The bird that lived on their roof could be none other than the stork, for before long Hansine confided in Lars Peter that she was with child.
It was the most glorious news he had ever had in his life, and if he had worked hard before he did even more so now. His evenings were spent in the woodshed; there was a cradle to be made, and a rocking-chair, and small wooden shoes to be carved. As he worked he would hum, something slightly resembling a melody, but always the same tune; then suddenly Hansine would come running out throwing herself into his arms. She had become so strange under her pregnancy, she could find no rest, and would sit for hours with her thoughts far away--as if listening to distant voices--and could not be roused up again. Lars Peter put it down to her condition, and took it all good-humoredly. His even temperament had a soothing effect upon her, and she was soon happy again. But at times she was full of anxiety, and would run out to him in the fields, almost beside herself. It was almost impossible to persuade her to return to the house, he only succeeded after promising to keep within sight. She was afraid of one thing or another at home, but when he urged her to tell him the reason, she would look dumbly at him.
After the child"s birth, she was her old self again. Their delight was great in the little one, and they were happier even than before.
But this strange phase returned when she again became pregnant, only in a stronger degree. There were times, when her fear forced her out of the house, and she would run into the fields, wring her hands in anguish. The distracted husband would fetch the screaming child to her, thus tempting her home again. This time she gave in and confided in him, that she had been engaged to a sailor, who had made her promise that she would remain faithful, if anything happened to him at sea.
"Did he never come back then?" asked Lars Peter slowly.
Hansine shook her head. And he had threatened to return and claim her, if she broke her word. He had said, he would tap on the trap-door in the ceiling.
"Did you promise of your own free will?" Lars Peter said ponderously.
No, Hansine thought he had pressed her.
"Then you"re not bound by it," said he. "My family, maybe, are not much to go by, sc.u.m of the earth as we are. But my father and my grandfather always used to say, there"s no need to fear the dead; they were easier to get away from than the living." She sat bending over the babe, which had cried itself to sleep on her knees, and Lars Peter stood with his arms round her shoulder, softly rocking her backwards and forwards, as he tried to talk her to reason. "You must think of the little one here--and the other little one to come!
The only thing which can"t be forgiven, is unkindness to those given to us."
Hansine took his hand and pressed it against her tearful eyes. Then rising herself she put the child to bed; she was calm now.
The rag and bone man had no superst.i.tion of any kind, or fear either, it was the only bright touch in the darkness of his race that they possessed; this property caused them to be outcasts--and decided their trade. Those who are not haunted, haunt others.
The only curse he knew, was the curse of being an outcast and feared; and this, thank the Lord, had been removed where he was concerned. He did not believe in persecution from a dead man. But he understood the serious effect it had upon Hansine, and was much troubled on her account. Before going to bed, he took down the trap-door and hid it under the roof.
Thus they had children one after the other, and with it trouble and depression. Instead of becoming better it grew worse with each one; and as much as Lars Peter loved his children, he hoped each one would be the last. The children themselves bore no mark of having been carried under a heart full of fear. They were like small shining suns, who encircled him all day long from the moment they could move. They added enjoyment to his work, and as each new one made its appearance, he received it as a gift of G.o.d. His huge fists entirely covered the newly born babe, when handed to him by the midwife--looking in its swaddling clothes like the leg of a boot--as he lifted it to the ceiling. His voice in its joy was like the deep chime of a bell, and the babe"s head rolled from side to side, while blinking its eyes at the light. Never had any one been so grateful for children, wife and everything else as Lars Peter. He was filled with admiration for them all, it was a glorious world.
He did not exactly make headway on his little farm. It was poor land, and Lars Peter was said to be unlucky. Either he lost an animal or the crop was spoiled by hail. Other people kept an account of these accidents, Lars Peter himself had no feeling of being treated badly. On the contrary he was thankful for his farm, and toiled patiently on it. Nothing affected him.
When Hansine was to have her fifth child, she was worse than ever.
She had made him put up the trap-door again, on the pretense that she could not stay in the kitchen for the draught, and she would be nowhere else but there--she was waiting for the tap. She complained no longer nor on the whole was she anxious either. It was as if she had learned to endure what could not be evaded; she was absent-minded, and Lars Peter had the sad feeling that she no longer belonged to him. In the night he would suddenly realize that she was missing from his side--and would find her in the kitchen stiff with cold. He carried her back to bed, soothing her like a little child, and she would fall asleep on his breast.
Her condition was such, that he never dared go from home, and leave her alone with the children; he had to engage a woman to keep an eye on her, and look after the house. She now neglected everything and looked at the children as if they were the cause of her trouble.
One day when he was taking a load of peat to town, an awful thing happened. What Hansine had been waiting for so long, now actually took place. She sent the woman, who was supposed to be with her, away on some excuse or other; and when Lars Peter returned, the animals were bellowing and every door open. There was no sign of wife or children. The poultry slipped past him, as he went round calling. He found them all in the well. It was a fearful sight to see the mother and four children lying in a row, first on the cobble-stoned yard, wet and pitiful, and afterwards on the sitting-room table dressed for burial. Without a doubt the sailor had claimed his right! The mother had jumped down last, with the youngest in her arms; they found her like this, tightly clasping the child, though she had not deserved it.
Every one was deeply shocked by this dreadful occurrence. They would willingly have given him a comforting and helping hand now; but it seemed that nothing could be done to help him in his trouble. He did not easily accept favors.
He busied himself round and about the dead, until the day of the funeral. No one saw him shed a single tear, not even when the earth was thrown on to the coffins, and people wondered at his composure; he had clung so closely to them. He was probably one of those who were cursed with inability to cry, thought the women.
After the funeral, he asked a neighbor to look after his animals; he had to go to town, said he. With that he disappeared, and for two years he was not seen; it was understood that he had gone to sea.
The farm was taken over by the creditors; there was no more than would pay what he owed, so that at all events, he did not lose anything by it.
One day he suddenly cropped up again, the same old Lars Peter, prepared, like Job, to start again from the beginning. He had saved a little money in the last two years, and bought a partly ruined hut, a short distance north of his former farm. With the hut went a bit of marsh, and a few acres of poor land, which had never been under the plow. He bought a few sheep and poultry, put up an outhouse of peat and reeds taken from the marsh--and settled himself in. He dug peat and sold it, and when there was a good catch of herrings, would go down to the nearest fishing hamlet with his wheelbarrow and buy a load, taking them from hut to hut. He preferred to barter them, taking in exchange old metal, rags and bones, etc. It was the trade of his race he took up again, and although he had never practised it before, he fell into it quite easily. One day he took home a big bony horse, which he had got cheap, because no-one else had any use for it; another day he brought Sorine home. Everything went well for him.
He had met Sorine at some gathering down in one of the fishing huts, and they quickly made a match of it. She was tired of her place and he of being alone; so they threw in their lot together.
He was out the whole day long, and often at night too. When the fishing season was in full swing, he would leave home at one or two o"clock in the night, to be at the hamlet when the first boats came in. On these occasions Sorine stayed up to see that he did not oversleep himself. This irregular life came as naturally to her as to him, and she was a great help to him. So now once more he had a wife, and one who could work too. He possessed a horse, which had no equal in all the land--and a farm! It was not what could be called an estate, the house was built of hay, mud and sticks; people would point laughingly at it as they pa.s.sed. Lars Peter alone was thankful for it.
He was a satisfied being--rather too much so, thought Sorine. She was of a different nature, always straining forward, and pushing him along so that her position might be bettered. She was an ambitious woman. When he was away, she managed everything; and the first summer helped him to build a proper outhouse, of old beams and bricks, which she made herself by drying clay in the sun. "Now we"ve a place for the animals just like other people," said she, when it was finished. But her voice showed that she was not satisfied.
At times Lars Peter Hansen would suggest that they ought to take Granny and Ditte to live with them. "They"re so lonely and dull,"
said he, "and the Lord only knows where they get food from."
But this Sorine would not hear of. "We"ve enough to do without them," answered she sharply, "and Mother"s not in want, I"m sure.
She was always clever at helping herself. If they come here, I"ll have the money paid for Ditte. "Tis mine by right."
"They"ll have eaten that up long ago," said Lars Peter.
But Sorine did not think so; it would not be like her father or her mother. She was convinced that her mother had hidden it somewhere or other. "If she would only sell the hut, and give the money to us,"
said she. "Then we could build a new house."
"Much wants more!" answered Lars Peter smilingly. In his opinion the house they lived in was quite good enough. But he was a man who thought anything good enough for him, and nothing too good for others. If he were allowed to rule they would soon end in the workhouse!
So Lars Peter avoided the question, and after Granny"s visit, and having seen her and Sorine together, he understood they would be best apart. They did not come to his home again, but when he was buying up in their part of the country, he would call in at the hut on the Naze and take a cup of coffee with them. He would then bring a paper of coffee and some cakes with him, so as not to take them unawares, and had other small gifts too. These were days of rejoicing in the little hut. They longed for him, from one visit to another, and could talk of very little else. Whenever there were sounds of wheels, Ditte would fly to the window, and Granny would open wide her sightless eyes. Ditte gathered old iron from the sh.o.r.e as a surprise for her father; and when he drove home, she would go with him as far as the big hill, behind which the sun went down.
Lars Peter said nothing of these visits when he got home.
CHAPTER XIII
DITTE HAS A VISION
Before losing her sight Maren had taught Ditte to read, which came in very useful now. They never went to church; their clothes were too shabby, and the way too long. Maren was not particularly zealous in her attendance, a life-long experience had taught her to take what the parson said with a grain of salt. But on Sundays, when people streamed past on their way to church, they were both neatly dressed, Ditte with a clean pinafore and polished wooden shoes, and Granny with a stringed cap. Then Granny would be sitting in the armchair at the table, spectacles on her nose and the Bible in front of her, and Ditte standing beside her reading the scriptures for the day. In spite of her blindness, Maren insisted upon wearing her spectacles and having the holy book in front of her, according to custom, otherwise it was not right.
Ditte was nearly of school age, but Maren took no notice of it, and kept her home. She was afraid of the child not getting on with the other children--and could not imagine how she herself could spare her the whole day long. But at the end of six months they were found out, and Maren was threatened, that unless the child was sent to school, she would be taken from her altogether.
Having fitted out Ditte as well as she could, she sent her off with a heavy heart. The birth certificate she purposely omitted giving her; as it bore in the corner the fateful: born out of wedlock.
Maren could not understand why an innocent child should be stamped as unclean; the child had enough to fight against without that. But Ditte returned with strict injunctions to bring the certificate the next day, and Maren was obliged to give it to her. It was hopeless to fight against injustice.
Maren knew well that magistrates were no inst.i.tution of G.o.d"s making--she had been born with this knowledge! They only oppressed her and her kind; and with this end in view used their own hard method, which was none of G.o.d"s doing at all. He, on the contrary, was a friend of the poor; at least His only son, who was sitting on His right hand, whispered good things of the poor, and it was reasonable to expect that He would willingly help. But what did it help when the mighty ones would have it otherwise? It was the squire and his like, who had the power! It was towards them the parson turned when preaching, letting the poor folks look after themselves, and towards them the deacon glanced when singing. It was all very fine for them, with the magistrate carrying their trains, and opening their carriage door, with a peasant woman always ready to lay herself on all fours to prevent them wetting their feet as they stepped in. No "born out of wedlock" on _their_ birth certificate; although one often might question their genuineness!
"But why does the Lord let it be like that?" asked Ditte wonderingly.
"He has to, or there"d be no churches built nor no fuss made of Him," answered Maren. "Grandfather Soren always said, that the Lord lived in the pockets of the mighty, and it seems as if he"s right."
Ditte now went three times a week to school, which lay an hour"s journey away, over the common. She went together with the other children from the hamlet, and got on well with them.
Children are thoughtless, but not wicked; this they learn from their elders. They had only called after her what they had heard at home; it was their parents" gossip and judgment they had repeated. They meant nothing by it; Ditte, who was observant in this respect, soon found out that they treated each other just in the same way. They would shout witch"s brat, at her one minute and the next be quite friendly; they did not mean to look down upon her. This discovery took the sting from the abusive word--fortunately she was not sensitive. And the parents no longer, in superst.i.tion, warned their children against her; the time when Maren rode about as a witch was entirely forgotten. Now she was only a poor old woman left alone with an illegitimate child.
To the school came children just as far in the opposite direction, from the neighborhood of Sand. And it happened, that from them Maren and Ditte could make inquiries about Sorine and Lars Peter. They had not seen Ditte"s father for some time, and he might easily have met with an accident, being on the roads night and day in all sorts of weather. It was fortunate that Ditte met children from those parts, who could a.s.sure her that all was well. Sorine had never been any good to her mother, although she was her own flesh and blood.
One day Ditte came home with the news that she was to go to her parents; one of the children had brought the message.
Old Maren began to shake, so that her knitting needles clinked.