"What didn"t you understand?"
Nothing. Everything. Because when he"d said it, it hadn"t been the way Dorian had asked her to dance at the Yulemas ball. That had merely been an invitation. But this ... His hand remained reaching toward her.
"As far as I recall," she said, lifting her chin, "at Yulemas, I asked you to dance, and you flat-out refused me. You said it was too dangerous for us to be seen dancing together."
"Things are different now." Again, another layered statement she couldn"t begin to sort through now.
Her throat tightened, and she looked at his extended hand, flecked with callouses and scars.
"Dance with me, Celaena," he said again, his voice rough.
When her eyes found his, she forgot about the cold, and the moon, and the gla.s.s palace looming above them. The secret library and the king"s plans and Mort and Elena faded into nothing. She took his hand, and there was only the music and Chaol.
His fingers were warm, even through his gloves. He slid his other hand around her waist as she braced one of hers on his arm. She looked up at him when he began to move-a slow step, then another, and another, easing into the steady rhythm of the waltz.
He stared back at her, neither of them smiling-somehow beyond smiling at that moment. The waltz built, louder, faster, and Chaol steered her into it, never stumbling.
Her breathing turned uneven, but she couldn"t look away from him, couldn"t stop dancing. The moonlight and the garden and the golden glow from the ballroom blurred together, now miles away. "We"ll never be a normal boy and girl, will we?" she managed to say.
"No," he breathed, eyes blazing. "We won"t."
And then the music exploded around them, and Chaol took her with it, spinning her so that her cloak fanned out around her. Each step was flawless, lethal, like that first time they"d sparred together so many months ago. She knew his every move and he knew hers, as though they"d been dancing this waltz together all their lives. Faster, never faltering, never breaking her stare.
The rest of the world quieted into nothing. In that moment, after ten long years, Celaena looked at Chaol and realized she was home.
Dorian Havilliard stood at the ballroom window, watching Celaena and Chaol dance in the garden beyond, their dark cloaks flowing around them like they were no more than two wraiths spinning through the wind. After hours of dancing, he"d finally managed to get free of the ladies demanding his attention, and had come to the window to get some much-needed fresh air.
He"d intended to go outside, but then he"d seen them. That had been enough to still his steps-but not enough to make him walk away. He knew he should. He should walk away and pretend he hadn"t seen it, because even though it was just a dance ...
Someone stepped beside him, and he glanced over in time to see Nehemia stop at the window. After months of being scarce around the court due to the rebel ma.s.sacre in Eyllwe, she"d made an appearance tonight. She was resplendent in a cobalt gown with gold-thread accents, her hair coiled and braided in a coronet atop her head. Her delicate golden earrings glittered in the light of the chandelier, drawing his eye to her elegant neck. Nehemia was easily the most stunning woman in the ballroom, and he hadn"t failed to notice how many men-and women-had been watching her all night.
"Don"t cause trouble for them," she said quietly, her accent still thick, but much improved since she"d arrived in Rifthold. Dorian raised an eyebrow. Nehemia traced an invisible pattern on the gla.s.s pane. "You and I ... We will always stand apart. We will always have ..." She searched for the word. "Responsibilities. We will always have burdens that no one else can ever understand. That they"-she inclined her head toward Chaol and Celaena-"will never understand. And if they did, then they would not want them."
They would not want us, is what you mean.
Chaol spun Celaena, and she flowed smoothly through the air before snapping back into his arms.
"I"ve already decided to move on," Dorian said with equal quiet. It was the truth. He"d awoken this morning feeling lighter than he had in weeks.
Nehemia nodded, the gold and jewels in her hair twinkling. "Then I thank you for that." She traced another symbol on the window. "Your cousin, Roland, told me that your father has approved Councilman Mullison"s plans to swell Calaculla"s ranks-to expand the labor camp to accommodate more ... people."
He kept his face blank. There were far too many eyes on them. "Roland told you that?"
Nehemia lowered her hand from the window. "He wants me to tell my father that I support his agenda-to get my father to make the expansion as easy as possible. I refused. He says there"s a council meeting tomorrow where they will vote on Mullison"s plans. I"m not allowed to attend."
Dorian focused on his breathing. "Roland had no right to do that. Any of it."
"Would you stop it, then?" Her dark eyes were fixed on his face. "Speak to your father at the council meeting; convince the others to say no."
No one except for Celaena dared speak to him like that. But her boldness had nothing to do with his response as Dorian said, "I can"t."
His face warmed as the words came out, but it was true. He couldn"t tackle Calaculla, not without causing a lot of trouble for both himself and Nehemia. He"d already convinced his father to leave Nehemia alone. Demanding he shut down Calaculla could force him to choose sides-and make a choice that could destroy everything he had.
"You can"t, or you will not?" Dorian sighed, but she cut him off. "If Celaena were shipped to Calaculla, would you free her? Would you put a stop to the camp? When you took her from Endovier, did you think twice about the thousands you left behind?" He had, but ... but not for as long as he should have. "Innocents work and die in Calaculla and Endovier. By the thousands. Ask Celaena about the graves they dig there, Prince. Look at the scars on her back, and realize that what she went through is a blessing compared to what most endure." Perhaps he"d just gotten used to her accent, but he could have sworn she was speaking more clearly. Nehemia pointed at the garden, at Celaena and Chaol, who had stopped dancing and were talking now. "If she was sent back, would you free her?"
"Of course I would," he said carefully. "But it"s complicated."
"There is nothing complicated. It is the difference between right and wrong. The slaves in those camps have people who love them just as much as you loved my friend."
He glanced around them. Ladies were eagerly watching from behind their fans, and even his mother had noticed their lengthy conversation. Outside, Celaena had resumed her post by the pillar. At the other end of the room, Chaol slipped through one of the patio doors and took up his spot in an alcove, his face blank, as if the dance had never happened. "This isn"t the place for this conversation."
Nehemia stared at him for a long moment before nodding. "You have power in you, Prince. More power than you realize." She touched his chest, tracing a symbol there, too, and some of the court ladies gasped. But Nehemia"s eyes were locked on his. "It sleeps," she whispered, tapping his heart. "In here. When the time comes, when it awakens, do not be afraid." She removed her hand and gave him a sad smile. "When it is time, I will help you."
With that, she walked away, the courtiers parting, then swallowing up her wake. He stared after the princess, wondering what her last words had meant.
And why, when she had said them, something ancient and slumbering deep inside of him had opened an eye.
Chapter 18.
Celaena sat in the parlor of Archer"s townhouse, frowning at the crackling fireplace. She hadn"t touched the tea the butler had laid out for her on the low-lying marble table, though she"d certainly indulged in two creampuffs and one chocolate torte while waiting for Archer to return. She could have come back later, but it was freezing outside, and after standing on guard duty last night, she was exhausted. And in need of anything to distract her from reliving that dance with Chaol.
After the waltz had finished, he"d merely told her that if she abandoned her post again, he"d break a hole through the ice in the trout pond and toss her in. And then, as though he hadn"t just danced with her in a way that made her knees tremble, he stalked back inside and left her to suffer in the cold. He hadn"t even mentioned the dance this morning during their run. Maybe she"d just imagined the whole thing. Maybe the frigid night air had made her stupid.
She"d been distracted during her first Wyrdmarks lesson with Nehemia that morning and had earned a fair amount of scolding as a result. She blamed the complex, near-nonsensical language. She"d learned a few languages before-enough to get by in places where Adarlan"s language laws hadn"t taken root-but Wyrdmarks were completely different. Trying to learn them while also trying to unravel the labyrinth that was Chaol Westfall was impossible.
Celaena heard the front door open. m.u.f.fled words, hurried footsteps, and then-Archer"s beautiful face popped in. "Just give me a moment to freshen up."
She stood. "That won"t be necessary. This won"t take long."
Archer"s green eyes glimmered, but he slipped into the parlor, shutting the mahogany door behind him.
"Sit," she told him, not particularly caring that this was his house. Archer obeyed, taking a seat in the armchair across from the couch. His face was flushed from the cold, making his lovely eyes seem even greener.
She crossed her legs. "If your butler doesn"t stop listening at the keyhole, I"m going to cut off his ears and shove them down his throat."
There was a m.u.f.fled cough, followed by retreating footsteps. Once she was sure no one else was listening, she leaned back into the couch cushions. "I need more than a list of names. I need to know what, exactly, they"re planning-and how much they know about the king."
Archer"s face paled. "I need more time, Celaena."
"You have little more than three weeks left."
"Give me five."
"The king only gave me a month to kill you. I already have a hard time convincing everyone you"re a difficult target. I can"t give you more time."
"But I need it to wrap up things here in Rifthold and to get you more information. With Davis dead, they"re all being extra careful. No one is talking. No one dares whisper anything."
"Do they know Davis was a mistake?"
"Mistakes happen often enough in Rifthold for us to know that most of them are anything but mistakes." He ran his hands through his hair. "Please. Just a little more time."
"I don"t have any to give you. I need more than names, Archer."
"What about the Crown Prince? And the Captain of the Guard? Perhaps they have the information you need. You"re close with both of them, aren"t you?"
She bared her teeth at him. "What do you know about them?"
Archer gave her a steady, calculating look. "You think I didn"t recognize the Captain of the Guard the day you just happened to run into me outside of the Willows?" His attention flicked to her side, where her hand currently rested on a dagger. "Have you told them about your plan to keep me alive?"
"No," she said, her grip on the dagger relaxing. "No, I haven"t. I don"t want to involve them."
"Or is it because you don"t actually trust either of them?"
She shot to her feet. "Don"t presume to know anything about me, Archer."
She stalked to the door and flung it open. The butler was nowhere to be seen. She looked over her shoulder at Archer, whose eyes were wide as he watched her. "You have until the end of the week-six days-to get me more information. If you don"t give me anything by then, my next visit won"t be nearly as pleasant."
Not giving him the time to reply, she stormed out of the room, grabbed her cloak from the front closet, and strode back out onto the icy city streets.
The maps and figures in front of Dorian had to be wrong. Someone had to be playing a joke, because there was no way Calaculla had this many slaves. Seated at the long table in his father"s council chamber, Dorian glanced at the men around him. None looked surprised, none looked upset. Councilman Mullison, who had taken a special interest in Calaculla, was practically beaming.
He should have fought to get Nehemia into this council meeting. But there was probably nothing she could say right now that would have any impact on a decision that had clearly already been made.
His father was smiling faintly at Roland, his head propped on a fist. The black ring on the king"s hand glinted in the dim light from the beastly fireplace, that mouth-shaped hearth that seemed poised to devour the room.
From his spot beside Perrington, Roland gestured to the map. Another black ring glinted on Roland"s hand-the same as the one Perrington wore, too. "As you can see, Calaculla can"t support the current number of slaves. There are too many to even fit in the mines as it is-and though we have them digging for new deposits, the work has been stagnant." Roland smiled. "But, slightly to the north, right along the southern edge of Oakwald, our men have discovered an iron deposit that seems to cover a large area. It"s close enough to Calaculla that we could erect a few new buildings to house additional guards and overseers, bring in even more slaves if we want, and start work on it right away."
Impressed murmurs, and a nod from his father to Roland made Dorian"s jaw clench. Three matching rings; three black rings to signify-what? That they were bound in some way to each other? How had Roland gotten past his father"s and Perrington"s defenses so quickly? Because of his support of a place like Calaculla?
Nehemia"s words from the night before kept ringing in his head. He"d seen the scars on Celaena"s back up close-a brutal mess of flesh that made him sick with rage to look at. How many like her were rotting away in these labor camps?
"And where will the slaves sleep?" Dorian suddenly asked. "Will you build shelter for them, too?"
Everyone, including his father, turned to look at him. But Roland just shrugged. "They"re slaves. Why shelter them, when they can sleep in the mines? Then we wouldn"t waste time bringing them in and out every day."
More murmurs and nods. Dorian stared at Roland. "If we have a surplus of slaves, then why not let some of them go? Surely they"re not all rebels and criminals."
A growl from down the table-his father. "Watch your tongue, Prince."
Not a father to his son, but a king to his heir. Still, that icy rage was growing, and he kept seeing Celaena"s scars, her too-thin body the day they"d pulled her out of Endovier, her gaunt face and the hope and desperation mingling in her eyes. He heard Nehemia"s words: What she went through is a blessing compared to what most endure.
Dorian peered down the table at his father, whose face was dark with irritation. "Is this the plan? Now that we"ve conquered the continent, you"ll throw everyone into Calaculla or Endovier, until there"s no one left in the kingdoms but people from Adarlan?"
Silence.
The rage dragged him down to the place where he"d felt that flicker of ancient power when Nehemia had touched his heart. "You keep tightening the leash, and it"s going to snap," Dorian said to his father, then looked across the table to Roland and Mullison. "How about you spend a year in Calaculla, and when you"re done, you two can sit here and tell me about your plans for expansion."
His father slammed his hands on the table, rattling the gla.s.ses and pitchers. "You will mind your mouth, Prince, or you will be thrown out of this room before the vote."
Dorian shot out of his seat. Nehemia had been right. He hadn"t looked at the others in Endovier. He hadn"t let himself. "I"ve heard enough," he snarled at his father, at Roland and Mullison, at Perrington, and at all the lords and men in the room. "You want my vote? Then here it is: No. Not in a thousand years."
His father growled, but Dorian was already walking across the red marble floor, past that horrible fireplace, out the doors, and into the bright halls of the gla.s.s castle.
He didn"t know where he was going, only that he felt freezing cold-a cold that fueled the calm, glittering rage. He took flight after flight of stairs down into the stone castle, then long hallways and narrow staircases until he found a forgotten hall where there were no eyes to see him as he drew back his fist and punched the wall.
The stone cracked under his hand.
Not a small crack, but a spiderweb that kept growing and growing toward the window on the right, until- The window exploded, gla.s.s showering everywhere as Dorian dropped into a crouch and covered his head. Air rushed in, so cold his eyes blurred, but he just knelt there, fingers in his hair, breathing, breathing, breathing as the anger ebbed out of him.
It wasn"t possible. Maybe he"d just hit the wall in the wrong spot, and the d.a.m.n thing was so ancient that it had only been waiting for something like this to happen. He"d never heard of stone cracking that way-spreading out like a living thing-and then the window ...
Heart racing, Dorian lowered his hands from his head and looked at them. There wasn"t a bruise or a cut, or even a trace of pain. But he"d hit that wall as hard as he could. He could have-should have-broken his hand. Yet his knuckles were unharmed-only white from gripping his fingers in a tight fist.
On trembling legs, Dorian rose and surveyed the damage.
The wall had splintered, but remained intact. The ancient window, however, had shattered completely. And around him, around where he had crouched ...
A perfect circle, clean of debris, as if the gla.s.s and wood had showered everything but him.
It wasn"t possible. Because magic- Magic ...
Dorian dropped to his knees and was violently sick.
Curled on the couch beside Chaol, Celaena took a sip of her tea and frowned. "Can"t you hire a servant like Philippa, so we can have someone bring us treats?"
Chaol raised an eyebrow. "Don"t you ever stay in your own rooms anymore?"
No. Not if she could help it. Not with Elena and Mort and all that nonsense just a secret door away. Ordinarily, she might have sought sanctuary in the library, but not now. Not when the library held so many secrets it made her head spin to think about them. For a moment, she wondered if Nehemia had discovered anything about the riddle in Davis"s office. She"d have to ask her tomorrow.
She kicked Chaol in the ribs with a sock-covered foot. "All I"m saying is that I"d like some chocolate cake every now and then."
He closed his eyes. "And an apple tart, and a loaf of bread, and a pot of stew, and a mountain of cookies, and a-" He chuckled as she put her foot against his face and pushed. He grabbed her foot and wouldn"t let go when she tried yanking her leg back. "It"s true, and you know it, Laena."
"So what if it is? Haven"t I earned the right to eat as much as I want, whenever I want?" She wrenched her foot out of his grasp as the smile faded from his face.
"Yes," he said quietly, his voice barely audible over the crackling fire. "You have." After a few moments of silence, he stood up and walked to the door.
She sat up on her elbows. "Where are you going?"
He opened the door. "To get you chocolate cake."