After what Lusserina said Zhang Yi remembered that it was really only because of Lusserina"s county that he found out what had happened to his masters if she had said nothing Zhang Yi would have thought it impossible and would have discovered nothing.But Zhang Yi was very grateful to Lusserina for this, otherwise, he would spend the rest of his life thinking that his masters had abandoned him and could never take revenge on them, so he was very happy that Lusserina had done it for him.
"I know, and I"m so grateful that you told me how to do what I wanted to do at that time, now thanks to you I knew that my masters had not abandoned me and so I knew they had died and I could even avenge their death."
"I know you"re grateful for that, but that doesn"t change the fact that you discovered it made you suffer and it made me suffer a lot too if you hadn"t discovered any of this you would still be cultivating and happy with us."
"The truth is that the fact that I don"t know if you are doing well or not is making me suffer if you died in that fight that you were seeking revenge, I would have died too, the truth is that I think a demon was born in my martial heart because of that."
"So I want you to tell me everything you"ve been hiding so I can see you"re all right and this demon in my martial heart disappears."
Hearing this Zhang Yi despaired, he could never imagine that one of his wives had a demon in his heart too, that changed everything because even if he erased Lusserina"s memory her demon would still keep cultivating and she would die anyway after he died.
But he could still do that to his other wives and just tell Lusserina the truth, the worst was that when Lusserina knew that he too had a demon in his heart and would die in a few years the demon in her heart would grow and she too would die anyway.
It hurt a lot more in Zhang Yi"s heart than when he knew he was going to die because of the demon in his martial heart, it was horrible for him to know that Lusserina would die because of him just like his masters.
And he knew there was nothing he could do about it because he couldn"t do anything for him either, even if it wasn"t Lusserina"s fault she would still die because of this demon in her heart.
"Why didn"t you tell me anything about it? You had to tell me something important like that."
"That"s what I said to you, I know something like that doesn"t hide, but I thought that when all went well with you this demon in my martial heart would naturally disappear, but now I realize that there"s really something going on with you and that all is not going to be all right."
Zhang Yi paused for a moment and then decided to tell Lusserina the truth, he understood after she said that she also had a demon in her martial heart that it was not right to hide something like this from whom he loved.
"The truth is, I also have a demon in my martial heart, I didn"t tell you that not to worry you, but the truth is that I"ve lived for almost 500 years."
"I was born in a place called Earth, it is a place without spiritual energy and without cultivators, people who lived over 80 years were considered privileged in that place."
"Because I had such a talent for cultivation even living in a world without spiritual energy my brain eventually got a little damaged and I had mental problems because of it."
"Even with this problem, I was sent to war and thereafter I killed thousands of people I started cultivating my body refinement using the blood of my enemies and without qi."
"My master discovered this when he came to earth by coincidence and decided to help me cultivate by teaching me qi cultivation techniques and body refinement and some high-level spiritual stones."
"This way I lived over 400 years in that world and even with mental problems and without perception I could reach a high realm of body refinement and qi, so my master decided to send me to a world that had more spiritual energy."
"At that moment my other master came and found out what had happened to me that my first master didn"t know, so she came up with the idea of using a taboo technique to make me 12 and lose almost all my memories."
"My masters did it and solved my brain problem and I got all my talent and insight, then I was sent to this world and after a few years I met you."
After Zhang Yi said it all Lusserina cried a lot and suffered a lot knowing that Zhang Yi had a demon in his heart too, she was surprised by the story of Zhang Yi who lived in a world without spiritual energy and was in fact almost 500 years old age.
"Then you know everything that happened when I found out that my masters had died I was very sad because they had died and their family had died because of the taboo technique they used on me."
"They did it because they wanted to see how strong I would be with my talent, but they ended up dying because of it being so talented, I think it"s my fault and that"s why the demon in my martial heart was born."
Lusserina understood that it was almost the same reason that the demon in her martial heart had appeared, it made her very sad, but she understood why Zhang Yi felt that way, at least now she felt she knew everything about Zhang Yi.
"And what do you think you need to do to make this demon in your heart disappear?"
"I can do nothing about it, I have taken revenge on my masters and this demon has not yet disappeared, so I will die in just over 3 years."
Lusserina didn"t expect Zhang Yi to do anything about it, she was even sadder when she learned that Zhang Yi would die for what she did, she knew she would die after Zhang Yi died, but she was much sadder to know that Zhang Yi would die. and that Saphielle, Luna, and Solar would be without him for something she did.
After Lusserina cried for a long time she began to calm down and finally why Zhang Yi was so worried and treating them that way and even without cultivating these last months, if he knew he was going to die it was better to spend time with who he liked than cultivating for nothing.
"And when did you intend to tell us you are going to die?"
"I didn"t mean to say anything, I have a technique that can erase the memories and would do that to make sure you would live even after I died, but with the devil in your heart even if I did that you would die anyway."
Lusserina was shocked to learn that Zhang Yi did not intend to tell them he was dying, but she understood that he wanted to do this so that they would continue to live even if he did not agree with it.