On the morning of the day he died he was altogether changed again.
It was as if he had come home to take a last farewell of everybody and everything; he was weak but quite in his senses. There was so much he wanted to touch upon once again. His talk jumped from one thing to another and he seemed quite happy. For the first time for many months he could sit on the edge of the bed drinking his morning coffee, chatting to Maren whenever she came near. He was exactly like a big child, and Maren could not but put his old head to hers and caress it. "You"ve worn well, Soren," said she, stroking his hair--"your hair"s as soft as when we were young."
Soren fell back, and lay with her hand in his, gazing silently at her with worship in his faded eyes. "Maren, would you let down your hair for me?" he whispered bashfully at last. The words came with some difficulty.
"Nay, but what nonsense!" said Maren, hiding her face against his chest; "we"re old now, you know, dear."
"Let down your hair for me!" whispered he, persisting, and tried with shaking fingers to loosen it himself. Maren remembered an evening long ago, an evening behind a drawn-up boat on the beach, and with sobs she loosened her gray hair and let it fall down over Soren"s head, so that it hid their faces. "It"s long and thick," he whispered softly, "enough to hide us both." The words came as an echo from their bygone youth.
"Nay, nay," said Maren, crying, "it"s gray and thin and rough. But how fond you were of it once."
With closed eyes Soren lay holding Maren"s hand. There was much to do in the kitchen, and she tried again and again to draw her hand away, but he opened his eyes each time, so she sat down, letting the things look after themselves, and there she was with the tears running down her furrowed face, while her thoughts ran on. She and Soren had lived happily together; they had had their quarrels, but if anything serious happened, they always faced it together; neither of them had lived and worked for themselves only. It was so strange that they were now to be separated, Maren could not understand it.
Why could they not be taken together? Where Soren went, Maren felt she too should be. Perhaps in the place where he was going he needed no one to mend his clothes and to see that he kept his feet dry, but at least they might have walked hand in hand in the Garden of Eden.
They had often talked about going into the country to see what was hidden behind the big forest. But it never came to anything, as one thing or another always kept Maren at home. How beautiful it would have been to go with Soren now; Maren would willingly have made the journey with him, to see what was on the other side--had it not been for Ditte. A child had always kept her back, and thus it was now.
Maren"s own time was not yet; she must wait, letting Soren go alone.
Soren now slept more quietly, and she drew her hand gently out of his. But as soon as she rose, he opened his eyes, gazing at Maren"s loosened hair and tear-stained face.
"Don"t cry, Maren," said he, "you and Ditte"ll get on all right.
But do this for me, put up your hair as you did at our wedding, will you, Maren?"
"But I can"t do it myself, Soren," answered the old woman, overwhelmed and beginning to cry again. But Soren held to his point.
Then Maren gave in, and as she could not leave Soren alone for long, she ran as fast as she could to the hamlet, where one of the women dressed her thin gray hair in bridal fashion. On her return she found Soren restless, but he soon calmed down; he looked at her a long time, as she sat crying by the bed with his hand in hers. He was breathing with much difficulty.
Then suddenly he spoke in a stronger voice than he had done for many days.
"We"ve shared good and bad together, Maren--and now it"s over. Will you be true to me for the time you have left?" He rose on his elbow, looking earnestly into her face.
Maren dried her bleared eyes, and looked faithfully into his. "Ay,"
she said slowly and firmly--"no one else has ever been in my thought nor ever shall be. "Tis Christ Himself I take as a witness, you can trust me, Soren."
Soren then fell back with closed eyes, and after a while his hand slipped out of hers.
CHAPTER VII
THE WIDOW AND THE FATHERLESS
After Soren"s death there were hard days in store for the two in the hut on the Naze. Feeble as he had been, yet he had always earned something, and had indeed been their sheet anchor. They were now alone, with no man to work for them. Not only had Maren to make things go as far as possible, but she had to find the money as well.
This was a task she had never done before.
All they had once received for their share in the boat and its fittings had gone too; and the funeral took what was left. Their affairs could be settled by every one, and at the time of Soren"s death there was much multiplying and subtracting in the homes round about on Maren"s behalf. But to one question there was no answer; what had become of the two hundred crowns paid for Ditte for once and for all? Ay, where had they gone? The two old people had bought nothing new at that time, and Soren had firmly refused to invest in a new kind of fishing-net--an invention tried in other places and said to be a great success. Indeed, there were cases where the net had paid for itself in a single night. However, Soren would not, and as so much money never came twice to the hamlet in one generation, they carried on with their old implements as usual.
The money had certainly not been used, nor had it been eaten up, that was understood. The two old folk had lived exactly as before, and it would have been known if the money had gone up through the chimney. There was no other explanation, than that Maren had put it by; probably as something for Ditte to fall back upon, when the two old ones had gone.
There was a great deal of talking in the homes, mostly of how Maren and Ditte were to live. But with that, their interest stopped. She had grown-up children of her own, who were her nearest, and ought to look after her affairs. One or two of them turned up at the funeral, more to see if there was anything to be had, and as soon as Soren was well underground they left, practically vanishing without leaving a trace, and with no invitation to Maren, who indeed hardly found out where they lived. Well, Maren was not sorry to see the last of them. She knew, in some measure, the object of her children"s homecoming; and for all she cared they might never tread that way again--if only she might keep Ditte. Henceforth they were the only two in the world.
"They might at least have given you a helping hand," said the women of the hamlet--"after all, you"re their mother."
"Nay, why so," said Maren. They had used her as a pathway to existence--and it had not always been easy; perhaps they did not thank her for their being here on earth, since they thought they owed her nothing. One mother can care for eight children if necessary, but has any one ever heard of eight children caring for one mother? No, Maren was thankful they kept away, and did not come poking round their old home.
She tried to sell the hut and the allotment in order to provide means, but as no buyers offered for either, she let the hut to a workman and his family, only keeping one room and an end of the kitchen for herself. After settling this she studded her own and the child"s wooden shoes with heavy nails. She brought forth Soren"s old stick, wrapped herself and the little one well up--and wandered out into the country.
Day after day, in all weathers, they would set out in the early morning, visiting huts and farms. Maren knew fairly well for whom Soren had worked, and it was quite time they paid their debts. She never asked directly for the money, but would stand just inside the door with the child in front of her, rattling a big leather purse such as fisher folk used, and drone:
"G.o.d bless your work and your food--one and all for sure! Times is hard--ay, money"s scarce--ay, "tis dear to live, and folks get old!
And all"s to be bought--fat and meat and bread, ay, every sc.r.a.p!--faith, an old wife needs the money!"
Although Maren only asked for what was her due, it was called begging, when she went on this errand, and she and the child were treated accordingly. They often stood waiting in the scullery or just inside the living room, while every one ran to and fro to their work without appearing to notice them. People must be taught their proper place, and nothing is so good as letting them stand waiting, and that without any reason. If they are not crushed by this, something must be wrong.
Maren felt the slight, and the smart went deep; but in no way shook her purpose--inwardly she was furious, though too wise to show it, and, old as she was, quietly added experience to experience. Perhaps after all it was the child who made it easier for her to submit to circ.u.mstances. So that was how she was treated when she needed help!
But when they themselves needed help, it was a different matter; they were not too proud to ask _her_ advice. Then they would hurry down to her, often in the middle of the night, knocking at the window with the handle of a whip; she _must_ come, and that at once.
Maren was not stupid, and could perfectly well put two and two together, only neglecting what she had no use for. As long as Soren was by her side and held the reins, she had kept in the background, knowing that one master in the house was quite enough; and only on special occasions--when something of importance was at stake--would she lend a guiding hand, preferably so unostentatiously that Soren never noticed it.
Blockhead, he used to call her--right up to his illness. About a week before his death they had spoken of the future, and Soren had comforted Maren by saying: ""Twill all be right for you, Maren--if but you weren"t such a blockhead."
For the first time Maren had protested against this, and Soren, as was his wont, referred to the case of Sorine: "Ay, and did you see what was wrong with the girl, what all saw who set eyes on her? And was it not yourself that fed her with soft soap and paraffin?"
"Maybe "twas," answered Maren, unmoved.
Soren looked at her with surprise: well to be sure--but behind her look of innocence gleamed something which staggered him for once.
"Ay, ay," said he. "Ay, ay! "twas nigh jail that time."
Maren good-naturedly blinked her heavy eyelids. ""Tis too good some folks are to be put there," answered she.
Soren felt as if cold water were running down his back; here had he lived with Maren by his side for forty-five years, and never taken her for anything else but a good-natured blockhead--and he had nearly gone to his grave with that opinion. And perhaps after all it was she who had mastered him, and that by seeming a fool herself.
CHAPTER VIII
WISE MAREN
The heavy waves crashed on the sh.o.r.e. Large wet flakes of snow hurled themselves on bushes and gra.s.s; what was not caught by the high cliffs was frozen to ice in the air and chased before the storm.
The sea was foaming. The skies were all one great dark gray whirl, with the roaring breakers beneath. It was as if the abyss itself threw out its inexhaustible flood of cold and wickedness. Endlessly it mounted from the great deep; dense to battle against, and as fire of h.e.l.l to breathe.
Two clumsy figures worked their way forward over the sandhills, an old grandmother holding a little girl by the hand. They were so m.u.f.fled up, that they could hardly be distinguished in the thick haze.
Their movements were followed by watchful eyes, in the huts on the hills women stood with faces pressed flat against the window-panes!
""Tis wise Maren battling against the storm," they told the old and the sick within. And all who could, crawled to the window. They must see for themselves.
""Tis proper weather for witches to be out," said youth, and laughed. "But where is her broomstick?"