When Ditte was six months old, she had the bad habit of putting things into her mouth--everything went that way. This was the proof whether they could be eaten or not.
Ditte laughed when Granny told about it, because she was so much wiser now. There were things one could not eat and yet get pleasure from, and other things which could be eaten, but gave more enjoyment if one left them alone, content in the thought of how they would taste if----Then one hugged oneself with delight at keeping it so much longer. "You"re foolish," said Granny, "eat it up before it goes bad!" But Ditte understood how to put by. She would dream over one or other thing she had got: a red apple, for instance, she would press to her cheek and mouth and kiss. Or she would hide it and go about thinking of it with silent devotion. Should she return and find it spoiled, well, in imagination she had eaten it over and over again. This was beyond Granny; her helplessness had made her greedy, and she could never get enough to eat; now it was she who put everything into her mouth.
But then they had watched the child, for fear she should eat something which might harm her. More so Soren. "Not into your mouth!" he often said. Whereupon the child would gaze at him, take the thing out of her own mouth and try to put it into his. Was it an attempt to get an accomplice, or did the little one think it was because he himself wanted to suck the thing, that he forbade her?
Soren was never quite clear on this point.
At all events, Ditte had learned at an early age to reckon with other people"s selfishness. If they gave good advice or corrected her, it was not so much out of consideration for her as for their own ends. Should she meet the bigger girls on the road, and happen to have an apple in her hand, they would say to her: "Fling that horrible apple away, or you"ll get worms!" But Ditte no longer threw the apple away; she had found out that they only picked it up as soon as she had gone, to eat it themselves. Things were not what they appeared to be, more often than not there was something behind what one saw and heard.
Some people declared, that things really meant for one were put behind a back--a stick, for instance; it was always wise to be on the watch.
With Granny naturally it was not like this. She was simply Granny through all their ups and downs, and one need never beware of her.
She was only more whining than she used to be, and could no longer earn their living. Ditte had to bear the greatest share of the burden, and was already capable of getting necessities for the house; she knew when the farmers were killing or churning, and would stand barefooted begging for a little for Granny. "Why don"t you get poor relief?" said some, but gave all the same; the needy must not be turned away from one"s door, if one"s food were to be blessed.
But under these new conditions it was impossible to have any respect for Granny, who was treated more as a spoiled child, and often corrected and then comforted.
"Ay, "tis all very well for you," said the old woman--"you"ve got sight and good legs, the whole world"s afore you. But I"ve only the grave to look forward to."
"Do you want to die?" asked Ditte, "and go to old Grandfather Soren?"
Indeed, no, Granny did not wish to die. But she could not help thinking of the grave; it drew her and yet frightened her. Her tired limbs were never really rested, and a long, long sleep under the green by Soren"s side was a tempting thought, if only one could be sure of not feeling the cold. Yes, and that the child was looked after, of course.
"Then I"ll go over to my new father," declared Ditte whenever it was spoken of. Granny need have no fear for her. "But do you think Grandfather Soren"s still there?"
Yes, that was what old Maren was not quite sure of herself. She could so well imagine the grave as the end of everything, and rest peacefully with that thought; oh! the blissfulness of laying one"s tired head where no carts could be heard, and to be free for all eternity from aches and pains and troubles, and only rest. Perhaps this would not be allowed--there was so much talking: the parson said one thing and the lay preacher another. Soren might not be there any longer, and she would have to search for him till she found him, which would be difficult enough if after death he had been transformed to youth again. Soren had been wild and dissipated.
Where he was, Maren must also be, there was no doubt about that. But she preferred to have it arranged so that she could have a long rest by Soren"s side, as a reward for all those weary years.
"Then I"ll go to my new father!" repeated Ditte. This had become her refrain.
"Ay, just as ye like!" answered Maren harshly. She did not like the child taking the subject so calmly.
But Ditte needed some one who could secure her future. Granny was no good, she was too old and helpless, and she was a woman. There ought to be a man! And now she had found him. She lay down to sleep behind Granny with a new feeling now; she had a real father, just like other children, one who was married to her mother, and in addition possessed a horse and cart. The bald young owner of the Sand farm, who was so thin and mean that he froze everybody near him, she never took to, he was too cold for that. But the rag and bone man had taken her on his knee and shouted in her ear with his big bl.u.s.tering voice. They might shout "brat" after her as much as they liked, for all she cared. She had a father taller than any of theirs, he had to bend his head when he stood under the beams in Granny"s sitting room.
The outlook was so much better now, one fell asleep feeling richer and woke again--not disappointed as when one had dreamt--but with a feeling of security. Such a father was much better to depend upon, than an old blind Granny, who was nothing but a bundle of rags.
Every night when Granny undressed, Ditte was equally astonished at seeing her take off skirt after skirt, getting thinner and thinner until, as if by witchcraft, nothing was left of the fat grandmother but a skeleton, a withered little crone, who wheezed like the leaky bellows by the fireplace.
They looked forward to the day when the new father would come and fetch them to the wedding. Then of course it would be in a grand carriage--the other one was only a cart. It would happen when they were most wearied with life, not knowing where to turn for food or coffee. Suddenly they would hear the cheerful crack of a whip outside, and there he would stand, saluting with his whip, the rascal; and as they got into the carriage, he would sit at attention with his whip--like the coachman on the estate.
Maren, poor soul, had never seen a carriage at her door; she was almost more excited than the child, and described it all to her.
"And little I thought any carriage would ever come for me, but the one that took me to the churchyard," she would say each time. "But your mother, she always had a weakness for what is grand."
There had come excitement into their poor lives. Ditte was no longer bored, and did not have to invent mischief to keep her little mind occupied. She had also developed a certain feeling of responsibility towards her grandmother, now that she was dependent on her--they got on much better together. "You"re very good to your old Granny, child," Maren would often say, and then they would cry over each other without knowing why.
The little wide-awake girl now had to be eyes for Granny as well, and old Maren had to learn to see things through Ditte. And as soon as she got used to it and put implicit faith in the child, all went well. Whenever Ditte was tempted to make fun, Maren had only to say: "You"re not playing tricks, are you, child?" and she would immediately stop. She was intelligent and quick, and Maren could wish for no better eyes than hers, failing the use of her own. There she would sit fumbling and turning her sightless eyes towards every sound without discovering what it could be. But thanks to Ditte she was able by degrees to take up part of her old life again.
Perhaps after all she missed the skies more than anything else. The weather had always played a great part in Maren"s life; not so much the weather that was, as that to come. This was the fishergirl in her; she took after her mother--and her mother again--from the time she began to take notice she would peer at the skies early and late.
Everything was governed by them, even their food from day to day, and when they were dark--it cleared the table once and for all by taking the bread-winner. The sky was the first thing her eyes sought for in the morning, and the last to dwell upon at night. "There"ll be a storm in the night," she would say, as she came in, or: "It"ll be a good day for fishing tomorrow!" Ditte never understood how she knew this.
Maren seldom went out now, so it did not matter to her what the weather was, but she was still as much interested in it. "What"s the sky like?" she would often ask. Ditte would run out and peer anxiously at the skies, very much taken up with her commission.
""Tis red," she announced on her return, "and there"s a man riding over it on a wet, wet horse. Is it going to rain then?"
"Is the sun going down into a sack?" asked Granny. Ditte ran out again to see.
"There"s no sun at all," she came in and announced with excitement.
But Granny shook her head, there was nothing to be made of the child"s explanation; she was too imaginative.
"Have you seen the cat eat gra.s.s today?" asked Maren after a short silence.
No, Ditte had not seen it do that. But it had jumped after flies.
Maren considered for a while. Well, well, it probably meant nothing good. "Go and see if there are stars under the coffee kettle," said she.
Ditte lifted the heavy copper kettle from the fire--yes, there were stars of fire in the soot, they swarmed over the bottom of the kettle in a glittering ma.s.s.
"Then it"ll be stormy," said Granny relieved. "I"ve felt it for days in my bones." Should there be a storm, Maren always remembered to say: "Now, you see, I was right." And Ditte wondered over her Granny"s wisdom.
"Is that why folks call you "wise Maren"?" asked she.
"Ay, that"s it. But it doesn"t need much to be wiser than the others--if only one has sight. For folks are stupid--most of them."
Lars Peter Hansen they neither saw nor heard of for nearly a year.
When people drove past, who they thought might come from his locality, they would make inquiries; but were never much wiser for all they heard. At last they began to wonder whether he really did exist; it was surely not a dream like the fairy-house in the wood?
And then one day he actually stood at the door. He did not exactly crack his whip--a long hazel-stick with a piece of string at the end--but he tried to do it, and the old nag answered by throwing back its head and whinnying. It was the same cart as before, but a seat with a green upholstered back, from which the stuffing protruded, had been put on. His big battered hat was the same too, it was shiny from age and full of dust, and with bits of straw and spiders" webs in the dents. From underneath it his tousled hair showed, so covered with dust and burrs and other things that the birds of the air might be tempted to build their nests in it.
"Now, what do you say to a little drive today?" he shouted gaily, as he tramped in. "I"ve brought fine weather with me, what?"
He might easily do that, for even yesterday Granny had seen to it that the weather should be fine, although she knew nothing of this.
Last evening she touched the dew on the window-pane with her hand and had said: "There"s dew for the morning sun to sparkle on."
Lars Peter Hansen had to wait, while Ditte lit the fire and made coffee for him. "What a clever girl you are," he burst out, as she put it in front of him, "you must have a kiss." He took her in his arms and kissed her; Ditte put her face against his rough cheek and did not speak a word. Suddenly he realized his cheek was wet, and turned her face toward his. "Have I hurt you?" he asked alarmed, and put her down.
"Nay, never a bit," said the old woman. "The child has been looking forward to a kiss from her father, and now it has come to pa.s.s--little as it is. You let her have her cry out; childish tears only wet the cheeks."
But Lars Peter Hansen went into the peat shed, where he found Ditte sobbing. Gently raising her, he dried her cheeks with his checked handkerchief, which looked as if it had been out many times before today.
"We"ll be friends sure enough, we two--we"ll be friends sure enough," he repeated soothingly. His deep voice comforted the child, she took his hand and followed him back again.
Granny, who was very fond of coffee, though she would never say so, had seized the opportunity to take an extra cup while they were out.
In her haste to pour it out, some had been spilt on the table, and now she was trying to wipe it up in the hope it might not be seen.
Ditte helped her to take off her ap.r.o.n, and washed her skirt with a wet cloth, so that it should not leave a mark; she looked quite motherly. She herself would have no coffee, she was so overwhelmed with happiness, that she could not eat.
Then the old woman was well wrapped up, and Lars Peter lifted them into the cart. Granny was put on the seat by his side, while Ditte, who was to have sat on the fodder-bag at the back, placed herself at their feet, for company. Lars took up the reins, pulled them tightly, and loosened them again; having done this several times, the old nag started with a jerk, which almost upset their balance, and off they went into the country.
It was glorious sunshine. Straight ahead the rolling downs lay bathed in it--and beyond, the country with forest and hill. It all looked so different from the cart, than when walking with bare feet along the road; all seemed to curtsey to Ditte, hills and forests and everything. She was not used to driving, and this was the first time she had driven in state and looked down on things. All those dreary hills that on other days stretched so heavily and monotonously in front of her, and had often been too much for her small feet, today lay down and said: "Yes, Ditte, you may drive over us with pleasure!" Granny did not share in all this, but she could feel the sun on her old back and was quite in holiday mood.
The old nag took its own time, and Lars Peter Hansen had no objection. He sat the whole time lightly touching it with his whip, a habit of his, and one without which the horse could not proceed.
Should he stop for one moment, while pointing with his whip at the landscape, it would toss its head with impatience and look back--greatly to Ditte"s enjoyment.