"I"ll stick to Sorine, I tell you," shouted Lars Peter, thumping his ax into the block. "Now, you know it."
The inn-keeper went off, as quietly and kindly as he had come. Jacob the fisherman stood behind the house pointing at him with his gun; it was loaded with salt, he was only waiting for the _word_ to shoot. The inn-keeper looked at him as he pa.s.sed and said, "Well, are you out with your gun today?" Jacob shuffled out of the way.
The inn-keeper"s new order brought sorrow to the little house. It was like losing a mother. What would they do without their house-wife, Ditte, who looked after them all?
Ditte herself took it more quietly. She had always known that sooner or later she would have to go out to service--she was born to it.
And all through her childhood it ran like a crimson thread; she must prepare herself for a future master and mistress. "Eat, child,"
Granny had said, "and grow big and strong and able to make the most of yourself when you"re out amongst strangers!" And Sorine--when her turn came--had made it a daily saying: "You"d better behave, or no-one"ll have you." The schoolmaster had interwoven it with his teachings, and the parson involuntarily turned to her when speaking of faithful service. She had performed her daily tasks with the object of becoming a clever servant--and she thought with a mixture of fear and expectation of the great moment when she should enter service in reality.
The time was drawing near. She was sorry, and more so for those at home. For herself--it was something that could not be helped.
She prepared everything as far as possible beforehand, taught sister Else her work, and showed her where everything was kept. She was a thoughtful child, easily managed. It was more difficult with Kristian. Ditte was troubled at the thought of what would happen, when she was not there to keep him in order. Every day she spoke seriously to him.
"You"ll have to give up your foolish ways, and running off when you"re vexed with any one," said she. "Remember, you"re the eldest; it"ll be your fault if Povl and sister turn out badly! They"ve n.o.body but you to look to now. And stop teasing old Jacob, it"s a shame to do it."
Kristian promised everything--he had the best will in the world.
Only he could never remember to keep his good resolutions.
There was no need to give Povl advice, he was too small. And good enough as he was. Dear, fat, little fellow! It was strange to think that she was going to leave him; several times during the day Ditte would hug him.
"If only Lars Jensen"s widow"ll be good to the children--and understand how to manage them!" she said to her father. "You see, she"s never had children of her own. It must be strange after all!"
Lars Peter laughed.
"It"ll be all right," he thought, "she"s a good woman. But we shall miss you sorely."
"I"m sure you will," answered Ditte seriously. "But she"s not wasteful--that"s one good thing."
In the evening, when she had done her daily tasks and the children were in bed, Ditte went through drawers and cupboards so as to leave everything in order for her successor. The children"s clothes were carefully examined--and the linen; clean paper was put in the drawers and everything tidied up. Ditte lingered over her work: it was like a silent devotion. The child was bidding farewell to her dear troublesome world, feeling grateful even for the toil and trouble they had given her.
When Lars Peter was not out fishing she would sit beside him under the lamp with some work or other in her hands, and they spoke seriously about the future, giving each other good advice.
"When you get amongst strangers you must listen carefully to everything that"s said to you," Lars Peter would say. "Nothing vexes folks more than having to say a thing twice. And then you must remember that it doesn"t matter so much how you do a thing, as to do it as they like it. They"ve all got their own ways, and it"s hard to get into sometimes."
"Oh, I"ll get on all right," answered Ditte--rather more bravely than she really felt.
"Ay, you"re clever enough for your age, but it"s not always that.
You must always show a good-tempered face--whether you feel it or not. It"s what"s expected from folks that earn their bread."
"If anything happens, I"ll just give them a piece of my mind."
"Ay, but don"t be too ready with your mouth! The truth"s not always wanted, and least of all from a servant: the less they have to say the better they get on. Just you keep quiet and think what you like--that no-one can forbid you. And then you know, you"ve always got a home here if you"re turned out of your place. You must never leave before your term is up; it"s a bad thing to do--whatever you do it for. Rather bear a little unfairness."
"But can"t I stand up for my rights?" Ditte did not understand.
"Ay, so you ought--but what is your right? Anyone that"s got the power gets the right on his side, that"s often proved. But you"ll be all right if you"re sensible and put your back to the wall."
Then came the last night. Ditte had spent the day saying good-by in the different huts. She could have found a better way to spend these last precious hours, but it was a necessary evil, and if she did not do it they would talk of it behind her back. The three little ones followed close at her heels.
"You mustn"t come in," said she. "We can"t all go, there"s too many, they"ll think we want to be treated to something."
So they hid themselves nearby, while she was inside, and went with her to the next house; today they _would_ be near her. And they had been so the whole day long. The walk along the beach out to the Naze, where they could see the hill-farm had come to nothing. It was too late, and Ditte had to retract her promise. It cost some tears.
The farm where Ditte was going out to service played a strong part in their imagination. They were only comforted, when their father promised that on Sunday morning he would take them for a row.
"Out there you can see the hill-farm and all the land round about it, and maybe Ditte"ll be standing there and waving to us," he said.
"Isn"t it really further off than that?" asked Ditte.
"Oh, it"s about fourteen miles, so of course you"d have to have good eyes," answered Lars Peter, trying to smile. He was not in the humor for fun.
Now at last the three little ones were in the big bed, sleeping peacefully, Povl at one end, sister and Kristian at the other. There was just room for Ditte, who had promised to sleep with them the last night. Ditte busied herself in the living room, Lars Peter sat by the window trying to read Sorine"s last letter. It was only a few words. Sorine was not good at writing; he read and re-read it, in a half-whisper. There was a feeling of oppression in the room.
"When"s Mother coming out?" asked Ditte, suddenly coming towards him.
Lars Peter took up a calendar. "As far as I can make out, there"s still another year," he said quietly. "D"you want to see her too?"
Ditte made no answer. Shortly afterwards she asked him: "D"you think she"s altered?"
"You"re thinking of the little ones, I suppose. I think she cares a little more for them now. Want makes a good teacher. You must go to bed now, you"ll have to be up early in the morning, and it"s a long way. Let Kristian go with you--and let him carry your bundle as far as he goes. It"ll be a tiresome way for you. I"m sorry I can"t go with you!"
"Oh, I shall be all right," said Ditte, trying to speak cheerfully, but her voice broke, and suddenly she threw her arms round him.
Lars Peter stayed beside her until she had fallen asleep, then went up to bed himself. From the attic he could hear her softly moaning in her sleep.
At midnight he came downstairs again, he was in oilskins and carried a lantern. The light shone on the bed--all four were asleep. But Ditte was tossing restlessly, fighting with something in her dreams.
"Sister must eat her dinner," she moaned, "it"ll never do ... she"ll get so thin."
"Ay, ay," said Lars Peter with emotion. "Father"ll see she gets enough to eat."
Carefully he covered them up, and went down to the sea.