"I think Mr. Arabian is the most--the most--he is fascinating. He is a charming man. And how very good-looking!"
"Yes, he"s a handsome fellow. And so you liked him?"
"No one has ever been so charming to me as he was--that I can remember.
He must have a most sympathetic make-up. Who is he?"
"A friend of d.i.c.k Garstin, the painter. And so he attracted you?"
"I think him certainly most attractive. I should imagine he must have a very kind heart. There is something almost childlike about him, so simple!"
"So--so you find nothing repellent in him?"
"Repellent!" said Miss Cronin, almost with fear. "Do you mean to say--then don"t you like him?"
"I like him well enough. But, as you ought to know, I"m not given to raving about men."
"Well," said Miss Cronin almost severely, "Mr. Arabian--Is that his true name?"
"Yes. I told you so."
"It"s such an odd name! Mr. Arabian is a most kind and warm-hearted man.
I am certain of that. And he is not above being charming and thoughtful to an ordinary old woman like me. He understands me, and that shows he has sympathy. I am sure Suzanne would like him too."
"Really, you quite rave about him!" said Miss Van Tuyn, with a light touch of sarcasm.
But her eyes looked pleased, and that evening she was exceptionally kind to old f.a.n.n.y.
She had not yet brought Arabian and Alick Craven together. Somehow she shrank from that far more than she had shrunk from the test with f.a.n.n.y.
Craven was very English, and Englishmen are apt to be intolerant about men of other nations. And Craven was a man, and apparently was beginning to like her very much. He would not be a fair judge. Undoubtedly he would be prejudiced.
And at this point in her mental communings Miss Van Tuyn realized that she was losing her independence of mind. What did it matter if f.a.n.n.y thought this and Alick Craven that? What did it matter what anyone thought but herself?
But she was surely confused, was walking in the clouds. d.i.c.k Garstin had given her a lead that night of the meeting of the Georgians. She had certainly been affected by his words. Perhaps he had even infected her with his thought. Thought can infect, and Garstin had a powerful mind.
And now she was seeking to oppose to Garstin"s thought the opinion of others. How terribly weak that was! And she had always prided herself on her strength. She was startled, even angered, by the change in herself.
Her connexion with Craven was peculiar.
Ever since Lady Sellingworth"s abrupt departure from England he had persistently sought her out, had shown a sort of almost obstinate desire to be in her company. Remembering what had happened when Lady Sellingworth was still in Berkeley Square, Miss Van Tuyn had been on her guard. Craven had hurt her vanity once. She did not quite understand him. She suspected him of peculiarity. She even wondered whether he had had a quarrel with Adela which had been concealed from her, and which might account for Adela"s departure and for Craven"s present a.s.siduity.
Possibly, but for one reason, her injured vanity would have kept Craven at a distance--at any rate, for a time. It would have been pleasant to deal out suitable punishment to one who certainly deserved it. But there was the reason for the taking of the other course--Arabian.
An obscure instinct drove her into intimacy with Craven because of Arabian. She was not sure that she wanted Craven just now, but she might want him, perhaps very much, later. She knew he was not really in love with her, but they were beginning to get on well together. He admired her; she held out a hand to his youth. There was something of comradeship in their a.s.sociation. And their minds understood each other rather well, she thought. For they were both genuinely interested in the arts, though neither of them was an artist. And she felt very safe with Alick Craven. So she forgave Craven for his behaviour with Adela Sellingworth. She let him off his punishment. She relied upon him as her friend. And she needed to rely upon someone. For the calm self-possession of her nature was beginning to be seriously affected.
She was losing some of her hitherto immense self-a.s.surance. Her faith in the coolness and dominating strength of her own temperament was shaken.
Arabian troubled her increasingly.
That night at the restaurant in Conduit Street she had felt that she hated him, and when she had left Garstin she had realized something, that the measure of her nervous hatred was the measure of something else. Why should she mind what Arabian did? What was his way of life to her? Other men could do what they chose and her well-poised, well-disciplined brain retained its normal calm. So long as they gave her the admiration which her vanity needed, she was not persecuted by any undue anxieties about the secret conduct of their lives. But she was tormented by the memory of that girl in the restaurant. And she remembered the conversation about jealousy round the dinner table at the Carlton. She was jealous now. That was why she had been so angry with Garstin. That was why she had lain awake that night.
And yet the next morning she had gone to the studio in Glebe Place. She had greeted Arabian as usual. She had never let him know that she had seen him in the restaurant, and she had persuaded d.i.c.k Garstin to say nothing about it. No doubt Arabian supposed that he had been too quick for them, and that they did not know he was with the woman who had come in and had almost immediately gone out.
But since that night Miss Van Tuyn had been persecuted by a secret jealousy such as she had never known till now.
Let him sink back to the depths! She had said that, but she did not want him to disappear out of her life. She had said, too, that he was horrible. The words were spoken in a moment of intense nervous irritation. But were they true? She thought of him as a night bird. Yet she brought him to Claridge"s and introduced him to f.a.n.n.y, and sought f.a.n.n.y"s opinion of him, and been pleased that it was favourable. And she saw him almost daily. And she knew she would go on seeing him till--what?
She could not foresee the end of this adventure brought about by her own audacious wilfulness. Some day she supposed d.i.c.k Garstin would be satisfied with his work. A successful portrait of Arabian would stand on the easel in Glebe Place. Garstin was not at all satisfied yet. She knew that. He had put aside two more beginnings angrily, had started again, had paused, taken up other work, taken a rest, sent for Arabian once more. But this strange impotence of Garstin to satisfy himself would surely not last for ever. Either he would succeed, or he would abandon the attempt to succeed, or--a third possibility presented itself to Miss Van Tuyn"s mind--his model would get tired of the conflict and refuse to "sit" any more.
And then--the depths?
Till now Arabian"s patience had been remarkable. Evidently Garstin"s obstinacy was matched by an obstinacy in him. Although he had once perhaps been secretly reluctant to sit, had been tempted to become Garstin"s model by the promise of the finished picture, he now seemed determined to do his part, endured Garstin"s irritability, dissatisfaction, abandoned and renewed attempts to "make a first-rate job of him" with remarkable good temper. He was evidently resolved not to give up this enterprise without his reward. There was fixed purpose in his patience.
"By G.o.d he"s a stayer!" Garstin had said of him in a puffing breath one day when the palette knife had been angrily used once more. "Either he"s waiting for the money value of a portrait by me like a cat for a mouse, or he"s afraid of the finish."
"Why?" Miss Van Tuyn had asked.
"Well, you"re in the thing! Perhaps he"s afraid that when he says good-bye to my studio he says good-bye to you too. Or perhaps the two reasons govern him--love of money, love of woman. Anyhow he"s a sticker!"
"He only wants the picture," she had said.
But that remark had been made for the benefit of Garstin. By this time she knew that Arabian had a further purpose, and that it was connected with herself. She was sure that he was intent on her. And she wondered very much what he would do when at last the picture was finished. Surely then something definite must happen. She both longed for and dreaded that moment. She knew Garstin, and she knew that once he had achieved what he was trying--"sweating blood," he called it--to achieve his interest in Arabian would almost certainly cease. Arabian would then be nothing but used material of no more value in Garstin"s life. The picture would be exhibited, and then handed over to Arabian, and Garstin would be off on some other track.
She had now been with Arabian probably as many times as she had been with Craven. Yet she thoroughly understood the essential qualities of the Englishman, or believed that she did, and she still knew very little about Arabian. She did not even know what race he belonged to. He had evidently travelled a great deal. Sometimes he casually mentioned having been here or there. He spoke of America as one who had often been in New York. Once he had mentioned San Francisco as if he were very familiar with it. Miss Van Tuyn had relatives there, and had asked him if he knew them. But he had not known them. Whom did he know? She often wondered.
He must know somebody besides that horrible girl she had seen for a moment in the restaurant in Conduit Street. But she did not like to ask him direct questions. To do that would be to show too much interest in him. And something else, too, prevented her from questioning him. She had no faith in his word. She felt that he was a man who would say anything which suited his purpose. She had never caught him out in a direct lie, but she was quite certain he would not mind telling one. Of course she had often known men about whom she knew really very little. But she could not remember ever having known a man about whose character, position, education and former life she was so ignorant as she was about Arabian"s.
He was still a vague sort of Cosmopolitan to her, a floating foreign man whom she could not place. He was still the magnificent mongrel belonging to no known breed.
Certain things about him she did know, however. She knew he was at present living at the Charing Cross Hotel, though he said he was looking for a flat in the West End. He spoke several languages; certainly English, French, German and Spanish. He had some knowledge of horseflesh, and evidently took an interest in racing. He seemed interested, too, in finance. And he played the piano and sang.
That gift of his had surprised her. One day in the studio, when Garstin had finished painting, and they had lingered smoking and talking, the conversation had turned on music, and Garstin, who had some knowledge of all the arts, had spoken about Stravinsky, whom he knew, and whose music he professed to understand. Miss Van Tuyn had joined in, and had given her view on _Le Sacre du Printemps_, _The Nightingale_, and other works.
Arabian had sat smoking in discreet silence, till she had said to him bluntly:
"Do you care about music?"
And then Arabian had said that he was very fond of music, and played and sang a little himself, but that he had been too lazy to study seriously and had an uneducated ear.
Garstin had told him bluntly to go to the piano and show them what he could do. And Arabian had surprised Miss Van Tuyn by at once complying with this request, which had sounded like an order.
His performance had been the sort of thing she, having "advanced" views on musical matters, was generally inclined to sneer at or avoid. He had played two or three c.o.o.n songs and a tango. But there had been in his playing a sheer "musicalness," as she had called it afterwards, which had enticed her almost against her will. And when he had sung some little Spanish songs she had been conquered, though she had not said so.
His voice was a warm and soft tenor, and he had sung very naturally, carelessly almost. But everything had been just right. When he had stolen time, when he had given it back, the stealing and repayment had been right. His expression had been charming and not overdone. There had been at moments a delightful impudence in his singing. The touches of tenderness had been light as a feather, but they had had real meaning.
Through his last song he had kept a cigarette alight in his mouth. He had merely hummed the melody, but it had been quite delicious. Even Garstin had approved, and had said: "The stuff was sheer rot, but it was like a palm tree singing."
And then Arabian had given them a piece of information.
"I was brought up among palm trees."
"Florida?" Garstin had said.
But somehow the question had not been answered. Perhaps she--Beryl--had spoken just then. She was not sure. But she had been "got at" by the music. And at that moment she had realized why Arabian was dangerous to her. Not only his looks appealed to her. He had other, more secret weapons. Charm, suppleness of temperament, heat and desire were his.
Otherwise he could not have sung and played that rubbish as he had done.