This threw me out, for I knew that the second mate would not have power to receive me on board, and I did not like the thought of having to confront the captain in an office full of clerks. I therefore, losing courage, turned round and walked on sh.o.r.e again. Still I could not tear myself from the ship, but continued pacing backwards and forwards, now taking a look at her lofty masts and spars, now at her hull freshly painted, now at the men working at the cranes and tackles hoisting in cargo.
While I was thus engaged a sailor-like man, who I supposed was an officer, stopped near me.
"Please, sir," I said, "could you tell me where that ship is going to?"
"Yes, my lad. She"s bound out by Cape Horn into the Pacific, and up the west coast of America, and perhaps to go across to Australia, and may be away for two or three years."
"Thank you, sir," I said. "She"s a very fine ship."
"As to that there are many finer, but she"s a tidy craft in her way,"
remarked the seaman, turning on his heel.
"Now that is just the sort of voyage I should like to make. To double great Cape Horn. What a grand idea! And visit the country of the Incas and Peruvians, and the wonderful coral islands of the Pacific. I am much inclined to ask Mr b.u.t.terfield if he can get me on board her.
Perhaps she"s one of his ships, and I shall then very likely come back as a mate. I might have to remain a long time in the navy before I became a lieutenant, and after all perhaps one might enjoy a much more independent life in the merchant service.
"Yes, I"ll ask the old gentleman; but then I"m afraid Aunt Deb will interfere. She doesn"t want me to go to sea, and she"ll say all sorts of things to prevent him doing what I wish. There"s nothing like trying, however; and if he agrees, I must get him to obtain Aunt Deb"s consent to my going. I"m sure my father won"t make any objection."
Having arrived at this conclusion, I was now eager to get back to have a talk with Mr b.u.t.terfield. I forgot that he was not likely to leave his office till much later in the day. I had become desperately hungry also, and as I had come out without any money in my pocket, I was unable to buy a bun or a roll to appease my appet.i.te. I set off, fancying that I should have no difficulty in finding my way, but I wandered about for a couple of hours or more before I succeeded in getting back to Mr b.u.t.terfield"s house.
Aunt Deb received me with a frown.
"Now where have you been all this time?" she asked. "I"ve had luncheon an hour or so, or more. I suppose the servant has cleared the things away, and you can"t expect her to bring them up again for your pleasure."
"Thank you, Aunt Deb," I answered. "But I"ll just run and see."
To my infinite satisfaction, on going into the parlour I found the table still covered with roast beef, and pies, tarts, and puddings; for Mr b.u.t.terfield liked the good things of this life, and wished his friends to enjoy them also. Didn"t I tuck in. I often afterwards thought of that luncheon; it presented itself to me in my dreams; I recollected it with longing affection during my waking hours. I helped myself to two or three gla.s.ses of wine to wash down the food. With a sigh of regret I felt that I could eat no more. I then stowed myself away in a comfortable arm-chair in the corner of the room, and very naturally fell fast asleep. I had a dim recollection of seeing Aunt Deb come into the room to look for me, but as I didn"t speak, she left the room supposing that I had gone out of the house to take another walk. When I awoke Martha was laying the things for dinner.
"Why, Master Cheveley, Miss Deborah has been asking for you for ever so long," she said. "You had better go and see her, for she"s in a dreadful taking, I can a.s.sure you."
I knew Aunt Deb too well to venture into her presence under the circ.u.mstances if I could avoid it, so I ran into my room, washed my hands, and brushed my hair, so as to present myself in a respectable state before Mr b.u.t.terfield. I watched for him till he went into the drawing-room, and then followed. Aunt Deb had not yet come down. I was thinking of asking him about my going to sea on board the "Emu." He didn"t give me the opportunity, but he at once questioned me as to what I had seen in the city.
"You think Liverpool a very fine place?" he remarked.
"Yes, sir, a very fine place indeed," I answered boldly.
But when he came to inquire where I had been, and what part I admired most, I was nonplussed, and had nothing to say about the matter. My thoughts had been entirely occupied with the docks and the shipping.
"Ah, yes, Liverpool has become an important port; superior to Bristol, or Hull; and some day we shall be equal to London, we flatter ourselves."
I thought this would be a good opportunity of telling him how fond I was of the sea, and that I hoped he would let me go on board one of his ships, when just at that moment Aunt Deb entered. She began scolding me for having absented myself so long from her, but Mr b.u.t.terfield interfered.
"The lad naturally wishes to see a new place, where he may spend some time perhaps. So don"t be too hard on him, Cousin Deborah."
We soon went down to dinner, and Aunt Deb said no more. I ate as many of the good things as I could, but after so large a luncheon I had less room than usual. Mr b.u.t.terfield placed my moderation to the score of my modesty.
"Come, come, lad, eat away," he said. "These things were given to us for our benefit, and can"t fail to do us good."
I at last had to give in, letting Martha take away my plate with a large portion of its contents untasted. I should have liked to have remained to talk to Mr b.u.t.terfield when Aunt Deb retired, but she insisted on my coming up, afraid that the old gentleman in his hospitality would be giving me more wine than would be good for me. I had thus no opportunity of talking to him alone. The following morning I begged leave to go out again. Mr b.u.t.terfield willingly consented, though Aunt Deb observed that I should be better employed at home summing and writing.
"He"ll have enough of that by-and-by. In the meantime he can learn his way about the city," said the old gentleman.
I thanked him very much, and he went away to his office.
Going into my room, I bethought me that I would take my cutter down to the river and give her a sail. It took me some time, however, to step the mast and set up the rigging. As soon as this was done, not thinking it necessary to see Aunt Deb first, I started off, carrying the little vessel under my arm. The boys in the streets, I thought, admired her exceedingly. It made me feel that I was a nautical character amid the seafaring population. Though I didn"t exactly recollect the way, after making various turnings, I found myself at the quay where the "Emu" lay.
"Now," I thought to myself, "I"ll go on board, and if I can"t see the captain, I"ll have a talk with the crew. They"ll perceive by my cutter that I"m not a greenhorn, and I can offer to show them what I know by explaining how I sail her." With more confidence than I had felt on the previous day, I walked up the plank. I could nowhere see the captain, nor any other officer, and therefore turned towards the spot where the men were at work taking in the cargo.
"Well, boy, what do you want?" inquired a rough, surly-looking old seaman, who was handling a large case?
"I have come to see the ship; and as I like her, I think of getting the captain to take me as an officer," I answered, with as much confidence as I could a.s.sume.
"Officer!" the old sailor answered, with a hoa.r.s.e laugh. "You an officer, jackanapes; why we should want a cow on board to give you milk."
"What is your name?" I asked, determined not to be put down.
"Gregory Growles," answered the seaman.
"Well, look, Gregory Growles, if that"s your name, I understand sailing this cutter as well as you do," and I began to explain how I was wont to navigate her according to Riddle"s instructions. I then announced the names of the ropes and sails.
Gregory Growles, with his arms akimbo, and several of the other seamen, stood listening to me, evidently highly amused. When I had finished, they all laughed in chorus.
"You know the ABC, maybe, of seamanship; but, look here, just tell us the names of some of the ropes and spars of this ship."
I looked about exceedingly puzzled, for I could not give the name of one of them.
"I thought so," said Growles. "You had better go to school again, and learn a little more before you think of topping the officer over us."
"I only want to become a midshipman," I said; "I could soon learn when I got to sea."
"We have no midshipmen on board the "Emu,"" said Growles.
"Come, youngster, clear out of this, for we have to go on working, and you"re in the way."
Abashed, I retired to the after part of the deck, followed by the derisive laughter of the seamen, who went on, as before, hauling and hoisting in the cargo. I walked about, examining various things on the deck, and looking into the cabin, and thinking what a fine place it was, for it was handsomely furnished, and how I should like to be its occupant. No one took any further notice of me, and at last I unwillingly returned on sh.o.r.e. I looked out for a place to sail my vessel, but the landing-place was crowded with boats, and it struck me that if I let her go I should find it impossible to recover her. I had, therefore, to carry her about all day without any advantage, and my arms ached, though I held her sometimes under one arm and sometimes under another, and occasionally placed her on my shoulder. Several boys asked me what I would take for her, and one or two begged that I would let them examine her. At last one biggish fellow s.n.a.t.c.hed her off my shoulder. I tried to recover her, but another tripped me up. Getting up, I made chase, but the thief, turning sharp round the corner, disappeared. I shouted in vain for him to come back. My cutter was gone. There was no one to whom I could appeal for help--no watchman, no constable. Some persons I met said it was a great shame, but they didn"t help me. Others only laughed, and observed that such things were very common. I waited about. A number of boys joined me and shouted "Thief! Thief!" but, as may be supposed, I could not find him, and had to return home very disconsolate at my loss. That evening, much to my satisfaction, Aunt Deb had a bad headache, and could not make her appearance at dinner. This gave me an opportunity of speaking to Mr b.u.t.terfield.
"I should be happy to further your views, my lad, but I have promised your Aunt Deborah to take you into my counting-house, and I have only been waiting a day or two until a boy has left, whose place I intend you to fill. You"ll begin low down, but by perseverance and industry you will, in the course of a few years, rise to a respectable position.
Many lads fancy they would like to go to sea, and bitterly repent it afterwards. You will have a far more comfortable life on sh.o.r.e, and the position of an English merchant is as honourable a one as a man could desire to follow."
These remarks didn"t at all suit my taste. I thanked Mr b.u.t.terfield, but told him that my heart had long been set on going to sea, and that I didn"t expect to be happy in any other calling.
"That"s what many lads say, but afterwards find out that they have made a very great mistake," he remarked.
"But they don"t all do that, or we should have no sailors," I argued. I then told him that I had been on board the "Emu," which, I concluded, would sail in a few days, and that I should much like to go in her.
"She"s not my vessel," he answered, "though I know something of the captain. He is a good sailor, though he is not the man under whom I should wish to place a lad. However, when your aunt is better, I"ll talk the matter over with her; and should she consent, then I"ll see what can be done."
I fancied that I had made some way; and, in spite of the loss of my cutter, I went to bed more contented in my mind than I had been for some time.