"I ought to know as much of both as he does!" he said.
"Ought perhaps! But you know you do not."
"I know enough to be your tutor."
"Yes, but I know enough not to be your pupil!"
"What do you mean?"
"That you can"t teach."
"How do you know that?"
"Because you do not love either Greek or mathematics, and no one who does not love can teach." "That is nonsense! If I don"t love Greek enough to teach it, I love you enough to teach you," said Forgue.
"You are my riding-master," said Arctura; "Mr. Grant is my master in Greek."
Forgue strangled an imprecation on Mr. Grant, and tried to laugh, but there was not a laugh inside him.
"Then you won"t ride to-day?" he said.
"I think not," replied Arctura.
She ought to have said she would not. It is a pity to let doubt alight on decision. Her reply re-opened the whole question.
"I cannot see what should induce you to allow that fellow the honour of reading with you!" said Forgue. "He"s a long-winded, pedantic, ill-bred lout!"
"Mr. Grant is my friend!" said Arctura, and raising her head looked him in the eyes.
"Take my word for it, you are mistaken in him," he said.
"I neither value nor ask your opinion of him," returned Arctura. "I merely acquaint you with the fact that he is my friend."
"Here"s the devil and all to pay!" thought Forgue.
"I beg your pardon," he said: "you do not know him as I do!"
"Not?--and with so much better opportunity of judging!"
"He has never played the dominie with you!" said Forgue foolishly.
"Indeed he has!"
"He has! Confound his insolence! How?"
"He won"t let me study as I want.--How has he interfered with you?"
"We won"t quarrel about him," rejoined Forgue, attempting a tone of gaiety, but instantly growing serious. "We who ought to be so much to each other--"
Something told him he had already gone too far.
"I do not know what you mean--or rather, I am not willing to think I know what you mean," said Arctura. "After what took place--"
In her turn she ceased: he had said nothing!
"Jealous!" concluded Forgue; "--a good sign!"
"I see he has been talking against me!" he said.
"If you mean Mr. Grant, you mistake. He never, so far as I remember, once mentioned you to me."
"I know better!"
"You are rude. He never spoke of it; but I have seen enough with my own eyes--"
"If you mean that silly fancy--why, Arctura!--you know it was but a boyish folly!"
"And since then you have grown a man!--How many months has it taken?"
"I a.s.sure you, on the word of a gentleman, there is nothing in it now.
It is all over, and I am heartily ashamed of it."
A pause of a few seconds followed: it seemed as many minutes, and unbearable.
"You will come out with me?" said Forgue: she might be relenting, though she did not look like it!
"No," she said; "I will not."
"Well," he returned, with simulated coolness, "this is rather cavalier treatment, I must say!--To throw a man over who has loved you so long--and for the sake of a lesson in Greek!"
"How long, pray, have you loved me?" said Arctura, growing angry. "I was willing to be friendly with you, so much so that I am sorry it is no longer possible!"
"You punish me pretty sharply, my lady, for a trifle of which I told you I was ashamed!" said Forgue, biting his lip. "It was the merest--"
"I do not wish to hear anything about it!" said Arctura sternly. Then, afraid she had been unkind, she added in altered tone: "You had better go and have a gallop. You may have Larkie if you like."
He turned and left the room. She only meant to pique him, he said to himself. She had been cherishing her displeasure, and now she had had her revenge would feel better and be sorry next! It was a very good morning"s work after all! It was absurd to think she preferred a Greek lesson from a clown to a ride with lord Forgue! Was not she too a Graeme!
Partly to make reconciliation the easier, partly because the horse was superior to his own, he would ride Larkie!
But his reasoning was not so satisfactory to him as to put him in a good temper, and poor Larkie had to suffer for his ill-humour. His least movement that displeased him put him in a rage, and he rode him so foolishly as well as tyrannically that he brought him home quite lame, thus putting an end for a time to all hope of riding again with Arctura.
Instead of going and telling her what he had done, he sent for the farrier, and gave orders that the mishap should not be mentioned.
A week pa.s.sed, and then another; and as he could say nothing about riding, he was in a measure self-banished from Arctura"s company. A furious jealousy began to master him. He scorned to give place to it because of the insult to himself if he allowed a true ground for it.
But it gradually gained power. This country b.u.mpkin, this cow-herd, this man of spelling-books and grammars, to come between his cousin and him! Of course he was not so silly as imagine for a moment she cared for him!--that she would disgrace herself by falling in love with a fellow just loosed from the plough-tail! She was a Graeme, and could never be a traitor to her blood! If only he had not been such an infernal fool! A vulgar little thing without an idea in her head! So unpleasant--so disgusting at last with her love-making! Nothing pleased her but hugging and kissing!--That was how he spoke to himself of the girl he had been in love with!
d.a.m.n that schoolmaster! She would never fall in love with him, but he might prevent her from falling in love with another! No attractions could make way against certain prepossessions! The girl had a fancy for being a saint, and the lout burned incense to her! So much he gathered from Davie. His father must get rid of the fellow! If he thought he was doing so well with Davie, why not send the two away together till things were settled?