Diary Of A Bitch

You"ll wonder why I was like that,even I couldn"t comprehend what just happened, "why am I like this?", "what in the world happened to me?"," am I seeing things ?"...this were the questions singing on in my head as I gently returned my raised hand back down

He flashed me a Superman smile and asked who I was,I was dumbfounded, I couldn"t help but stutter which amused him and made me mad

"He"s just a guy,so why am I so worked up about him?",

I stood up to leave,Mrs Iloilo wasn"t even around,It was just a waste of time.

I took two clumsy steps and tripped miserably. Thankfully he was close by to save me from more embarra.s.sment. As he held me in his arms I felt b.u.t.terflies flying around in my tummy,"oh G.o.d, what did I do to deserve this punishment??"

I quickly released myself from his grasp that I thought lingered a little too long and mumbled something in appreciation before practically running towards the door to hide myself in shame.

The security guy was already back to his duty post and the driver had already parked the car in the garage,as he saw me walked hastily towards the gate,he called after me and lead me towards the car,he opened the door and I obediently climbed into the car and the journey back home began..

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I kept on thinking when I got to my room,"what was the guy in my dream looking for in reality?","does it mean my dream might come true?" my head was beginning to spin again

"I really can"t handle this", I said to myself,my thoughts were interrupted by Lizzy

Lizzy:big sis mum wants to talk to you

She gave me the phone and what I dreaded all day was about to happen

Me:h.e.l.lo mum

Mum:how dare you?,I told you to behave yourself and to had the nerve to cause a scene?

Me:I"m sorry mum,I was .......

Mum: spare me the c.r.a.p,you"re going there tomorrow,and this time go with Lizzy

Me:ok mum

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that was easier than expected,I was actually thankful mum wasn"t around or this conversation would have gone cray cray.

And now I"ll have to face that egocentric, super cute guy of my dreams again

I hope it goes well

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