"Yes, they do; yes, they do," he a.s.severated. "They get it, all right.
Only some of them don"t know it when it comes; and others are ashamed to own up that they"ve missed it. We all get it, I tell you, sooner or later."
"It may come too late to some."
"No, no, it comes in time if a man is wide awake. It"s about the only square deal creation gives him. And it"s about all creation owes him.
It"s right up to them then. If he"s asleep, it"s his own fault. I don"t say it doesn"t happen more than once; but it does happen once."
Plainly he was in deep earnest. He had no tolerance of failure, no excuse for it. According to his theory, every man at some time was master of his fate.
"Have you had your chance?" she asked.
"Not the big chance that I want. I"ve done some good work, here and there. But the big thing is coming to me. I feel it. And I"m in shape to handle it, too. When I do that, I"ll quit working for other people.
I"ll work for myself. Yes, by George! they can come to me."
Sheila laughed at him. His absolute c.o.c.ksureness was too ridiculous.
But in spite of herself she was impressed by the sincerity of his belief in himself. And she realized that opportunity was apt to knock at the door of a man who believed in his own capacity for success and let others know it.
"I probably make you tired," said Farwell. "You asked me, and I told you. I"m not worrying about _my_ future. Now, let"s talk about yours.
You were away when I was here last week."
"Yes, I was over at Chakchak."
"That"s Dunne"s ranch. Your mother said you were helping him choose some things from a mail-order catalogue."
"Furniture, linen, dishes, and a lot of other things." There was no embarra.s.sment in her tone.
"Oh!" said Farwell; and as he uttered the word it resembled a growl.
"Well, when is it to be?"
"When is what to be?"
"Why, the wedding, of course."
"What wedding?" She laid down her work and stared at him. Then she laughed, though the colour surged to her cheeks. "Oh, I see. You think I was choosing these things for Mr. Dunne"s prospective bride?"
"Of course."
"Not a bit of course--unless Casey has deceived me shamefully. Can"t a man furnish his house better without having a wedding in view?"
"He can, but usually he doesn"t. That"s my experience."
"I wasn"t aware that you were married."
"Married?" cried Farwell. "Me? I"m not. I"m glad of it. I have enough to worry me now. I----" He came to an abrupt stop. "Oh, well, laugh away," he added. "I"ll tell you what I thought. I thought you were going to marry Dunne."
Sheila"s laughter closed suddenly. "You haven"t the least right to think that or say it," she said coldly. "It"s strange if I can"t help a friend choose a few house furnishings without impertinent comment."
"Oh, come!" said Farwell. "I didn"t mean to be impertinent, Miss McCrae. I know I"m too outspoken. I"m always putting my foot in it."
"Very well," said Sheila. "I think you said you wanted to speak to me of my future?"
"Yes. I spoke to your father about selling the ranch. He refused point-blank. What can we do about it?"
She shrugged her shoulders. ""We?" If he told you he won"t sell, he won"t. I didn"t know you had spoken to him."
"Couldn"t you persuade him?"
"I wouldn"t try. I don"t want Talapus sold. What right have you to hold us up? That"s what it amounts to."
"There"s a woman for you!" cried Farwell to the world at large. "Hold you up? Great Scott, that"s just what I"m not doing! I offered him the value he put on the ranch himself, not a holdup price. I mean I offered to get it for him. I want you to put it up to him, and get your mother to help you. You ought to have some say in this. He ought to think of you a little."
"It"s his ranch," Sheila returned loyally. "He knows what he"s doing.
When a man has made up his mind, women shouldn"t make things harder for him by whining."
"That"s right enough, too," said Farwell, whose masculinity was in thorough accord with the last sentiment. "But he is just the same as throwing away a hundred thousand dollars. I don"t want to see it. I know what he"s up against. I want him to get out while he can break even."
"What about the rest of the ranchers?"
"I don"t care a hang for the rest of the ranchers."
"And why do you make a distinction in our favour?"
Farwell was not prepared with an answer, even to himself. Her bluntness was disconcerting. "I don"t know," he replied. "It doesn"t matter. The main thing is to make your father get out of the way of the tree, for it"s going to fall right where he"s standing. He can"t dodge once it starts. And what hits him hits you."
"Then I won"t dodge, either," she declared bravely. "He"s right not to sell. I wouldn"t if I were in his place."
Farwell slid back in his chair and bit his cigar savagely.
"I never saw such a family!" he exclaimed. "You"ve got nerve a-plenty, but mighty poor judgment. Get it clear now, what"s going to happen.
You"ll have enough water for domestic purposes and stock, but none for the ranch. Then it won"t be worth a dollar an acre. Same way with the rest. And now let me tell you another thing: Just as soon as the water is turned off, every rancher will fall all over himself to sell. That"s what your father doesn"t believe. He"ll see when it"s too late. It"s rank folly."
"It"s our own folly, Mr. Farwell!"
"You mean it"s none of my business. Well, I make it my business. I b.u.t.t in on this. I"ll put it right up to him. I"ll shove the money right under his nose. If he turns it down I"m done. I"ll quit. And if you don"t do your best to make him take it, you won"t be dealing fairly with him, your mother, or yourself."
Sheila stared at him, quite unused to such a tone. He, an utter stranger, was arrogating to himself the position of friend to the family, presuming to criticise her father"s wisdom, to tell her what she should do and should not do. But withal she was impressed by his earnestness. His advice, she could not believe, was entirely disinterested. At the same time, inconsistently, she was angry.
"Well," she said. "I must say you _are_ "b.u.t.ting in." You--you--oh, you don"t lack nerve, Mr. Farwell!"
"Don"t worry about my nerve," he retorted grimly. "You"ll have other troubles. For Heaven"s sake have some sense. Will you do as I tell you, or won"t you?" He leaned forward, tapping the arm of her chair with tense fingers.
"No," she answered positively, "I won"t."
Young McCrae came around the corner of the house. He was hatless, coatless, muddy from his work in the ditches. A pair of faded blue overalls were belted to his lean middle by a buckskin thong, and his feet were incased in wet moccasins. He came noiselessly but swiftly, not of purpose, but from habit, with a soft, springy step; and he was level with them before they were aware of him. He came to an abrupt halt, his eyes on Farwell, every muscle tensing. For an instant he resembled a young tiger about to spring.
"Oh, Sandy," cried his sister, "what a mess! For goodness sake don"t come up here with those muddy moccasins."
"Just as you say," drawled young McCrae. "I thought you might want me.