lee Chin Mei was astounded and could almost lost her breath. 

Lu Jiaosheng was surprised too because he lost his self-control but this girl...this little girl was testing his patience and he failed. 

Lee Chin Mei pushed him hard and slapped him. 

"You"re a jerk!"  Lee Chin Mei was so angry that she yelled at him.

"I am and I deserve a good beating" Lu Jiaosheng said in a low voice. "Slap me as much as you want, beat me until my face bleed...I deserve all your hate. I deserve it because I am a jerk. I took your innocence and now I don"t know how to face your brother again..."

"Bother Lu..." Lee Chin Mei suddenly had a change of emotion when she saw his sorry state.

"Don"t call me Brother Lu, I don"t deserve it because I am a jerk who only knew how to f.u.c.k my bestfriend little sister!" 

"Brother Lu..." 

"I"m sorry Lee Chin Mei..." Lu Jiaosheng voice cracked when he said it. "I"m sorry that your Gege was the one who took advantage of you...I am really sorry..."

Lee Chin Mei could not help but hugged him when she saw the tears fell from his face. 

This was the second time that she saw him cried. 

First was when someone betrayed him.

Second was when he felt he betrayed her.

"Gege..."

"Stop being nice to me and pretend that I didn"t wronged you....Hate me if you can because I am such a hateful person." 

"Gege..." 

How can she hates him? If she love him since she was 13? 

How can she hates him? If she was partly to blame. Lu Jiaosheng asked her if she was still a virgin when they were still in the bar. She tricked him to believe that she was a hustler in a one night stand game. 

He tried to stop when he found out that she was still innocent before he made the deed to her, but she refused to let go. Because she thought that if she lost that opportunity to be in his arms just for that one night, she will never have an opportunity again in the future. 

It wasn"t really his fault. But hers. 

Because of her one-sided love for her, she became selfish. She didn"t think of the repercussions. 

It was really her fault. If she allowed Lu Jiaosheng to send her back into her hotel room, they will never be in this situation now. 

Lu Jiaosheng will never felt so guilty.

Lu Jiaosheng will never felt awful with himself.

Lu Jiaosheng will never be suffering like this. 

But she cannot undone what has been done. She cannot rectify the mistakes that she did. The only thing that she can do for now was to protect him from his brother"s wrath. 

So as much as she wanted to admit to him that she was that girl he met in Hong Kong, she could never do it. 

She wanted him to forget her. 

And live his life again.

She will also try to forget him.

And start living a life away from him. 

"Gege...try to live your life the way it was again before you mer her in Hong Kong. Forget that girl...she will never appear in your life again..."

Forget her? 

Back to his life before her?

He smiled. Bittersweet.

The moment he made love to her that night, he was sure of himself that she was the only girl that he would touch again. She was the only girl whom she wanted to make love with. 

How can he forget that heartbeat that she gave her with her innocent kiss?

How can he forget that touch that keep haunting him every night? 

How can he forget Lee Chin Mei?

Lee Chin Mei has started to withdraw herself from him. But Lu Jiaosheng refused to let her go. He held her so tight because he knew that if he let her go, he can never get hold of her again. 

"Gege...let me go..." Lee Chin Mei asked in a low voice. 

"No..."

"Gege...please?!" 

Lu Jiaosheng took a deep breath before he let go of her. 

"Take me home now..." Lee Chin Mei said.

Lu Jiaosheng nodded and started the car"s ignition.

No one tried to talk again until they reached the Villa.

Lee Chin Mei unbuckled her seatbelt. 

"Thank you for sending me home"

Lu Jiaosheng nodded and pressed the doorlock off. Lee Chin Mei was about to get off from his car when Lu Jiaosheng stopped her.

She looked at him and was astounded. 

"What now?" She asked nervously.

"I wanted to meet your parents today!"

"Meet my parents?! Why?!" She said in a surprised voice. 

What was this man up to again?

Why would he like to meet my parents?

Will he be causing her troubles?

"I never saw them for five years now. I just wanted to say Hi to them for old time sake." 

She gave him a doubtful look. 

"Why? What are you afraid of? Didn"t you say that your last memory with me was when I was here at your villa, crying my heart out because I was dumped by someone and this silly little girl comforted me and told me to wait for her to grow up so he could marry her instead?" 

Lee Chin Mei was stunned.

"But sorry to disappoint you little girl, you still have to wait for few more years because I still cannot marry you. You"re still too young for this old man here to be his wife"

Lu Jiaosheng stopped the engine and got off from his car. He went to the other door and opened it for her. Lee Chin Mei was still astounded.

"After you, Young Miss!"