"I didn"t want to come back. I was safe where I was." There was a plea in the young voice, a heartbreaking plea. "I can"t face it all over again."
Francesca stroked back the fringe of hair tumbling over the girl"s forehead, her touch soothing and healing at the same time. "Yes, you can. You"re strong, Skyler, and you"re no longer alone. You know I am different, I have certain abilities. I can dull your memories, give you time to heal properly. You will still feel the pain, but it will be bearable. You are surrounded by those who love you and you see yourself the way you really are inside, not the way that man tried to teach you. He was dead inside, a monster made of drugs and alcohol."
"He is not the only monster in the world."
"No, sweetheart, he is not. The world is filled with such creatures and they come in all forms and sizes. We can only do what we can to stop them and rescue the innocents from their hands. Gabriel has dedicated his life to doing so and so have I in my own way. Give us the chance to love and care for you as you should have been."
"I"m afraid," Skyler said. "I don"t know if I can ever be whole again. I can"t bear the sight of men.
Everything frightens me."
"Deep within your heart and soul, Skyler, you know all men cannot be condemned for the despicable things your father did. All men are not alike. Most are fair and loving."
"I"m still afraid, Francesca. It doesn"t matter that I know what you"re saying might be the truth. I can"t take the chance, I don"t want to take a chance."
Francesca shook her head gently. "You retreated so that you would not become like them. You wanted to be like your mother, seeing the good in people and having compa.s.sion. I read that in you easily."Her eyelids fluttered, then bravely remained open. "I wanted him dead."
"Of course you did. I wanted him dead, too. That does not mean we are monsters, sweetheart, only that we are not angels. Join with us. I want you with me, I have been inside your head and know you as your own mother did. Better perhaps. I would count myself blessed to share my life with yours. If that is not what you wish, I will provide the money for your education and upbringing.
Either way, it is your choice. I will not abandon you."
Skyler twisted her fingers tightly around Francesca"s. "You know what you"re asking of me. I know you do. I"ll have to go out into the world, be with others. I"ll never be the same as they are. I"ll never fit in."
"You"ll fit in with me," Francesca insisted. "With Gabriel and me. We appreciate talent such as you have, we really do. We can help you develop it. There are ways to tone it down or expand it if it is necessary to do so. And you will have plenty of time to heal before you need to face the world. Try to sit up, Skyler. You"re strong enough."
"I don"t think I want my ability developed any more than it already is. When I touch people, I know things about them I shouldn"t. Sometimes I see terrible things. No one believes me when I tell them." There was no trace of self-pity in Skyler"s voice or in her mind. The teenager was simply stating facts as she saw them. Skyler reluctantly withdrew her hand and with Francesca"s aid managed to sit up.
"I brought you a few things, some underwear and T-shirts and a robe." She held up the stuffed wolf. "And this. Gabriel thought you might like a friend."
The girl stared at the stuffed animal for a moment, her eyes widening. "For me? Really?" She reached for it, pulled the animal into her arms. At once peace seemed to steal into her heart, a little at a time. "No one but my mother ever gave me anything before. Thank you, and please thank Gabriel," she said in a tearful voice. She pressed her face against the wolf"s face and stared for a moment, entranced by the blue eyes. She had awakened from a long nightmare and the world seemed more fantasy than real. She struggled to stay in it, not to slip back inside her own head.
Francesca studied the teenager. Skyler was so thin, Francesca could see every bone in her body.
She seemed so fragile, Francesca was afraid she might break. Francesca placed pillows all around Skyler, tucked the blankets up high. Skyler"s face still held traces of bruising, but she was remarkably healed from her single session with Francesca. She was all eyes, and she had beautiful eyes of soft dove gray. They were haunting eyes, eyes that had seen far too much for such a young girl.
"Well, how bad do I look?" Skyler asked it indifferently, her voice more tired than interested. She didn"t let go of the stuffed animal.
"I think Gabriel is right, we will have to invest a great deal in food for you. Were you starving yourself?"
"I considered it. I thought even if I didn"t actually die, his friends wouldn"t want me if I was really skinny." The comforter bunched in Skyler"s fist as she curled her fingers tightly around it. "There was one who didn"t care. He called me ugly all the time, but he came around just the same. I think he was worse than my father."
Francesca sent her waves of rea.s.surance but remained silent, wanting Skyler to continue talking, wanting her to get it all out. She knew the man, the one the girl was referring to. She had shared memories of him, of his brutality to a small innocent child he held completely in his power. Paul Lafitte. Skyler would never forget him, never forget the three others who had used and battered her. Their faces were burned into her mind, the sound of their voices recorded forever in her memory. They would be etched into Francesca"s memory for all time also.
"He was here again," Skyler said suddenly. "He was just here with me."Francesca"s head went up. She scanned the area quickly but found no one who could be considered an enemy. There was no taint of power, no voids to indicate an evil one was near.
Whoever or whatever was reaching out to Skyler was powerful enough to elude Francesca"s search.
"What do you mean he was here? Lafitte? One of the others? Tell me, Skyler."
Skyler shook her head. "The one like you. The one that was here before and stayed quiet while you healed me. He touches my mind when my memories are overwhelming. He makes me feel safe."
"Gabriel?" Francesca had thought he"d gone into the city looking for evidence of Lucian. He had read the newspaper, given a quick exclamation, and was gone before she could ask. When she picked up the paper there was an article about an unidentified man found in an alley with his throat slashed. He had been found in a part of town where few decent people ever went. Francesca was certain she would have recognized Gabriel"s touch in Skyler"s mind. She reached for Gabriel and found him at once.
"You are safe?" She asked it softly, a little hesitantly, knowing from his deep concentration he was in the middle of something important.
"He was here. Lucian. This was his kill. He is still in the city. I do not know why he was not waiting for me as he should have been."
"Were you here with us just a moment ago? Skyler says she felt the presence of another while we were talking."
There was a moment of silence. Gabriel examined Francesca"s memories of the conversation she had had with the teenager. "It was not me, sweetheart. This worries me. Lucian is extremely cunning and he likes games. If he is aware of Skyler, he would be aware of you. He would not pa.s.s up the opportunity to use either of you to get to me. You must be very careful. He is killing now, leaving his prey for me to find."
"Why would he comfort Skyler?"
"I cannot say. Perhaps to use her against you. I do not know, Francesca, but we cannot underestimate Lucian. We must a.s.sume he has found Skyler and is aware she is linked to me through you. He is extremely powerful and sensitive to the smallest hint of power. We both were vulnerable to his detection last rising. I should have been more careful."
"Would you feel him if he had linked with us while we were with Skyler? She says she felt a third presence. She definitely felt another male, not you, and he held her, yet was not present physically."
Again there was a long silence. "I do not like this, Francesca. It had to be Lucian. Only he is capable of slipping in and out of my mind without my knowledge. You are in great danger, you and Skyler.
He is up to something. This kill was deliberate. A message to me that he has opened the game and it is my move."
"How do you know?"
"His victim is one of the men from Skyler"s memory."
Francesca bit her lower lip hard enough to bring a dot of ruby-red blood welling up. She let her breath out slowly. Now it was Skyler who reached out to comfort her. "What is it? Why are you upset?"
"I don"t know who this man is, the one who came to you this morning. It was not Gabriel as I had hoped. There is one in this city like us, with the ability to connect without his physical presence, yet he is not like us. He is dangerous." Francesca tried to keep the fear out of her voice. She knew what the vampire was capable of. He was a ruthless, merciless killer who played with people and their emotions for his own amus.e.m.e.nt. The undead could appear to be handsome and courteous, friendly and gentle, when in fact they had only dark, demonic thoughts. Lucian was the most powerful Carpathian alive other than his twin. Now that he had chosen to lose his soul he was doubly dangerous. He had been feared before; now he was considered the most menacing enemy of all time. It was a frightening thought that Lucian might be stalking them for his own deadly purpose.
"He didn"t feel evil," Skyler said softly. "I"m always afraid of men. Even the doctor makes me nervous, but for some reason this man"s different. He almost feels like Gabriel, sort of safe. I"ve never had a safe feeling before so I"m not certain."
Francesca nodded. "I hope you"re right, sweetheart, but I want you to be cautious with this man.
Very cautious. Now tell me about your talent."
Skyler"s eyelids were drooping. "I"m already tired, Francesca. It isn"t exactly a talent, it"s just knowing things. And I can sometimes read people"s thoughts, just like you can. Like Gabriel and the other. I prefer animals to people. I couldn"t keep any pets, but I knew all the neighborhood animals and they were my friends, even the dogs that were supposed to be mean. I connected with them, you know."
"How do you see Gabriel and me? What can you tell about us?" Francesca asked curiously. How much could Skyler actually see?
Skyler slid once more down between the sheets. Trying to be civil after living in silence so long was a difficult task and very exhausting. "Do you really want me to answer that question, Francesca? I see far more than you think."
"I believe if we are to live together and become a family, there should be truth between us, don"t you?" Francesca asked gently.
"You are not like me and not like the others. I don"t know what you are, Francesca, but you can heal the sick and comfort those in need. There is only good in you. Only that. I wish I was like you.
I wish I really was your family." Skyler added the last sadly, her lashes fanning her cheek as sleep overcame her.
Francesca brought the limp little scarred hand to her mouth. She kissed the scars on the back of Skyler"s hand and turned her arm over to inspect the palm. The child had fought off someone who"d slashed at her with a sharp piece of gla.s.s. Had it been her father? Gabriel had dealt him swift, merciful justice. Francesca examined the teen"s memories once more. Not her father that time. It had been a tall, thin man with coa.r.s.e, dark hair and large hands. He was furious because Skyler refused to voluntarily kiss or fondle him. She couldn"t have been more than eight or nine at the time.
Sickened, Francesca dropped the girl"s hand, afraid she would awaken her with her violent reaction to the child"s ordeal. She pushed her hand against her throbbing temples and her palm came away smeared with blood.
"Breathe, Francesca, you can do her no good reliving these memories. Lucian may have sought to throw down the gauntlet but he is inadvertently aiding me in bringing about justice for this child. Our child. We will love her." Gabriel flooded her with warmth and solace. She could feel the sensation of his arms around her, the strength of his body as if he were holding her close even though they were miles apart.
"Where are you? " She caught a glimpse of a busy room - filled with desks and people, mostly men.
"At the police station. I am unseen at the moment. I need to know everything about this kill. I want to hear the personal comments and read the reports. I have already visited the site. I do not know what Lucian is up to, but I want you to be very careful. Scan Skyler"s memories each time you visit her."
"She is asleep and becoming restless.""I want you safe, my love. Perhaps you should go back to the house and set safeguards. But do not think it will do more than slow him down if he attempts to come after you. Should you be in danger, you must call to me. Do not wait."
"I have to see my lawyer. He has drawn up the papers and the judge will see me this night. It is a special favor he is doing me and I must attend. The judge will ask Skyler if she agrees and as soon as Brice okays it, we will be able to take her home with us. There has been a reply from Aidan Savage via e-mail. A few members of his household are in London at the moment. He will contact them and see if they would be willing to aid us, housekeeping for Skyler during the daylight hours."
"Please be careful, Francesca," Gabriel cautioned as he slowly allowed the connection between them to fade. He liked none of it. It could only be Lucian merging with Skyler. Gabriel knew he would easily detect any other of their kind or the undead. Everything pointed to the handiwork of his twin. This kill. It was cla.s.sic Lucian. Neat. Tidy. Unidentifiable to anyone except Gabriel. The opening gambit in their game.
He considered an attempt to lead Lucian away from the city and the two women. Both of them were at risk.
Gabriel examined the pictures of the body from all angles. In a few minutes he would go to the morgue and make sure that there were no telltale signs of vampirism. Most vampires were messy with their kills and the remains usually had to be incinerated to a fine ash, leaving little for the human police to trace. Lucian had always been different. It was as if he deliberately kept the game between Gabriel and himself.
This body was Lucian"s kill. He was like a surgeon, never leaving so much as a pinp.r.i.c.k behind. The blood was drained from the body, not a single drop spilled on the ground. Around the neck was a clean slice like a giant smile. The medical examiner could never quite figure out exactly what was used. The evidence pointed to a single razor-sharp claw like that of a long-extinct raptor. The only blood remaining in or on the victim was the thin line like a necklace around the throat. That macabre mystery was Lucian"s calling card, his idea of a joke. In the past no one had ever determined what had caused the injury or how the blood loss had occurred. When Gabriel was a step and a half behind Lucian, as he was now, and the police found the bodies, these kills always created a major sensation. Everyone liked a good mystery.
Right now they were all speculating about the injury. It was so precise they were betting it was done with a surgical instrument by a surgeon. Gabriel walked among them unseen to the human eye. As he moved through their midst, he noticed that some of the detectives were more sensitive than others. One or two of them shivered unexpectedly, looking around to see where the cold draft came from.
Computers could make things much more dangerous now. With their ability to trace everything from DNA to voice to fingerprints, they could make the job of concealing evidence of Carpathians extremely difficult. Gabriel realized he needed to learn every aspect of the latest scientific discoveries. A great number of the topics being discussed were things he had no real knowledge of.
He automatically shared the information with Lucian, and much to his shock found that Lucian already had studied the latest in medical research. The flow of data returning to him was astonishing, although he shouldn"t have been surprised. Among their kind Lucian had been shockingly intelligent, a.s.similating information at a much more rapid rate than others. It was as if his brain constantly craved more data. Naturally Lucian had already discovered the scientific advances, the extraordinary technology that could make things so difficult for their people.
Carpathians and vampires alike would undoubtedly have a much more difficult time hiding their existence.
"Do not worry so much, Gabriel, I am more than careful. They will not find what I do not wish to leave behind."
Gabriel took the opportunity to "see" through his twin"s eyes. If he could lock in on his brother"s position, he might have the opportunity to fulfill his vow. At once Lucian"s soft, taunting laughter echoed in his mind and the view was distorted so that Gabriel had no chance to see anything that would help him. "You do not think I would make our game so easy for you, do you? You must follow the clues I leave. That is the way it is done. You cannot cheat, Gabriel."
"This is between the two of us, Lucian. There may be other hunters in the city. I would keep this between us, as it should be."
"Do not worry so much for the safety of your brother. I am certain I will defeat all who come to threaten me. I am learning about this world fast and the knowledge is rather exhilarating. There is much to play with here. I like this place and do not want to hurry our battle."
Lucian was gone just like that. Gabriel felt a peculiar wrenching pain in the region of his heart. His brother. He missed their closeness. Missed the man he had followed for so many centuries. A great mind. A warrior unsurpa.s.sed. No one could orchestrate a battle as Lucian could. Sorrow engulfed Gabriel, nearly drove him to his knees. To destroy such a great man. To destroy the one who had always been there with him, for him, the one who had saved his life so many times. It was more than should be asked of anyone.
"Gabriel, you are not alone." Francesca"s voice was gentle and soothing. "You know that is no longer truly Lucian. You are honoring him by fulfilling your commitment to him, by destroying the very thing he fought against for so many centuries."
"I remind myself of that fact often. Intellectually I know it is true, yet my heart is heavy with the burden."
"Fortunately, you have only to reach out to find me here. I am, after all, a healer." There was the merest hint of teasing in her voice.
Gabriel instantly felt warmth surround his heart. It was supposed to be this way. Never alone, the two of them walking through life together, helping each other with the emotional entanglements, with each crisis that came their way. That note in her voice gave him a measure of comfort, gave him hope. He touched her mind to see if she had talked with Brice. He didn"t want to ask and he was ashamed that he was jealous enough to invade her privacy to find out if she was sharing her time with the doctor. "Perhaps you should leave Skyler to her rest and attend to the business of gaining custody of her so you may return to the safety of the house." He made the suggestion carefully, choosing his words so they would not sound like an order.
Francesca"s laughter was very soft. "I am touching your mind as you are touching mine. You are not nearly as subtle as you think you are. I will leave the hospital, Gabriel, because I have much business to attend to."
She was not about to give him the satisfaction of knowing she was avoiding Brice on purpose. She no longer viewed Brice in the way she had before Gabriel had entered her life. It made her feel guilty. Francesca had no idea what to say to Brice. She knew Skyler was destined to live with her, yet Brice didn"t want anything more to do with the teenager. He didn"t know what Francesca was, what she needed to do to survive. Everything was different now that Gabriel had returned. She was very confused and needed time to sort everything out properly.
Francesca touched her stomach with the palm of her hand, a light caress. A child. Gabriel had given her a child when she had gone so many centuries certain she would never have such a gift.
And now Skyler. Able to touch minds as she could, Francesca knew everything about the young girl. Everything. She already loved the girl as a daughter.
There was soft male laughter brushing her mind. "You do not look old enough to have a daughter Skyler"s age."
"I am old enough to be her ancestor. She knows we are not human."
"Not really. She knows we are different. She thinks we are psychic as she is. Eventually we will explain the full truth. In the meantime, we must treat her the way humans with money treat their children. She will need a bodyguard during the daylight hours when we cannot be with her, along with a housekeeper to see to her needs."
"I have to do this, Gabriel. I cannot leave her alone to face the world. She needs me." Francesca was unsure whether she was apologizing or not.
"She needs the two of us," Gabriel corrected her gently. "She must learn from someone that all men are not the monsters she has encountered. She is still of two minds. She wishes to retreat back into that place where nothing can touch her, yet the hand you are holding out to her is very tempting. She has felt you, the love you have for others, the compa.s.sion in your heart, and it calls loudly to her."
"She will choose to come with us, Gabriel. She is tremendously courageous."
Francesca flagged a cab to take her to the judge"s office. Her lawyer would meet her there. "We will meet back at the hospital as soon as the paperwork is finished so that the judge can ask Skyler if she is agreeable to my guardianship. I am concerned that Brice may make a scene over you. Are you prepared for such a thing?"
Gabriel censored his thoughts immediately. It was ingrained in him not to call unwarranted attention to himself. This was a situation he was unfamiliar with. His instinct was to remove the threat to himself and Francesca and even Skyler. Brice would not interfere with their plans. He would not allow such a thing.
"Gabriel?" Francesca"s voice was soft with worry. "Why have you closed your mind to me? You will not harm Brice, will you? He has been a good friend to me when I needed one."
Gabriel swore to himself in several languages, mixing them up as he did so. Francesca had a way of forcing compliance on his part. It felt rather like being hobbled. What was he to do when she was always placing restrictions on his actions? "Attend your meeting, woman, and leave me in peace. I will be there should you need me later. For now, I am hunting and cannot take the time to give you rea.s.surance."
"Don"t growl at me, you fraud. I was not the one monitoring your thoughts. You opened this conversation, not me."
She was laughing at him. Gabriel. The hunter of vampires. A warrior two thousand years old. Men feared him but Francesca was laughing at him. It was a new experience but one he could definitely get used to. She had a way of turning his heart over and melting his insides until he barely knew himself.
Gabriel streamed through the city, checking every haunt remembered from centuries earlier. He knew the layout of the huge sprawling city now. Every rat trap, every narrow alley and bolt-hole. He knew the cemeteries, the cathedrals, the hospitals and blood banks. He looked in every place he could think of for signs of Lucian. He knew his twin was in the city yet it was as if he were searching for the wind itself; there was no trace of Lucian"s existence other than that body left for the police.
Gabriel touched Francesca"s mind, knew she had returned to the hospital and was entering Skyler"s room. He decided to meet her there. Francesca needed to lean on someone, whether she wanted to admit it or not. He fully intended to be that someone. He moved through the night air, a stream of mist blending with the bands of fog rising from the ground. He was not about to allow the doctor to be there alone with Francesca if anything should go wrong. He did not want to take a chance that Brice might attempt to influence the judge against allowing Skyler to live with Francesca. A small smile curved his mouth, but did not touch his coal-black eyes. Gabriel had a way of making sure the judge would give Francesca anything she wanted. He entered the room as fine molecules so he could easily slide under the door. As he moved inside, his powerful frame once again came together, still unseen by those in the room.She was sitting on the edge of Skyler"s bed holding the young girl"s hand. Just the sight of Francesca took his breath away. He knew it always would. The judge was a tall, thin man with graying hair and kind eyes. The lawyer was altogether much too young and good-looking for Gabriel"s peace of mind. He, also, was staring at Francesca with a kind of rapture on his face.
Another fan. She seemed to have them everywhere.
"So you see, Skyler, if you want to live with me, the judge is willing to agree, but you"ll have to talk to him," Francesca coaxed gently. She was not using her voice to sway the teenager in any way.
The judge moved to within a few feet of the bed. Skyler was visibly trembling. Gabriel reached automatically for her mind. She was under his protection, a female child with psychic ability, a precious treasure to be guarded at all times. He did not like her agitation, the terrible distress on her face. Francesca was also in her mind, bolstering her courage, soothing her, aiding her to face the male strangers invading her room. The terror of her childhood was far too fresh in her mind to be able to handle such an event alone.
At once he gathered Skyler into his mental arms, pouring his strength and power into her so that she blinked in amazement. He was surrounding her mind, repeating a healing chant in the ancient language of their people, whispering teasing nonsense so that Skyler could hardly keep a straight face. Her large soft eyes darted around the room searching for him, but Gabriel was nowhere to be found. She glanced at Francesca questioningly but Francesca could only smile and shrug her shoulders. She didn"t know his exact location either, only that Gabriel"s presence was strong enough to indicate he was very close to them.
"Well, Skyler," the judge prompted gently. "Don"t be afraid. We want to do what"s best for you, whatever will make you happy. Francesca has indicated quite strongly that she would like to be responsible for you, to be your guardian. She has room in her home and can easily give you every advantage, but you are old enough to choose for yourself. I would like to hear what you have to say."
The door to the bedroom swung inward and Brice walked in. "May I inquire what is going on in here? This girl is my patient."
The judge turned slowly, one eyebrow shooting up. "I thought you had agreed that we could question her today." He glared at Francesca"s lawyer.
Gabriel reached for Brice"s mind. The man was a whirling chaotic ma.s.s of contradiction. He was angry with Francesca, certain she had already chosen to be with Gabriel. It was in his mind to sabotage her efforts to gain custody of Skyler. Gabriel forced down his own desire to allow the man to completely ruin his chances with Francesca. At once he made the decision to interfere. He solidified outside the door to Skyler"s room, shoved it open, and strode in.
Brice swore aloud, stepping back hastily to allow Gabriel entrance. Gabriel"s tall, powerful frame dwarfed the doctor"s. As he brushed by, he leaned close so that his words were heard by Brice alone. "You will tell the truth in this matter." He gave the command softly, his voice compelling the other man to do his bidding.