At the Clearing H. his arm was taken off through the shoulder-joint, but I"m afraid it is too late. He is now a pallid wreck, dying of gangrene.
But he would discuss the War, and when it would end, and ask when he"d be strong enough to sit up and write to that officer, and apologised for wanting drinks so often. He is one of the most top-cla.s.s gallant gentlemen it"s ever been my jolly good luck to meet. And there are hundreds of them.
We had Princess Mary"s nice bra.s.s box this morning. The V.A.D. here brought a present to every man on the train this morning, and to the orderlies. They had 25,000 to distribute, cigarette-cases, writing-cases, books, pouches, &c. The men were frightfully pleased, it was so unexpected. The processions of hobbling, doubled-up, silent, muddy, sitting-up cases who pour out of the trains want something to cheer them up, as well as the lying-downs. It is hard to believe they are the fighting men, now they"ve handed their rifles and bandoliers in.
(It is snowing fast.) We have to go and drink the men"s health at their spread at 1 o"clock. Then I hope a spell of sleep.
We have chauff.a.ge on to-day to thaw the froidage; the pipes are frozen.
6 P.M.--We all processed to the Orderlies" Mess truck and the O.C. made a speech, and the Q.M.S. dished out drinks for us to toast with, and we had the King and all of ourselves with great enthusiasm. Mr T. had to propose "The Sisters," and after a few trembling, solemn words about "we all know the good work they do," he suddenly giggled hopelessly, and it ended in a healthy splodge all round. Orders just come to be at St Omer by 10 P.M. If that means loading-up further on about 1 A.M. I think we shall all die! Too noisy here to sleep this afternoon. And the men are just now so merry with Tipperary, and dressing up, that they will surely drop the patients off the stretchers, but we"ll hope for the best.
_Sunday, December 27th._--Had a grand night last night. Woke up at Bethune. Went out after breakfast and saw over No.-- Cl. H., which has only been there 48 hours, in a huge Girls" College, partly smashed by big sh.e.l.l holes, an awful mess, but the whole parts are being turned into a splendid hospital. Several houses sh.e.l.led, and big guns shaking the train this morning.
The M.O."s went to the Orderlies" Concert last night, when we went to bed. It was excellent, and n.o.body was drunk! We are taking on a full load of lying-downs straight from three Field Ambulances, so we shall be very busy; not arrived yet.
6 P.M.--Nearing Boulogne.
I have one little badly wounded Gurkha (who keeps e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.n.g. "Gerrman"), and all the rest British, some very badly frost-bitten. The trenches are in a frightful state. One man said, "There"s almost as many men drowned as killed: when they"re wounded they fall into the water."
Of three officers (one of whom is on the train and tells the story) in a deep-water trench for two days, one was drowned, the other had to have his clothes cut off him (stuck fast to the mud) and be pulled out naked, and the other is invalided with rheumatism.
Two men were telling me how they caught a sniper established in a tree, with a thousand rounds of ammunition and provisions. He asked for mercy, but he didn"t get it, they said. He had just shot two stretcher-bearers.
_Monday, December 28th._--This trip to Rouen will give us a longer journey up, and therefore some more time. And we shall get another bath.
The following story is a typical example of what the infantry often have to endure. It was told to me by the Sergeant. Three men of the S.W.
Borderers and five of the Welsh Regt. on advancing to occupy a trench found themselves cut off, with a 2nd Lieut. He advanced alone to reconnoitre and was probably shot, they said--they never saw him again.
So the Sergt. of the W.R. (aged 22!) took command and led them for safety, still under fire, to a ditch with one foot of water in it. This was on the _Monday night before Xmas_. They stayed in it all Tuesday and Tuesday night, when it was snowing. Before daylight he "skirmished" them to a trench he knew of two hundred yards in advance, where he had seen one of his regiment the day before. This was in water above their knees.
He showed me the mud-line on his trousers.
This turned out to be one of the German communication trenches. They stayed in that all Wednesday, Wednesday night, and Thursday, living on some biscuit one man had, some bits of chocolate, and drinking the dirty trench water, in which was a dead German dressed as a Gurkha. "We was prayin" all the time," said one of them. Then one ventured out to get water and was shot. On Xmas Eve night it froze hard, and they were so weak and starved and numb that the Sergt. decided that they couldn"t stick it any longer, so they cast their equipment and made a dash for a camp fire they could see.
One of them is an old grey-haired Reservist with seven children. By good luck they struck a road which led them to some Coldstreams" billet, a house. There they were fed with tea, bread, bacon, and jam, and stayed an hour, but didn"t get dried.
Then these C.G."s had to go into action, and the Sergt. took them on to some Grenadier Guards" billet. By this time he and one other had to be carried by the others. There they stayed the night (Xmas Day) and saw the M.O."s of a Field Ambulance, who sent them all into hospital at Bethune, whence we took them on this train to Rouen, all severely frost-bitten, weak, and rheumatic.
An infant boy of nineteen was telling me how he killed a German of 6 ft.
3 in. "Bill," I says, "there"s one o" them big devils (only I called him worse than that," he said politely to me), "and we all three emptied our rifles into him, and he never moved again."
9 P.M.--At Sotteville, off Rouen. We got unloaded at 1 P.M. and then made a dash for the best baths in France.
_Tuesday, December 29th._--We"ve had a quite useful day off to-day.
Still at Sotteville; had a walk this morning, also got through arrears of mending and letter-writing. They played another football match this afternoon, and did much better than last time, but still got beaten.
_Wednesday, December 30th._--Still at Sotteville. One of our coaches is off being repaired here, and goodness knows how long we shall be stuck.
Had a walk this morning along the line. The train puffed past me on its way to Rouen for water. I tried to make the engine-driver stop by spreading myself out in front of the engine, but he "shooed" me out of the way, and after some deliberation I seized a bra.s.s rail and leapt on to the footboard about half-way down the train; it wasn"t at all difficult after all. We had Seymour Hicks" lot tacked on behind us; they are doing performances for the Hospitals and Rest-camps in Rouen to-day, but unfortunately we are too far out to go in.
_Thursday, December 31st, New Year"s Eve._--Still at Sotteville, and clemmed with cold. There was no paraffin on the train this morning, so we couldn"t even have the pa.s.sage lamps lit.
This afternoon I went with Major ---- and the French Major and the little fat French Caporal (who is the same cla.s.s as the French Major--or better) into Rouen, and they trotted us round sight-seeing. The little Caporal showed us all the points of the cathedrals, and the twelfth-century stone pictures on the north porch and on the towers, and also the church of St Maclou with the wonderful "Ossuare" cloisters, now a college for Jeunes Filles. We had tea in the town and trammed back.
This evening, New Year"s Eve, the French Staff had decorated the Restaurant with Chinese lanterns, and we had a festive New Year"s Eve dinner, with chicken, and Xmas pudding on fire, and Sauterne and Champagne and crackers. The putting on of caps amused every one _infiniment_, and we had more speeches and toasts. I forgot to tell you that the French Major"s home is broken up by Les Allemands, and he doesn"t know where his wife and three children are. On Xmas night, during toasts, he suddenly got up and said in a broken voice, "a mes pet.i.ts enfants et ma femme."
The coach is mended and back from _l"atelier_, and we may go off at any moment. I hope we shall wake up on the way to Boulogne and mails.
_New Year"s Day, 1915, Rouen._--A Happy New Year to us all! We are not off yet, and several other trains are doing nothing here. We came into Rouen this afternoon, and heard that we are to clear the hospitals here to-morrow, and take them down to Havre.
Thank goodness we are to move at last. Went for a walk in the town after tea, and after dinner the O.C. and Sister B. and one of the Civil Surgeons and the French Major and I went to the cinema. It was excellent, or we thought it so, after the months of train and nothing else.
_Sat.u.r.day, January 2nd, 12 noon._--Just loading up for Havre with many of the same men we brought down from Bethune on Sunday; it seems as if we might just as well have taken them straight down to Havre. They look clean now, and have lost the trench look.
Have been asked to say how extra-excellent the Xmas cake was; we finished it yesterday, ditto the Tiptree jam.
It is a week on Monday since we had any mails.
There is a Major of ours on the train, getting a lift to Havre, who is specialist in pathology, and he has been investigating the bacillus of malignant oedema and of spreading gangrene. They are hunting anaerobes (Sir Almroth Wright at Boulogne and a big French Professor in Paris) for a vaccine against this, which has been persistently fatal. This man knew of two cases who were, as he puts it, "good cases for dying," and therefore good cases for trying his theory on. Both got well, began to recover within eight hours. And one of them was my re-enlisted Warwickshire man with the arm amputated, who was got out by the wounded officer and the Padre.
_January 3rd._--A sergeant we took down to Havre yesterday told me of his battalion"s very heavy losses. He said out of the 1400 of all ranks he came out with, there are now only 5 sergeants, 1 officer, and 72 men left. He said the young officers won"t take cover--"they get too excited and won"t listen to people who"ve "ad a little experience." One would keep putting his head out of the trench because he hadn"t seen a German.
"I kept tellin" of him," said the sergeant, "but of course he got "it!"
VII.
On No.-- Ambulance Train (5)
WINTER ON THE TRAIN AND IN THE TRENCHES
_January 7, 1915, to February 6, 1915_
"The winter and the dark last long: Grief grows and dawn delays: Make we our sword-arm doubly strong, And lift on high our gaze; And stanch we deep the hearts that weep, And touch our lips with praise."
--_Anon._
VII.
On No.-- Ambulance Train (5).
WINTER ON THE TRAIN AND IN THE TRENCHES.