"Yes, it was all clear. But what is the lameness owing to?"
"I don"t know--nothing. It has quite gone off now... Cytherea, I hope you like Springrove. Springrove"s a nice fellow, you know."
"Yes. I think he is, except that--"
"It happened just to the purpose that I should meet him there, didn"t it? And when I reached the station and learnt that I could not get on by train my foot seemed better. I started off to walk home, and went about five miles along a path beside the railway. It then struck me that I might not be fit for anything to-day if I walked and aggravated the bothering foot, so I looked for a place to sleep at. There was no available village or inn, and I eventually got the keeper of a gate-house, where a lane crossed the line, to take me in."
They proceeded with their breakfast. Owen yawned.
"You didn"t get much sleep at the gate-house last night, I"m afraid, Owen," said his sister.
"To tell the truth, I didn"t. I was in such very close and narrow quarters. Those gate-houses are such small places, and the man had only his own bed to offer me. Ah, by-the-bye, Cythie, I have such an extraordinary thing to tell you in connection with this man!--by Jove, I had nearly forgotten it! But I"ll go straight on. As I was saying, he had only his own bed to offer me, but I could not afford to be fastidious, and as he had a hearty manner, though a very queer one, I agreed to accept it, and he made a rough pallet for himself on the floor close beside me. Well, I could not sleep for my life, and I wished I had not stayed there, though I was so tired. For one thing, there were the luggage trains rattling by at my elbow the early part of the night. But worse than this, he talked continually in his sleep, and occasionally struck out with his limbs at something or another, knocking against the post of the bedstead and making it tremble. My condition was altogether so unsatisfactory that at last I awoke him, and asked him what he had been dreaming about for the previous hour, for I could get no sleep at all. He begged my pardon for disturbing me, but a name I had casually let fall that evening had led him to think of another stranger he had once had visit him, who had also accidentally mentioned the same name, and some very strange incidents connected with that meeting. The affair had occurred years and years ago; but what I had said had made him think and dream about it as if it were but yesterday. What was the word? I said. "Cytherea," he said. What was the story? I asked then. He then told me that when he was a young man in London he borrowed a few pounds to add to a few he had saved up, and opened a little inn at Hammersmith.
One evening, after the inn had been open about a couple of months, every idler in the neighbourhood ran off to Westminster. The Houses of Parliament were on fire.
"Not a soul remained in his parlour besides himself, and he began picking up the pipes and gla.s.ses his customers had hastily relinquished.
At length a young lady about seventeen or eighteen came in. She asked if a woman was there waiting for herself--Miss Jane Taylor. He said no; asked the young lady if she would wait, and showed her into the small inner room. There was a gla.s.s-pane in the part.i.tion dividing this room from the bar to enable the landlord to see if his visitors, who sat there, wanted anything. A curious awkwardness and melancholy about the behaviour of the girl who called, caused my informant to look frequently at her through the part.i.tion. She seemed weary of her life, and sat with her face buried in her hands, evidently quite out of her element in such a house. Then a woman much older came in and greeted Miss Taylor by name. The man distinctly heard the following words pa.s.s between them:--
""Why have you not brought him?"
""He is ill; he is not likely to live through the night."
"At this announcement from the elderly woman, the young lady fell to the floor in a swoon, apparently overcome by the news. The landlord ran in and lifted her up. Well, do what they would they could not for a long time bring her back to consciousness, and began to be much alarmed. "Who is she?" the innkeeper said to the other woman. "I know her," the other said, with deep meaning in her tone. The elderly and young woman seemed allied, and yet strangers.
"She now showed signs of life, and it struck him (he was plainly of an inquisitive turn), that in her half-bewildered state he might get some information from her. He stooped over her, put his mouth to her ear, and said sharply, "What"s your name?" "To catch a woman napping is difficult, even when she"s half dead; but I did it," says the gatekeeper. When he asked her her name, she said immediately--
""Cytherea"--and stopped suddenly."
"My own name!" said Cytherea.
"Yes--your name. Well, the gateman thought at the time it might be equally with Jane a name she had invented for the occasion, that they might not trace her; but I think it was truth unconsciously uttered, for she added directly afterwards: "O, what have I said!" and was quite overcome again--this time with fright. Her vexation that the woman now doubted the genuineness of her other name was very much greater than that the innkeeper did, and it is evident that to blind the woman was her main object. He also learnt from words the elderly woman casually dropped, that meetings of the same kind had been held before, and that the falseness of the soi-disant Miss Jane Taylor"s name had never been suspected by this dependent or confederate till then.
"She recovered, rested there for an hour, and first sending off her companion peremptorily (which was another odd thing), she left the house, offering the landlord all the money she had to say nothing about the circ.u.mstance. He has never seen her since, according to his own account. I said to him again and again, "Did you find any more particulars afterwards?" "Not a syllable," he said. O, he should never hear any more of that! too many years had pa.s.sed since it happened. "At any rate, you found out her surname?" I said. "Well, well, that"s my secret," he went on. "Perhaps I should never have been in this part of the world if it hadn"t been for that. I failed as a publican, you know."
I imagine the situation of gateman was given him and his debts paid off as a bribe to silence; but I can"t say. "Ah, yes!" he said, with a long breath. "I have never heard that name mentioned since that time till to-night, and then there instantly rose to my eyes the vision of that young lady lying in a fainting fit." He then stopped talking and fell asleep. Telling the story must have relieved him as it did the Ancient Mariner, for he did not move a muscle or make another sound for the remainder of the night. Now isn"t that an odd story?"
"It is indeed," Cytherea murmured. "Very, very strange."
"Why should she have said your most uncommon name?" continued Owen. "The man was evidently truthful, for there was not motive sufficient for his invention of such a tale, and he could not have done it either."
Cytherea looked long at her brother. "Don"t you recognize anything else in connection with the story?" she said.
"What?" he asked.
"Do you remember what poor papa once let drop--that Cytherea was the name of his first sweetheart in Bloomsbury, who so mysteriously renounced him? A sort of intuition tells me that this was the same woman."
"O no--not likely," said her brother sceptically.
"How not likely, Owen? There"s not another woman of the name in England.
In what year used papa to say the event took place?"
"Eighteen hundred and thirty-five."
"And when were the Houses of Parliament burnt?--stop, I can tell you."
She searched their little stock of books for a list of dates, and found one in an old school history.
"The Houses of Parliament were burnt down in the evening of the sixteenth of October, eighteen hundred and thirty-four."
"Nearly a year and a quarter before she met father," remarked Owen.
They were silent. "If papa had been alive, what a wonderful absorbing interest this story would have had for him," said Cytherea by-and-by.
"And how strangely knowledge comes to us. We might have searched for a clue to her secret half the world over, and never found one. If we had really had any motive for trying to discover more of the sad history than papa told us, we should have gone to Bloomsbury; but not caring to do so, we go two hundred miles in the opposite direction, and there find information waiting to be told us. What could have been the secret, Owen?"
"Heaven knows. But our having heard a little more of her in this way (if she is the same woman) is a mere coincidence after all--a family story to tell our friends if we ever have any. But we shall never know any more of the episode now--trust our fates for that."
Cytherea sat silently thinking.
"There was no answer this morning to your advertis.e.m.e.nt, Cytherea?" he continued.
"None."
"I could see that by your looks when I came in."
"Fancy not getting a single one," she said sadly. "Surely there must be people somewhere who want governesses?"
"Yes; but those who want them, and can afford to have them, get them mostly by friends" recommendations; whilst those who want them, and can"t afford to have them, make use of their poor relations."
"What shall I do?"
"Never mind it. Go on living with me. Don"t let the difficulty trouble your mind so; you think about it all day. I can keep you, Cythie, in a plain way of living. Twenty-five shillings a week do not amount to much truly; but then many mechanics have no more, and we live quite as sparingly as journeymen mechanics... It is a meagre narrow life we are drifting into," he added gloomily, "but it is a degree more tolerable than the worrying sensation of all the world being ashamed of you, which we experienced at Hocbridge."
"I couldn"t go back there again," she said.
"Nor I. O, I don"t regret our course for a moment. We did quite right in dropping out of the world." The sneering tones of the remark were almost too laboured to be real. "Besides," he continued, "something better for me is sure to turn up soon. I wish my engagement here was a permanent one instead of for only two months. It may, certainly, be for a longer time, but all is uncertain."
"I wish I could get something to do; and I must too," she said firmly.
"Suppose, as is very probable, you are not wanted after the beginning of October--the time Mr. Gradfield mentioned--what should we do if I were dependent on you only throughout the winter?"
They pondered on numerous schemes by which a young lady might be supposed to earn a decent livelihood--more or less convenient and feasible in imagination, but relinquished them all until advertising had been once more tried, this time taking lower ground. Cytherea was vexed at her temerity in having represented to the world that so inexperienced a being as herself was a qualified governess; and had a fancy that this presumption of hers might be one reason why no ladies applied. The new and humbler attempt appeared in the following form:--
"NURSERY GOVERNESS OR USEFUL COMPANION. A young person wishes to hear of a situation in either of the above capacities. Salary very moderate. She is a good needle-woman--Address G., 3 Cross Street, Budmouth."
In the evening they went to post the letter, and then walked up and down the Parade for a while. Soon they met Springrove, said a few words to him, and pa.s.sed on. Owen noticed that his sister"s face had become crimson. Rather oddly they met Springrove again in a few minutes. This time the three walked a little way together, Edward ostensibly talking to Owen, though with a single thought to the reception of his words by the maiden at the farther side, upon whom his gaze was mostly resting, and who was attentively listening--looking fixedly upon the pavement the while. It has been said that men love with their eyes; women with their ears.
As Owen and himself were little more than acquaintances as yet, and as Springrove was wanting in the a.s.surance of many men of his age, it now became necessary to wish his friends good-evening, or to find a reason for continuing near Cytherea by saying some nice new thing. He thought of a new thing; he proposed a pull across the bay. This was a.s.sented to. They went to the pier; stepped into one of the gaily painted boats moored alongside and sheered off. Cytherea sat in the stern steering.
They rowed that evening; the next came, and with it the necessity of rowing again. Then the next, and the next, Cytherea always sitting in the stern with the tiller ropes in her hand. The curves of her figure welded with those of the fragile boat in perfect continuation, as she girlishly yielded herself to its heaving and sinking, seeming to form with it an organic whole.