she said slowly, looking with critical thoughtfulness upon the maiden"s delicately rounded cheeks.
The normal area of the colour upon each of them decreased perceptibly after that slow and emphatic utterance by the elder lady.
Miss Aldclyffe continued impressively, "You did not say "Old Christmas Eve" as a fiancee should have said the words: and you don"t receive my remark with the warm excitement that foreshadows a bright future.... How many weeks are there to the time?"
"I have not reckoned them."
"Not? Fancy a girl not counting the weeks! I find I must take the lead in this matter--you are so childish, or frightened, or stupid, or something, about it. Bring me my diary, and we will count them at once."
Cytherea silently fetched the book.
Miss Aldclyffe opened the diary at the page containing the almanac, and counted sixteen weeks, which brought her to the thirty-first of December--a Sunday. Cytherea stood by, looking on as if she had no appet.i.te for the scene.
"Sixteen to the thirty-first. Then let me see, Monday will be the first of January, Tuesday the second, Wednesday third, Thursday fourth, Friday fifth--you have chosen a Friday, as I declare!"
"A Thursday, surely?" said Cytherea.
"No: Old Christmas Day comes on a Sat.u.r.day."
The perturbed little brain had reckoned wrong. "Well, it must be a Friday," she murmured in a reverie.
"No: have it altered, of course," said Miss Aldclyffe cheerfully.
"There"s nothing bad in Friday, but such a creature as you will be thinking about its being unlucky--in fact, I wouldn"t choose a Friday myself to be married on, since all the other days are equally available."
"I shall not have it altered," said Cytherea firmly; "it has been altered once already: I shall let it be."
XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
1. THE FIFTH OF JANUARY. BEFORE DAWN
We pa.s.s over the intervening weeks. The time of the story is thus advanced more than a quarter of a year.
On the midnight preceding the morning which would make her the wife of a man whose presence fascinated her into involuntariness of bearing, and whom in absence she almost dreaded, Cytherea lay in her little bed, vainly endeavouring to sleep.
She had been looking back amid the years of her short though varied past, and thinking of the threshold upon which she stood. Days and months had dimmed the form of Edward Springrove like the gauzes of a vanishing stage-scene, but his dying voice could still be heard faintly behind. That a soft small chord in her still vibrated true to his memory, she would not admit: that she did not approach Manston with feelings which could by any stretch of words be called hymeneal, she calmly owned.
"Why do I marry him?" she said to herself. "Because Owen, dear Owen my brother, wishes me to marry him. Because Mr. Manston is, and has been, uniformly kind to Owen, and to me. "Act in obedience to the dictates of common-sense," Owen said, "and dread the sharp sting of poverty. How many thousands of women like you marry every year for the same reason, to secure a home, and mere ordinary, material comforts, which after all go far to make life endurable, even if not supremely happy."
""Tis right, I suppose, for him to say that. O, if people only knew what a timidity and melancholy upon the subject of her future grows up in the heart of a friendless woman who is blown about like a reed shaken with the wind, as I am, they would not call this resignation of one"s self by the name of scheming to get a husband. Scheme to marry? I"d rather scheme to die! I know I am not pleasing my heart; I know that if I only were concerned, I should like risking a single future. But why should I please my useless self overmuch, when by doing otherwise I please those who are more valuable than I?"
In the midst of desultory reflections like these, which alternated with surmises as to the inexplicable connection that appeared to exist between her intended husband and Miss Aldclyffe, she heard dull noises outside the walls of the house, which she could not quite fancy to be caused by the wind. She seemed doomed to such disturbances at critical periods of her existence. "It is strange," she pondered, "that this my last night in Knapwater House should be disturbed precisely as my first was, no occurrence of the kind having intervened."
As the minutes glided by the noise increased, sounding as if some one were beating the wall below her window with a bunch of switches. She would gladly have left her room and gone to stay with one of the maids, but they were without doubt all asleep.
The only person in the house likely to be awake, or who would have brains enough to comprehend her nervousness, was Miss Aldclyffe, but Cytherea never cared to go to Miss Aldclyffe"s room, though she was always welcome there, and was often almost compelled to go against her will.
The oft-repeated noise of switches grew heavier upon the wall, and was now intermingled with creaks, and a rattling like the rattling of dice.
The wind blew stronger; there came first a snapping, then a crash, and some portion of the mystery was revealed. It was the breaking off and fall of a branch from one of the large trees outside. The smacking against the wall, and the intermediate rattling, ceased from that time.
Well, it was the tree which had caused the noises. The unexplained matter was that neither of the trees ever touched the walls of the house during the highest wind, and that trees could not rattle like a man playing castanets or shaking dice.
She thought, "Is it the intention of Fate that something connected with these noises shall influence my future as in the last case of the kind?"
During the dilemma she fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamt that she was being whipped with dry bones suspended on strings, which rattled at every blow like those of a malefactor on a gibbet; that she shifted and shrank and avoided every blow, and they fell then upon the wall to which she was tied. She could not see the face of the executioner for his mask, but his form was like Manston"s.
"Thank Heaven!" she said, when she awoke and saw a faint light struggling through her blind. "Now what were those noises?" To settle that question seemed more to her than the event of the day.
She pulled the blind aside and looked out. All was plain. The evening previous had closed in with a grey drizzle, borne upon a piercing air from the north, and now its effects were visible. The h.o.a.ry drizzle still continued; but the trees and shrubs were laden with icicles to an extent such as she had never before witnessed. A shoot of the diameter of a pin"s head was iced as thick as her finger; all the boughs in the park were bent almost to the earth with the immense weight of the glistening inc.u.mbrance; the walks were like a looking-gla.s.s. Many boughs had snapped beneath their burden, and lay in heaps upon the icy gra.s.s.
Opposite her eye, on the nearest tree, was a fresh yellow scar, showing where the branch that had terrified her had been splintered from the trunk.
"I never could have believed it possible," she thought, surveying the bowed-down branches, "that trees would bend so far out of their true positions without breaking." By watching a twig she could see a drop collect upon it from the h.o.a.ry fog, sink to the lowest point, and there become coagulated as the others had done.
"Or that I could so exactly have imitated them," she continued. "On this morning I am to be married--unless this is a scheme of the great Mother to hinder a union of which she does not approve. Is it possible for my wedding to take place in the face of such weather as this?"
2. MORNING
Her brother Owen was staying with Manston at the Old House. Contrary to the opinion of the doctors, the wound had healed after the first surgical operation, and his leg was gradually acquiring strength, though he could only as yet get about on crutches, or ride, or be dragged in a chair.
Miss Aldclyffe had arranged that Cytherea should be married from Knapwater House, and not from her brother"s lodgings at Budmouth, which was Cytherea"s first idea. Owen, too, seemed to prefer the plan. The capricious old maid had latterly taken to the contemplation of the wedding with even greater warmth than had at first inspired her, and appeared determined to do everything in her power, consistent with her dignity, to render the adjuncts of the ceremony pleasing and complete.
But the weather seemed in flat contradiction of the whole proceeding. At eight o"clock the coachman crept up to the House almost upon his hands and knees, entered the kitchen, and stood with his back to the fire, panting from his exertions in pedestrianism.
The kitchen was by far the pleasantest apartment in Knapwater House on such a morning as this. The vast fire was the centre of the whole system, like a sun, and threw its warm rays upon the figures of the domestics, wheeling about it in true planetary style. A nervously-feeble imitation of its flicker was continually attempted by a family of polished metallic utensils standing in rows and groups against the walls opposite, the whole collection of shines nearly annihilating the weak daylight from outside. A step further in, and the nostrils were greeted by the scent of green herbs just gathered, and the eye by the plump form of the cook, wholesome, white-ap.r.o.ned, and floury--looking as edible as the food she manipulated--her movements being supported and a.s.sisted by her satellites, the kitchen and scullery maids. Minute recurrent sounds prevailed--the click of the smoke-jack, the flap of the flames, and the light touches of the women"s slippers upon the stone floor.
The coachman hemmed, spread his feet more firmly upon the hearthstone, and looked hard at a small plate in the extreme corner of the dresser.
"No wedden this mornen--that"s my opinion. In fact, there can"t be," he said abruptly, as if the words were the mere torso of a many-membered thought that had existed complete in his head.
The kitchen-maid was toasting a slice of bread at the end of a very long toasting-fork, which she held at arm"s length towards the unapproachable fire, travestying the Flanconnade in fencing.
"Bad out of doors, isn"t it?" she said, with a look of commiseration for things in general.
"Bad? Not even a liven soul, gentle or simple, can stand on level ground. As to getten up hill to the church, "tis perfect lunacy. And I speak of foot-pa.s.sengers. As to horses and carriage, "tis murder to think of "em. I am going to send straight as a line into the breakfast-room, and say "tis a closer.... Hullo--here"s Clerk Crickett and John Day a-comen! Now just look at "em and picture a wedden if you can."
All eyes were turned to the window, from which the clerk and gardener were seen crossing the court, bowed and stooping like Bel and Nebo.
"You"ll have to go if it breaks all the horses" legs in the county,"
said the cook, turning from the spectacle, knocking open the oven-door with the tongs, glancing critically in, and slamming it together with a clang.
"O, O; why shall I?" asked the coachman, including in his auditory by a glance the clerk and gardener who had just entered.
"Because Mr. Manston is in the business. Did you ever know him to give up for weather of any kind, or for any other mortal thing in heaven or earth?"
"----Mornen so"s--such as it is!" interrupted Mr. Crickett cheerily, coming forward to the blaze and warming one hand without looking at the fire. "Mr. Manston gie up for anything in heaven or earth, did you say?
You might ha" cut it short by sayen "to Miss Aldclyffe," and leaven out heaven and earth as trifles. But it might be put off; putten off a thing isn"t getten rid of a thing, if that thing is a woman. O no, no!"