When he pinned her down to the bed, he kissed her aggressively. He wanted to let her feel his existence, that he wasn"t only there to provide her offspring, he doesn"t want her to see him just as the father of her child. He wanted her to look at him as her partner in life. That together they will build their big family. When she asked him to impregnate her, his first decision was to reject her offer, because he doesn"t want to have any false hope again. He sees forever with her but she only sees him as the man who can impregante her and his pride cannot take that. He tried so hard not to fall in love with her again but when Lee Jin Ho came back and determined to pursue her, he just cannot stand there watching his first love being s.n.a.t.c.hed away from him. So eventhough he knew from the start that she cannot reciprocate his feeling towards her, he accepted her offer and made her his wife with the hope that someday, she will eventually fall in love with him. But what if she already got what she wants from him? Will she leave him? He gritted his teeth and unknowingly he bitten the lower part of her lips.Song Dei Si suddenly pushed Yan Mor Tee away. She looked at him with puzzlement. "You okay?"
He looked at her and apologized for what he did. "Sorry, I didn"t mean to bite your lip."
"Is there something bothering you?"
"Will you leave me after I gave you a child?" He nervously asked.
"Why would I do that? You said I"m going to bore your dozen children right? How could I raise them if I leave you? I need a partner to raise a dozen offsprings.
A dozen offsprings. If they gonna build an empire with dozen children that means they will stick together for the rest of their lives. It doesn"t matter if she doesn"t love him for as long as she"s willing to stay by his side, he can endure the absence of her affection. Call him selfish but he just can"t let her go. Not now. Not ever.
Yan Mor Tee suddenly grabbed her wife and kissed her pa.s.sionately. He should start working hard to produce their first offspring.
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Song Dei Si was looking intently at his husband after their pa.s.sionate lovemaking. He was sleeping soundly next to her. She stroked his hair while she looked at him adorably and subconsciously rubbed her tummy with her other hand.
"Hope we"ve already had a bun in the oven, sweetheart. Thank you for your sacrifices. I didn"t mean to get hold of you by making you the father of my child. I knew that I can have another man whose willing to impregnate me but I just can"t. You"re the only man that I want to be the father of my children. Call me selfish then, but I"ll get hold of you until my last breath"