"It"s quite darling of you, Aunt Jeannie," she had forced herself to say at the end, with a cordiality that was somewhat hard to put into her voice; "but, really, I would sooner be alone. It isn"t a bad headache either--only just a thunder one."
There was a window-seat in her room, well lined with cushions, and looking over the river, and it was here that Daisy was rather uneasily reclining herself. She had first tried lying on her bed, but the room was too airless except close by the window to be tolerable. Partly that, partly (half an hour ago) the sound of voices outside, had made her come over here, and it was to see what was happening to those whom she had heard talking, as well as to get what air there was, that kept her here now.
A breath-holding immobility lay over river and garden; no quiver moved in the aspens or shook the leaf-clad towers of the elms and chestnuts.
It was as if, instead of being clad in soft and sensitive foliage, they were cast in iron. No note of birds came from the bushes, no ripple broke the metallic hardness of the river, and the reflections of the loose-strife and tall gra.s.ses along its edges, and the clump of chestnuts on the little promontory at the corner of the garden, were as clear-cut and unwavering as if they had been enamelled on steel. There was no atmosphere in the day; no mist or haze, in spite of the heat, shrouded or melted the distances; the trees and house-roofs of Maidenhead a mile away seemed as if a stretched-out finger could be laid on them. They were of Noah"s Ark size; it was only minuteness that showed their remoteness.
There was a punt underneath these chestnuts at the corner of the garden, partly concealed by the low sweep of the boughs. Half an hour ago Daisy had heard Aunt Jeannie"s voice below her window saying, "Yes, with pleasure. But we shall be wise not to go far, as I am sure there will be a storm." It was at that that Daisy had left her bed and come across to the window-seat, to see with whom Aunt Jeannie was not going far. But before she had got there another voice had told her who it was. They had not gone far; they had gone about fifty yards from the boathouse.
She could see the lines of the punt among the leaves; there was a great pile of crimson cushions and a woman"s figure dressed in grey. In front of it sat a man"s figure in flannels, with shirt-sleeves rolled up to the elbows. Even as Daisy looked, Aunt Jeannie pa.s.sed him a couple of cushions, and he too sat down on the floor of the punt, close to and facing her. Daisy had said her headache was not bad, and that it was only thunder-headache. Neither of these a.s.sertions was quite true. Her headache was bad, and it was not, in the main, thunder-headache at all; it was headache born of trouble and perplexity and struggle. She did not in the least understand what was happening.
She had got up early that morning and had gone out before breakfast.
Very likely she was out of sorts, and a row on the river in the coolness of the day was exactly the right thing to correct morbid and suspicious impressions, which were founded, so she told herself, not on facts, but on her own bilious interpretation of facts. And, indeed, in the fresh dewy morning she found, when she went out, that her imagination, which had been fairly busy most of the night fitting together, like a Chinese puzzle, the rather disturbing events of the day before, had been riotous and sensational. Lord Lindfield, for instance, it was true, had not come down here early yesterday, as he had suggested, but had gone with Aunt Jeannie to a concert. Clearly his coming down alone to spend the day with two (especially one) girls in the country would have been highly unconventional, and he was very wise not to. So that was disposed of.
They had missed their train and motored down instead, arriving half-way through dinner. What of that? Unless she was prepared to aver that there had been no breakdown, what was there to build on here? So that was disposed of. They had played two games of billiards together last night--the second fifty, so it appeared, had been doubled--but why not?
Before each game Daisy had been asked if she would not play, and had refused. Then he had said, as they parted on the landing, that he had never enjoyed a day more. And what of that? Did not Daisy herself have "the most heavenly evening I have ever spent" about seven times a week?
Like the sensible girl she was, she took her trouble to bits in that early morning row, as one may take the mechanism of a clock to bits, and found there was something faulty in every individual piece of its working. Clearly, therefore, the whole thing, when pieced together again, could not reasonably be considered a reliable clock, since there was something wrong with every single piece of it. But--here was the trouble of it--it seemed to her, when reconstructed and made into one, to keep excellent time, to be thoroughly dependable. Yet, since all its pieces were wrong, she would not accept the whole, and, tossing it overboard, so to speak, settled down for a spell of demon-dispersing exercise. It was still only a little after seven. She had two clear hours to get rid of her blues--for they already had become substantial enough to take this depressing colour--before breakfast.
She had returned, it must be confessed, in far more equable spirits; physical exercise had disposed her to a broader and more out-of-door att.i.tude, while her determined effort not to be suspicious and maliciously constructive had done more.
Of all people in the world Aunt Jeannie was the least mean or ign.o.ble-minded, and Daisy told herself that she had been measuring her actions by a standard so crooked that it would not lie straight along them. There should be no more such attempts, and no more looking from the dark into windows to see unseen what people were doing inside.
Flushed and exhilarated by her row, Daisy"s cheeks burnt a shade brighter that moment at the thought that it was indeed she who had done that.
It was still half an hour to breakfast-time when she got back to the boat-house, but already the heat of the day was begun, and the smell of the damp coolness of the night dried up. She strolled along the outside of the thick hedge that faced the river, and then, turning the corner, saw in front of her, not twenty yards distant, two figures standing alone together. The woman"s two hands clasped those of the man, holding them against her breast. She was speaking softly and eagerly, smiling into his face.
Quick as a lizard, Daisy popped back behind the hedge before either seemed to have seen her, and went swiftly to the house. But this was more inexplicable yet--for the two figures she had seen were those of Aunt Jeannie and Victor Braithwaite. There was no questioning the intimacy of their att.i.tude. Yet here again she had seen something she had not been meant to see; she would be a lamentable creature if she let her mind dwell on it, or try to construct its meaning and significance.
It was not for her. But if the man"s figure had been Lord Lindfield"s she would have been less surprised.
She had earned an inactive morning by her expedition before breakfast, and announced her set determination to go no further than the elm-trees beyond the rose-garden, and when arrived there to do nothing whatever.
From the other side of the table Lord Lindfield rose at this.
"Jove, Miss Daisy," he said. "I"ve been wondering since I got up, what"s the matter with me, and now I know it"s the need of sitting under a tree and doing nothing. I"ll join your party, if you"ll let me. Is talking allowed?"
"Yes, but n.o.body need answer. I usually shan"t."
Jim Crowfoot got up.
"I"m not sure if I shall come or not," he said. "I think not. I feel rather inclined for conversation to-day."
"Better not come then, old chap," said Lindfield. "There"s not much conversation usually when I"m with you. I never get a word in. Nor anybody else."
It was impossible to take offence at even this, so pure and friendly was the chaff. It may be said to Jim"s credit that he did not even attempt to do so.
"What am I to do, then?" he asked. "I can"t converse alone.--Mrs.
Halton, will you talk to me?"
"No, Mrs. Halton"s going to write letters all the morning," said Lindfield. "She told me so."
Just for a second Daisy allowed herself to think "So he already knew that," but it was but momentary. This mood of drawing inferences from infinitesimal data in other people"s conduct was altogether detestable; she must not allow herself to do it.
"Yes, I"m going to be a virtuous woman," said Aunt Jeannie.--"Alice dear, will you get a nice dog-chain and fasten me down to a writing-table till I swear to you that I have written to everybody who ever writes to me?"
"If you wish, but if I chain you down you sacrifice the fineness of your virtue. You make a virtue of necessity."
"No," said Jeannie, "I make a necessity of virtue. I shan"t be able to get up. Or is it the same thing?"
"You"re clearly going to make a morning of it," remarked Lindfield.
Jeannie sighed.
"An afternoon as well," she said, "If my recollection of the size of a certain packet neatly labelled "Unanswered" is at all correct."
"Shouldn"t make a packet of unanswered letters," said Lindfield. "I burn them. Then you can start afresh."
CHAPTER XV.
The next hour or two had fairly fulfilled the breakfast plans. Daisy, after the tiger accident to her parasol at the Zoo, had fallen back, for country use anyhow, on an immense scarlet contadina umbrella, and had planted herself and this under the elm-tree as soon as breakfast was over. Almost immediately after Lord Lindfield had followed her, with not quite so rigid an interpretation of idleness as Daisy, for she had brought absolutely nothing with her to occupy her hands or her mind, whereas he had a daily paper.
"Not a word or a sigh or a sneeze, Miss Daisy," he said, in a whisper, "or we shall be discovered. Not brought anything whatever with you?
That"s right. Just you yourself."
"You forget my parasol," said Daisy, "and it really isn"t an insignificant affair."
"I know it isn"t. I don"t like it. It hides too much of you."
Daisy laughed.
"I suppose that means I have to put it down," she said.
"Well, I think it would be kind of you," he said. "You"ve been hiding yourself too much lately to my mind."
Daisy could not let this pa.s.s.
"Well, I like that," she said. "You threw me over all yesterday, which you said you were going to spend down here; you arrived with Aunt Jeannie in the middle of dinner, and played five thousand up with her afterwards."
"Yes, and when I do hope to catch a glimpse of you you hide yourself under a scarlet umbrella," he said. "That"s better; thanks awfully."
Daisy furled the big umbrella, and threw it down on the gra.s.s. For the moment her mind was absolutely at peace again, and went back with a tremulous sense of happiness to the mood of the ball, so few evenings ago. And as she faced him, she thought again that it was a different man from the one she had known, and again saw that the difference was in herself.
"We had a great discussion, Mrs. Halton and I," he went on, "when we were sitting like wayside flowers near Ealing yesterday, as to whether people were nicer in the country or in town. I wonder which of us you will agree with."
"Oh, with Aunt Jeannie, I expect," said Daisy, not without challenge in her voice.
"H"m. That"s a nasty one for me. Well, let"s put it to the proof, anyhow. We agreed that some people are nicer in town and others in the country, but there we parted company."