Mr. Murdstone and I were soon off, and trotting along on the green turf by the side of the road. He held me quite easily with one arm, and I don"t think I was restless usually; but I could not make up my mind to sit in front of him without turning my head sometimes, and looking up in his face. He had that kind of shallow black eye--I want a better word to express an eye that has no depth in it to be looked into--which, when it is abstracted, seems from some peculiarity of light to be disfigured, for a moment at a time, by a cast. Several times when I glanced at him, I observed that appearance with a sort of awe, and wondered what he was thinking about so closely. His hair and whiskers were blacker and thicker, looked at so near, than even I had given them credit for being.
A squareness about the lower part of his face, and the dotted indication of the strong black beard he shaved close every day, reminded me of the wax-work that had travelled into our neighbourhood some half-a-year before. This, his regular eyebrows, and the rich white, and black, and brown, of his complexion--confound his complexion, and his memory!--made me think him, in spite of my misgivings, a very handsome man. I have no doubt that my poor dear mother thought him so too.
We went to an hotel by the sea, where two gentlemen were smoking cigars in a room by themselves. Each of them was lying on at least four chairs, and had a large rough jacket on. In a corner was a heap of coats and boat-cloaks, and a flag, all bundled up together.
They both rolled on to their feet in an untidy sort of manner, when we came in, and said, "Halloa, Murdstone! We thought you were dead!"
"Not yet," said Mr. Murdstone.
"And who"s this shaver?" said one of the gentlemen, taking hold of me.
"That"s Davy," returned Mr. Murdstone.
"Davy who?" said the gentleman. "Jones?"
"Copperfield," said Mr. Murdstone.
"What! Bewitching Mrs. Copperfield"s enc.u.mbrance?" cried the gentleman.
"The pretty little widow?"
"Quinion," said Mr. Murdstone, "take care, if you please. Somebody"s sharp."
"Who is?" asked the gentleman, laughing. I looked up, quickly; being curious to know.
"Only Brooks of Sheffield," said Mr. Murdstone.
I was quite relieved to find that it was only Brooks of Sheffield; for, at first, I really thought it was I.
There seemed to be something very comical in the reputation of Mr.
Brooks of Sheffield, for both the gentlemen laughed heartily when he was mentioned, and Mr. Murdstone was a good deal amused also. After some laughing, the gentleman whom he had called Quinion, said:
"And what is the opinion of Brooks of Sheffield, in reference to the projected business?"
"Why, I don"t know that Brooks understands much about it at present,"
replied Mr. Murdstone; "but he is not generally favourable, I believe."
There was more laughter at this, and Mr. Quinion said he would ring the bell for some sherry in which to drink to Brooks. This he did; and when the wine came, he made me have a little, with a biscuit, and, before I drank it, stand up and say, "Confusion to Brooks of Sheffield!" The toast was received with great applause, and such hearty laughter that it made me laugh too; at which they laughed the more. In short, we quite enjoyed ourselves.
We walked about on the cliff after that, and sat on the gra.s.s, and looked at things through a telescope--I could make out nothing myself when it was put to my eye, but I pretended I could--and then we came back to the hotel to an early dinner. All the time we were out, the two gentlemen smoked incessantly--which, I thought, if I might judge from the smell of their rough coats, they must have been doing, ever since the coats had first come home from the tailor"s. I must not forget that we went on board the yacht, where they all three descended into the cabin, and were busy with some papers. I saw them quite hard at work, when I looked down through the open skylight. They left me, during this time, with a very nice man with a very large head of red hair and a very small shiny hat upon it, who had got a cross-barred shirt or waistcoat on, with "Skylark" in capital letters across the chest. I thought it was his name; and that as he lived on board ship and hadn"t a street door to put his name on, he put it there instead; but when I called him Mr.
Skylark, he said it meant the vessel.
I observed all day that Mr. Murdstone was graver and steadier than the two gentlemen. They were very gay and careless. They joked freely with one another, but seldom with him. It appeared to me that he was more clever and cold than they were, and that they regarded him with something of my own feeling. I remarked that, once or twice when Mr.
Quinion was talking, he looked at Mr. Murdstone sideways, as if to make sure of his not being displeased; and that once when Mr. Pa.s.snidge (the other gentleman) was in high spirits, he trod upon his foot, and gave him a secret caution with his eyes, to observe Mr. Murdstone, who was sitting stern and silent. Nor do I recollect that Mr. Murdstone laughed at all that day, except at the Sheffield joke--and that, by the by, was his own.
We went home early in the evening. It was a very fine evening, and my mother and he had another stroll by the sweetbriar, while I was sent in to get my tea. When he was gone, my mother asked me all about the day I had had, and what they had said and done. I mentioned what they had said about her, and she laughed, and told me they were impudent fellows who talked nonsense--but I knew it pleased her. I knew it quite as well as I know it now. I took the opportunity of asking if she was at all acquainted with Mr. Brooks of Sheffield, but she answered No, only she supposed he must be a manufacturer in the knife and fork way.
Can I say of her face--altered as I have reason to remember it, perished as I know it is--that it is gone, when here it comes before me at this instant, as distinct as any face that I may choose to look on in a crowded street? Can I say of her innocent and girlish beauty, that it faded, and was no more, when its breath falls on my cheek now, as it fell that night? Can I say she ever changed, when my remembrance brings her back to life, thus only; and, truer to its loving youth than I have been, or man ever is, still holds fast what it cherished then?
I write of her just as she was when I had gone to bed after this talk, and she came to bid me good night. She kneeled down playfully by the side of the bed, and laying her chin upon her hands, and laughing, said:
"What was it they said, Davy? Tell me again. I can"t believe it."
""Bewitching--"" I began.
My mother put her hands upon my lips to stop me.
"It was never bewitching," she said, laughing. "It never could have been bewitching, Davy. Now I know it wasn"t!"
"Yes, it was. "Bewitching Mrs. Copperfield"," I repeated stoutly. "And, "pretty.""
"No, no, it was never pretty. Not pretty," interposed my mother, laying her fingers on my lips again.
"Yes it was. "Pretty little widow.""
"What foolish, impudent creatures!" cried my mother, laughing and covering her face. "What ridiculous men! An"t they? Davy dear--"
"Well, Ma."
"Don"t tell Peggotty; she might be angry with them. I am dreadfully angry with them myself; but I would rather Peggotty didn"t know."
I promised, of course; and we kissed one another over and over again, and I soon fell fast asleep.
It seems to me, at this distance of time, as if it were the next day when Peggotty broached the striking and adventurous proposition I am about to mention; but it was probably about two months afterwards.
We were sitting as before, one evening (when my mother was out as before), in company with the stocking and the yard-measure, and the bit of wax, and the box with St. Paul"s on the lid, and the crocodile book, when Peggotty, after looking at me several times, and opening her mouth as if she were going to speak, without doing it--which I thought was merely gaping, or I should have been rather alarmed--said coaxingly:
"Master Davy, how should you like to go along with me and spend a fortnight at my brother"s at Yarmouth? Wouldn"t that be a treat?"
"Is your brother an agreeable man, Peggotty?" I inquired, provisionally.
"Oh, what an agreeable man he is!" cried Peggotty, holding up her hands.
"Then there"s the sea; and the boats and ships; and the fishermen; and the beach; and Am to play with--"
Peggotty meant her nephew Ham, mentioned in my first chapter; but she spoke of him as a morsel of English Grammar.
I was flushed by her summary of delights, and replied that it would indeed be a treat, but what would my mother say?
"Why then I"ll as good as bet a guinea," said Peggotty, intent upon my face, "that she"ll let us go. I"ll ask her, if you like, as soon as ever she comes home. There now!"
"But what"s she to do while we"re away?" said I, putting my small elbows on the table to argue the point. "She can"t live by herself."
If Peggotty were looking for a hole, all of a sudden, in the heel of that stocking, it must have been a very little one indeed, and not worth darning.
"I say! Peggotty! She can"t live by herself, you know."
"Oh, bless you!" said Peggotty, looking at me again at last. "Don"t you know? She"s going to stay for a fortnight with Mrs. Grayper. Mrs.
Grayper"s going to have a lot of company."
Oh! If that was it, I was quite ready to go. I waited, in the utmost impatience, until my mother came home from Mrs. Grayper"s (for it was that identical neighbour), to ascertain if we could get leave to carry out this great idea. Without being nearly so much surprised as I had expected, my mother entered into it readily; and it was all arranged that night, and my board and lodging during the visit were to be paid for.