Jack, in a well-worn velvet lounge coat, was seated at his writing-table absorbed in his work when I entered, a couple of hours after I had left Mabel. His small den, lined with books, contained but little furniture beyond the big oak writing-table in the window, a heavy old-fashioned horse-hair couch, and several easy chairs. Littered with newspapers, books, magazines, and those minor worries of an author"s life, press-cuttings, the apartment was nevertheless snug, the bright fire and the green-shaded reading lamp giving it a cosy appearance.
"Halloa, old chap!" he cried, throwing down his pen gayly and rising to grip my hand. "So glad you"ve looked in. Have a weed?" and as we seated ourselves before the fire he pushed the box towards me.
"I met Mabel to-day," I said at last, after we had been chatting and smoking for some minutes.
"Did you? Well? What"s the latest fad? Teas for poor children, bicycling, golf, old silver, or what?"
"She"s much concerned regarding Dora," I answered. "And she has hinted that there are strained relations between Dora"s mother and yourself.
I"ve come to hear all about it."
He hesitated, tugging thoughtfully at his moustache.
"There"s not very much to tell," he replied, rather bitterly. "The old lady won"t hear of our marriage. When I mentioned it yesterday she went absolutely purple with rage, and forbade me to enter her house again, or hold any further communication with the woman I love."
"Which you will disregard, eh? Have you seen Dora to-day?"
"No. I"ve been waiting at home all day expecting a note, but none has arrived," he said disappointedly; adding, "Yet, after all, there is no disguising the fact, old chap, that I really haven"t enough money to marry a girl like Dora, and perhaps the sooner I recognise the truth and give up all hope of marriage, the better for us both."
"No, no. Don"t take such a gloomy view, Jack," I said sympathetically.
"Dora loves you, doesn"t she?"
"Yes. You know well enough that I absolutely adore her," he answered with deep earnestness.
I had known long ago that his avowed intention had been never to marry.
Until he became noted as a novelist his periods of life in town had been few and fleeting. Not that he felt awkward or ill at ease in society; his name was a pa.s.sport, while his well-bred ease always insured him a flattering welcome; but for the most part Society had no charm for him.
Sometimes, when among his most intimate friends, he would give the reins to his high spirits, and then, gayest of the gay, he would have smoothed the brow of Remorse itself. Private theatricals, dinner-parties, dances, or tennis-matches, he was head and front of everything. Then suddenly he would receive orders to remove with his regiment to another town, and good-bye to all frivolity--he was a cavalry officer again, and no engagement had power to keep him.
If he ever made any impression on the fair s.e.x, he had remained unscathed himself until a few months ago, and the eagerness with which he obeyed each call to duty had been proof of the unfettered state of his heart. His ardent love for his profession was, he used to be fond of declaring, incompatible with domestic life. "The first requisite for a good officer," he had told me dozens of times, "is absolute freedom from all ties;" but now, having entered the profession of letters and having discovered the power of the pen, he had paid Dora Stretton a chivalrous attention that had developed into ardent and pa.s.sionate devotion. She was his G.o.ddess; he worshipped at her shrine.
"Well, having received the maternal conge, what do you intend doing?" I inquired after a long silence.
"What can I do?" he asked despondently, gazing sadly into the fire. "I love her with all my heart and soul, as you are aware, yet what can I do?"
"Why, marry her all the same," cried a musical voice gayly, and as we both jumped up, startled, we were surprised to find Dora herself standing in the doorway, laughing at our discomfiture.
"You!" cried Jack, gladly rushing forward and grasping her hand. "How did you get in?"
"I forbade your woman to announce me, because I wanted to surprise you,"
she laughed. "But I--I had no idea that Mr Ridgeway was with you. She ought to have told me," she added, blushing.
"I"m surely not such a formidable person, am I?" I asked.
"Well, no," she answered. Then looking round the little book-lined room rather timidly, she said, "I don"t know that I ought to have come here, but I wanted to see Jack. I"m supposed to be at Mabel"s, dining. I drove there in the brougham, and then came along here in a cab."
"Won"t you sit down?" her lover asked. "Now you are here we must try and make you as cosy as possible, providing you"ll excuse the Bohemianism of my quarters."
"Why apologise, Jack?" she asked, as he unclasped her cape, revealing her handsome dinner-dress cut a trifle decollete. "If Ma will not let us meet openly, then we must see each other surrept.i.tiously."
"Well spoken," I exclaimed, laughing, and when she had seated herself in Jack"s arm chair, with her little satin shoes placed coquettishly upon the fender, she told us how she had ingeniously arranged with her sister to return to Eaton Square in a cab, and then drive home in the carriage, as if she had been spending the whole evening with Mabel.
We laughed, and as I sat gazing at her, memories of Sybil, the woman I had loved and lost, crowded upon me. Even though Lady Stretton"s consent was withheld, they were nevertheless happy in each other"s love.
The love-look upon their faces told me how intense was the pa.s.sion between them, and I envied my friend his happiness. Dora was indeed as charming to the sight as eyes could desire. Her bare shoulders, well set-off by her black bespangled dress trimmed with pale-green chiffon, were a trifle narrow, but that lent her a childish grace, and it was the one fault that could be found with her; all the rest was perfect, and the greatest charm of all that, unlike her sister, she was totally unconscious of her loveliness.
In the warm atmosphere of their love and confidence their characters had unfolded, and they had learned to know one another perfectly. Jack, although he held a world-wide reputation for keen a.n.a.lysis of character on paper, had been amazed at all the delicate susceptibilities cherished in Dora"s heart, at the freshness and innocent pleasures of which it was capable, and not a little at the vein of malicious fun he had wholly unsuspected.
I sat silent while they chatted, reflecting upon the strange discovery of the photograph of my lost love, and the more remarkable encounter that afternoon, I had called on Jack for the purpose of making a clean breast of the whole affair, but Dora"s arrival precluded me from so doing. My sorrow, however, lost none of its bitterness by keeping, and I resolved to return to him on the morrow, show him the portraits, and ask his advice.
Jack had been admiring her gown, and the conversation had turned upon the evergreen topic of dress. But she spoke with the air of a philosopher rather than of a Society girl.
"Everyday life needs all the romance that can be crowded into it," she said. "Dress, in my opinion, is a duty to ourselves and to others--is a piece of altruism unsoured by sacrifice, a joy so long as it may last to wearer and beholder, doing good openly nor blushing to find itself famous."
"Your view is certainly correct," I said, smiling at her sedate little speech. "You are a pretty woman, and without committing yourself to affectation or eccentricity, you may choose the mode that shall best become you, whether born of Worth"s imagination or founded on some picturesque tradition. You may be severe or splendid, avenante or rococo, with equal impunity."
"Really you are awfully complimentary, Mr Ridgeway," she answered, with just the faintest blush of modesty. "You are such a flatterer that one never knows whether you are in earnest."
"I"m quite in earnest, I a.s.sure you," I said. "Your dresses always suit you admirably. On any other woman they would look dowdy."
"I quite endorse Stuart"s opinion," said Jack with enthusiasm. "In writing it is often my misfortune to be compelled to describe feminine habiliments, therefore I"ve tried to study them a little. It seems to me that the ball-dress may be festal, the dinner-dress majestic, and the outdoor frock combine the virtues of both; but romance must always centre in the tea-gown. Before the advent of the tea-gown, the indoor state of woman was innocent of comfort and beggared of poetry."
"Yes," she replied, clasping her hands behind her head and looking up at him with her soft brown eyes, "the tea-gown is always ingenuous in sentiment and not wanting in charm, even though its hues may be odious or sickly. Once it was looked upon with disfavour as a garment too graceful to be respectable, and stern parents, I believe, forbade its use. But time, taste, and the sense of fitness have put Puritanism to shame, and the useful tea-gown; bears witness now to our proficiency in the long-lost art of living."
Her reference to stern parents caused me to refer to what Mabel had told me regarding the att.i.tude of her mother.
"Ah! I remember that you were discussing it when I interrupted you as I came in," she said frankly. "Ma wants me to make a rich marriage, it is true, but I love Jack, and I"m determined not to have any other man.
I"ve seen enough of the tragedy of rich unions."
"I know you are true to me, Dora," my old friend said, grasping her hand, and looking into her eyes as he stood beside her chair. "I"ve waited all day expecting a note from you, for I felt confident you would write or see me after last night"s scene."
"Don"t refer to that again," she said quickly, putting up her little hand as if to arrest his words. "It was too cruel of Ma to speak as she did. She tried to wound my feelings, because I told her I would marry the man of my own choice. She wants me to be smart, with a penchant for flirtation, like Mabel," and her lips quivered with emotion.
"If you marry me, darling," he said, with an utter disregard for my presence, "I will strive to provide you with fitting supplies, but if you were poorer than Mabel you would at least love your husband dearly and be his idol."
"I do not doubt it, Jack," she answered, her love-darting eyes fixed earnestly upon his. "I love no man but yourself."
"Then nothing shall part us, dearest--nothing," he declared.
I sat gazing into the fire, thinking of some excuse whereby I might leave them alone. The memories of my own love were too vivid, and this pa.s.sionate scene was to me painful. Alas! all that remained of the ashes of my own romance was the photograph in my pocket. I had not torn aside the veil of mystery that had surrounded Sybil; I did not even know her true name.
"Stuart, old fellow, you will excuse us speaking in this manner," my friend said apologetically. "If you had ever loved you would know the depths of our feelings in this hour when estrangement seems probable."
If I had ever loved! The thought was galling. Was he taunting me?
"Ill go," I stammered, stifling with difficulty a sob that very nearly escaped me. "Though your exchange of confidences may be made before me, your old friend, without fear of their betrayal, it is best that you should be alone," and stretching forth my hand I bade Dora adieu.
"No, don"t go, Mr Ridgeway," she exclaimed concernedly. "As children, you and I often played at being lovers. When I was a child you were like a big brother, and I confess I then admired you. I regard you now as Jack"s firm and sincerest friend--as my own friend."
"I am gratified by your esteem," I said; "that you both may be happy is my heartfelt desire. If I can be of any a.s.sistance to Jack or to yourself, command me."