"Ay, but it"s got something to do--and we"ve a long journey in front of us." Lars Peter came back and began sorting again.
"How many miles is it to Copenhagen then?"
"Six or seven hours" drive, I should say; we"ve got a load."
"Ugh, what a long way." Ditte shivered. "And it"s so cold."
"Ay, if I"m to go alone. But you might go with me! "Tisn"t a pleasant errand, and the time"ll go slowly all that long way. And one can"t get away from sad thoughts!"
"I can"t leave home," answered Ditte shortly.
For about the twentieth time Lars Peter tried to talk her over. "We can easily get Johansens to keep an eye on everything--and can send the children over to them for a few days," said he.
But Ditte was not to be shaken. Her mother was nothing to her, people could say what they liked; she _would_ not go and see her in prison. And her father ought to stop talking like that or she would be angry; it reminded her of Granny. She hated her mother with all her heart, in a manner strange for her years. She never mentioned her, and when the others spoke of her, she would be dumb. Good and self-sacrificing as she was in all other respects, on this point she was hard as a stone.
To Lars Peter"s good-natured mind this hatred was a mystery. However much he tried to reconcile her, in the end he had to give up.
"Look and see if there"s anything you want for the house," said he.
"I want a packet of salt, the stuff they have at the grocer"s is too coa.r.s.e to put on the table. And I must have a little spice. I"m going to try making a cake myself, bought cakes get dry so quickly."
"D"you think you can?" said Lars Peter admiringly.
"There"s more to be got," Ditte continued undisturbed, "but I"d better write it down; or you"ll forget half the things like you did last time."
"Ay, that"s best," answered Lars Peter meekly. "My memory"s not as good as it used to be. I don"t know--I used to do hundreds of errands without forgetting one. Maybe "tis with your mother. And then belike--a man gets old. Grandfather, he could remember like a printed book, to the very last."
Ditte got up quickly and shook out her frock.
"There!" said she with a yawn. They put the rags in sacks and tied them up.
"This"ll fetch a little money," said Lars Peter dragging the sacks to the door, where heaps of old iron and other metals lay in readiness to be taken to the town. "And what"s the time now?--past six. Ought to be daylight soon."
As Ditte opened the door the frosty air poured in. In the east, over the lake, the skies were green, with a touch of gold--it was daybreak. In the openings in the ice the birds began to show signs of life. It was as if the noise from the Crow"s Nest had ushered in the day for them, group after group began screaming and flew towards the sea.
"It"ll be a fine day," said Lars Peter as he dragged out the cart.
"There ought to be a thaw soon." He began loading the cart, while Ditte went in to light the fire for the coffee.
As Lars Peter came in, the flames from the open fireplace were flickering towards the ceiling, the room was full of a delicious fragrance, coffee and something or other being fried. Kristian was kneeling in front of the fire, feeding it with heather and dried sticks, and Ditte stood over a spluttering frying-pan, stirring with all her might. The two little ones sat on the end of the bench watching the operations with glee, the reflection of the fire gleaming in their eyes. The daylight peeped in hesitatingly through the frozen window-panes.
"Come along, father!" said Ditte, putting the frying-pan on the table on three little wooden supports. ""Tis only fried potatoes, with a few slices of bacon, but you"re to eat it all yourself!"
Lars Peter laughed and sat down at the table. He soon, however, as was his wont, began giving some to the little ones; they got every alternate mouthful. They stood with their faces over the edge of the table, and wide open mouths--like two little birds. Kristian had his own fork, and stood between his father"s knees and helped himself.
Ditte stood against the table looking on, with a big kitchen knife in her hand.
"Aren"t you going to have anything?" asked Lars Peter, pushing the frying-pan further on to the table.
"There"s not a sc.r.a.p more than you can eat yourself; we"ll have something afterwards," answered Ditte, half annoyed. But Lars Peter calmly went on feeding them. He did not enjoy his food when there were no open mouths round him.
""Tis worth while waking up for this, isn"t it?" said he, laughing loudly; his voice was deep and warm again.
As he drank his coffee, Soster and Povl hurried into their clothes; they wanted to see him off. They ran in between his and the nag"s legs as he was harnessing.
The sun was just rising. There was a red glitter over the ice-covered lake and the frosted landscape, the reeds crackled as if icicles were being crushed. From the horse"s nostrils came puffs of air, showing white in the morning light, and the children"s quick short breaths were like gusts of steam. They jumped round the cart in their cloth shoes like two frolicsome young puppies. "Love to Mother!" they shouted over and over again.
Lars Peter bent down from the top of the load, where he was half buried between the sacks. "Shan"t I give her your love too?" asked he. Ditte turned away her head.
Then he took his whip and cracked it. And slowly Klavs set off on his journey.
CHAPTER II
THE HIGHROAD
"He"s even more fond of the highroad than a human being," Lars Peter used to say of Klavs, and this was true; the horse was always in a good temper whenever preparations were being made for a long journey. For the short trips Klavs did not care at all; it was the real highroad trips with calls to right and left, and stopping at night in some stable, which appealed to him. What he found to enjoy in it would be difficult to say; hardly for the sake of a new experience--as with a man. Though G.o.d knows--"twas a wise enough rascal! At all events Klavs liked to feel himself on the highroad, and the longer the trip the happier he would be. He took it all with the same good temper--up hills where he had to strain in the shafts, and downhill where the full weight of the cart made itself felt. He would only stop when the hill was unusually steep--to give Lars Peter an opportunity of stretching his legs.
To Lars Peter the highroad was life itself. It gave daily bread to him and his, and satisfied his love of roaming. Such a piece of highroad between rows of trimmed poplars with endless by-ways off to farms and houses was full of possibilities. One could take this turning or that, according to one"s mood at the moment, or leave the choice of the road to the nag. It always brought forth something.
And the highroad was only the outward sign of an endless chain. If one liked to wander straight on, instead of turning off, ay, then one would get far out in the world--as far as one cared. He did not do it of course; but the thought that it could be done was something in itself.
On the highroad he met people of his own blood: tramps who crawled up without permission on to his load, drawing a bottle from their pocket, offering it to him, and talking away. They were people who traveled far; yesterday they had come from Helsingor; in a week"s time they would perhaps be over the borders in the south and down in Germany. They wore heavily nailed boots, and had a hollow instead of a stomach, a handkerchief round their throat and mittens on their red wrists--and were full of good humor. Klavs knew them quite well, and stopped of his own accord.
Klavs also stopped for poor women and school-children; Lars Peter and he agreed that all who cared to drive should have that pleasure.
But respectable people they pa.s.sed by; they of course would not condescend to drive with the rag and bone man.
They both knew the highroad with its by-ways equally well. When anything was doing, such as a thrashing-machine in the field, or a new house being built, one or other of them always stopped. Lars Peter pretended that it was the horse"s inquisitiveness. "Well, have you seen enough?" he growled when they had stood for a short while, and gathered up the reins. Klavs did not mind the deception in the least, and in no way let it interfere with his own inclinations; Klavs liked his own way.
Things must be black indeed, if the highroad did not put the rag and bone man into a good temper. The calm rhythmic trot of the nag"s hoofs against the firm road encouraged him to hum. The trees, the milestones with the crown above King Christian the Fifth"s initials, the endless perspective ahead of him, with all its life and traffic--all had a cheering effect on him.
The snow had been trodden down, and only a thin layer covered with ice remained, which rang under the horse"s big hoofs. The thin light air made breathing easy, and the sun shone redly over the snow. It was impossible to be anything but light-hearted. But then he remembered the object of the drive, and all was dark again.
Lars Peter had never done much thinking on his own account, or criticized existence. When something or other happened, it was because it could not be otherwise--and what was the good of speculating about it? When he was on the cart all these hours, he only hummed a kind of melody and had a sense of well-being. "I wonder what mother"ll have for supper?" he would think, or "maybe the kiddies"ll come to meet me today." That was all. He took bad and good trade as it came, and joy and sorrow just the same; he knew from experience that rain and sunshine come by turns. It had been thus in his parents" and grandparents" time, and his own had confirmed it. Then why speculate? If the bad weather lasted longer than usual, well, the good was so much better when it came.
And complaints were no good. Other people beside himself had to take things as they came. He had never had any strong feeling that there was a guiding hand behind it all.
But now he _had_ to think, however useless he found it. Suddenly something would take him mercilessly by the neck, and always face him with the same hopeless: _Why_? A thousand times the thought of Sorine would crop up, making everything heavy and sad.
Lars Peter had been thoroughly out of luck before--and borne it as being part of his life"s burden. He had a thick skull and a broad back--what good were they but for burdens; it was not his business to whimper or play the weakling. And fate had heaped troubles upon him: if he could bear that, then he can bear this!--till at last he would break down altogether under the burden. But his old stolidness was gone.
He had begun to think of his lot--and could fathom nothing: it was all so meaningless, now he compared himself with others. As soon as ever he got into the cart, and the nag into its old trot, these sad thoughts would reappear, and his mind would go round and round the subject until he was worn out. He could not unravel it. Why was he called the rag and bone man, and treated as if he were unclean? He earned his living as honestly as any one else. Why should his children be jeered at like outcasts--and his home called the Crow"s Nest? And why did the bad luck follow him?--and fate? There was a great deal now that he did not understand, but which must be cleared up. Misfortune, which had so often knocked at his door without finding him at home, had now at last got its foot well inside the door.
However much Lars Peter puzzled over Sorine, he could find no way out of it. It was his nature to look on the bright side of things; and should it be otherwise they were no sooner over than forgotten.
He had only seen her good points. She had been a clever wife, good at keeping the home together--and a hard worker. And she had given him fine children, that alone made up for everything. He had been fond of her, and proud of her firmness and ambition to get on in the world. And now as a reward for her pride she was in prison! For a long time he had clung to the hope that it must be a mistake.
"Maybe they"ll let her out one day," he thought. "Then she"ll be standing in the doorway when you return, and it"s all been a misunderstanding." It was some time now since the sentence had been p.r.o.nounced, so it must be right. But it was equally difficult to understand!
There lay a horseshoe on the road. The nag stopped, according to custom, and turned its head. Lars Peter roused himself from his thoughts and peered in front of the horse, then drove on again.