"I have the happiness of knowing your stepfather," whispered Mr.
Creakle, taking me by the ear; "and a worthy man he is, and a man of strong character. He knows me, and I know him. Do _you_ know me! Hey?"
said Mr. Creakle, pinching my ear with ferocious playfulness.
"Not yet, sir," I said, flinching with the pain.
"Not yet! Hey?" repeated Mr. Creakle. "But you will soon. Hey?"
"You will soon. Hey?" repeated the man with the wooden leg. I afterward found that he generally acted, with his strong voice, as Mr.
Creakle"s interpreter to the boys.
I was very much frightened, and said, I hoped so, if he pleased. I felt all this while as if my ear were blazing; he pinched it so hard.
"I"ll tell you what I am," whispered Mr. Creakle, letting it go at last, with a screw at parting that brought the water to my eyes, "I"m a Tartar."
Mr. Creakle proved to be as good as his word. He was a Tartar.
On the first day of school he revealed himself. His opening address was very brief and to the point.
"Now, boys, this is a new half. Take care what you"re about in this new half. Come fresh up to the lessons, I advise you, for I come fresh up to the punishment. I won"t flinch. It will be of no use your rubbing yourselves; you won"t rub the marks out that I shall give you.
Now get to work, every boy!"
When this dreadful exordium was over, Mr. Creakle came to where I sat, and told me that if I were famous for biting, he was famous for biting, too. He then showed me the cane, and asked me what I thought of _that_, for a tooth? Was it a sharp tooth, hey? Was it a double tooth, hey? Had it a deep p.r.o.ng, hey? Did it bite, hey? Did it bite?
At every question he gave me a fleshy cut with it that made me writhe.
Not that I mean to say these were special marks of distinction, which only I received. On the contrary, a large majority of the boys (especially the smaller ones) were visited with similar instances of notice, as Mr. Creakle made the round of the schoolroom. Half the establishment was writhing and crying before the day"s work began; and how much of it had writhed and cried before the day"s work was over I am really afraid to recollect, lest I should seem to exaggerate.
I should think there never can have been a man who enjoyed his profession more than Mr. Creakle did. He had a delight in cutting at the boys, which was like the satisfaction of a craving appet.i.te. I am confident that he couldn"t resist a chubby boy especially; that there was a fascination in such a subject which made him restless in his mind until he had scored and marked him for the day. I was chubby myself, and ought to know. I am sure when I think of the fellow now, my blood rises against him with the disinterested indignation I should feel if I could have known all about him without having ever been in his power; but it rises hotly, because I know him to have been an incapable brute, who had no more right to be possessed of the great trust he held than to be Lord High Admiral or Commander-in-chief: in either of which capacities it is probable that he would have done infinitely less mischief.
Miserable little propitiators of a remorseless idol, how abject we were to him! what a launch in life I think it now, on looking-back, to be so mean and servile to a man of such parts and pretensions!
Twenty years after d.i.c.kens described Creakle a new teacher stood before a cla.s.s in a large American city, and, holding a long rattan cane above his head, said in a fierce, threatening tone: "Do you see that cane? Would you like to feel it? Hey? Well, break any one of my forty-eight rules and you will feel it all right." The tyrant in adulthood dies hard. No wonder.
Tyranny has been wrought into our natures by centuries of blind faith in corporal punishment as the supreme agency in saving the race from moral wreck and anarchy in childhood and youth. Men sought no agency for the development of the good in young lives. As they conceived it, their duty was done if they prevented their children from doing wrong, and the quickest, easiest, most effective way they knew to secure coercion was by corporal punishment. The most successful tyrant, he who could most thoroughly terrorize children and keep them down most completely, was regarded as the best disciplinarian. Squeers and Creakle were fair exponents of the almost universally recognised theory of their day, and they had many successors in the real schools of the generation that followed them. No man could remain a week in a school now if he began on the opening day in the way Creakle did.
d.i.c.kens was right in revealing the position of the teacher as one of "great trust," and he was right, too, in insisting that Creakle was no more fitted to be a teacher "than to be Lord High Admiral or Commander-in-chief, in either of which capacities it is probable he would have done infinitely less mischief." This was another plea for good normal schools and for state supervision.
d.i.c.kens makes a good point in his remark about the degradation of abject submission to a man of such parts and pretensions as Creakle.
Subordination always dwarfs the human soul, but when the child is forced to a position of abject subordination to a coa.r.s.e tyrant the degradation is more complete and more humiliating. It does not mend matters for the child when the tyrant is his father. The tyranny of parenthood is usually the hardest to escape from.
In the same book in which Creakle is described--David Copperfield--d.i.c.kens deals with the tyranny of the home. David"s widowed mother married Mr.
Murdstone, a hard, severe, austere, religious man, with an equally dreadful sister--Jane Murdstone.
Firmness was the grand quality on which both Mr. and Miss Murdstone took their stand. However I might have expressed my comprehension of it at that time, if I had been called upon, I nevertheless did clearly comprehend in my own way that it was another name for tyranny, and for a certain gloomy, arrogant, devil"s humour, that was in them both. The creed, as I should state it now, was this: Mr. Murdstone was firm; n.o.body in his world was to be so firm as Mr. Murdstone; n.o.body else in his world was to be firm at all, for everybody was to be bent to his firmness.
There was no more depressing tyranny in the time of d.i.c.kens than the tyranny exercised in the name of a rigid and repressive religion.
The gloomy taint that was in the Murdstone blood darkened the Murdstone religion, which was austere and wrathful. I have thought, since, that its a.s.suming that character was a necessary consequence of Mr. Murdstone"s firmness, which wouldn"t allow him to let anybody off from the utmost weight of the severest penalties he could find any excuse for. Be this as it may, I well remember the tremendous visages with which we used to go to church, and the changed air of the place.
Again, the dreaded Sunday comes round, and I file into the old pew first, like a guarded captive brought to a condemned service. Again, Miss Murdstone, in a black-velvet gown, that looks as if it had been made out of a pall, follows close upon me; then my mother; then her husband. Again, I listen to Miss Murdstone mumbling the responses, and emphasizing all the dread words with a cruel relish. Again, I see her dark eyes roll round the church when she says "miserable sinners," as if she were calling all the congregation names. Again, I catch rare glimpses of my mother, moving her lips timidly between the two, with one of them muttering at each ear like low thunder. Again, I wonder with a sudden fear whether it is likely that our good old clergyman can be wrong, and Mr. and Miss Murdstone right, and that all the angels in heaven can be destroying angels. Again, if I move a finger or relax a muscle of my face, Miss Murdstone pokes me with her prayer book, and makes my side ache.
Mrs. Chillip said: "Mr. Murdstone sets up an image of himself and calls it the Divine Nature," and "what such people as the Murdstones call their religion is a vent for their bad humours and arrogance." Mild and cautious Mr. Chillip observed, "I don"t find authority for Mr. and Miss Murdstone in the New Testament," and his good wife added, "The darker tyrant Mr.
Murdstone becomes, the more ferocious is his religious doctrine."
When David first learned that Mr. Murdstone had married his mother he relieved the swelling in his little heart by crying in his bedroom. His mother naturally felt a sympathy for her boy. Mr. Murdstone reproved her for her lack of "firmness," ordered her out of the room, and gave David his first lesson in "obedience."
"David," he said, making his lips thin, by pressing them together, "if I have an obstinate horse or dog to deal with, what do you think I do?"
"I don"t know."
"I beat him."
I had answered in a kind of breathless whisper, but I felt, in my silence, that my breath was shorter now.
"I make him wince, and smart. I say to myself, "I"ll conquer that fellow;" and if it were to cost him all the blood he had, I should do it."
There are still a few schoolmaster tyrants who boast of their ability "to subdue children." They are barbarians, who understand neither the new education nor the new theology, who have not learned to recognise and reverence the individual selfhood of each child, who themselves fear G.o.d"s power more than they feel his love.
When David was at home for the holidays he remained in his own room a considerable part of the time reading. This aroused the anger of Mr.
Murdstone, and he charged David with being sullen.
"I was sorry, David," said Mr. Murdstone, turning his head and his eyes stiffly toward me, "to observe that you are of a sullen disposition. This is not a character that I can suffer to develop itself beneath my eyes without an effort at improvement. You must endeavour, sir, to change it. We must endeavour to change it for you."
"I beg your pardon, sir," I faltered. "I have never meant to be sullen since I came back."
"Don"t take refuge in a lie, sir!" he returned so fiercely, that I saw my mother involuntarily put out her trembling hand as if to interpose between us. "You have withdrawn yourself in your sullenness to your own room. You have kept your room when you ought to have been here.
You know now, once for all, that I require you to be here, and not there. Further, that I require you to bring obedience here. You know me, David. I will have it done."
Miss Murdstone gave a hoa.r.s.e chuckle.
"I will have a respectful, prompt, and ready bearing toward myself,"
he continued, "and toward Jane Murdstone, and toward your mother. I will not have this room shunned as if it were infected, at the pleasure of a child. Sit down."
He ordered me like a dog, and I obeyed like a dog.
David"s lessons, which had been "along a path of roses" when his mother was alone with him, became a path of thorns after the Murdstones came.
The lessons were a grievous daily drudgery and misery. They were very long, very numerous, very hard--perfectly unintelligible.
Let me remember how it used to be. I come into the parlour after breakfast with my books, an exercise book and a slate. My mother is ready for me, but not half so ready as Mr. Murdstone, or as Miss Murdstone, sitting near my mother stringing steel beads. The very sight of these two has such an influence over me, that I begin to feel the words I have been at infinite pains to get into my head all sliding away, and going I don"t know where. I wonder where they _do_ go, by the bye?
I hand the first book to my mother. I take a last drowning look at the page as I give it into her hand, and start off aloud at a racing pace while I have got it fresh. I trip over a word. Mr. Murdstone looks up. I trip over another word. Miss Murdstone looks up. I redden, tumble over half a dozen words, and stop. I think my mother would show me the book if she dared, but she does not dare, and she says softly:
"Oh, Davy, Davy!"
"Now, Clara," says Mr. Murdstone, "be firm with the boy. Don"t say "Oh, Davy, Davy!" That"s childish. He knows his lesson, or he does not know it."
"He does _not_ know it," Miss Murdstone interposed awfully.
"I am really afraid he does not," says my mother.
"Then you see, Clara," returns Miss Murdstone, "you should just give him the book back, and make him know it."