"For your own good." Lucia still wouldn"t let Pina touch her, but she leaned forward, and Lucia could smell a milky Crypt scent on her clothes. "Come home, sister."
"I don"t know what"s going on here," Daniel said. "But she isn"t going anywhere, except with me."
Pina laughed, softly, but in his face. "I believe s.e.x with minors is known as statutory rape in your country. Do you want to find out about the Italian equivalent?"
It was an obvious ploy, but it made him hesitate. "I haven"t touched her."
"Do you think that will matter?"
Lucia said, "Daniel, she won"t go to the police."
"How do you know?"
"Because it"s not the way the Order does things." She took a deep breath. "And besides, she would have to explain to them how come I"m pregnant."
Daniel was puzzled. "You mean you were pregnant."
". . . No. Iam pregnant. Again."
There,she thought.I"ve said it.
Pina"s mouth tightened. "What have you told him, Lucia?"
Daniel was staring at her, a mix of horror and incredulity on his face. "Was it him again? This guy Giuliano?"
"No. Or rather . . ."
Lucia remembered her bafflement when her menstruation had stopped, her growing puzzlement at the strange sensations in her belly-strange, yet familiar. She had gone to Patrizia innocently, wondering if she was suffering some kind of postnatal symptom.
She hadn"t been able to believe what Patrizia had told her. But Patrizia seemed to have expected it.
Patrizia called in others-Rosa, one of the youngermatres , a.s.sistants from the delivery rooms and the creches. They had cl.u.s.tered around Lucia, their smiles glistening wetly, touching her shoulders and back, kissing her brow and cheeks and lips, overwhelming her with their scent and taste of sweetness and milk. "It"s a miracle," one of them had whispered in Lucia"s ear. "A miracle . . ."
"A miracle," Lucia said hotly to a baffled Daniel. "That"s what they called it. A miracle. But it isn"t really, is it, Pina? Because in the Crypt it happens every week, two or three or four times."
Daniel asked, "What miracle?"
"I hadn"t had s.e.x," Lucia said. "Not since the birth. Not since Giuliano-and then, only that once, before my first pregnancy.I hadn"t had s.e.x, but I"m pregnant anyway. And it"s Giuliano"s baby again, isn"t it, Pina? Conception without s.e.x," she said bitterly. "Have you ever heard of such a thing, Daniel? Do they have such things in America? No, of course not. There are wonders happening in that Crypt to be found nowhere else in the world, I"m sure. Wonders in my own body." She turned on Pina. "But it isn"t my body anymore. Is it, Pina? My body, my womb and loins, belong to the Order. My future is babies- more and more of them. My body is just a tool to be used as efficiently as possible for the Order"s purposes. AndI , I don"t count for anything-my wants, my needs, my desires-"
"You never did," said Pina gently.
Daniel was staring at one, then the other, obviously baffled, scared. "I don"t have idea one about what"s going on here. But, hey, Grizelda, if you think I"m going to stand by-"
"Lucia!" The voice was high, evoking echoes from the high marble walls. Rosa was walking across the great marble floor toward them. She wore a business suit; she looked powerful, competent, unstoppable.
She would be here in seconds.
"Hide me," Lucia said to Daniel.
"What?"
She stood. "Hide me now, or walk away."
Rosa broke into a run. Pina reached up to hold Lucia.
Lucia said, "Pina, please-"
Pina hesitated, for a second. Then she dropped her hands, a look of utter dismay on her face.
Daniel used that second to grab Lucia"s hand. They ran together, out of the nave and across the floor.
Daniel dragged her into a knot of visitors led by a woman who held an umbrella up in the air. They worked their way through the tightly packed group, toward the door.
When they had made it out into the open air, Rosa and Pina were nowhere to be seen.
They stared at each other-laughed, briefly hysterical-then fell silent. Lucia touched his cheek; it was hot. "Well, Daniel-now what?"
Chapter 36.
Brica came to her.
She stood over her mother, sullen, worn out, her face slack. There was little left of the bright, beautiful girl who had sat in the forest with the children and told them stories of the sidhe, and Regina"s heart broke a little more.
But she said huskily, "Have you forgiven me yet for saving your life?"
"When you die I will be free," Brica said. "But it is too late for me. You should have let me go, Mother."
It was a reprise of a conversation they had had many times since their days in Londinium, and the incident of the fatnegotiatore .
"Your problem was you kept falling in love. But in these times there is no room for love."
"I couldn"t help it."
"No, I suppose not. No more than I could help loving you."
Brica eventually went away. There would be no farewells, no final forgiveness. Regina knew that did not matter.
Sometimes Regina wondered if she really was mad, as Brica had sometimes accused her, if she was an unnatural mother. Yes, Brica was family. Yes, in normal times a mother must protect her children. Yes, she should release them to live their own lives when they come of age.
But Regina had not lived through normal times.
When Regina was born, Roman civilization was intact. It dominated the Mediterranean and much of Europe, just as it had for five hundred years. Britain, though rebellious and troubled, was still embedded in the imperial system, its economy and society and aspirations and vision of its future fashioned by Roman culture and values. Now, as the light faded for Regina, the Empire in the west had disappeared and its possessions were in the hands of barbarians.
In her lifetime of turmoil and destruction, as the Saxons had burned across Britain like a forest fire, as even Rome itself crumbled and shuddered, Regina had come to see her family-not as something to release to freedom-but as something topreserve : a burden that had to be saved. Even if it meant burying it in a hole in the ground. It was as if she had not allowed Brica to be born at all, but had kept her in the safety of her own womb, a dark thing, b.l.o.o.d.y, resentful-but safe.
In the last days the women were distracted. They talked excitedly about a new light in the sky, like a burning boat that sailed the great river of stars, and what such a remarkable omen might portend.
But Regina felt no apprehension. Perhaps it was the fire ship that had lit up her childhood, returned to warm her now that she was growing cold.
And then there was no more talk. The lights seemed to dim, one by one, in the corridors of her thinking.
But then she thought she heard someone calling her.
She ran through pa.s.sageways. She was light and small, laughing, free of the thing in her belly. She ran until she found her mother, who sat in her chamber with a silver mirror held before her face, while Cartumandua braided her golden hair. When she heard Regina coming, Julia turned and smiled.
In that same year-the year 476 after Christ, the year of Regina"s death-the boy-Emperor Romulus Augustus was deposed by the German warrior Odoacer. There wasn"t even a nominal attempt to find a replacement. At last the system of the emperors broke down. Odoacer proclaimed himself king of Italy.
Odoacer was no Saxon. Odoacer and his successor, Theodoric, were advocates of harmony and a reverence for the past, and they tried to ensure continuity and preservation. Theodoric imposed a tax on wine, and used the revenue to restore the imperial palaces. He repaired the amphitheater after earthquake damage, and he instructed watchmen to listen for the subtle ringing sound that would betray a thief trying to steal an arm or leg or head from one of the city"s thousands of statues.
In the time of these first barbarian kings of Rome, there were many rumors of h.o.a.rds and treasures to be found underground, and even of rich convents full of beautiful women, perhaps nuns, laden with gold and jewelry. The lieutenants of Theodoric searched for the truth behind these legends, even going so far as to break open some of the old Catacombs along the Appian Way and elsewhere. But nothing of importance was ever found.
THREE.
Chapter 37.
The da Vinci Airport is a few miles southwest of Rome. I got a cab to the city center. The driver might have been fifty. His face was like brown, crumpled leather. He seemed cheerful enough. He had a little wooden puppet hanging from his rearview mirror, like a red-painted Pinocchio.
We drove through rings of development. The outermost belt was the most modern, as you"d expect, a string of deeply ugly modern residential suburbs-tower blocks that would have shamed Manchester at its worst-and industrial sites, power plants, and other necessary but unattractive infrastructure. There were posters for British and American movies and pop stars, and an awful lot of kids inMANCHESTER UNITED soccer shirts and Yankees baseball caps. I could have been anywhere.
But within that concrete girdle there was a more attractive zone, of apartment blocks laid out around narrow roads and small greened squares. It looked like a nineteenth-century development. Here the traffic knotted up. My driver edged forward, honking, muttering, and gesturing.
We were close to the people now, pedestrians who squeezed their way along the narrow roads, mopeds that buzzed around us. Romans looked small, dark, round, a bit careworn. There was dirt and litter everywhere. Evidently the Romans had cleaned up their city in a great burst of enthusiasm to greet the year 2000. If that was so, I"d have hated to visit in 1999. The apartment blocks had rows of shuttered windows, and they were painted startlingly bright colors, yellow, orange, purple, even pink. It didn"t look British-colors like that don"t work well in the rain of London or Birmingham-still, I could have been in any great European city, I thought, in Paris or Brussels.
But then we reached the Aurelian Wall."Mura, mura," said the cabdriver, pointing. It was a great shoulder of brick, looming high above the road, dark, brooding, powerful, and the cars crept around its base like tinfoil toys. Even this first great slab could have absorbedall the sc.r.a.ps and fragments of wall I had seen in London, I thought, awed.
There was graffiti on themura , though, in among the ads for trashy pop music and the political posters. I had no Italian, but I could recognize that the slogans were about immigrants and crime. The graffiti was everywhere, on every wall and doorway, every lamppost and bus shelter. Not the sign of a contented society.
I had twenty-four hours free before I was to meet Claudio Nervi, the tame Jesuit whose name I had extracted from Gina, and the resumption of my search for my sister. Twenty-four hours to decompress.
I had booked a hotel close to the Forum area, just like a regular tourist. The receptionist was a thin, neat young man in a black suit. His English was broken but serviceable: he was actually the first Italian I"d encountered since landing who had any English at all beyond a couple of words.
My room was small, and had a view of what looked like a back alley. But the Roman Forum was in sight from my room, just as the hotel"s brochure promised, although you had to peer through alleyways of brickwork to make out the fallen pillars and strolling tourists. But that brickwork, I found out later, was itself a ruin of a development called Trajan"s Market, a kind of giant shopping mall of antiquity.
Anyhow the restricted view kept the price of my room down.
I unpacked, and searched unsuccessfully for a tea maker. The only English-language TV channel was CNN. But the room had an Internet connection, workable through the TV for the hire of a portable keyboard for a charge of a few euros, or a few thousand lira, according to the yellowing, outdated note on the TV cabinet.
I found a series of emails from Peter, sent from wherever he was ensconced with his Slan(t)ers in America. I paged through most of it, filing it in my mental category of "Peter"s spooky stuff"-and enduring the occasional heart-stopping moment as the connection, always slow, threatened to freeze altogether. Some of it was kind of interesting, though.
One of the Slan(t)ers" princ.i.p.al activities was to search the world"s media for "anomalies"-any peculiar patterns, inexplicable events, that might show the fraying of the fringe of our worldview. It"s a hobby that"s been enjoyed by the UFOlogists since the fifties, I understand. And of course the rise of the Internet has turned this into an industry: the Slan(t)ers had search and pattern-recognition software, more powerful than the fastest commercial search engine, Peter boasted, capable of picking through the vast slurry of information, rumor, hoax, and plain garbage that pours onto our information superhighway every day.
And, Peter said, while he had been in the States this endless searching had turned up something about his mysterious dark matter.
"If a chunk of dark matter were to pa.s.s through the Earth, we wouldn"t see it. It would just pa.s.s through the planet"s substance. But its gravitation would trigger seismic events: shock waves in the Earth"s structure radiating away from its path. And, happily, we monitor seismic activity quite comprehensively . . ."
There is a global network of some five thousand government-sponsored seismic survey sites. They listen for the songs of the Earth, the great low-frequency waves that travel through the planet"s crust. What the government monitors specifically look for are waves emanating from a single point source, which could be the location of an earthquake, say, or an illegal underground nuclear test. "Clean" signals of that kind are extracted from the data and published. The rest of the information is written off as meaningless noise. "And much of it probably is," said Peter. "You can get a seismic signature if a heavy truck pa.s.ses by your station."
Butall the data was put online nowadays by the U.S. Geological Survey and the Australian Seismological Network, and the Slan(t)ers had been able to get their hands on it. And in the disregarded "noise," they had seen "linear signals," as Peter put it-signals that emanated not from a point, but from a straight line. "What you have is a track through the Earth"s layers," said Peter, "as if you"d fired a bullet through a wedding cake."
There had been occasional observations of linear signals for years. The Slan(t)ers, though, seeking patterns ignored by the seismologists, had found three such events in the last year.
Peter said, "Knowing the timing of the events, you can unwind the turning of the Earth to trace the path back beyond the planet to its origin, or destination. We can"t find a unique destination for our three tracks -but they do seem to have a common origin.The sun. Somehow the sun is firing out dark matter nuggets, and some of them are pa.s.sing through the Earth. What does this mean? d.a.m.ned if I know. But there"s more . . . I"m attaching a graphic file." Which I wouldn"t be able to download here.
I skimmed Peter"s verbose description, trying to get to the meat. Apparently, this particular "linear track," actually the second observed by the Slan(t)ers, wasn"t so linear after all. "A little while after penetrating the upper mantle," said Peter, "this nugget"s track diverged through about forty degrees.
Then it skimmed the core and shot out of the Earth, in the vague direction of Mars. George, you see the significance? Dark matter pa.s.ses through the Earth"s core like a hot knife through b.u.t.ter. Earth"s gravity field isn"t intense enough to impose a deflection like that. This nuggetchanged course . . ."
Well, it was intriguing. But throughout my relationship with him, much of the information Peter tried to give me was simply too much for me-the ideas too big, too dislocated from the everyday, the stretching of my worldview too much to take. This was just such an example.
I sent him a note about how extraordinary claims require extraordinary proof. Then I shut down the system.
I ate that night in a little open-air tourist-trap restaurant, a complicated walk of a few blocks from the hotel. Most of the menu was seafood, served with or without pasta.
The next morning I walked around Rome. It was a voyage of discovery; I knew nothing about the city.
My geographical research before setting off had been restricted to rentingThe Italian Job , which, it turned out, was set in Turin.
In the ancient area of the forums, embellished by all the Caesars and ruined by time, herds of tourists grazed. I pa.s.sed a couple of old ladies, American, who were debating whether to go with their guide into yet another site, the Forum of Augustus. "I"m getting a little tired," said one. "I think I"ll go back to the bus. Will you do this one for me, dear?" She handed her tiny digital camera to the other.So, I thought unkindly,it"s the camera that is actually taking the tour.
The area was cut through by a wide, attractive road called the Via dei Fori Imperiali, which led from the Colosseum to the National Monument. The Monument had been erected in the nineteenth century to celebrate Italian national unity. The locals called it theVittoriano , after the king Victor Emmanuel-or, less respectfully, theTypewriter . And meanwhile that great via had been built by Mussolini, who had bulldozed his way over the ruins of the forums with barely a squeak from compliant archaeologists, in order to build a route for his fascist processions.
The National Monument dominated the broad, open square of the Piazza Venezia, the hub of the Roman traffic system: if all roads lead to Rome, they said, so all Roman roads led to the Venezia. And in the piazza the Roman drivers just drove at each other, neither giving nor expecting mercy. In Rome, the cars were clearly fueled by testosterone as much as petrol. And yet, I thought, watching for a few minutes from a pavement cafe, the crowding traffic actually cleared its way through quite efficiently. Somehow amid the apparent chaos, things sorted themselves out-just not the way I was used to.
I spent the morning poking around shopping streets. As the sun climbed so did the temperature, and I was soon sweating through my heavy English shirt; I stopped frequently at cafes or grocery stores for bottled water.
I quickly formed an impression of the Romans. Small and dark they were, and they all talked constantly.
And they were intense: I decided that the characteristic Roman tone of voice was aggrieved exposition, just this side of exploding. They all seemed to have cell phones clamped to their ears, almost all the time -even quite small children-their eyes glazed, their free hands gesturing eloquently, futilely. The cell phone might have been invented for Italians.
But I did wonder what they had to talk about. The monuments all seemed to close for siesta periods in the middle of the day, the post offices all shut at one, the banks would open for maybe an hour in the afternoons if you were lucky, andeverything closed on Mondays. The xenophobe in me wondered how I would feel if I were German or French, a fellow traveler on the great adventure of the single European currency. And yet, I knew, the Italian economy was actually large and healthy.
Somehow, like the traffic, the work got done, things sorted themselves out.
The Jesuit mother church is called the Gesu, just a block from the Venezia. Claudio Nervi was waiting for me on the pavement outside. "Call me Claudio," he said, shaking my hand, after I greeted him as "Father."