Next Monday when he entered the church he found her already sitting in her place. She had the Bible lying on her knee, and was learning the verses they had been given as their task.
There were not many children there, and when he sat down opposite to her she made a half movement as if she meant to get up and come over to him; but she sat down again immediately and went on learning.
His mother had told him before he left just to address Elsbeth. She had charged him with many greetings for her mother, and he was to ask, too, how she was. On his way he had studied a long speech, only he was not quite decided yet whether to address her with "_Du_" or "_Sie_." "_Du_"
would have been the simplest; his mother took it for granted. But the "_Sie_" sounded decidedly more distinguished--so nice and grown up. And as he could come to no decision he avoided addressing her at all. He, too, took out his Bible, and both put their elbows on their knees and studied as if for a wager.
It was not of much use to him, because when the vicar questioned him afterwards he had forgotten every word of it.
A painful silence ensued; the Erdmanns laughed viciously, and he had to sit down again, his face burning with shame. He dared not look up any more, and when, on leaving the church, he saw Elsbeth standing at the porch as if she was waiting for something, he lowered his eyes and tried to pa.s.s her quickly. However, she stepped forward and spoke to him.
"My mother has charged me--I am to ask you--how your mother is?"
He answered that she was well.
"And she sends her many kind regards," continued Elsbeth.
"And my mother also sends many kind regards to yours," he answered, turning the Bible and hymn-book between his fingers, "and I was to ask you, too, how she is?"
"Mamma told me to say," she replied, like something learned by heart, "that she is often ill, and has to keep in-doors very much; but now that spring is here she is better; and would you not like to drive in our carriage as far as your house? I was to ask you, she said."
"Just look, Meyerhofer is sweethearting!" cried the elder Erdmann, who had hidden behind the church door, through the crack of which he wanted to tickle his companions with a little straw.
Elsbeth and Paul looked at each other in surprise, for they did not know the meaning of this phrase; but as they felt that it must signify something very bad they blushed and separated.
Paul looked after her as she got into the carriage and drove away. This time the old lady was not waiting for her. It was her governess, he had heard. Yes; she was of such high rank that she even had a governess of her own.
"The Erdmanns will get a good licking yet;" with that he ended his reflections.
The next week pa.s.sed without his speaking to Elsbeth. When he entered the church she was generally already in her seat. Then she would nod to him kindly, but that was all.
And then came a Monday when her carriage was not waiting for her. He noticed it at once, and as he walked towards the church-yard he breathed more freely, for the proud coachman with his fur cap, which he wore even in summer, always caused him a feeling of oppression. He had only to think of this coachman when he sat opposite to her and she appeared to him like a being from another world.
To-day he ventured to nod to her almost familiarly, and it seemed to him as if she answered more kindly than usual.
And when the lesson was ended she came towards him of her own accord, and said, "I must walk home to-day, for our horses are all in the fields. Mamma thought you might walk with me part of the way, as we go the same road."
He felt very happy, but did not dare to walk by her side as long as they were in the village. He also looked back anxiously from time to time, to see whether the two Erdmanns were lurking anywhere with their mocking remarks. But when they went through the open fields it was quite natural that they should walk side by side.
It was a sunny forenoon in June. The white sand on the road glittered; round about golden hawkweed was blooming and meadowsweet waved in the warm wind; the midday bell sounded from the village; no human creature was to be seen far and wide; the heath seemed quite deserted.
Elsbeth wore a wide-brimmed straw-hat on her head as a protection against the sun"s rays. She took it off now, and swung it to and fro by the elastic.
"You will be too hot," he said; but as she laughed at him a little he took his off also and threw it high in the air.
"You are quite a merry fellow," she said, nodding approvingly.
He shook his head, and the lines of care which always made him look old appeared again upon his brow.
"Oh no," he said; "merry I am certainly not."
"Why not?" she asked.
"I have always so many things to think of," he answered, "and if ever I want to be really happy something always goes wrong."
"But what do you always have to think about?" she asked.
He reflected for a while, but nothing occurred to him. "Oh, it is all nonsense," he said; "clever thoughts never come to me, by any means."
And then he told her about his brothers, of the thick books, which were quite filled with figures (the name he had forgotten), and which they had already known by heart when they were only as old as he was now.
"Why don"t you learn that as well, if it gives you pleasure?" she asked.
"But it gives me no pleasure," he answered; "I have such a dull head."
"But _something_ you know, surely?" she went on.
"I know absolutely nothing at all," he replied, sadly; "father says that I am too stupid."
"Oh, you must not heed that," she replied, consolingly. "My Fraulein Rothmaier also finds fault with many things I do. But I--pah, I--" she was silent, and pulled up a sorrel-plant which she began to chew.
"Has your father still such sparkling eyes?" he asked.
She nodded, and her face brightened.
"You love him very much--your father?"
She looked at him wonderingly, as if she had not understood his question, then answered, "Oh yes; I love him very much."
"And he loves you, too?"
"Well, I should think so."
Now he also rooted up a sorrel-plant and sighed.
"Why do you sigh?" she asked.
Something was just crossing his mind, he said, and then asked, laughingly, if her father still took her on his knee sometimes, as on the day when he had been in the White House.
She laughed and said she was a big girl now, and he should not ask such silly questions; but afterwards it came out that all the same she still sat on her father"s knee--"Of course, not astride any more!" she added, laughing.
"Yes, that was a nice day," he said, "and I sat on his other knee. How small we must have been then."
"And we were so pitifully stupid," she answered, "when I think now how you wanted to whistle, and could not."
"Do you remember that?" he asked, and his eyes sparkled in the consciousness of his present attainments in the art.
"Of course," she replied; "and when you went away you came running back and--do you still remember?"