Her father, sullen and irritable these days, would have probably beaten her for using it.
But Anna had gone, and a telephone call to Marion Hayden had told him she was not at home. He thought it possible she had gone to the country club, and accepted his father"s suggestion of golf willingly.
From the moment he left the mill Anna had left his mind. He was at that period when always in the back of his mind there was a girl. During the mill hours the girl was Anna, because she was there. In the afternoon it was Marion, just then, but even at that there were entire evenings when, at the theater, a pretty girl in the chorus held and absorbed his entire attention--or at a dance a debutante, cloudy and mysterious in white chiffon, bounded his universe for a few hours.
On this foundation of girl he built the superstructure of his days. Not evil, but wholly irresponsible. The urge of vital youth had caught him and held him. And Clayton, sitting that day beside him in the car, while Graham drove and the golf clubs rattled in their bags at his feet, remembered again the impulses of his own adolescence, and wondered.
There had been a time when he would have gone to the boy frankly, with the anxieties he was beginning to feel. There were so many things he wanted to tell the boy. So many warnings he should have.
But Natalie had stolen him. That was what it amounted to. She had stolen his confidence, as only a selfish woman could. And against that cabal of mother and son he felt helpless. It was even more than that. As against Natalie"s indulgence he did not wish to pose as a mentor pointing out always the way of duty.
"How old are you, Graham?" he said suddenly.
"Twenty-two." Graham glanced at him curiously. His father knew his age, of course.
"I was married at your age."
"Tough luck," said Graham. And then: "I"m sorry, father, I didn"t mean that. But it"s pretty early, isn"t it? No time for a good time, or anything."
"I fancy Nature meant men to marry young, don"t you? It saves a lot of--complications."
"The girl a fellow marries at that age isn"t often the one he"d marry at thirty," said Graham. And feeling that he had said the wrong thing, changed the subject quickly. Clayton did not try to turn it back into its former channel. The boy was uncomfortable, unresponsive. There was a barrier between them, of self-consciousness on his part, of evasion and discomfort on Graham"s.
On the way over they had sighted Delight in the new car. She had tried to turn, had backed into a ditch and was at that moment ruefully surveying a machine which had apparently sat down on its rear wheels with its engine pointed pathetically skyward.
Delight"s face fell when she recognized them.
"Of course it would have to be you," she said. "Of all the people who might have seen my shame--I"m going on with you. I never want to see the old thing again."
"Anything smashed?" Graham inquired.
"It looks smashed. I can"t tell."
It was not until the car was out of the ditch, and Clayton had driven off in Graham"s car toward the club that Delight remembered her father"s voice the day he had told her Graham would teach her to drive. She stiffened and he was quick to see the change in her manner. The total damage was one flat tire, and while the engine was inflating it, he looked at her. She had grown to be quite pretty. His eyes approved her.
"Better let me come round and give you a few lessons, Delight."
"I"d rather learn by myself, if you don"t mind."
"You"ll have a real smash unless you learn properly."
But she remained rather obstinately silent.
"What"s the matter with me, Delight? You"re not exactly crazy about me, are you?"
"That"s silly. I don"t know anything about you any more."
"That"s your fault. You know I"ve been away for four years, and since I came back I haven"t seen much of you. But, if you"ll let me come round--"
"You can come if you like. You"ll be bored, probably."
"You"re being awfully nasty, you know. Here I come to pull you out of a ditch and generally rescue you, and--Come, now, Delight, what is it?
There"s something. We used to be pals."
"I don"t know, Graham," she said truthfully. "I only know--well, I hear things, of course. Nothing very bad. Just little things. I wish you wouldn"t insist. It"s idiotic. What does it matter what I think?"
Graham flushed. He knew well enough one thing she had heard. Her father and mother had been at dinner the other night, and he had had too much to drink.
"Sorry."
He stopped the pump and put away the tools, all in silence. Good heavens, was all the world divided into two sorts of people: the knockers--and under that heading he placed his father, Delight, and all those who occasionally disapproved of him--and the decent sort who liked a fellow and understood him?
But his training had been too good to permit him to show his angry scorn. He made an effort and summoned a smile.
"All ready," he said. "And since you won"t let me teach you, perhaps I"d better take you home."
"You were going to the club."
"Oh, that"s all right. Father"s probably found some one."
But she insisted that he drive them both to the club, and turn the car round there. Then, with a grinding of gear levers that made him groan, she was off toward home, leaving Graham staring after her.
"Well, can you beat it?" he inquired of the empty air. "Can you beat it?"
And wounded in all the pride of new manhood, he joined Marion and her rather riotous crowd around the fire inside the clubhouse. Clayton had given him up and was going around alone, followed by a small caddie.
The links were empty, and the caddie lonely. He ventured small bits of conversation now and then, looking up with admiration at Clayton"s tall figure. And, after a little, Clayton took the bag from him and used him only for retrieving b.a.l.l.s. The boy played round, whistling.
"Kinda quiet to-day, ain"t it?" he offered, trudging a foot or two behind.
"It is, rather, young man."
"Mostly on Sat.u.r.days I caddie for Mr. Valentine. But he"s gone to the war."
"Oh, he has, has he?" Clayton built a small tee, and placed his ball on it. "Well, maybe we"ll all be going some day."
He drove off and started after the ball. It was not until he was on the green that he was conscious of the boy beside him again.
"How old d"you have to be to get into the army, Mr. Spencer?" inquired the caddie, anxiously.
Clayton looked at him quizzically.
"Want to try for it, do you? Well, I"m afraid you"ll have to wait a bit."
"I"m older than I look, Mr. Spencer."
"How old are you?"
"Sixteen."
"Afraid you"ll have to wait a while," said Clayton and achieved a well-nigh perfect long putt.